twilight winter

The child burned intermittently for two days, and every morning Zuo Zuo went to the hospital on time to change shifts with Yunluo, because Yun Luo was not at Zuo Zuo during the day and had no choice but to start getting close to the child.After all, the child doesn't understand what adults think, Zuo Zuo gets close to him and he grabs her with his soft little hands, Zuo Zuo's heart gradually ripples.Her child, the healthy Bai Jing's child, always looked at her with bent eyebrows, eager to be hugged and touched.Zuo Zuo hugged the child, shaking his shoulders and weeping.

After the child was discharged from the hospital, Yunluo felt a change in Zuo Zuo. In addition to being able to get started with the child's affairs, she also changed in herself.In the past, Zuo Zuo took care of himself with the kind of thoughtfulness and caution, but now it is not at all.

She was going to go out in the morning, holding her down coat on her left and insisting on her putting it on, and she was still muttering: "It's so cold, what if you have a headache and a fever, what will I do with my child?" overcoat.Unexpectedly, Zuo Zuo took a scarf to wrap her around it, Yunluo felt weird, looking at Zuo Zuo who tied the scarf for her, her complexion was rosy and her eyes were like torches, after all, she was not the same as before.

At night, the two of them lived on the same bed. Zuo Zuo didn't hug the quilt to sleep by himself like before. Instead, he always acted like a baby and wanted to hug himself. Yunluo didn't think so much at first, Zuo Zuo was always a wayward person in her eyes Child, she thought there was nothing wrong with hugging her by herself.

This night Yunluo just came out of the bathroom after washing and saw that Zuo Zuo was wearing pajamas that didn't look like usual. Although the weather was getting colder in the room, Zuo Zuo was still wearing thin cotton pajamas and pajamas. Because of the production, her slightly charming figure was looming under the ambiguous bedside lamp, Yunluo's heart tightened, and she heard Zuo Zuo sitting on the dressing table calling her over.

"Sister, wipe my hair for me." She was applying night cream, and her long hair was wrapped in a towel. Yunluo walked over and opened the towel, and her long hair like ink fell out, and her smooth shoulders looked more pointed and alluring People, Yunluo looked at the left and right sides in the mirror, she was not as green as before, but more like a mature woman's eyes full of temptation.

Yunluo felt that the room was very hot, she brushed Zuo Zuo's hair silently, Zuo Zuo put Wan Shuang away, and looked at Yun Luo behind her in the mirror, Yun Luo didn't dare to look at her, so she turned her eyes away, But Zuo Zuo slowly stood up from the chair as if he had made up his mind.

The hot air in front of her was heavy and wet, Yunluo wanted to avoid it, so she forced a smile and said, "I'll go and change the baby's diaper."

"I've already finished changing." Holding Yunluo's hands with both hands, he took a step closer to the left and right, looked at Yunluo's beautiful face, couldn't help but stretched out his hand to tuck Yunluo's loose hair behind her ears, and said emotionally : "Sister, you are so beautiful."

"Zuo Zuo." Yun Luo took a step back and smiled dryly: "You are beautiful too."

"Really?" Zuo Zuo all asked sadly: "My fair lady and gentleman are so beautiful, but unfortunately, I am beautiful but no one loves me."

"I love you." Looking at Zuo Zuo's sad face, Yun Luo felt that she seemed to be in the wrong relationship. After all, Zuo Zuo is a straight girl, and she has had children with Xiang Bo'an for so long, how could she suddenly bend over? up.Thinking of this, Yunluo condemned herself deeply, hugged her sad left and right sides tightly, patted her on the back and said: "I saw you resisting the baby a while ago, and your condition was so bad, I was almost worried to death. Now you are all right , My sister is also relieved."

After hearing her words, Zuo Zuo felt guilty again, thinking that Qin Xingyan was so kind to him, whether he was wrong now.

She wrapped her arms around Yunluo's waist and deeply absorbed the smell of her body. It was such a reassuring smell, but it was a pity that she missed it after so many years.

Zuo Zuo was not reconciled, and struggled in her heart. She thought that maybe it would be good for Yun Luo to hug her like this, so that she could be a little sister for the rest of her life and hug her when she acted like a baby.But I feel that I owe myself a lot. If I look at her and another person happily for the rest of my life, then what's the point of living this life.Can I really meet another person who makes my heart beat in the future?If not, how lonely my life will be.

If he confesses his love, will Yunluo accept him?Could it be that Yunluo will suddenly find that two people have been together for so many years, and that friendship has long since deteriorated.It's just that they're too busy dealing with the situations in their lives to notice.Will she also feel that she has melted into her body and has become a part, inseparable.

Zuo Zuo was dragged to the bed by Yun Luo, who was full of thoughts. Seeing that she had fallen into his own thoughts again, Yun Luo didn't dare to disturb her. He put the quilt on her lap as he did every time before, turned off the light and got into himself. half of the bed.

"Sleep, Zuo Zuo." She said to Zuo Zuo in the dark.

