Schrodinger love

There were still crowds all around, Wen Sui stared at several of the same style as the one he was wearing on his head, all with faint blue lights flashing, maybe it was not so easy to see, but Jiang An still caught it easily. stopped his hand.

He looked at it for a long time before murmuring, "You seem...you can always find me easily."

Whether it was before or now, he was always able to grab his hand in his panic and chaos, and it became the only warmth he could draw.

"Well, I can see you at a glance in the crowd." Jiang An took his hand and walked towards the place where there were few people, as if thinking of something, he smiled lightly: "The old age is still that easy Lost kid."

It was rare for Wen Sui not to choke him back, but said in a muffled voice: "So I need my brother to keep watching."

Jiang An shook his hand hard, shaking it like he did when he was a child: "You won't get lost if you hold it."

"Then you have to hurry up, you will get separated if you are not careful." Wen Sui stared at the distant night, his eyes flickered lightly.

Jiang An looked at him quietly from the side. This person whom he has loved for many years is now firmly in his hands.

Those secret thoughts seemed to be ignited by the scorching heat of his palm, and he suddenly had a thought of not caring, no matter what kind of feelings Wen Sui had for him, he wanted to tell him loudly now, that he liked it.

"Sui Sui." Jiang An called his name in a low voice, but the noise around him covered his voice.

Wen Sui turned his head slowly, and asked in a daze, "Huh? You were calling me just now?"

Jiang An pursed his lips and was silent for a moment, then smiled lightly: "Actually, today I want to..."

Wen Sui stared into his eyes, thinking of that dream, he felt flustered.He interrupted the following words sharply: "You'd better not say anything today."

They looked at each other and fell into a fiery silence at the same time, each other's heartbeat seemed to be louder than the noise around them, and they both deliberately avoided it.

The two big boys just held hands and walked quietly all the way, Wen Sui let him pull like this, thinking to himself, it would be great if they stayed in their childhood, they could just keep pulling and walking home like this.

It's just that the road has an end. Following the crowd to the gate of the park, he saw three other people gathered at the gate from a distance.

Curling his fingertips, Wen Sui reluctantly rubbed the back of his hand, reminding him in a low voice, "They're here."

A few simple words, like some kind of tacit hint, breed in the noisy night, as if something has changed.

"Well, I see." Jiang An paused for a few seconds, and when he was about to approach them, he slowly let go of the hand he was holding.

Wen Sui withdrew his hand and put it in his trouser pocket, and twitched it lightly with his fingertips, as if the temperature left by Jiang An just now remained on it.

Wang Qiyue was still dragging people and complaining: "Damn, I was almost pushed to the ground by a ghost just now, and there are too many people, so I don't want to play anymore."

"Me too, I was almost driven crazy by the screaming of the girl next to me. If there are too many people, don't squeeze in, so as not to get hurt later." Ji Xiaoyu said with a frown, while wiping his arms with a tissue. Where did the blood come from.

Jian Ying glanced at the group news, raised her head and suggested: "Let's go to another place. There are a group of classmates in the nearby KTV. Shall we go? Let's join Xiaoyu too. We are all of the same age, so we can easily get acquainted with each other."

"Okay, I'm fine at night, but I will definitely not drink this time." Ji Xiaoyu didn't care too much about this kind of party, so he agreed casually.

"Go, go, I have to drink two catties of wine to suppress my shock." After Wang Qiyue finished speaking, he glanced at the two brothers again, "You guys come together too, it's only ten o'clock now."

Wen Sui looked at his brother quietly, his heart beating just now.Even though it has already entered the early winter, I feel that the whole person is in a kind of restlessness, which cannot be explained clearly.

As if he expected something to happen, he wanted to stop here tonight, and when he woke up tomorrow, his brother would still be his brother, nothing would change.

Jiang An took off the headband and hung it on his fingertips, and replied in a low voice, "Go."

Wen Sui pursed his lips quickly, his heart seemed to be heavy, and it took him a long time to take off the headband, playing with it casually and replying: "Then I will go too."

There are not so many people at the gate, they can easily leave the park and walk to the meeting place in the evening breeze.The weather was getting a little cold, and when the wind blew, the back of my hands that were exposed outside felt a chill.

