Difficulty in deciphering

At the moment of being kissed by Chao Yu, Chao Yang lost his mind for a moment, and then smiled.

"I love you too, Kohane."

"What kind of love?" Chao Yu wrapped his arms around Chao Yang's neck, looking sideways at her.

"Love...are there many kinds?"

"Of course." Chao Yu replied. "All emotions similar to guarding attachments are called love."

"Then what is Xiaoyu's love for me?" Chaoyang asked after hearing what Chaoyu said.

"That's it……"

Seeing that Chaoyang still didn't understand, Chaoyu pinched Chaoyang's chin again, wanting to kiss it again, but unexpectedly Chaoyang dodged it.

Chaoyang let Chaoyu's hand pinch his chin, but his head was quite a distance away from Chaoyu.She stared at Chao Yu's red pupils and said seriously. "You haven't told me yet."

"I'll tell you with actions, isn't it good?" Seeing Chaoyang dodging subconsciously, Chaoyu said a little desolately.

"No..." Seeing Chao Yu's disappointed expression, Chao Yang's heart ached for a moment, and he didn't know what to say.

The moonlight at midnight was bright, so that all the changes in Chaoyang's expression could be seen in Chaoyu's eyes.Chao Yu saw that the man's expression was messed up, as if he was in pain.

"Yes...don't you like being kissed by me?"

"No." Chaoyang replied based on his intuition.

"That's...?" Chao Yu resisted the impulse and continued to ask, but before Chao Yang could answer, he heard a "bang-dang" sound.Although the sound was not loud, it was very clear in this silent night.

Chaoyang, who was originally blank, froze again after hearing the loud noise, Chaoyu heard her take a deep breath, and then gently put himself on the ground.

"Xiao Yu, you... you wait here, I... I'll go and see what's going on." Chao Yang said calmly, but Chao Yu knew that this person was actually terrified.

But... even if she was terrified, she would still stand in front of her.

It's always been like this since I was a kid.

Thinking of this, Chao Yu said.

"I go."

"You..." Seeing that Chao Yu was about to walk into the darkness alone, Chao Yang grabbed her sleeve.

Chao Yu saw that Chao Yang's hand holding his sleeve was trembling slightly, but stubbornly refused to let him take a step forward, so he pampered Chao Yang's face and said.

"Yang, I'm not afraid, I'll go."

Chao Yu walked along the place where the sound came from, but found nothing except the smashed porcelain altar on the ground.

"Is this the one that made the noise just now?" Chaoyang who was following behind Chaoyu asked in a low voice.

"Yeah." Chao Yu replied.

"That is to say..." With Chao Yu's affirmation, Chao Yang raised his head with a dignified expression.

Seeing Chao Yang's expression, Chao Yu thought she thought the same as him, so he responded.

"I think so."

With Chao Yu's affirmation, Chao Yang's face turned pale in an instant, and he added tremblingly.

"Also...that is to say...the porcelain altar is broken but no one is there...it can only be...it can only be done by ghosts..."

"..."

On the way back to the Hall of Consonance, Chao Yu wanted to tell Chaoyang several times that the porcelain altar was broken, and there was no one... It could only mean that the person who broke the porcelain altar ran away... It has nothing to do with ghosts and gods.But after seeing Zai Chaoyang's small appearance tremblingly tugging on his sleeve, he finally held back.

she thinks.

Just be afraid.

At least that way...she can get closer to me.

Xiaozhi ran all the way home, feeling her heart was about to pop out of her chest, and an inexplicable emotion entangled her, almost suffocating her.Ever since Lin Huiye left, she has been out of her mind. From time to time, she recalls Lin Huiye's long conversation with her that night and her sleeping face.

Xiaozhi remembers that night when the noble princess believed so much in her ordinary self, her expression was lonely but full of dependence.

Xiaozhi remembered that the princess said that she liked the moon very much, so she often went out to watch the moon at night.

Xiaozhi still remembered that the princess said that she loved Chaoyang very much, so she often secretly looked up at Young Master Yang.

but……

What did she see tonight?

