God, let's show our love

I wonder if that guy named Xu Weikuan is as handsome as this guy...

Just thinking about it, the girls on the basketball court excitedly yelled Xu Weikuan's name, and the loud voices of confession and cheering were so loud that they could fly crows thousands of miles away!Nangong Yan looked in the direction of their shouting, dazed... So, he is the boy named Xu Weikuan, so...

I couldn't tell what the complicated feeling in my heart was when I learned the truth, as if I didn't want that handsome boy to be the Xu Weikuan that everyone said, but suddenly felt that it should be like this.

Suddenly I don't want to stay in that place, I don't want to continue to watch that wonderful basketball game, and I don't want to see that person anymore.Nangongyan turned around to leave, but before she left, she couldn't help but look in that person's direction again.

It was that look, obsessed.

That boy, no, he should be called Xu Weikuan. Xu Weikuan took a sip of the mineral water thrown by his teammates, and when he put down the bottle, he suddenly turned his head and looked straight at the direction where Nangong Yan was standing.A glance, just a casual glance.

Even if it was only the beginning of summer, the afternoon sun must have been particularly scorching and dazzling. Otherwise, why did Nangong Yan feel that the air around him suddenly became hot when the man looked over, and the sun was particularly dazzling, making him dizzy? Dazed and unconscious, and his breathing became stagnant.

Everything in the noisy surroundings became blurred, and in Nangong Yan's world, only the sight of that person suddenly looked over was left.In just one second, or even a second of pause.No, he couldn't even tell whether the man was looking at him, or if he just turned his head casually.

The memory of that afternoon seemed to be mosaiced, or it seemed to be covered with a layer of tulle by the lazy afternoon sun, or the original clear lines were smudged by the sweat of the palms.The only thing Nangong Yan can be sure of is that he did not fall in love with that man named Xu Weikuan at first sight.

He just started paying attention to that person... that's all.

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When she heard a girl in her class talk about that person again, Nangong Yan would secretly prick up her ears to eavesdrop, listen to his deeds, listen to his gossip, hear what awards and honors he has won, and which college's department flower he is close to ...He would also often go for a walk on the campus of the university next door, stop and go aimlessly, and occasionally meet that person, pass by or look at him from a distance, and that person But I don't know...

Time flies by, a semester has passed, during the vacation, all I can think about is a certain day of that guy named Xu Weikuan, and Nangong Yan realizes that she seems to pay more attention to this man than normal The cordon is off!

Paying attention to that person has become an indispensable part of his daily life, but this part that is increasingly occupying the focus of his life has been painted with a color similar to love at some point.

In Nangongyan's youthful and ignorant adolescence, apart from studying and being crazy, the rest of the memories he could recall seemed to be occupied by this man.

At that age when hesitant and contradictory, struggling between childishness and maturity, Nangongyan's thoughts were drawn by a person of the same gender. He panicked and feared, he hesitated, and he also secretly fantasized and chewed. This strange feeling.

He clearly discovered that his love affair had just begun, and it was strangely opened on a man.

One day after a long, long time, Nangong Yan once thought very seriously, why did he dare to choose this thorny road of homosexuality when he crossed the first crossroad in his life with such trepidation in his heart? , so decisive, so reckless regardless of consequences.

Maybe it was because I was too young and frivolous at that time, maybe it was because the ignorant people were fearless at that time...

That obscure memory seems to be too far away, Nangong Yan can't remember or distinguish clearly, and he doesn't know whether he was born gay or what magic was cast by that man named Xu Weikuan in his sensitive and fragile adolescence, Let him no longer tolerate the shadows of other people in his sight, let his little planet, which is free and unfettered, revolve around his sun tightly as if it has found its destination and trajectory.

Between him and Xu Weikuan, it's hard to say who broke who, but it was always involved.Although, at that time, he was the only one who was bound...

With such hazy thoughts, Nangongyan still always ran to the university next door, gradually groping for Xu Weikuan's basic daily path, and he had a one-sided "encounter" with that person on a certain road from time to time .There was no conversation or even eye contact sometimes, just passing by, simple passing among strangers.

When the purple junior high school uniform on her body was replaced by the dark blue of high school students, when Nangong Yan was planning to continue to have a casual encounter with someone that day, the other party suddenly grabbed his arm the moment they passed by.

