Schrodinger love

Both of them drank a lot of wine tonight, and their fingers were a little cold from the cold in the early winter night, and the cold wind swept over the back of their necks from time to time, but their lips were hot.

Wen Sui's mind went blank, he just felt as if his whole body was thrown into a fire, melted, so hot that he was about to explode.

He was holding his breath, his eyelashes trembling slightly, he could no longer hear the noise around him, he could only hear each other's heartbeats vibrating strongly.

At the beginning, it was very gentle touch and temptation, but gradually, as if not satisfied, Jiang secretly pressed his neck, leaned over and kissed him deeper and harder.

I don't know how long it took, maybe a few seconds, maybe longer, Wen Sui bit his lip hard, and then said in a trembling voice: "Brother... I... can't breathe."

Jiang An seemed to laugh lightly, and gently pecked and kissed his lower lip a few times: "I'm sorry, I got a little out of control."

Wen Sui stared at the corners of his somewhat broken lips, thinking that his brother might not be the only one who lost control, and he probably went crazy too.

He opened his eyes reddened by impulse, and said in confusion, "I seem to have bitten you."

Jiang An's breathing was unsteady, he closed his eyes and squeezed, then smiled and hummed, as if complaining: "It's so fierce."

Wen Sui's heart skipped a long beat, and it was only now that he realized it belatedly.

His brother had just confessed that he was the one he had been thinking about all along, and they even kissed impulsively, which made the already complicated mood even more chaotic.

"You... When did you realize..." Wen Sui tightened his palms, touched the ring on the ring finger of the other party, and murmured.

When did you realize that it's not just the elder brother's love for the younger brother, but the lover's love.

Jiang An looked into his eyes silently. Even he himself couldn't answer the answer, but he had known it for a long time.

Since he was born, he was born with the fate of being rejected. His parents tasted the forbidden fruit and gave birth to him. He named him An, which meant that he could not see the light.

But in such a dark and long period of more than ten years, Wen Sui is the star that will always shine for him.

When everyone was avoiding him, it was Wen Sui who pestered him to call him brother over and over again, and generously gave him all the delicious and fun things.

Every time he misses his father and can't sleep at night, it is Wen Sui who hugs him sticky and tells him that there are still people in this world who still care about him.

When he was ridiculed and ridiculed for having no parents, it was Wen Sui who stood up angrily and had no bottom line to defend, saying that he still had a younger brother.

When he was drowning in the cold river, it was Wen Sui who saved him regardless of everything or even his own life.

During the three years of separation, when they were alone, it was the secret glance at Wen Sui every time that supported them through the hard and painful days and nights.

After the reunion, this stupid kid used clumsy ways time and time again to protect his self-esteem by beating around the bush.Even if he knew that his brother had someone he liked, he still bought the ring reluctantly, just hoping that he would be more decent when he confessed to others.

Those inadvertent heartbeats are enough to turn the constant fetters into love.

"Don't know when or why, but I'm pretty sure now."

Jiang An clasped his hand back, and said slowly, "It's love that goes beyond family affection. I want you to look at me and smile every day. I want to give you all my love and care. I want to take care of you and stick to you. I want to hug you like I did just now." You kiss you, thinking that you will always belong to me only, and wanting to never be separated for the rest of my life."

Wen Sui was struck by this warm and candid confession, and he nodded slowly after a long time.

When I spoke again, my voice was choked with sobs: "Although I usually refuse to admit it, I am really stupid and slow in this kind of thing, so I really can't tell the feelings for you. But you I'm so important, we've been separated for three years, and I'm really afraid of losing it again."

He rolled his throat, pondered his words, and his expression was very cautious: "I don't really think that I haven't figured it out yet. As soon as my brain gets hot, I will... change our relationship before we finally returned to it. I'm very scared. , if in the future..."

Unable to say the word "break up", he paused for a while before opening his mouth with difficulty: "What should I do by myself."

Jiang An understood, but heaved a sigh of relief for no reason: "You didn't directly refuse to let us continue to be brothers, which is already the best answer I can imagine. Sui Sui, don't be afraid, I will give you time to think about it slowly."

Wen Sui was a little anxious, frowning, feeling a mess in his heart, and what he said was contradictory: "But I don't want you to be wronged, I am so annoying to myself, why can't I even figure out what it is like to like someone .”

These words fell into Jiang An's ears, and there was no loss in his heart, only dense pity and distress.