"I can't..." Thinking of the scene of Chao Yu kissing Chao Yang, Xiao Zhi felt her head hurt, as if it was going to explode, she squatted on the ground with her head in her hands against the door, and murmured. "I can't... I can't make His Highness Kaguya sad... Even if it's a shield... I can't!!"

Since the topic of that night was interrupted, Chao Yu had no other activity. Chao Yang vaguely felt that there was some uneasiness behind this "love", but he couldn't say it.But she thought, since Chao Yu didn't mention it anymore, she didn't want to mention it again, until... when Chao Yu kissed her again...

"What are you thinking? Are you in a daze again?" In the next few days, Chao Yu was going to the school as usual, and Chao Yang used the excuse of practicing swords to sit in a daze in the room by himself, and happened to be bumped into by Xiao Qi.

"I'm thinking about... an unsolvable thing." Chaoyang smiled when he saw only Xiaoqi's face was exposed outside the window.

"What's so funny." Seeing Chaoyang smiling at her, Xiao Qi hurriedly turned her head away. She didn't know when she couldn't face Chaoyang's smile.

"Is it good to see you?"

"Okay." Hearing what Chaoyang said, Xiao Qi simply held onto the edge of the window with both hands and jumped, sitting on the edge like this, said. "Listen, what kind of incomprehensible thing?"

"This..." Chaoyang wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't say anything.

"Yang, we are friends, and friends must trust each other." Seeing Chaoyang hesitate, Xiaoqi said. "You do not trust me?"

"Naturally I believe you." Looking at Xiao Qi seriously, Chaoyang said discouragedly. "Actually... the past few days..."

"how?"

"In the past few days...Xiaoyu always kisses me." Chaoyang replied with a little confidence, and her voice was also small.

"Where are you kissing?"

"Mouth, and...cheeks..." Chaoyang recalled. "Anyway...she will suddenly turn around and kiss wherever she goes."

"Recently?"

"En." Chaoyang nodded.

"What about before? Has she ever kissed you?" Xiao Qi asked.

"Before?" was asked by Xiao Qi, Chaoyang thought carefully before asking. "Xiaoyu seemed to want to kiss me before, but I avoided it, and then forgot..."

"Why don't you hide now?"

"Because..." Chaoyang frowned and thought for a while, then said. "Because... I don't want to see her lost. My heart... will hurt."

"Do you like being kissed by her?" Xiao Qi asked again.

"There's nothing I like or don't like." Chaoyang replied. "I don't hate Xiaoyu kissing me...I think it's a kind of intimacy. It's just...only occasionally...when she wants to kiss my mouth...I will subconsciously avoid it. I always feel... As if I'm sorry for someone."

"who?"

Xiaoqi continued to ask, but Chaoyang didn't answer.

"Positive?"

"No...no one." Startled by Lin Huiye's sudden flash in his mind, Chaoyang hurriedly interrupted. "Why do you ask so many questions?"

"Didn't you think of a way for you? You still think I ask too many questions." Knowing that Chaoyang was unwilling to answer, Xiao Qi asked in a different way. "Did Xiaoyu suddenly become like this? Did she... say anything?"

"She said, she loves me. I said, I love her too. But she said that there are many kinds of love... I was interrupted before I asked clearly..."

"I think I know." Xiao Qi said. "Chaoyang, can I help you distinguish clearly?"

"How to divide?"

"You still have to answer my question before you can get points. Are you going to answer it?" Xiao Qi raised her eyebrows and said ostentatiously.

"Reply."

The noon sun shone warmly on the two children in the house. Xiaoqi still remembered that he was leaning against the edge of the window at that time, accompanying that confused young gentleman, even if his butt was hurt by the edge of the window, he was unwilling to stop. down.

"Do you love Kohane?"

"Love."

"How much love?"

"How much love? I don't know...I only know that I will protect her with all my might...No one can bully her..."

"If someone says he loves Xiaoyu too, will you be unhappy?" Xiao Qi continued to ask.

"No." Chaoyang replied.

"why?"