Those black eyes just looked straight at him like that, the corner of the man's mouth curled into a half-smile, and he said with a light smile: "Are middle school students so busy these days? How come I always meet you on campus?"

She has no memory of her reaction at all, but Nangong Yan still clearly remembers the sound of her heart beating.Those deep and powerful beatings shattered everything noisy around him, except for those black eyes that were looking at him, so deep and so bright.

That was the first conversation he had with Xu Weikuan, on the 502nd day he had followed this person.This kind of great leap forward like a century has made Nangongyan excited for a month!Although, the relationship between the two of them since then has been nothing more than a nodding acquaintance when they met by chance.

The relationship between Nangong Yan and Xu Weikuan really became close after they went to college. At that time, they met Gu Ang because of their roommate Xia Mo, and also met Xu Weikuan by the way.

reunion.That's right, after Xu Weikuan graduated from university, Nangongyan completely lost the news of this person, and there was no connection between them except for the chance encounters he created.Occasionally, I heard his news occasionally, but I heard it from others.Heard, groundless rumors...

They met again at a small party held by Gu Ang. At that time, Nangong Yan hadn't seen Xu Weikuan for two years.At that time, Nangong Yan, who had been secretly in love for two years, had already learned how to hide her feelings without leaving any traces.At that time, in the surprised stares at each other, only Nangong Yan knew how his hands secretly hidden in his sleeves trembled with excitement...

Let Xu Weikuan discover that his ulterior motives are really a bloody oolong.

It is said that Nangong Yan was promoted to the university with his nickname of handsome boy, and he naturally attracted the favor of a lot of young girls with active hormones. There are many kinds of young girls who come to express their love, such as green onion loli, queen sister and so on.Nangong Yan thinks that his social skills are good, and it is not a problem to dismiss these confessing girls with a smile, but it is a pity that he has left behind only one species-female men.

Therefore, when a girl who is so cute and playful said she likes him, Nangong Yan just apologized and said sorry, and Chen Ken stated that he already has someone he likes.Then the girl didn't follow the rules and asked who she liked. Nangong Yan didn't know whether her brain was knotted or was robbed that day. Anyway, she just pointed at the opposite cafe in a daze. The man said: I like him.

I thought things would come to an end with the girl screaming or looking at him with perverted eyes, and so on.But Nangongyan obviously underestimated the rough nerves of the female men in this world. This girl can't help but play small and fresh, swallow heavy tastes, and she is also unusually fond of giving love and helping others. , After a short moment of stupefaction, the confessor instantly turned into a little helper, patted Nangongyan on the shoulder and said righteously, "Don't worry, sister will help you!"

Poor Nangong Yan was dumbfounded and didn't understand how the plot unfolded like this. Before she could react, she was dragged to the opposite cafe. When she regained consciousness, she was already standing in front of Xu Weikuan.

Xu Weikuan was stunned for a moment when he saw him, his eyes narrowed inexplicably when he saw the hands of the two children in front of him, Nangong Yan hurriedly pulled his wrist out of the girl's hand like a guilty conscience, and honestly put it in front of him .

Xu Weikuan raised his eyebrows and smiled, leaning on the chair with his arms crossed, glanced at the girl, then looked at Nangong Yan, and asked with a smile, "Why, what can I do for you?"

Nangong Yan: "..."

"That," the chicken-blooded girl seemed to be intimidated by Xu Weikuan's aura, and after realizing it, she quickly pushed Nangongyan, "That Nangongyan said that he likes you."

"Oh?" Xu Weikuan raised his eyebrows with a slightly surprised expression, and the involved smile at the corner of his mouth seemed to be very happy, "So you like me!"

Nangong Yan was silent. He didn't understand what the deep eyes of the man in front of him represented. In fact, he was flustered and at a loss what to do.

Such a humble desire to be buried in the bottom of my heart was suddenly uncovered and exposed nakedly, and it was still in front of the person involved. Nangong Yan couldn't even find an excuse for herself to prevaricate. In the end... he is shameful escaped...

How embarrassing he is, the secret that runs through his entire youthful adolescence. The love is known by the person involved.How scared he is, if he sees the disgust in those deep black eyes, his whole body will fall into the abyss and the heartache will never be restored.