Wen Sui subconsciously glanced at Jiang An's hand again, it was dry and warm as he just held his hand.

When I arrived at the luxurious private room, I didn't know who was singing an old Cantonese song in the background, it was loud and noisy, and the atmosphere was extremely exciting.The room was full of smog, and several people had already slapped their faces, obviously drinking too much.

Seeing a few people entering the private room, someone began to yell: "Hey, both of our Beijing University students are here, can't we drink until dawn today?"

Wen Sui laughed carelessly, found a seat at random, sat down on the sofa, and then replied to the other party: "Would you like to send me home if you drink too much?"

"I'll send it off, I can call a rider if I can't carry it." A girl next to him followed suit, fearing that the world would not be chaotic.

Wen Suiyang glanced at his brother with the end of his eyes, and dragged him into the water: "My brother is a good drinker, if you want to find someone to take advantage of, you can find him."

Jiang An slowly pressed his knee against his, with a smile in his eyes: "I drink too much, you carry me back?"

Wen Sui squinted his eyes to look at him, and responded with the same gesture: "Yes, if I can't carry it, I will call a rider."

Someone next to me lit a cigarette, and the smoke floated over in a diffuse manner, entwining the beauty in this corner.

Their legs touched each other intentionally or unintentionally, touching lightly in the invisible blind spot, like some kind of secret lingering.

Qin Siyang was sitting on the other side of the box, holding poker cards in his hand, and said lazily, "Mr. Jiang, let's play the game of kings together. It happens that there are a few of you more, and there are so many people."

The tone was not as provocative as usual, Jiang An looked at him calmly and replied: "I can do it."

"Me too." Wen Sui replied casually, his mind was full of that dream, and the background was the same as now.

Noisy, hot, dark, smoky, what will happen, he doesn't know.

The door of the private room was pushed open again, and Song Wanyin came in wearing a beautiful long dress. The wind blew the floral skirt, her eyes fell on Jiang An, and she paused for a moment.

She approached with a blushing face, leaned on the armrest beside the sofa, and whispered to Wen Sui to discuss: "I have something to tell your brother, can I change the seat."

Wen Sui raised his eyes to look at her, his lips were bright red, and his makeup was exquisite, as if he was making some kind of preparation. Thinking of those scenes in his dream, he had a bad premonition in his heart.

He pursed his lips tightly, trying to say that he didn't really want to change, but he couldn't find a reasonable reason, so he just glanced sideways at Jiang An, who was replying to the message with his eyes downcast.

Song Wanyin clasped her hands together, fearing that the people next to her would hear her, she lowered her voice, "Brother Wen, please help me, just for a while, and sit back after you finish speaking."

"It's okay, you sit down." Wen Sui suppressed the smile just now, got up with a cold face, walked around the long table, and sat directly on the seat directly opposite the two.

Jiang An raised his eyes to look at him without knowing it. They stared at each other quietly across a long table, and no one made a sound.

The cards had already started to be dealt next to him, Wen Sui leaned lazily in the seat, glanced at the cards in his hand casually, but his eyes fell directly on the person on the other side.

This time, Jian Ying was the host. He stood in the middle of the private room, holding a microphone and talking about the rules of the round: "No. 2 and No. 7, let's dance the hula dance together."

The number 8 that Wen Sui took had nothing to do with him. He only heard a loud booing in his ears, and he didn't know who ordered a loud dance music.

From the corner of the eye, two people stood up shyly, swearing and accepting punishment, writhing like flowers.

Wen Sui didn't care about watching the show, he stared straight at the two people opposite him, only watching Song Wanyin's cheeks blushing, leaned over and whispered something.

The background music was too loud, and he couldn't hear anything, but just watched the two whispering and getting close.

Stretching his hand forward, he poured himself a glass of wine, raised his head and drank it suddenly.

The taste of green tea mixed with Chivas Regal went down the throat, and it was extremely unpleasant to drink, and there was an unbearable burning in the throat.

It would be fine if the wine was sweet, like the wedding candy that Jiang An fed him last time, it was too astringent, and his chest felt a little stuffy.

The punishment was over, and the next round of the game had already started. Wen Sui took a random card and glanced at it. He was lucky, but still missed.