It's because she lacks love too much. Apart from herself, she has never been treated well by anyone, so she clings to a hard-won brother and refuses to let go.

He stroked Wen Sui's frowning brows, smoothed them out little by little, and then said: "I don't feel wronged, but I feel very happy, which shows that you really care about me. When it comes to falling in love, I was enlightened earlier than you. So let my brother teach you, okay?"

At this time, he still calls himself elder brother, the madness of probing in the taboo seems to have returned, Wen Sui didn't speak anymore, but his ears turned redder.

Jiang An smiled, and said slowly: "I'm not in a hurry to get your answer, but this time I can't hide from me, and I can't push me out again. I may be a little more indulgent than before, you have to get used to it."

"How indulgent?" Wen Sui hadn't recovered yet, his eyes were a little dazed.

Jiang An turned his head to look at him, and said slowly, with a nasty and funny tone: "It's just that there is no sense of proportion between us. I hug you to sleep every day, I have to sit on my lap when I do my homework, and I kiss you so hard that you can't breathe. Well……"

Wen Sui suddenly covered his mouth, with his flushed cheeks on his face, he didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, and growled under his voice: "Is this called Weiwei! You are just playing hooligans!"

"Fool." Jiang An lowered his eyes and smiled, rubbing his head indiscriminately, "Did you just drink so much wine, did your stomach feel bad?"

"It's okay, I didn't think about the wine at all, and I was all focused on you." Wen Sui pursed his lips, and then looked to the private room, "They seem to have come out to look for us."

Jiang An hummed, and said with satisfaction: "Okay, let's go back first."

Wen Sui nodded, walked half a step, the back of his neck was grabbed again, he glanced back without knowing it, a little dazed.

Jiang An touched the back of his hand that was hanging on one side, and reminded, "Your pairing ring, is it because you plan to announce it to the world before you think it through?"

"Then..." Wen Sui shrank his fingers, staring at the ring of the same style on his hand, his mind froze, "Then what should I do?"

"That's good." Jiang An lowered his eyes and took his ring off his finger, untied the red string of the peace amulet around his neck, passed it through, put it back on his neck, and tucked it back into the collar of his clothes .

Wen Sui stared at him blankly, landed on his unadorned neck, and asked in a low voice: "What about you, won't you take it?"

Jiang An shook his head, with a very indifferent expression: "I just wear it, showing off that I already have a master."

He has never been in love before, so how can this person be so good at it.

Wen Sui sighed slowly, raised his hands and wiped his face to suppress the hotness, took a few breaths of the cool evening breeze, and then dragged back to the private room.

When the two entered the door one after the other, the entire room looked at them with curiosity.

"Fuck, where have you been? We've been searching for a long time." Jian Ying hurried over, staring at Jiang An with the corners of her mouth twitched, and said with some hesitation, "Isn't it? Could it be that they went out to fight? Mouth How did it become like this?"

"Fighting? Isn't it just playing a game? Really or not." The host of the round just now was a little annoyed, "It's okay, it's over now anyway, you two don't drink, we will be careful next time."

Song Wanyin looked over, with an inquiring gaze, and whispered, "I'll go downstairs to buy some medicine and wipe it off. There's also some bleeding. It must be very painful."

Thinking of the out-of-control kiss just now, the instigator blushed instantly, walked to the sofa and sat down without saying a word.

Jiang An raised his hand to wipe the corner of his lips, and explained lightly: "I didn't hit it, and it didn't hurt, it was just that I accidentally bruised myself."

"Should I find an ice pack and apply it like this?" Jian Ying frowned, and was about to say something, but was pulled aside by Ji Xiaoyu who understood the process.

Jiang An asked the waiter for a can of milk, then sat back on the sofa, stuffed it into Wensui's palm, and said, "Drink some."

"There are so many people, I don't drink milk!" Wen Sui pushed back resistingly, with a sullen face.

"Catch the hangover, or you'll feel uncomfortable tomorrow." Jiang An whispered, hooking his fingers in the palm of his hand, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Wen Sui glanced at him, obviously he was used to this kind of small gestures before, but now he probably shows his liking, and his every move has become quite ambiguous.

His eyes fell on Jiang An's back, he pressed the corner of his mouth that was about to rise, slowly took it and pulled it away, and took a sip.

The background changed to a lyrical song, and Ji Xiaoyu sat on the high stool in the middle of the private room and sang it, which was quite nice.

Wen Sui Ban leaned on the sofa, with his feet casually resting on the low stool in front of him, chaotically going through the conversation just now in his mind.