From that day on, Nangong Yan began to deliberately avoid Xu Weikuan, he never set foot in places where that person might appear, and he avoided listening to any news about that person from others.Even so, he was still stuck in his dormitory.

Nangongyan's nightly nightmares never happened, Xu Weikuan acted too naturally and nonchalantly, and Nangongyan fell into deep confusion again, whether that oolong confession really happened, and what happened to the embarrassing person that day? Is everything a dream?

Since then, Xu Weikuan's bad teasing of him seems to be traced back to that incident.Nangong Yanben made up his mind to completely end the childish secret love and forget about the youthful first love, but after that, the ambiguity was repeated again and again, and the heart that decided to get out of the shackles was bound even tighter and deeper. .

...

Stopping the miserable memories, Nangong Yan poked the food on the plate with her chopsticks, and glanced at the man sitting opposite with a sad expression.Don't you usually talk a lot, how deep is your play today!

Hey, eating with a blank face really won't hurt your stomach!What the hell is he upset about!Could it be... Nangong Yan poked at the plate in front of her again and guessed wildly, could it be because he ordered the most expensive dish just now?But, but he obviously said that he can order casually... Besides, after he finished ordering, Xu Weikuan himself ordered the super expensive signature dish...

And the atmosphere of indigestion ended the lunch, Nangong Yan followed Xu Weikuan into the car, the man was still expressionless and didn't know what he was thinking, Nangong Yan covered his stomach, what a fucking stomachache!Glancing at the people beside her, Nangong Yan tentatively stretched out a finger to poke the switch of the CD player. Seeing that Xu Weikuan had no objection, she chose a disc and put it in.

Your sister, it's too quiet in the car, isn't it, isn't it so awkward!

Looking sideways at the scenery flying backwards rapidly outside the car window, the clean and melodious singing voice softly circulated in my ears, as delicate and gentle as a trickle of water.

Maybe it was because of being full and sleepy, or because the dream last night was too exhausting (囧), Nangong Yan unknowingly leaned on the passenger seat and fell asleep.

...

Feeling that someone was touching her, Nangong Yan made a grunt, arched her body and continued to sleep, thinking that it was the trick he usually used to wake up the lazy bed at the end of Xia, to scratch his itchy flesh.But... those hands touched under his neck!You can feel that the fingers are very slender and the palm is very wide.

Uh... slender?Leniency?Fuck!Who the hell put his hands in his clothes to take advantage of him!Not caring about being confused, Nangong Yan suddenly opened his eyes and quickly grabbed the big evil hand.

"You... eh?" After seeing who Deng Tuzi was, Nangong Yan was obviously taken aback. She looked down for a moment and saw her open neckline, her face darkened, and she almost gritted her teeth and said: "You, where are you?" , do, what, what!"

How crazy is this smelly man!It's fine if she likes to tease him with words, but now she actually, actually teased him with her hands!Too much!He knows that he likes him and still does this, is it fun to bully him!Isn't it fun to play with his feelings!

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"Huh?" Xu Weikuan raised his eyebrows, with an innocent expression on his face, he moved his hand on Nangong Yan, "Isn't it obvious what I did, touching the chest."

Touch your sister!Is it because I ate too much red wine steak just now, did the meat stick to my brain!Why don't you be so shameless!If you want to touch it, you can touch the big girl, what's the matter with touching the flat chest of a gay boy?Damn, if I find any 'accident', I will definitely rely on you for the rest of my life and you will be responsible for it!

Xu Weikuan saw Nangongyan's unhappy expression, a smile flashed in his eyes, and teased: "I heard girls praise your skin a long time ago, huh, it really is better to touch it than to hear it. It is really smooth and tender."

Convex!Do you think you are eating roast duck with beer, the skin is crispy, the meat is smooth and tender, not greasy or greasy!

Nangong Yan tightly grasped the palm of Da Lie Lie's body, so tight that even he felt pain in his hand.He looked up at the owner of the palm with fierce eyes, wishing to pounce on him and bite him to death, "I said Mr. Xu, you will be taken to drink tea by the police uncle for such an obscene man in broad daylight!"

"Oh?" Xu Weikuan glanced at the overlapping hands of the two with a rippling smile, and said slowly, "But with our current posture, it looks more like you are forcing me to moles you."

