twilight winter

Taiwan, funeral.

Both the eldest son and the eldest daughter of the Xiang family died in a car accident, leaving Mr. Xiang mentally and physically exhausted.

However, Yun Luo and Qin Xingyan did not expect that the two of them would meet Yun Mo at a funeral.Yunmo pushed Xiang Wanqing to stand not far away. Both of them were very haggard. If Yunluo had ever walked up to her and gave her a deep hug, but now Yunluo didn't know if she still wanted to see A trace of melancholy wrapped around himself, and it was dyed by the lover around him. Qin Xingyan gently hooked her little finger, and looked at her with firm eyes.

When facing Xiang Wanqing face to face, what can't be avoided is meeting face to face, Yun Luo was about to pull away from his tightly clenched hands, Qin Xingyan held tightly and stood in front of Yun Mo.

"My condolences." Qin Xingyan said to Xiang Wanqing.

With red and swollen eyes, Xiang Wanqing smiled wryly: "Thank you for coming."

Qin Xingyan avoided Yun Mo's gaze, and said softly, "After all, Yun Luo is Yun Mo's younger sister, and our company also has contacts with the Xiang family, so we should come and send Mr. Xiang to see him."

Xiang Wanqing nodded, tired and unwilling to say more, Qin Xingyan raised his head to meet Shang Yunmo's gaze, and said softly, "Take care of Miss Xiang."

"Thank you." Yunmo never looked at Yunluo from the beginning to the end. She looked at Qin Xingyan with resentment in her eyes, but Qin Xingyan, who responded coldly, felt that Yunluo's palms were getting colder and colder. Qin Xingyan was afraid that she would not be able to bear it, so he couldn't wait. She pulled Yunluo away from the funeral.

Xiang Wanqing, who watched them leave, said to Yun Mo calmly, "Are you still not reconciled?" Yun Mo knew that she had seen the injustice in his heart, so he didn't hide it, and responded lightly, "You and I were originally It’s just people from the same journey.” What result in this world would make people like them willing.

"Heh." Xiang Wanqing shook her head and asked Yun Mo: "You know that the failure of "Two Little Myths" to be released is not only Jiang Yuming, but also Qin Xingyan who will lose in the end."

"You really hate her to the bone." Yun Mo blamed sadly.

Xiang Wanqing didn't speak, she looked at Xiang Bojun's photo and thought of her elder sister's appearance.I thought of the elder sister who didn't drink alcohol that year and died in a drunk driving crash, and the cold body and blue face of the only elder sister who loved me.

At this moment, Xiang Wanqing suddenly felt that she had exchanged all of this with the paralysis of her lower body, and it was really a lucrative deal.She looked up at Yun Mo behind her.The sun refracted on her temples, and Yun Mo actually saw a trace of gray, and Xiang Wanqing smiled like they were in their happiest days: "I have fulfilled my wish in this life, and I am satisfied."

Yun Mo was speechless.

Zuo Zuo gave birth to a beautiful boy, and Qin Xingyan and Yun Luo didn't look deserted in the ward by her side.Yunluo is very grateful to Qin Xingyan for leaving her official business and staying with her all the time, accepting everything about her. Thinking of this, she feels that even if she is with Qin Xingyan and loses the whole world, she doesn't feel any pity.

After going through all the formalities, when filling in the child's name, Yunluo asked Zuo Zuo what name he gave the child, Zuo Zuo looked at the child calmly and said, "Yun Zuo."

Seeing that it was a name made up of two people's surnames, Yunluo was stunned, and smiled embarrassingly: "It's not Zuo. How can I register with my surname."

"Didn't you say you want him?" Zuo Zuo asked lightly.

Yunluo remembered that when Zuo Zuo was pregnant, she had no way to refute her promise. Qin Xingyan, who was sitting by the bed teasing the child, heard the conversation between the two of them quietly.

The child finally called Zuo An.Yunluo herself decided that she wanted the child to remember his father, and she couldn't believe that Xiang Bo'an was so cruel that he would never look at the child for the rest of his life.

After being discharged from the hospital, Zuo Zuo's personality changed a lot. Qin Xingyan was called back to City C by Xiao She, and Zuo Zuo and Yun Luo lived their days looking at each other in dismay.Yunluo always wonders if Zuo Zuo is suffering from postpartum depression. She doesn't want to face Zuo An, and she doesn't want to mention the past. Zuo Zuo is like a book of breakpoints. When you read it with interest, it suddenly changes its style. Yunluo tried to accept but was always awkward.

The company's shareholders deeply condemned Qin Xingyan for the failure of the investment in the movie "Two Little No Guesses", and questioned her guiding role in the company. Rumors arose in the company for a while. Some people said that the Shi family had no successors. The director of the company There must be a change of person, and some people say that Qin Xingyan is for a woman, and it is also romantic to throw a lot of money for a Bomei woman.In short, Qin Xingyan was stuck in a situation and struggling hard.

