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Chaoyang followed Xiaoqi all the way in the dark, with a vague premonition in his heart, but he couldn't tell what it was until she entered Mrs. Gu's room.

There were only two oil lamps burning in the room, and the light was a bit dim. Chaoyang stood at the door, and saw Chaoyu in white with his back turned to him, standing silently opposite Mrs. Gu, and he didn't know what was going on. Before she came in, what did the mother and daughter say.

"Mother... what happened?" Chaoyang asked after standing in place for a long while, seeing that they had no intention of speaking.

"Actually, there's nothing wrong with it." Mrs. Gu said with a slightly relaxed expression after seeing Chaoyang. "Mother just thinks, it's time for you and Xiaoyu to live apart."

"Why did you say that suddenly...?" Chaoyang asked puzzled when he suddenly heard the news.

She and Xiao Yu, separated?

Sleeping in two rooms separately, doing what you should do separately?

Not being able to cuddle at night...become...like...two separate beings?

"You and Xiao Yu are not children anymore, so what's the point of sleeping together again?" Mrs. Gu said. "Besides, Dun was supposed to live alone in one place, so that he has prestige."

"But...we've never been separated." It seemed that he couldn't think about the separation, as soon as he thought about it, Chaoyang felt afraid... lonely.

"So let's separate now." Mrs. Gu continued with a calm expression. "You still can't understand it now, but...if you wait until sixteen seven, will you still sleep together in two six seven? Think about it for yourself?"

Hearing Mrs. Gu's words, Chaoyang lowered his head and kept his mouth shut.

She didn't know if she was still sleeping next to Xiaoyu on the 26th and [-]th.

All she knew was that now... no.

"You all have to marry, especially Dun, who needs to continue his spiritual power..." Madam Gu continued seeing Chaoyang's stubbornness.

"I don't want to marry!" Chao Yu, who had been standing there silently, burst out suddenly after hearing these words. She yelled at Mrs. Gu, and then slammed the door and went out.

"Xiao Yu!" Chao Yang wanted to chase her out, but was stopped by Mrs. Gu.

"What are you going to do?"

"Mother said it! I'm my sister, I want to protect her." Chaoyang said anxiously. "Now that she's gone, I..."

"She's a younger sister, and I still can't figure out many things," Mrs. Gu said. "You're an older sister, so you can't figure it out? Someone is already targeting Xiaoyu. If you continue to be with her, it's hurting her. Do you still want to get close to her?"

"harm……?"

"That night...she kissed you, didn't she?" Mrs. Gu said calmly, staring into Chaoyang's eyes. "Someone came to tell me... She has a heart for you... I saw her kiss you with my own eyes... I observed secretly for a few days, and I really found Xiao Yu's thoughts on you. In fact, even if no one came to tell me, She loves you so unabashedly, everyone will know sooner or later... She is a shield, a woman, how can she have such thoughts? How can she protect everyone well? Stabilize Lingxigu's heart..."

"Mother..." Chaoyang was speechless for a moment after Mrs. Gu's wife said it out.

"If you don't avoid suspicion, and that person continues to spread rumors in Lingxi City, what do you want everyone to think of Xiaoyu in the future? Are you going to protect her, or push her to the forefront?" Seeing Chaoyang's silence, Mrs. Gu asked again. "Yang'er, Xiaoyu is still young, she doesn't understand yet so she doesn't care. But mother knows, you understand."

In the middle of the night, Chaoyang found Chaoyu on the back hill of Lingxi Valley.The man huddled into a small ball and sat in the meadow under the moon, trembling all over.

"Xiao Yu, you're home." Chaoyang walked behind her and said.

"Where are you going?" Chao Yu said.

"go home."

"Do you have you at home?" Chao Yu asked lightly, but tears were already streaming down his face.

"Xiao Yu, what mother said is right, shall we listen to what mother says?" Chaoyang said. "It's just that we are not together at night, and nothing else will change."

"This is just her first step. If she follows, everything will change later!!!" Hearing Chao Yang's attitude, Chao Yu was extremely sad and cried. "Why are you not afraid of this change..."

"Don't cry. Don't cry, okay? I hear you cry, it really hurts..."

"Yang... I don't want to be a shield anymore... I don't want to..." Ran Chaoyang's words obviously couldn't appease the restless Chao Yu, she was still crying, as if full of endless sadness. "I hate this identity!!! Why is the shield on me...why..."

"A shield is a symbol of glory, something that everyone can't ask for...so you..." Chaoyang saw that Chaoyu's crying voice had changed, so he knelt down and hugged her from behind.Unexpectedly, Chao Yu turned back and crushed him.

"But I only want you. With the shield, I can't get you. Chaoyang..."

The moment he was suppressed, Chaoyang saw the dark blue sky, and Chaoyu's eyes against the moonlight were brighter than all the light around him.

"I love you Chaoyang, I can't be separated from you, I don't want to be separated from you, I'm going crazy!"

"I..." Before Chaoyang could reply, Chaoyu kissed him again.Between lips and teeth, she struggled. "Xiao...Xiaoyu...listen to me..."

However, Chao Yu didn't want to hear anything, he just whispered in her ear.

"Don't reject me."

Don't reject me.

The words were cold, but full of command.Chaoyang's pupils were tightly closed, but he didn't know how to refuse such an order.

"You are mine." Seeing that Chaoyang no longer resisted, Chaoyu whispered and kissed again.

In the gentle night wind, Chaoyang listened to Chaoyu.