Depend on!The corner of Nangong Yan's mouth twitched, his hand was just pressing on Xu Weikuan's at this moment, from a certain angle, it really seemed that he was offering himself to someone else's hand with dedication, asking him to touch him.

But, but... secretly biting her lip to calm herself down, Nangong Yan sadly realized that she couldn't calm down at all!Suddenly, my breathing becomes unstable, my heart beats faster, and my heart is restless... Your sister, what is this symptom of estrus?

Even if he is an out-and-out little gay who fell on Xu Weikuan, even if he is really in the waiting period of 'waiting to be fed', but!Nangong Yan, you have to be steady!Although you are a hungry little subject, you must be motivated to be a reserved hungry subject!

If Xu Weikuan's hand moved around his chest again, something would really happen. Nangong Yan's face was covered with black lines, and he slapped the pervert's paw off fiercely.

"Uh!!!" It might be because of the force, or it might be because the quality of the clothes is really bad. Three buttons are missing!

Xu Weikuan was stunned for a moment, then burst out laughing, and said with a malicious smile: "Huh? Is this going to take off your clothes and throw yourself into your arms?"

Wide your sister!Vote for your brother-in-law!

Nangong Yan was so embarrassed that she wanted to cry, but she didn't have any tears. These clothes are of poor quality, why should they be so vulnerable!

Forcing herself to be calm, Nangong Yan reached out and grabbed the collar, just about to reach out to grab the down jacket, huh?Where is his down jacket!

Only then did the unresponsive person realize that the down jacket he was wearing was gone, and he was only wearing a thin shirt on his upper body, and a black windbreaker that was obviously a man's was covering his waist and abdomen.Excluding her habit of sleepwalking and stripping her clothes while sleeping, Nangong Yan narrowed her eyes and shifted her gaze inch by inch to the man in front of her. Damn, this guy is making trouble again!

When Xu Weikuan gritted his teeth at Shang Nangongyan and wished to kill his eyes, the lines of his smiling face became softer, and he shrugged, "I think you don't feel comfortable sleeping in thick clothes, so..." He waved He waved his hand and added heartily, "Ah, don't thank me."

Fuck!Pig hair grows on your eyes and blurs your vision. Which eye should thank you for seeing me!Also, what the hell is going on with your tone of doing good deeds that day!

Clutching the collar, she was almost trembling with luck, Nangong Yan took a deep breath and told herself to calm down, yelling at a man who has no face, no skin and is invincible in the world is a very tasteless and demeaning behavior.At the same time, he deeply blamed himself for falling asleep so deeply, Nangong Yan, are you a pig?People stripped your clothes and you didn't realize it!How sleepy were you just now!

Or... Or is that person already a safe and trustworthy person in your heart, and you can sleep peacefully beside him like that without defense... Is he already such a special existence?

Secretly despising her wishful love, avoiding the teasing eyes of the people around her, Nangong Yan turned her head to look around, where did that guy throw his down jacket!

"Looking for clothes?" Xu Weikuan rested his arms freely on the steering wheel and propped his head on the side of his hands, signaling him to look at the back seat of the car with his eyes, "It's in the back."

She didn't expect this guy to be kind enough to help bring the clothes over. Nangong Yan clutched the collar with one hand, unbuckled the seat belt with the other, and leaned on the back of the seat to turn around to get it.

Clothes were thrown on the car seat behind the driver's seat, against one of the doors.If Nangongyan wanted to get the clothes, she had to support her body on the backrest with one hand and lean forward with the other.But the problem was that someone in the driving position was too obstructive, with a tall body sitting on his side, his upper body leaning forward and purposely leaning toward the co-pilot.

Nangong Yan frowned, so she had to avoid the man as much as possible to reach for her clothes.But the space in the car is only so big, Nangong Yan leaned forward a little and sent herself in front of Xu Weikuan who was resting up.

Blushing and froze there, Nangong Yan bit her lip and lowered her head to stare at a vile man, and said awkwardly: "You...don't make trouble..."

Xu Weikuan smiled lowly, his deep eyes fell on those moist eyes that were at a loss, and he said softly in a pleasant low magnetic voice: "Xiaoyan..."