The first snow fell in city C in November, and the snowflakes fell on Qin Xingyan's clothes. Standing at the door of the company, she suddenly remembered that she and Yunluo hadn't seen each other for a while.The phone calls before going to bed every night were intermittent because of the child's crying. In the end, the two people who were full of interest hung up the phone in a hurry. Qin Xingyan remembered Yunluo's promise on the day he confessed his love and smiled desolately, vowing that this thing can only be regarded as Listen to the child's play.

The child opened his eyes and the first thing he saw in his big beautiful eyes was Yunluo, that beautiful woman. He was holding her loose hair and giggling.

"Zuo Zuo, look how cute he is." Yun Luo gently said to Zuo Zuo, holding the child in her arms, hoping that she could take a look at this little angel.

Zuo Zuo also wants to hug her child. Every time she sees Yun Luo taking good care of him and watching the child cry or sleep peacefully, she feels a longing for maternal love and closeness in her heart, but every time she wants to get close to the child, her body always is full of resistance.

Zuo Zuo is in great pain, the vacation she arranged for this child for so long has now become a shackle, forcing her to suffer in this space.

Yunluo saw that her intertwined expressions were not imposing on others, and carried the child around the house, leading him to look at the beautiful scenery outside the window. It was still late autumn, and the falling leaves were dancing in the wind. Reflecting the golden light brightly, Yunluo held the child's hand and waved it, and the leaf flew up.

Yunluo has never thought about having a baby, but because of Zuo Zuo, she has learned a lot of childcare skills, and now she is doing well. The child cries at night because she gets up to change diapers, feeds milk, and wipes the child every day. Doing it carefully, Yunluo was so busy between work and children that she was dizzy. It wasn't until snow fell in the sky that she remembered that she hadn't seen Qin Xingyan for a long time.Even a few words are precious between two people.

Yunluo arranged for a nanny to accompany Zuo Zuo day and night for two days, and she planned to find Qin Xingyan.

The day before the departure, she called Qin Xingyan and told her that she was going there. Qin Xingyan was very happy to hear that.Instruct Secretary Lin to arrange the day's work, and then go to the mall to buy new clothes for Yunluo from the inside to the outside. The close-fitting clothes are washed and dried, and Yunluo can just wear them when she comes.

Qin Xingyan made all the preparations and only waited for Yunluo to call her to tell her that she was about to board the plane coming to him.

It's a pity that all I got was a wechat message, Yunluo said that the child had a fever and couldn't get through.

There are especially many children who get sick when the weather changes. Yunluo hugged the child and listened nervously to the doctor's explanation of the condition. Fever means that new antibodies are produced. You don't need to be too nervous, and you don't need to use strong antipyretics. However, to be on the safe side, the doctor recommends staying in the hospital for three days. sky.

"Are you the child's mother?" Of the three women, one of them seemed to be the nanny. The doctor naturally regarded Yun Luo, who looked the most nervous and hugged the child tightly, as the child's real mother.

"No, I'm her godmother. This is the child's mother." Pulling left and right, Yunluo explained.

The doctor raised his eyebrows and said while writing the prescription: "Go and pay the nurse to arrange it. Just leave someone here to take care of it. If the fever subsides tomorrow morning, you can go home."

"Okay." Zuo Zuo responded bravely. She watched Yun Luo sweating profusely while holding the child all the way, and saw that the doctor had misidentified her. Her mind was already in chaos.

When she met Yunluo for the first time, she was still a young college student, and Yunluo's natural temperament fascinated and convinced her.Every girl has an image that she aspires to be, and Yunluo is Zuozuo's aspiration.

At that time, Ning Xuan was envied by Zuo Zuo. She could see how mysterious Empress Yunluo looked, and Zuo Zuo secretly felt sour.

Zuo Zuo is willing to show his maturity and stability in front of Yunluo, and also wants to act like a baby to her and watch her dote on him.Zuo Zuo performed himself, leaving traces in Yunluo's life.Zuo Zuo never thought about what his feelings for Yunluo would be like. She was pregnant and Yunluo said to take care of her. Zuo Zuo felt that Yunluo was his reliance and a big tree that blesses her and the child.Yunluo fell in love, Zuo Zuo saw Qin Xingyan bring Yunluo happiness and smile, she also felt happy looking at it, she liked Qin Xingyan a lot.After the child was born, Yunluo took on most of the responsibilities, taking care of Zuo An day and night, and she didn't dare to approach the child. It was the self who woke up by patting and comforting herself to continue to sleep and take care of everything by herself. Her posture in holding the baby was more standard than herself, she was more proficient in feeding the baby milk powder and burping the baby than herself.Zuo Zuo thought of this and suddenly realized that her feelings for this woman for so many years are no longer as simple as a best friend or a sister.

When she took on everything of her own, when she wanted the child to follow her last name, it was actually a desire buried in her heart.She loves this woman, when she laughs at herself, complains to herself, when she is lying on her sofa with scars all over the world, when she sees the bite marks on the back of her hand and feels distressed, maybe, she already loves this woman On Yunluo.

I have known each other for so long, each has their own lives, I have never thought about that direction, I have always faced her with a kind of admiration, because she likes and hates, but I never thought about it, what is the reason for this!