Unexpectedly, after going around for a long time, the person his brother really likes is actually himself, and he really didn't notice it at all.

Then whether he is straight or curvy, when he was hugged and kissed just now, he didn't seem to resist the warm touch.

Wen Sui felt his mind was in a mess, he took out his phone with lowered eyes, and entered a question in the search box.

——What does it feel like to like someone?

——Thinking about each other every day, thinking about each other, no matter what the other party does, I feel cute and tolerant.

Wen Sui clicked his tongue, saying the answer is tantamount to not saying it, and your parents probably think so too.

He impatiently deletes the question and presses the keyboard again to type.

——What kind of experience is it for a boy to like a boy?How can we judge?

There were all kinds of answers, and all of them were short essays, wishing to write their own stories into a [-]-word novel, all of them were fucking affectionate.

Wen Sui flipped through it randomly, and felt that it was not of much reference value. No one's feelings can be compared with him and his brother, and there is no constructive suggestion.

I was deleting the search, and re-entering the keyword "My brother who likes me is...", someone touched my elbow.

Ji Xiaoyu leaned over, looked at the bright light on the screen, and asked curiously, "What are you doing?"

Wen Sui snapped down his phone in a panic, covering it tightly, for fear of being seen by anyone.

He could only calmly hold the bottle of milk and pretend to take a sip before saying, "You walk silently? It scares me to death."

"It's your own guilty conscience, okay?" Ji Xiaoyu played with the microphone in his hand, looked at him thoughtfully for a few seconds, and lowered his voice, "You bit your brother's mouth? How could it be possible to hit it in that place? Like that."

Everyone is single, how does this dog know so much, has he really never been in a relationship?

Wen Sui trembled guiltily and almost spilled the milk: "How is it possible, you think too much, he missed the road and hit the door."

"Oh, it's best." Ji Xiaoyu rolled his eyes and slammed into the door as he walked. It was hard to imagine that Jiang An could be so blind.

Wen Sui slid his fingers back and forth on the milk jug, and whispered: "However, I misunderstood him before, he doesn't like others."

Ji Xiaoyu was stunned for a few seconds, with a rather speechless expression: "...No, you can get it wrong? I used all kinds of words in my heart to call him a scumbag for several days."

"Why do you still scold him? How do you scold him? If it's too harsh, I'll beat you up."

"...Wen Sui, are you human? I'm on your side, okay? I'm still worried that you won't think about it. It's really a sincere mistake."

Wen Sui himself also felt a little outrageous, and sincerely apologized: "I'm sorry, blame me, it's my problem, and I started thinking about it halfway through seeing it. Anyway, now that I figure it out, don't call him a scumbag anymore, and hear me next time." I really beat you."

"Forget it, let me just say, your brother looks like a very nice person..." Ji Xiaoyu shook his head, and pressed the microphone in his hand one after another, expressing that he didn't really want to participate in the affairs of your young couple , asked casually, "You are so eager to grow taller? Are you still drinking milk at KTV?"

Wen Sui laughed, shook the milk jug in his hand, and flaunted lazily: "This is the milk my brother gave me. He is afraid that I will get a headache if I drink too much. Is he envious? You don't."

I don't know when I turned on the switch of the microphone in my hand, and this sentence spread through every corner of the private room quite clearly through the sound system.

Just as Jiang An opened the door and came in, the corner of his mouth slightly bent when he heard this sentence.

After a second of silence, a burst of laughter erupted in the private room, everyone leaned forward and back together, having a good time, and began to make extended sentences full of inspiration.

"This is the five yuan my mother gave me. She is afraid that I will be poor and crazy and suffer. Are you envious? You don't."

"This is the slap print of my father's slap on me. He is afraid that I will accidentally go astray. Are you envious? You don't."

"I don't know which idiot poured the wine for me. He was afraid that I didn't drink enough, envious? You didn't."

"This is the blood that a certain female ghost rubbed on me just now. She is afraid that I don't have enough material for nightmares tonight. Are you envious? You don't."

.........

Wen Sui blushed completely, and turned his head to vent his anger at Ji Xiaoyu: "You are really a top-notch cheater, and you haven't sung, so why did you turn on the microphone for no reason?"

"I was also careless." Ji Xiaoyu suppressed a smile, turned off the microphone, and said quietly, "This is the microphone Jian Ying handed to me. He is afraid that I won't be able to sing to my heart's content. Is he envious? You want me to give it to you."