"Huh?" Subconsciously responded vaguely, with a hint of sweetness in her nasal voice.Staring blankly at the handsome face of this man who haunted him in his dreams, Nangong Yan suddenly became nervous. The fingernails on Xu Weikuan's shoulders almost dug into the palm of his hand, but the palm was wet. greasy and damp.

The intimacy that he didn't dare to expect came too suddenly, and he couldn't tell whether all this psychedelic was a dream or real.Nangong Yan endured it passively, but did not dare to respond boldly.He was afraid that this was just a bubble dream, and with a little touch, everything would disappear.

...

Nangong Yan blushed and lowered her head for a while, twisting her fingers subconsciously, suddenly not knowing how to face Xu Weikuan after the two of them became so intimate suddenly.

Although the child looked calm on the surface, in fact, Nangong Yan's heart had already been erupted by a magnitude [-] earthquake and N volcanoes erupted in succession.

Fuck!I actually kissed that guy Xu Weikuan in a daze!

I rely on!Kissing me over without Lao Tzu's consent. Is this Lao Tzu's loss or advantage?

sister!Is that how I explained my first kiss?But, ahem, it's quite comfortable to be kissed by that guy!

"Well, you... why did you kiss me suddenly?" Although it would be a bit embarrassing to ask this sentence, it is what Nangong Yan wants to know the most at this moment.

"Huh?" Xu Weikuan raised his eyebrows and smiled, it was rare to see this guy look so shy, it was really eye-catching and refreshing. "Maybe you were too cute just now, so...can't help it?"

What kind of tone, what wording, what kind of argument is this!Dissatisfied with someone's answer, Nangong Yan paused for a while and asked the last question in his heart, "Aren't you a straight man?"

Ah!Xu Weikuan chuckled when he heard the words, turned his head to look over with unrestrained eyes, and asked, "Can't I kiss you if I'm a straight man?"

"You...what...mean..." Nangong Yan squirmed her lips, and asked cautiously in an extremely soft voice, and looked at Xu Weikuan uneasily with her eyelashes trembling slightly.

However, Nangong Yan was finally defeated by those magnanimous eyes, and almost looked away in embarrassment.Suddenly, he was embarrassed as if he was slapped severely in public, and the sound was so loud that his ears rang.

He didn't know what it was like to be so depressed that his whole body seemed to be dragged to the bottom of the dark valley, but he felt so clearly that he was in pain, the disappointment after being full of hope, the pain made his whole body convulse.His heart was clenched tightly as if he was being hanged, and he laughed arrogantly at his self-indulgent and ridiculous fantasies.

The dreamy kiss just now seemed unreal.The redness and swelling on the lips have not faded away, everything clearly shows what kind of lingering he has experienced, as intimate as a pair of lovers who are infatuated with each other.only.These are just his thoughts.

His secret joy, his sweet aftertaste, and his secret reverie, to the other party, it's just a game that he thinks is fun, and it's just a small favor that he suddenly finds him cute!

So, that intimacy was just an accident because the atmosphere was too good at that time?An accident where a straight man and a gay almost misfired?

It's ridiculous!He just asked cautiously and hopefully, thinking that the relationship between them would change, that they would get closer... He thought that he also had a little bit of affection for him.He thought... he thought ridiculously!

How ridiculous!It was clearly a story of two people, but when he was still blissfully immersed in this sudden happiness, the other party turned around and retreated to the safety line to watch coldly, pulling down the curtain cruelly and telling him that this was just a joke among adults.

Thinking about it, I feel chills all over, is he too naive or this man is too bad, after doing such an intimate action, he can still withdraw and talk and laugh as if nothing had happened!It's really terrible, Wuluan is he or Xu Weikuan, and the ambiguity of confusion and entanglement between them!

Xu Weikuan stared at Nangongyan's pale face and frowned, worriedly touching his tightly clenched hands on his knees, but was taken aback by the touch of those slender hands, "Why are your hands so cold?"

As if being stabbed, Nangong Yan suddenly withdrew her hand, but was clenched even harder.

"Little Yan..."

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"Xu Weikuan!" interrupting Xu Weikuan in a hurry, Nangong Yan lowered her head and stared at the slender fingers warming his hands, feeling cold in her heart, "Enough, Xu Weikuan, you are enough!"