It's just that Jiang An on the opposite side began to turn his head to talk to Song Wanyin, playing with the cards dealt with his fingers, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, exactly the same as the scene in the dream.

Wen Sui squeezed the wine glass, slowly tightened and loosened his fingers, and drank another glass neatly.

His brother usually has a cold and cold face. When did he smile at someone like this? He didn't know what he was talking about, but he seemed to be in a happy mood.

Could this be the person Jiang An has liked for a long time?They looked like they were in love.

But you clearly said you were going to confess your confession after a while, but now you can't help but say it?How much do you like it?

I don't know if it was because he drank too much wine just now, Wen Sui felt a little dizzy and his heart was sore, he leaned sideways and propped his forehead in a daze.

Ji Xiaoyu sat over, touched him with his arm, and asked suspiciously: "You missed again, what are you drinking here?"

"Drink as much as you want." Wen Sui didn't have much expression, he even felt that he was over alcohol, and couldn't control his tone and movements, his voice was very cold.

Ji Xiaoyu clicked his tongue, put a new round of cards in front of him, and joked with a smile: "See if you can escape this round. If you don't win tonight, you are definitely the Emperor of Europe."

Ji Xiaoyu's mouth must have been opened.

The newly replaced host was very vigorous, standing in the center, holding a microphone and speaking in a cadence: "No. 6 and No. 9, one mouth, if it doesn't work, you will be fined ten glasses of wine."

This exciting punishment suddenly aroused everyone's interest, and Wang Qiyue began to boo: "Who is so, please stand up and show us."

"Fuck, I shouldn't be here today." With a livid face, Wen Sui threw the No. 9 card on the table, slowly raised his hand to cover his face, and said in pain, "Your punishments are too erotic."

Seeing that Wen Sui had won the first prize, everyone became even more curious about the other party involved, and the voices in the box became louder and louder.

"Hurry up, where is No. 6, the best bonus tonight is here!!!"

"Wouldn't it be more exciting if it was a man? My sisters will probably be heartbroken."

"Ahhhhhhhh why not me, can I change with No. 6?"

"Why hasn't No. 6 come out yet? Don't hide it. You still have to kiss the mouth that should be kissed."

While arguing, Jiang An lightly lifted the card in front of him, turned it over and spread it on the table, a six of squares.

The surroundings were quiet for a moment, wandering back and forth between the two, and finally someone said: "Damn, it's so exciting, the two school girls kiss, I'm going crazy!"

Hearing the sound of speaking, Wen Sui slowly put down his arm resting on his face, and his eyes fell on the card on the table.

His gaze moved up slowly, across a long table, and landed on Jiang An's face. The dim light divided his face into two halves, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, but those eyes were staring straight at him.

He had never seen such a complicated look in his eyes, as if there were many emotions intertwined, his eyes seemed to fall for a moment, he didn't know where to look, and then moved away lightly.

Wen Sui felt a buzzing in his head, and the noise around him went away, leaving only his chaotic heartbeat and dry mouth for no reason.kiss?With his brother?This is also a bit crazy.

After calming down for a few seconds, he stared into Jiang An's eyes, squeezed the glass of wine poured in front of him, and said in a low voice: "Brothers kissing is not appropriate, I choose fine wine."

"Damn, ten cups, you can't pass out on the spot after drinking this?" Ji Xiaoyu thought about the ambiguous relationship between the two, frowned and said, "A kiss, should, should it be okay?"

Wen Sui glanced at him indifferently, raised the wine glass, and put it to his lips: "Of course there is something."

Jiang An got up, stood up from the soft sofa, walked around the long table, and nodded to Ji Xiaoyu who was sitting next to him to give way, moved out of the empty seat and sat down.

He reached out and snatched the wine from Wen Sui's hand, and said in a low voice, "I'll drink it for you."

Wen Sui turned sideways, his nose smelled a very faint scent of perfume on his shirt, it was fleeting, but it was still captured.He frowned, and suddenly poured Jiang An's hand into his mouth.

After swallowing the bitter wine with difficulty, he smiled with the corners of his mouth: "I would like to accept the bet, and help is nothing."

Someone next to him has already started pouring wine for others consciously, and there is a whole row in front of the two of them, which makes people dizzy.