The bed moved, and Yun Luo heard rustling noises around her. A corner of her quilt was lifted, and she was warm in her arms, tightly wrapped around her body from left to right.

"Sister, can you hug me to sleep?" With a voice that sounded like a begging, Yunluo's head became hot and he accommodated her.

Leaning firmly on her chest and listening to her heartbeat, she was so stable in Yunluo's arms, not as strong as a man but soft and lovable.Zuo Zuo felt her irresistible passion, she hesitated to put her hand on Yun Luo's waist, Yun Luo thought she was not feeling well, and did not refuse.Zuo Zuo's emotions came out at that moment, she held Yun Luo tightly, and said in a crying voice: "Sister, will you not want me?"

"What are you talking about? Why would I not want you?" Yunluo said movingly, she had already faintly guessed Zuo Zuo's feelings, Yun Luo thought about the two of them together for so many years, Zuo Zuo was with her when Ning Xuan left When being tortured by Xia Mo, it was Zuo Zuo who cared about herself, and when she was carrying everyone's joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys, when she was exhausted, only Zuo Zuo undoubtedly accommodated her who was full of tiredness.

"I love you." The person in his arms said this without any surprise.

Yunluo didn't have the joy of being confessed, the ease of not being burdened, and she couldn't say a word because of her stuck mood. She stared at the darkness in front of her, and felt the person in her arms gently lift her body. The clothes, hot lips fell on her forehead, all the way down, and when they were about to fall on her lips, Yunluo woke up suddenly, holding Zuo Zuo's head to prevent her from coming forward.

"You love Sister Xingyan." Zuo Zuo's sad eyes made a notch in Yunluo's heart, and the suspense that fell over the years finally came to light. She looked at the person in front of her, and Qin Xingyan stood in her mind. Holding her hand tightly by his side, he remembered Yun Mo's cold gaze and Ning Xuan's quiet smile.

Yunluo couldn't answer the word "love", she touched Zuo Zuo's face and quickly thought about who is she in love with?Qingming's heart was finally blinded by these little loves and loves. Have you ever cashed in the love left by you in those years?Whether those people who hugged him really loved him, Yunluo actually faced the passing time in his life speechlessly.

she loved.Just love is not deep enough.

Yunluo gently pushed Zuo Zuo, Zuo Zuo understood what she meant and lay beside her, the two tried their best to restrain the thought of getting up and running away because of embarrassment.

"For so many years, it seems that you are the only one who walks down with me in the end." Yunluo is telling the truth, only Zuo Zuo is by her side.

Hearing what she said, Zuo Zuo smiled self-deprecatingly: "It's a pity that I can't accompany you to the gray hair."

After hearing this, Yunluo felt sad, held Zuo Zuo's cold hand, with tears in his eyes and forced himself to smile: "No, we will raise the baby together, watch him grow up, get married and start a business."

"Sister." Zuo Zuo is grateful that Yun Luo can comfort her like this at this moment.

It's just that she has no face to face Yunluo at dawn, how can she pretend that nothing happened to face Qin Xingyan in the future, how can she calmly watch Yunluo and Qin Xingyan spend their lives together.

"I owe you." Yunluo said sadly.

The sky was getting brighter, and the baby unexpectedly didn't cry all night. Yunluo and Zuo Zuo chatted about the memories of the night, from their first meeting to watching the baby grow up in the womb together.

It turned out that they had so many memories, and they supported each other.

It was finally dawn, Zuo Zuo watched Yun Luo about to get up, and his suppressed emotions finally broke out into faint cries.Yunluo was also very sad to hear her cry, and she leaned over and looked at the left and right lying on the bed.

"Don't cry, Zuo Zuo, we are still the same as before." Yun Luo wiped her tears for her, but his own tears fell on her face.

"Sister." Zuo Zuo hugged Yunluo almost howling. Yunluo felt her strength and knew that Zuo Zuo would also leave the house with her child when she left the house today.How soon we will see each other after that is impossible to predict.After so many years, the child beside me will eventually leave me when she grows up.Yunluo hugged her lovingly, and uncontrollable sadness overwhelmed her.

There was a sound of footsteps outside the door, and Yun Luo and Zuo Zuo were so frightened that the bedroom door had already been pushed open before they could leave.

At the door, Qin Xingyan looked at the two people on the bed with the gift he bought for the child, and all three of them froze in place.

The child finally started crying, which woke up the three of them. Qin Xingyan stared at Yunluo and Zuo Zuo fiercely, dropped the things in his hands, turned around and left.

Yunluo chased after him anxiously, and grabbed Qin Xingyan who was about to get into the elevator.

"Yanyan, listen to my explanation."

Qin Xingyan bit his lip and held back his tears and said calmly, "Say it."

"It's not what you think. We're just..." Yunluo didn't know how to say it. What is it? Is it where love comes from?It was because I didn't push Zuo Zuo away decisively, because I didn't lack the firm courage when recalling Qin Xingyan holding his hand.

Qin Xingyan looked at her confused expression, and calmly shook off her hand: "Yunluo, break up."