"If someone loves Xiao Yu with me, Xiao Yu will be happier?" Chao Yu thought for a while, and then said. "I hope many, many people love her, and I love her."

"What if that person kissed Xiao Yu? Would you be unhappy?"

"Why kiss Xiaoyu? Because he loves Xiaoyu?"

"If so?"

"If Xiaoyu is willing, I am willing too." Chaoyang replied. "If Xiaoyu doesn't want to, I'll beat that person to death."

"My question is over." Xiao Qi said in response to Sunshine, but Chao Yang just wanted to ask the result, but he heard Xiao Qi continue. "Ask these questions to yourself again. But replace Xiaoyu with the... person you feel sorry for."

"Change to..."

Lin Huiye?

Do you love Lin Huiye?

like?For Lin Huiye...is it love...

Whether Lin Huiye's feeling is love or not, Chaoyang doesn't know.She only knew that the moment she lifted the leaves of grass in the cave and saw Lin Huiye, she... was the endless darkness she wanted to illuminate.

how much love

If you're not sure if it's love, how do you know how much it will be?

If someone said that he also loves Lin Huiye, wouldn't you be unhappy?

Will...wouldn't be happy...

Not happy at all.

What if that person kisses Lin Huiye?Are you unhappy?If it's because he loves Lin Huiye...Lin Huiye is willing to be kissed by him...

Do not……

Do not……

don't want……

don't want……!

"Chaoyang?" Seeing that Chaoyang's complexion was getting worse, Xiao Qi called her.

As if suddenly awakened from the chaos, Chaoyang finally spoke after being stunned for a while.

"Xiao Qi...Xiao Yu said that all emotions similar to protection and nostalgia are called love. But there are many kinds of love...I didn't understand it before, but now I know it."

"Thank you quickly!" Seeing that Chaoyang seemed to have an epiphany, Xiao Qi said proudly.

"En!" Chaoyang nodded, after thinking about the problem, she suddenly felt relieved and sleepy, so she yawned. "I'll treat you to a good meal another day!"

"I eat well with you every day." Xiao Qi said. "Why don't you just answer my question."

"what is the problem?"

"Where do I rank in your heart?"

"Seventh." Chaoyang answered decisively.

"Seventh? How do you calculate it?" After hearing the seventh ranking, Xiao Qi began to calculate by himself.

Guzhu, Guzhu's wife, Xiaoyu, Chaoli, Lin Huiye... No matter what... I will be ranked sixth, right?

Maybe...he will still be in front of Lin Huiye.

"Because you are Xiaoqi." Chaoyang smiled.

"..." For a moment, Xiao Qi felt that the series of mental activities just now were really stupid.

In the afternoon, Chaoyang was lying in the room sleeping late, but had a long, long dream.

The dream was full of things about Lin Huiye.

There is her indifferent affection when we first met, there is her smiling appearance in the sea of ​​flowers, the anger of her slapping herself in the crowd of people, there is her posture of bending over and embracing the light in Ri Huazhong, and there is her extraordinary performance when practicing sword and chess. Her imposing manner, her lonely look when she was standing on the roof, and her unconditional trust in herself like a child when she was drinking medicine...

and also……

And the full moon in the heavy snow...

These things are woven into one picture after another, back and forth in Chaoyang's dream, one after another.

In the dream, Chaoyang still didn't understand what kind of person he was.

She can be so small that she falls into the dust, or she can be so powerful that she shines brightly.

Everything depends on her will.

Lin Huiye.

In the depths of the infinite darkness, Lin Huiye was extremely gentle to him.

That Lin Huiye who gave her all the unknown senses...

"Chaoyang!"

"Chaoyang, wake up! Something happened!"

Chaoyang, who was still peaceful in his dream, heard Xiaoqi's anxious cry.She opened her eyes in a daze, and saw Xiao Qi's little bloodless face, and asked.

"what happened?"

"I don't know what happened, Mrs. Gu sent me to call you over. Xiao Yu has already been called over..." Xiao Qi said while pulling the sleepy Chaoyang up. "This time Madam's complexion is not as ugly as usual. You...you'd better be careful...you have to play by ear later."