Ji Xiaoyu winked at Jian Ying, and said: "Why don't you help me to drink a couple of cups, if this much goes on, Wen Sui can lie down and go out."

"I don't need to help." Wen Sui speeded up expressionlessly, holding a glass in one hand, and pouring his head into his throat.

When he drank the fifth cup, his wrist was held down by Jiang An, and he said in a deep voice, "Don't drink anymore."

Wen Sui turned his head to look at him, his eyes were a little loose, he suddenly smiled: "Brother even has to take care of this, take care of yourself first, I'm not the only one who is punished, you have to drink too."

"Don't make trouble, I'll finish your drink for you, and you'll get into trouble if you drink any more." Jiang An raised his chin, motioning Jian Ying to hold her down.

Wen Sui had a lot of strength, struggling to break free from the imprisonment, staring straight at his brother, taking a drink from the other party, and a drink from himself, as if competing.

Seeing the two brothers' enthusiasm for drinking, the whole box was stunned, and fell into a strange and harmonious pair of silence. Even Qin Siyang, who was always pushing people around, shut up and didn't say any more.

In the end, Song Wanyin smoothed things over softly: "Forget it, they've both had six or seven drinks, and they're almost ready. It's just for fun, don't really cause problems."

"Okay, okay, I count you as ruthless. After passing, the next round." The host of this round really couldn't stand it anymore, and ended the punishment.

Wen Sui raised his hand and rubbed his stomach slowly, it hurts, and at this moment, it feels like all internal organs have been soaked in alcohol, stuffy and numb.

It seemed that he was really completely drunk, even Jiang An in front of him turned into two, staggering and confused.

He glanced at Song Wanyin, poked Jiang An's stiff lips with his fingertips, leaned over and said displeasedly, "Why don't you smile at me?"

Jiang An rolled his throat, grabbed his wrist and squeezed it tightly, pulling him up from the seat: "Come out."

Wen Sui got up with strength, the alcohol concentration made him shake slightly, it was true that he drank too much, but his consciousness was still clear.

Limp all over, he followed the people out of the box and walked through the long corridor. There was a small empty terrace here, and a gust of chilly wind swept over from time to time.

Jiang An grabbed his arm and asked him to stand up straight against the railing, and asked in a low voice, "What are you doing?"

Wen Sui tilted his head up to blow the air, calming down his boredom, and said casually: "I don't know that I have a bad stomach, drink so much wine, and still block for me, what kind of hero are you?"

"Not in a good mood?" Jiang An looked at him firmly, and slowly tightened his fingers.

It's a bad mood, but I don't know the reason, it's just annoying.

Wen Sui's mouth felt a little parched, and just as he was about to say something, he felt a faint light in his peripheral vision.

He squinted his eyes and looked over again, and saw the ring on his slender ring finger that he didn't know when he put it on, it was the one he gave away.

He swallowed all the words back, and he smiled without hesitation: "It seems that the confession is successful, congratulations. I just saw you talking to Song Wanyin. She is very beautiful and has a good personality. You guys The two must..."

Jiang An suppressed his expression, and said in a low voice: "She confessed to me, just now."

"Well, there's no need to repeat the show of affection, I had a good laugh just now." Wen Sui pushed him away impatiently, leaning on the railing with his backhand, feeling the sting of alcohol, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

Jiang An was patient, and continued to explain along with what he just said: "Listen to me, I just put on a ring and told her that I already have someone I like, and I laughed because I thought of that person..."

"I don't want to hear the details, please shut up, it's amazing to have someone you like, so you need to catch me out to show off?" Wen Sui interrupted, staring at him with red eyes, his voice getting louder, like someone kind of vent.

Jiang An stared at his opening and closing mouth, feeling that every word he uttered was challenging his bottom line.

This kid is so attractive, the self-proclaimed rational self is struggling back and forth on the verge of losing control at this moment, and there is no way out if he shakes it a little bit.

As Wen Sui was speaking, he felt himself being pulled suddenly and fell into an extremely hot embrace, and suddenly fell silent.

The bottom of the head was pressed against the solid shoulder of the other party, the breathing was in the ear, the heartbeat was in the chest, and the whole body was covered with hot heat. It seemed that this hug calmed down the mood that had been boring all night, and calmed down instantly.

