blame at every turn

The sudden happiness was like a big bang of a dense singularity, caught off guard, and expanded vigorously, developing into a starry universe in Yue Qin's heart.

He didn't dare to think too much, but he couldn't control himself from thinking too much.

Rationality tells him that what he saw just now can only be regarded as a very common bad joke among close friends; while emotion tells him that Yang Ya just made a relatively poor excuse for the purpose of what he said. The last sentence.

If a friendship remains the same years after being forcibly severed, then perhaps the relationship has long since deteriorated and become ambiguous.Combining Yang Ya's previous words and deeds, Yue Qin feels that this should not be an ordinary act of acting like a baby based on trust, but for many years alone in the business world, Yue Qin dare not be too confident.

He tried his best to maintain his calm and reserved appearance, and tentatively said: "Do you want to live with me? But I live in the company now, and my mother has gone back to the countryside. The house has been neglected for a long time. The house only has one room and one room. The living room, the kitchen and the bathroom are still next to each other, with only one partition in the middle. The shower is right above the toilet, and the hot water needs to be turned on three or ten minutes before taking a shower... Moreover, my company and home are both in City C, which is far from you. It's too far away here, it will be inconvenient for you to get in touch with people in the company."

Yang Ya is also tentatively moving forward, but he is more confident and persistent: "I want to live in your heart, can I?"

Yue Qin took a deep breath.

Yang Ya thought that he was going to reject him and was ready to pretend to be a pitiful next step, but he heard Yue Qin say: "But you already live in my heart, Yang Ya."

But this happiness came at an inopportune time for Yue Qin.

Too late and too early.

Yue Qin found out that he fell in love with Yang Ya when he was 15 years old.

It's not clear what day it was, and it's not clear what it was because of. There was an evergreen tree in Yue Qin's heart, which was planted by Yang Ya. He often enjoyed the coolness under this tree, and he didn't have too many extravagant hopes for the future. But suddenly, a vine seed germinated quietly under the tree, climbed up the trunk quickly, and dropped countless branches, stirring up his emotions from time to time, Yue Qin soon realized dimly that the vine He brought the seeds down the tree by himself, and he developed a different feeling of dependence on Yang Ya, longing to get all his attention.Yue Qin hopes that their tree is not only an evergreen tree, but also an evergreen tree. He likes Yang Ya and everything about him. When he is troubled by the past and the future, and often gets blamed, he can also go hand in hand with Yang Ya.

If 12-year-old Yang Ya confessed his love to 15-year-old Yue Qin like this, he would be ecstatic, and would embrace love with all his youthful enthusiasm.

Even 15-year-old Yang Ya can confess his love to Yue Qin, he will hesitate, but he will agree quickly, and then go all out to live with his longing for the future of the two.

Or a little later, when his career has stabilized, Yue Qin will have everything, and he can give Yang Ya whatever he wants, and he will have a lot of energy and time to manage this business. Feelings, he believes they can live well.

Only not now.

They are all grown-ups, and the love of adults is more than just daily necessities compared to when they were teenagers.

There is also responsibility, and concerns about the future.

As an elderly person, the burden of responsibility in a relationship should be more on him.

But he can't afford it now.

It has only been more than five years since he really broke into the society. Although his career has initially improved, he has not yet gained a firm foothold, and the company has not yet matured to the point where he can walk independently. Playing golf can ensure that the company makes a lot of money for the president. He doesn't have enough time to control his career and love at the same time, and he doesn't have enough money.The current Yue Qin doesn't have any capital to support his confidence in this relationship.

So Yue Qin's excited mood was like a rising volcanic ash, and after a short burst of heat, it cooled down quickly.

——He thought he was just having a one-way crush, but never thought that the crush would come true.If he had known this, he would not have tried to approach Yang Ya again so early.Now he is simply like a coward with empty ambitions. He shouted loudly the slogan of killing the enemy and breaking the formation. When he actually went to the battlefield, he quickly threw away his armor and fled.

"I love you, I love you very much, Yang Ya. But now we are not children, we need stability, I can't give you this now," Yue Qin said reluctantly, "You may have a filter for me, However, eight years have passed, and now we are strangers enough, maybe you can re-examine me, I am not as good as you imagined. "

Yang Ya looked at him without speaking.

Yue Qin continued: "I'm nothing good, I'm just an ordinary man. I don't know poetry, I don't know how to chat, I have no money and no power, so I may have a little bit of beauty, but..."