"Chaoyang, you are mine."

Although the rooms were separated, Chaoyang and Chaoyu still slept together at night.

"So, is there really no problem?" In the middle of the night, Chaoyang asked worriedly when he saw that Chaoyu had really opened the door and entered his room.

"No problem, I have Xiao Qi, she can sleep in my room for me." Seeing that Chao Yang had changed into pajamas, Chao Yu smiled. "Do you miss me?"

"En." Hearing Chao Yu's question, Chao Yang raised the corner of his mouth and said with a faint smile.

"I miss you too." With Chaoyang's consent, Chaoyu took off his coat and got on Chaoyang's bed. After they both lay down, Chaoyu embraced Chaoyang's neck and kissed her on the lips. "I miss you so much."

"Stop making trouble and go to bed." Zhao Yang kissed back.

"I don't want it." Chao Yu obviously didn't kiss enough, she scrambled into Chaoyang's quilt restlessly, and put her hand into Chaoyang's clothes.Chaoyang's skin was warm and smooth, Chaoyu couldn't stop once he touched it, he just wanted more.

The moment she was touched by Chaoyang's hand, Chaoyang was startled, and then quickly grabbed her hand.

"Xiao Yu..." She called that person's name with a hint of helplessness in her voice.

"Okay, got it, I'm going to bed." After hearing Chaoyang's emotions, Chaoyu withdrew her hand, but she refused to go back into her quilt, but buried her head gently on Chaoyang's chest, Just fell asleep.

Seeing that Chao Yu fell into a deep sleep, Chao Yang couldn't sleep anymore.

She just felt that her mind was in a mess. She knew that she had disobeyed her mother's orders and ignored her own wishes, but she was just... pampering Chao Yu.

Sometimes Chaoyang thinks...is this...really right?

In this way, is it really a kind of protection for Chao Yu?

But if it wasn't...how could she be willing to see Chao Yu sad?

These days lasted for four or five days, and Chaoyang found that Xiaoqi no longer liked to talk to him.That child always looked at him from a distance, and when he got closer, he walked away quickly.

Another day, Chaoyang saw that Xiaoqi was still avoiding him, so he couldn't bear it anymore.She took two quick steps and stopped Xiao Qi.

"and many more."

Xiao Qi was also obedient, so he stood still.

"Why did you run away when you saw me? What are you... angry about?" Chaoyang asked.

"Because... I don't know how to face you anymore." Xiao Qi thought for a while before saying.

"Why?"

"A lot of things have changed, from the time we first met to now..." Since Chaoyang asked, Xiao Qi stopped being bored and said it directly.

"What changed?"

"Can't you feel it?" Seeing Chaoyang confused, Xiao Qi asked back.

"My mind is in a mess right now, just tell me." Chaoyang knew that too many things had changed and out of his control, so he didn't know how to talk about it.

"I'll just ask you a question." Xiao Qi raised his head, staring into Chaoyang's eyes and said. "Are you with Chao Yu?"

"Which one?" Zhao Yang frowned, obviously unable to react.

"Alas..." Xiao Qi sighed seeing that Chaoyang was not enlightened. "Chao Yu told me that she kissed and touched you, and wanted to do more things with you... You didn't resist her."

"She likes this." Chaoyang replied, but he didn't have the confidence.

"She likes this and you let her do this?" Hearing Chaoyang's answer, Xiao Qi became even more angry. "What do you want me to say about you? One day she said that if she wanted it, would you give it to her too?"

Being questioned by Xiaoqi, Chaoyang stood still for a while without speaking, and finally said.

"If she really wants to..."

"Wake up!"

A loud second light sounded in the silent afternoon.

Panting for breath, Xiaoqi tried hard to stabilize the right hand that had just slapped Chaoyang, and said angrily.

"You told me that day that you understood your feelings for Xiaoyu! Your feelings for her are not the kind of feelings she has for you! But you are selfishly afraid of losing her, and you don't violate all her intentions! You speak for her good! , In fact, you are only for yourself! I don't want to see you like this, so I avoid you!"

"I..." As if something was being pointed out mercilessly, Chaoyang couldn't answer a word.

"The person you care about most is Chao Yu. You can give up many things for her, such as friendship, love, and even life. You can spend your whole life with her like this, and give her what she wants, as long as she stays by your side. But...you This has delayed her life. She has no chance to meet someone who truly loves her, and she has no way to enjoy love, all because of you! Because of your selfishness! Because you satisfy yourself under the guise of protecting her!"

"Xiaoqi..." As if something pierced his heart sharply, Chaoyang had no choice but to call her.

"I don't know what kind of existence Chao Yu is to you, but I know that you have no intention of kissing and caressing her. This...you know better than me." Seeing Chao Yang's eyes reddened, Xiao seven. "Perhaps, you should leave for a while, for yourself and Chao Yu. You share the pain of separation with her, but after the pain is over, all the fog of confusion will eventually clear up, right?"

"Do you want me to go?" After a while, Chaoyang said softly, but tears were streaming down his face.

"I didn't ask you to leave. I just wanted to say that you will only wake up after suffering a lot of pain. You should think about it carefully." Seeing Chaoyang's appearance, Xiao Qi said slowly. "Chaoyang, it's not terrible to have a wrong start, what's terrible is being obsessed with obsession and drifting away. I'm only telling you this as a friend. No matter what decision you make, I'll be with you..."

The author has something to say: don’t ask me why I wrote Xiao Yu so wretchedly, I don’t know TT