He pressed his fingertips on Jiang An's back, his joints turned white, he paused for a few seconds, and whispered annoyedly: "Brother...I'm sorry, I didn't mean that..."

He obviously said that he hoped that his brother would always be happy, but he seemed to have messed things up again.

They fell into a long silence, but the ups and downs of each other's chests revealed the undercurrents under the surface calm, and the noise around them could not be heard, only the two people's violent heartbeats with almost the same frequency could be heard.

Jiang An lowered his head slightly, and stroked the ends of his eyes lightly with his fingers, the foggy pupils were full of his own shadow.

He still didn't know what Wen Sui was thinking. It might be that the alcohol he had drunk just now had disturbed his rationality. His previous restraint fell apart in an instant, and he wanted to say a lot of things.

The thing Jiang An was praised the most since he was a child is that this child is very modest at such a young age.

Knowing how to rely on others, so I never overstep other people's family affairs.Never take the initiative to ask for it, because you know that you should not ask for too much.To be able to live, to live in a decent way, is already a very difficult and difficult thing.

But Wen Sui was an unexpected exception to him.

For the first time, he wanted to go beyond the line of restraint, be a little bit greedy, a little bit more greedy.

Jiang An sighed softly, as if accepting his fate, and confide the words that have been circling in his heart thousands of times for a long time.

"Sui Sui, the person I like is you."

These words fell into Wen Sui's ears with a faint smell of alcohol and breath, causing a huge shock in the heartbeat.

His whole body was clasped tightly in his arms, his pupils dilated, his vision was pitch black, only the words just now roared in his ears.

After a long while, he suppressed his unsteady breathing and said tremblingly: "I know, you mean brother to brother..."

"No, it's the liking for the lover." Jiang An drew some distance away, looked down at his eyelashes, and corrected every word.

Wen Sui's heart was in a state of turmoil, all emotions rushed out of his head, his voice was so dry that he could hardly speak: "You are crazy, I am your brother, I am a boy."

The evening wind blew over the back of her neck, but it couldn't blow away the entangled emotions in her heart, leaving only a daze in her heart, with deep marks on her knuckles.

Jiang An grabbed his hand that was hanging on the side, intertwined his fingers, and murmured softly: "So what, I like Wen Sui, you just think I'm crazy."

He lost his family when he was young and tasted the indifference of the world.The pain is over, everything is bearish, but still obsessed with a person, just because the only sweetness tasted in the years is given by him.

In the past every sleepless night, I thought about it thousands of times, and now I can finally say it calmly: "I like you, Sui Sui, I really like you."

Wen Sui felt as if his chest was going to explode, every sentence made his head buzzing.He stared at the pair of eyes looking at him just a few feet away, as if he understood the affection hidden behind that tenderness for the first time.

The details of getting along with each other in the past ten years flashed through my mind quickly, the moment I held hands, the close hug, the murmur in the middle of the night, the inadvertent intimacy, every frame speeded up and slowed down. The long extension became ambiguous and lingering that I never thought of.

The fingertips were caught by hot fingers, and a hard ring slid down and clasped on the ring finger.

Wen Sui lowered his eyes and saw the ring he gave away, and it touched the ring in Jiang An's hand, making them a match made in heaven.

The line of marriage on the palm was very clear, running from the wrist through the entire palm, and my heart seemed to be tightly entwined by that line to breathe heavily, each sound getting heavier and rhythmic.

A few drunk people walked over shoulder to shoulder, and after the uproar, it fell into silence again.

Wen Sui closed his eyes lightly, then opened them suddenly, with complex emotions entangled in his eyes: "But, you are my brother, can you tell the difference?"

It is clear whether the companionship of more than ten years has formed a habit, whether the loneliness of being alone has become an obsession, or whether they are both jerky and ignorant and don't know how to define their love.

Wen Sui didn't understand, he just looked at the person close at hand hastily, as if the weight of his whole body was resting on the intertwined hands, seeking an answer.

Jiang An was quiet for a moment, and stared at him for a long time with uncontrollable heat in his slightly drooping eyes.

Every time my heart beats, it's like wildfire.

He clasped Wen Sui's neck belt towards himself, leaned over, closed his eyes, and gently kissed his slightly parted lips.

"Love, lust and obsession, let me teach you, I can tell the difference."

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