Don't use such an intimate address anymore, he will only find it ironic.Don't be so gentle and careful with him, he will really indulge in the falsehood he made up, mistakenly thinking that he cares about him and likes him.

In the past, the verbal teasing or the intimacy that seemed to be kissed in the next second, or the big palms that seemed to be casually hugged around the waist, and the occasional pampering that occasionally messed up the hair on the top of the head, those ambiguities have gone beyond On the security cordon.And the kiss just now was too much for the boundaries of playfulness.

He likes Xu Weikuan, and also likes the vague sweet feeling when they get along, even in countless shameful midnights, Xu Weikuan is the only hero in his dreams.However, his liking is not a reason for him to trample on it at will.His feelings are not capital that he can play with at will.

Floating and uneasy in this sinking relationship, Nangong Yan felt pitiful for being humble and alone with the attention and care given by a man like alms. Been stupid all the way for six years...

But, even if he is a fool, he will be hurt and feel sad!Just how bad is this man, that he is so cruel and willing to hurt him, see him panic, see him worrying about his gain and loss, disappointment after hope again and again, persistence after confusion again and again.

However, he doesn't want to play those ambiguous things that make him sweet and painful anymore, he can't play such high-level social games that are close to each other.Even though she was extremely reluctant in her heart, Nangong Yan wanted to cut off this unrequited love at this moment, it was so entangled that he could hardly breathe!

"Xu Weikuan, I know you are a straight man and don't like boys." Nangong Yan looked down at the hands of the two of them. His skin was fair, and it was even more fair and slender under the man's healthy complexion. He moved his fingers slowly, Gently holding the man's big palm, this may be the last time I can touch Xu Weikuan's hand openly.

"You also know that I like you." However, he had to cut off this love with his own hands.Feelings are like vines, and likes are bright sunshine. Every time the sunlight increases a little, the vines grow a little bit, and the more likes, the more luxuriant the vines.Now, he wants to cut off all the vines covering his entire world.He would rather have nothing but endless barrenness left in his life than the stings from the vines all over the sky that would leave him covered in cuts and bruises.

"But starting today, I don't like you anymore." Such a simple sentence, said decisively from the mouth, has the power to crush the heart.Nangong Yan could hardly restrain the slight tremor in her voice, "I won't give you any chance to play with my feelings, and I won't let you bully me so unscrupulously again, so please don't do those ambiguous things to me. Clear action, I..."

If the next words are spoken, there will really be nothing between them, it will really be broken, and no one will bully him with a smirk to the point where his face turns red. .. Nangong Yan clenched her lower lip and breathed slowly. He seemed to hear his heart shattering, and the blood in his whole body was screaming reluctance to let go.But even so, he continued to say word by word: "Actually, I really can't continue to be friends with you as if nothing happened. Let's just be strangers."

It's all over.When his dignity has not been trampled and worthless.

Waited quietly for a long while, but did not get the slightest response.Nangong Yan could clearly feel Xu Weikuan's scorching gaze looking at him, which directly made him want to run away.Unable to bear the weird and silent atmosphere, Nangong Yan trembled her eyelashes and forced herself to slowly raise her head to face it. However, before he could see the expression of the man opposite him clearly, he was suddenly hugged fiercely in his arms. Here, the domineering force vaguely reveals the man's displeasure.

what is this?Seeking the last benefit?Or, which expression of his just now pleased him and made him unable to help himself again?

Nangong Yan frowned, struggling vigorously in an attempt to push away the restraint of the man on her body.

The movement of refusal was exchanged for a closer approach, and she was so nervous and panicked that Nangong Yan seemed to have bitten the other party in her panic...

The salty smell of blood quickly spread in the mouth, Nangong Yan trembled all over, and his still struggling hands clenched into fists suddenly, as if all the strength was taken away in an instant, they slid down to his side softly like giving up .

The coldness of the hands and feet slowly infected the whole body, but it was in stark contrast to the heat somewhere, as if being in a world of ice and fire.The condensed blood and rising passion merged into waves of despair, whipping his shame and what little self-esteem he had left.

The tears that had been held back finally couldn't bear the heavy overflow of the eye sockets, and slid across the face like a broken thread and fell into the corner of the mouth, fainting the faint bitterness.