Yang Ya covered his mouth: "You are good-looking enough to be worthy of me. Based on this alone, are you still an ordinary man?"

"Brother, the Civil Affairs Bureau opens at 08:30 on Mondays and doesn't get off work until [-]:[-] pm. If you want to be stable, you can also ask for a day off the day after tomorrow. Come with me to get the certificate."

Yue Qin was speechless for a moment.

It took him a while to stammer, "I didn't mean that."

"Then what do you mean?" Yang Ya was a little dissatisfied, "Yue Qin, just tell me what you think about me, don't always refuse me in a roundabout way, even if you scold me directly, I won't If I give up, I'm not so glassy."

Yue Qin lowered his head and rubbed his fingertips: "I mean, you will distract me when you are by my side, Yang Ya."

"I am now an ant carrying rice grains uphill, a boat sailing against the current, if I don't put all my mind on work, I may fall badly."

Yang Ya still felt that he was worried about his leaving without saying goodbye.

Asking for forgiveness is not just about explaining the whole story clearly. Both shortcomings and injuries need to be invested with enough emotion and energy to make up for it.

Yang Ya could only use his trump card.

"But brother, soon I am not just a pure actor. The company needs to rely on me to make a lot of money and wants me to take the traffic route. Do you know how deep the water in the entertainment industry is? Now I am single and have no parents. Mother, the capital behind it is also vulnerable. In this big pond, I am just a rootless duckweed. Anyone can make fun of me. I really need stability, but the only person I can rely on and dare to trust is you .”

Like an ant touching its tentacles, Yang Ya touched Yue Qin's forehead.

"I don't need you to do anything for me, I just want you to be my boyfriend, so that I can have more confidence when rejecting others. You become the man behind me, and I also become the man behind you, Ok?"

Yue Qin: "..."

Yang Ya: "Brother, you slept with me for so many years before, don't you want to let go of me now that it's time for you to be responsible to me?"

Yue Qin: "?"

Yang Ya: "Scumbag."

Yue Qin was speechless by what he said.

He couldn't help asking Yang Ya: "Do you still like me now?"

Yue Qin thought that his figure and appearance were not so attractive, enough for a person who had been with him day and night for more than ten years but had no interest in him at all. After eight years of precipitation, he fell in love with him at first sight again.

Then Yang Ya's liking for him should have started at least eight years ago.

"Ah."

"why?"

"I like you. I don't need any reason. Do you want to hear that I'm interested in you, or do you want to hear that I want you to treat me well?" Yang Ya pinched his face, "I don't want anything, it's nothing The reason why I like you is because I like you."

"Brother, what I want to do with you tonight is to discuss this. They all said that I have a narrow way of acting, not because of my looks or temperament, but because of some emotional scenes. I can't always act that way. I'm not a professional I’m born, and I don’t know how to learn. I’ve always been an experience school in acting. But I can experience fighting, and I can also experience getting hurt, but I can’t experience falling in love with other people, so you can guide me, okay?”

"Didn't you want to pay me back 3000 million before?" Yang Ya turned on his phone, edited a memo, and sent a screenshot to Yue Qin, "Being my boyfriend, it's 1000 million. Let me kiss you once and it's [-]. You take the initiative." Kissing me once is [-], saying "I love you" is [-], saying the same kind of love is [-], satisfying one of my requirements is [-], letting me satisfy one of your requirements is [-], waiting for you If it's cleared up, let's make our relationship positive and then get married, and if there is any extra interest at that time, it will be my dowry to marry you."

The author says:

So here comes the question, how many times does Yue Qin have to be kissed by Yang Ya, how many times to kiss Yang Ya, and how many times to say "I love you" to Yang Ya, in order to make up 3000 million?How much interest can Yang Ya get before getting married?

(☆′3′) Since today is Valentine's Day, we will update it in advance!I wish Xiaoyang and Qinqin a happy Valentine's Day, and I wish you all a smooth and beautiful time with the people you like!

No update tomorrow, it will be updated as usual on Thursday.I'm trying my best to finish the short story next door. After the painful double-playing career is over, I can work hard to update it every day (??ˇ?ˇ??)

(Scrambled thoughts) Who would have thought that I would have written more than 3 words in an article that was expected to end in 3 words, and I was assigned a word count task. Since then, there has been another hairless person in Changpei.