Blind, in love with you

It took An Yu a lot of effort to drag him into the house.He turned on the light, originally intending to let Ye Qinghe start his speech, but after feeling his boyfriend's nervousness, he felt a little distressed.He wanted to make his boyfriend feel at ease, so he sued Ye Qinghe before Ye Qinghe could speak.

"I love you." An Yu said softly.His neck was scratched by Ye Qinghe's hair, and he felt itchy. He shrank his shoulders and leaned into Ye Qinghe's arms cowardly.

Ye Qinghe was obviously taken aback by the sudden straight ball confession, and his eyes were red while holding An Yu.After An Yu said what he wanted to say, he breathed a sigh of relief, and he stroked Ye Qinghe's back: "Okay, it's up to you to say it. I will listen to whatever you want to explain and say."

Ye Qinghe was still a little confused, and his tone was stiff and hesitant: "When I was waiting for you at your door just now, I thought a lot. I know that I am not good enough for you, and I also know that everyone thinks so, even, maybe even you Also..." Ye Qinghe's voice was very cold because he was too sad, which inexplicably made An Yu feel a little flustered the more he listened, and the breath he let out just now slowly gathered in his chest: "No, I didn't I think." An Yu said nervously.

"Well, now I know." Ye Qinghe felt a little lost, lowered his head slightly and kissed An Yu's forehead gently: "Thank you for still being willing to love me." The sentence "I love you" that An Yu just said has already He completely killed Ye Qing and the little devil in his heart.It's just that he has held back his sad emotions for too long, and the depression has not dissipated for a while, and his heart is still cloudy.Ye Qinghe sucked his nose, and then let out a muffled voice: "An Yu, I said that I didn't love Qin Si'an back then, it was true. I promised you that I would not lie to you again, so now I will not Peace of mind, just change your words and say that I actually liked him once." Ye Qinghe pressed his eyes on An Yu's shoulder before continuing: "I don't love Qin Si'an, but I love An Yu, this is also true. Don't doubt it."

"I really love you." Ye Qinghe emphasized very seriously.

An Yu was relieved to hear that Ye Qinghe finally replied "I love you".But when Ye Qinghe repeatedly said that he didn't love Qin Si'an, he still felt a dull pain in his heart.Moreover, just as he questioned tonight, An Yu is Qin Si'an, even An Yu feels physically and mentally broken, worse than the pure and affectionate Qin Si'an back then, he doesn't love Qin Si'an anymore, how could he fall in love with An Yu?

"Why? Qin Si'an has a pure personality and a good voice. You didn't like him at the time," An Yu compared to the hysterical questioning just now, his tone now is more confused, and a little bit sad for Qin Si'an: "An Yu Now that he has such a bad temper, doesn’t have a nice voice, and often bullies you, why do you like him again? You are a masochist!” An Yu used complaints and teasing to resolve her embarrassment, always feeling that she said “I like him An Yu" This kind of thing is a bit narcissistic.

Ye Qinghe could also tell that the person in his arms didn't believe, or at least was willing to believe in the fact that he "likes An Yu", but he was very confused, obviously it was the same person, why he fell in love with him now after not falling in love before.

"I don't know." Ye Qinghe said honestly: "I fell in love with you when I didn't see you, and when I saw you later, the feeling of liking didn't diminish." He hugged An Yu tightly: "If In terms of appearance, it’s not that you are not good-looking, it’s that I was too naive and blind. When I was young, I liked those who were carefully crafted and overdressed, like the Dennis you saw that day. I’m not afraid of your anger. I used to be really I really think a boy dressed like him is very good-looking. But when I saw him that day, I really didn’t feel it anymore, and I even couldn’t figure out why I thought it would look good with heavy makeup like this before.” An Yu listened quietly to Ye Qinghe’s words, Listening to him sighing again: "Maybe I was blind several years ago, so I couldn't see Qin Si'an's cuteness. Now that I am mature and open my eyes again, God let you come again, and I am qualified to see you good."