Xu Weikuan paused, and hugged Nangongyan's waist tightly, almost with the strength to rub him into his arms.The person in his arms was silent and struggling, quietly like a puppet doll, if one ignored the tears constantly overflowing from the corners of his eyes.Feeling sorry for his appearance, Xu Weikuan rubbed his head against Nangongyan's forehead, reached out his hand and roughly wiped off the unpleasant wet marks on his face, frowned and reprimanded lightly: "Are you an idiot! "

What responded to him was more ferocious tears and low sobs that overflowed from the corners of his mouth.

With a low sigh, Xu Weikuan hugged him in his arms, pinched Nangong Yan's small chin to prevent him from turning his head away, stared at his dodging eyes and asked, "Why do you think I kissed you?"

Nangong Yan closed her eyes in embarrassment, not wanting to listen, the man's answer only made her sad.

"I said, kittens and puppies are also very cute. Even the mice near the garbage dump sometimes look cute to me. Do you think I will catch them and kiss them?"

What does he mean by this...

Nangong Yan's eyelashes trembled, and her heartbeat stalled a bit.He suddenly felt that the feelings he wanted to burn out just now still had some sparks left, and it seemed like a single spark could start a prairie fire.I really want to tell myself not to care about it and stop having fantasies in my heart, but the heart that has resumed beating is completely out of his control!

Finally unable to resist the temptation, Nangong Yan slowly opened her eyes, the pupils soaked in tears were so clear.Begging, Nangong Yan Yingying stared at Xu Weikuan with watery eyes, "Don't say such things, please, don't give me impossible hopes, I really...really think too much..."

Xu Weikuan stretched out his hands to cover those clear obsidian-like eyes, feeling the uneasy trembling of the eyelashes under his palm, like a butterfly falling between the stamens after the rain, gently flapping its black wings to draw a touch of beauty.

Taking the palm away, sliding his fingertips across the white and tender face, Xu Weikuan lowered his head and looked into Nangong Yan's eyes, "I allow you to think a lot."

"No, it's impossible..." Nangong Yan shook his head, trying to get rid of the thought in his mind that would make him sleepless, "Xu Weikuan, don't make trouble... I really misunderstood."

Xu Weikuan raised his eyebrows, and asked seductively, "Are you so courageous?"

His courage turned into cautiousness in front of him, because he cared too much.

Nangong Yan pursed her lips tightly, trying to restrain all the possibilities that were racing through her mind at the moment.The word "like" suddenly turned into a gap. After crossing it, will he fall into a bottomless abyss or reach the other shore that he dare not expect?The relationship between the two is already so embarrassing, can he fight back and be brave once?Whether the result of Wuluan is Consummation or Liberation, he doesn't want to give himself a chance to regret it.

"you like me?"

Nangong Yan heard herself asking Xu Weikuan in this way, her voice was so soft that it would be carried away by the wind in an instant, and she was scattered all over the place in a wave of hesitation.

Before Xu Weikuan could answer, Nangongyan flinched first.Shaking his head fiercely in denial, he muttered nervously: "No, no! Impossible! You have a girlfriend..."

"Hello!" Xu Weikuan interrupted Nangong Yan's thoughts, raised his chin and asked him with great interest, "How come I don't know about having a girlfriend?"

"There are many girls around you, and they all..." How about it?Nangong Yan was stunned, and the words that were plausible just now gradually faded away.

It is true that Xu Weikuan often has partners of the opposite sex around him, but they are not so close as to hug and hold hands... Thinking about it this way, Xu Weikuan seems to have never introduced any girl as his girlfriend, and those girls also called him Almost all of them are seniors and brothers Kuan, and it seems that they have never heard such a sweet address like between lovers...

So, those "beauties like flowers and jade" are his imaginary enemies?So, those sour old mature vinegars that can be used as antiques in the national cellar are just the product of his overcompensation?

However, even so, it is impossible for Xu Weikuan to like him...

"You are a straight man!"

puff!Xu Weikuan couldn't help but burst out laughing, and helped his forehead a little helplessly, "I said, are you holding on to this talk?"

sister!what's so funny!This topic is very serious, okay?

"It's true, Gu Ang said a long time ago that you are a straight man, I just asked you, you