"Get out." Wen Sui tensed his jaw, stepped on the pain point of the other party concisely, "If you provoke me again, I will take the microphone and tell Jian Ying about your disguise as a woman. How about seeing his wonderful expression?"

Ji Xiaoyu's complexion changed drastically, and his tone became serious in a second, and he slowly moved a little distance to the side: "You should drink milk slowly, I am not envious, and I will not compete with you."

Jiang An came over and patted Ji Xiaoyu on the shoulder, motioning for him to give up his seat, and said with a smile: "Enough is enough, don't tease him."

"Come, come, let your brother bring you two more cans of milk." Ji Xiaoyu smiled and got up to give way, nodded at the corner of his mouth, and made grimaces at Wensui for no reason.

Wen Sui stared back, quickly raised his hand to cover his face, and said in a muffled voice, "It's so embarrassing, brother, let's withdraw."

"What's so embarrassing, people don't want it yet." With a smile in his eyes, Jiang An pulled his arm down and said slowly, "If you like it, I will deliver milk to you every day as a courtesy."

With a sullen head, Wen Sui stuffed the milk jug back into his hand, as if wanting to drag everyone into the water, and replied him with the same words: "Didn't you also drink, drink some, so as not to get a headache. "

"Drink, anyway, with Wen Suisui, it's not shameful to do anything." Jiang An raised his hand and pinched the jar, and then opened his mouth and took a long gulp.

I don't know if he drank too much alcohol, but Wen Sui stared at the movement of him drinking milk, and felt his legs go limp. When everyone finished, he still couldn't move.

In the middle of the night, a group of people took a taxi back to the school and walked along the boulevard towards their respective dormitories. Those who drank too much started to howl ghostly and frightened the sleeping birds.

Wen Sui felt that he was a bit late because of the alcohol, and he walked slower and more slowly, leaving him far behind the crowd.

He felt his hand being pulled lightly, turned his head to look at Jiang An, and then looked at the classmates in twos and threes in front of him with some panic: "You are still in school, you are so courageous."

"You drank too much, I just helped you and fulfilled my elder brother's duty." Jiang An explained solemnly, and with a little force, he pulled the man towards him, wrapping his arms around his shoulders.

The shoulders of the two of them seemed to be touching each other, walking through the tree-lined avenue with mottled trees, Wen Sui felt that his heart was a little overloaded today, and the beating was stronger than the beating.

He blinked his eyes that were foggy from the alcohol, and turned his head to look at Jiang An under the moonlight.

Even after such a night of trouble, his brother still looked quite decent, with his neckline buttoned up to the top, only a slightly protruding Adam's apple was exposed, and the moonlight cast shadows on his face, Outline a fairly clean line.

Looking left and right, it is indeed very eye-catching, and it is worthy of being the school grass in their mouths.

It's just that such a handsome guy would fall in love with him, it's too evil.

Wen Sui thought in a daze, even though his brother confessed first, if they really get together in the future, the one who might make a lot of money is actually himself.

He put Jiang An in a very important position in his heart, so he was reluctant to muddle through this feeling so vaguely, and ended up in a mess.

Thinking of this, Wen Sui nodded his head again, and waited for the wine to wake up completely before thinking about it.

If it doesn't work, take a shovel and perform a craniotomy on yourself to pull it down.

Everyone bid farewell downstairs in the dormitory, Wen Sui went back to the dormitory with his arms around him, kicked off his shoes, and lay down on the bed again, not wanting to move anymore.

He lazily stretched his two legs dangling on the side of the bed, his whole body was exhausted, and he spoke weakly: "Can I stop taking a shower, I'm so tired."

"Okay, I don't dislike you." Jiang An quickly went into the bathroom, soaked a towel in hot water and came out, stood on the edge of the bed to help him wipe his face, and said slowly, "However, you seem to have slept in the wrong bed."

Wen Sui glanced sideways at his pillow, and was at a loss for a moment: "I slept right, it's my bed."

"Before they were willing to sleep together, but after confessing, they refused?"

"........."

Wen Sui struggled for half a second, got up staggeringly, opened his arms and whispered a rascal: "Then help me change into my pajamas first, I'm exhausted."

"You're quite good at calling people." Jiang An casually took his pajamas and helped him take off his coat.

He was stripped clean soon, Wen Sui was wearing a loose top, revealing a pair of straight and slender legs underneath, dazzlingly white.