An Yu remembered what her father said at night: "Since you are no longer the two people you were back then, it's not surprising that he made a different choice than before." Ye Qinghe seemed to mean the same thing.People grow up and choices may change.An Yu nodded slowly, affirming Ye Qinghe's words in her heart.

"I really like you. I didn't approach you for any ghost business, let alone for atonement. For atonement, I tricked you around. What kind of atonement is this? Wouldn't it be a bigger crime? I didn't That's bad." Ye Qinghe's voice became muffled again, sounding sad.

"I know, I know." An Yu hurriedly comforted him: "I'm sorry, I was too outspoken, and the words I said at night should also be very hurtful." He told Ye Qinghe that he listened to An Heng in the afternoon. They quarreled, so I already had a wrong preconceived idea in my heart, and after the seduction failed, I became angry and exploded: "I took your bag of documents and went to my dad, only to find out that it was some treatment information collected for me. I'm really sorry, I blamed you wrong."

Ye Qinghe shook his head: "Don't say sorry to me, sorry is what I want to say, no amount of words is enough." He paused weakly, and scolded himself in a low voice: "You don't even know what I hurt you , I'm such a jerk..."

"Did I lose my dream?" An Yu asked.Ye Qinghe raised his head in a daze, looked into An Yu's eyes: "You, you know?" There was a little bit of panic at a loss.

An Yu nodded calmly: "I've thought about it for a long time, and found that you've been acting strange since your birthday, so I called to ask Yu Xian." He smiled helplessly: "It turns out that Brother Wu Someone wants to sign me."

"It's all my fault!" Ye Qinghe leaned back and fell on An Yu's shoulder: "It's all my fault. Otherwise, you could have signed a contract with him well, and you must be a well-known star now. It must be better than Yu Xianhong Several times." After talking about it, he became angry.

"Yeah, it's all your fault," An Yu also sighed: "If you didn't give me that hydrochloric acid to drink, my throat wouldn't be broken either!"

"What?" Ye Qinghe was still drowning in the guilt that he had harmed An Yu, and when he heard that An Yu really blamed him, his mood became even more depressed.Just hearing An Yu say what hydrochloric acid she gave him to drink, she was startled suddenly, and looked up at him again: "No, I didn't give you... hydrochloric acid."

"Huh? You didn't bring it to me? Who is that?" An Yu asked in a daze.

"Didn't you drink it yourself?" Ye Qinghe was even more terrified. He let go of An Yu and took a step back, trying to see An Yu more clearly to see if he was joking: "An Heng told me you were alone Shut up in the toilet, drank detergent by yourself... Could it be that you were framed by someone else to poison you... No way," Ye Qinghe turned from panic to confusion: "Didn't you also say that you drank it yourself at your home? ...?" He remembered that An Yu himself had said a long time ago that he had poisoned himself dumb at home out of a moment of anger.

"So you remember!" An Yu's blank expression turned mischievous: "Since everyone knows that I drank it myself and broke my own throat, then why are you blaming yourself?" An Yu was still helpless Looking at Ye Qinghe, he said, "It's none of your business at all!"

Ye Qinghe looked at An Yu blankly.Is this speaking human language?He just disregarded such a serious matter as a broken voice in such a calm manner.No wonder An Heng was angry, An Yu was really partial, her whole heart was on Ye Qinghe.

Ye Qinghe, who suddenly appeared with this recognition, felt sour and soft, sweet and bitter in his heart.How could there be such a person in the world, so cute, and still like him so much.

(to be continued......)

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?Moonlight broken thoughts?

Xiao An really...is too fond of langurs,

I really can't hold it back??

Sorry, I thought the plot of this conversation could be written in one chapter,

But I underestimated how careful (long-winded) Moonlight is,

So... can't start yet??????

However, everyone must come to Moonlight,

We are not here to see the car, are we all pure and good babies????

See you at [-] o'clock on Sunday night if you can make it in time~~~~