Jiang An glanced at him, buttoned up a little slower, and said in a low voice, "Wen Jiaojiao, did you think about the consequences when you undressed in front of a man who confessed to you?"

"What consequences?" Wen Sui blinked slowly, and urged, "Quick, pants, I want to sleep."

Jiang An pinched the pajama pants without moving, his eyes fell on him and he restrained himself from moving away, and his voice became deeper: "Suddenly I don't really want you to wear them."

Wen Sui was half drunk and half awake, but he could clearly feel the different emotions in his eyes from the past, as if he was suppressing some desire.

He licked his lips dryly, and muttered to himself: "The temperature has dropped recently, I will, I will catch a cold."

Jiang secretly smiled, helped him put on his trousers by helping his arm, and said inexplicably, "It will be more than that next time."

Wen Sui put on his pajamas drowsily, opened the red quilt and lay down, then nodded obediently: "Okay, next time I will take it off myself."

Invisibly seductive, the most deadly.

"Forget it, you'd better go to sleep." Jiang An tightened his jaw and then let go, and went to the bathroom quickly, probably having to take a shower again.

Wen Sui was already sound asleep when he completely suppressed the anger and lay back on the bed.

He turned sideways to tuck in the quilt, and the quilt quickly became hot, and he felt a hand stretched out and rubbed himself unconsciously.

Jiang An closed his eyes and opened them again, patted his waist lightly, and said in a low voice, "Good night Suisui, I like you."

Probably because he drank too much wine, Wen Sui felt like he woke up after not sleeping for a long time, with dry mouth and splitting headache.

Lying on his side, he slowly opened his eyes, met the eyes of the person opposite, and was stunned for a second: "You won't...you haven't slept all night, have you?"

While speaking, he realized that his voice was very hoarse.

Jiang An's eyes were sleepy, and he was very close to him, their breaths were shallow and entangled with each other.

Seeing that the person woke up, he changed the position of the pillow, and said lazily: "After sleeping for a while, I woke up again, and I want to see you."

"I've seen me for more than ten years, what's there to see." Wen Sui muttered, raised his hand and rubbed his temples, feeling very dizzy.

Jiang An moved closer, the tip of his nose touched the tip of his nose, and murmured, "Did you forget what you said last night?"

Wen Sui put down his hand, was a little dazed for a moment, and said following his words: "I seem to have forgotten."

As soon as the voice fell, the fragmented memories came back quickly, those conversations were scattered in my heart, and I finally remembered that his brother confessed to him very seriously, and the last scene in my mind stopped at their passionate kiss superior.

Throat feels drier and wants to drink water.

Jiang An squeezed his shoulders and bullied him, the whole body hugged him tightly, touched his waist with the other finger, and squeezed it like revenge: "Did you forget?"

Wen Sui was a little out of breath, and teased him with a smile: "I really drank too much, what should I do if I forget everything, I can't remember anything."

"It's okay, if you forget it, forget it." Jiang An's fingers went through the pajamas, inch by inch, slowly across the waist.

Wen Sui's whole body was numb from being touched, and he tilted his head and complained: "You speak loudly, and you have a strong desire for revenge."

Jiang An lowered his eyes to look at him, fixed his gaze on his lips, and said slowly, "Anyway, I have a way to remind you. Since I broke the point, I don't mind saying it again."

Wen Sui watched him getting closer and closer without blinking. The weight of his whole body seemed to be on his body. Through two layers of thin pajamas, they were tightly fitted together, and he could even feel his fingers touching him. If you seem to be rubbing your waist, it is very itchy and numb.

There was a sudden shudder in his back, numb all the way from his neck to his tailbone.Forced to lick her lower lip, she said in a panic: "I remembered it, I remembered it, really, I remembered it all, you hurry up."

"But I don't really think about it, what should I do?" Jiang An's head hung on the side of his neck, and the hot breath from his breath hit his neck, smudged with ambiguous traces.

Wen Sui's whole body seemed to be frozen, the lack of oxygen from the first night's kiss swept over again, the blood in his whole body rushed downwards, and he couldn't control his reaction.

He bent his legs to hide, but his knee accidentally hit his brother's waist, and his calf lightly brushed against his waist, more like some kind of deliberate seduction.

It was too close, Jiang An also felt it, buried in his neck and let out a muffled laugh.

Then he turned his head sideways, put his red earlobe in his mouth, and bit it lightly: "Would you like, brother, to help you?"

The author has something to say: Sui Sui is actually extremely poor in concentration, so a certain gentle scum is about to start being a bad person

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