Blind, in love with you

An Yu's expression was a bit mischievous: "Since everyone knows that I drank it myself and broke my throat, then why are you blaming yourself?" An Yu looked at Ye Qinghe helplessly: "It's none of your business at all. !"

The boyfriend used this kind of incomprehensible words to exonerate the bad guys, which seemed to make sense—that mouthful of hydrochloric acid was not given by Ye Qinghe, and it had nothing to do with him.But if it wasn't for him maliciously stabbing people's hearts, how could Qin Si'an collapse in despair to the point of self-mutilation.How could this be none of my business.

"That's not what you said!" Ye Qinghe looked at the boy with clear eyes and tried his best to clear his crimes for him, his heart was soft and sore: "If it weren't for me, these things would not have happened to you." He stretched out his hand to pull Ann Yu's hand, holding his hand in the palm of his own.

"If it weren't for you, I would have been frustrated by other people and other things. It is impossible for a person's life to be completely smooth and without twists and turns. I hurt myself when I encounter a little thing, because I am weak and not strong enough." Ann Yu didn't let Ye Qinghe interrupt, and said quickly: "My parents are responsible for my body, hair and skin, but I didn't care about my mother at all, and hurt my body at will, making her sad. I am unfilial and selfish, really You're so stupid!" He smiled pitifully: "Do you still like a stupid, cowardly and selfish person like me?" An Yu asked preemptively.

"Of course I like it! And you are not stupid, cowardly and selfish. You are kind and smart, the cutest." Ye Qinghe replied immediately, and cleverly offered a handful of rainbow farts, which made An Yu purse her lips in embarrassment laughed.But Ye Qinghe immediately said depressedly: "What I did to you, how can it be a small thing. It's a good or bad thing, it hurts you like this, and your dreams are gone." Ye Qinghe always Unable to forget this incident, thinking that An Yu would never be able to sing again, he felt guilty and didn't know what to do.

"What is my dream?" An Yu asked him: "You keep saying that my dream is shattered, and An Heng and Yu Xian also said the same, but none of you ever came to ask me what my real dream is."

"Don't you want to be a singer? I remember you said that you want to stand on the stage and sing for many people. This is your dream." Ye Qinghe said.

"I said I wanted to be a singer, but I also said that I really want to win the lottery! I want to become a billionaire," An Yu said with a funny and angry voice, "Then I haven't achieved it yet?"

"..." Here it comes again, An Yu is about to start talking nonsense again.Is the dream that almost comes true the same as the whimsy that is hoped for in the lottery?Ye Qinghe frowned and looked at An Yu's nonsense, with a look of disapproval.

"I did want to be a singer. That's because I couldn't see it at the time, I couldn't do many jobs, and I didn't want to be a masseur. After thinking about it, it seems that singing is more suitable for me." An Yu told Ye Qinghe explained: "Being a singer cannot be regarded as Qin Si'an's dream. At most, it can only be said that it is a job that he hopes can make money."

Ye Qinghe kept frowning, listening to An Yu talk about a beautiful dream without any weight.

"But look at Yu Xian, he is a big star now, many people listen to him singing, many people like him, and thousands of people follow him." The big star is glamorous, not only can make money, but also can do what you like, Fun and exciting.Ye Qinghe didn't believe that some people would not like that kind of life, if a scout saw him when he was young, he would definitely give it a try. "You could have that kind of life." He muttered to feel sorry for An Yu.

"It's good to be a star and to be sought after by others. It's also good that many people listen to his singing, and many people like it. But everyone has their own aspirations. That's Yu Xian's dream, not mine." An Yu looked at him calmly : "My dream is that the person I like also likes me.

"It doesn't take many people to like me, as long as he listens to my singing alone, it's enough for him to like me alone." An Yu said seriously.He blinked his eyes, thought for a while and said: "Oh, I can't sing now, I need to revise my dream." He smiled a little shyly, or a little excitedly, his face flushed: "I I hope that Mr. Ye Qinghe can like me. Even if I can't sing anymore and my voice is as thick as a duck quacking, he still likes me. This is my dream now." This time, the dream is no longer referred to as "one person", An Yu He directly and boldly named him, and he wanted to ask him: "Tell me, can this dream come true?"

"Yes!" Ye Qinghe replied firmly to An Yu: "It must be possible. No, it has already been realized. Ye Qinghe loves An Yu the most, and loves you the most."

"Even if I don't want to treat my throat anymore, and my throat has been like this all my life, do you like it?" An Yu asked softly.He didn't dare to follow Ye Qinghe's liking immediately, and his question showed a trace of anxiety: "If I don't treat you, will you be disappointed? The voice you like is gone."

Ye Qinghe shook his head: "No. The voice of the person I like is the voice I like. Don't think about it. I found those materials and hoped that you would receive treatment because I was afraid that you would feel sorry. If you really don't want to If it is treated, it will not be treated.”

"Well, I really don't want to be treated anymore." An Yu softly approached Ye Qinghe's arms: "The treatment is terrible."

Ye Qinghe embraced An Yu, rubbing his cheeks lightly against him: "An Heng said that you had a long time of treatment and rehabilitation, and your voice slowly returned to what it is now."

"You don't even know how badly An Heng scolded me at that time. He bullied me so I couldn't make a sound, couldn't scold him, and came to the ward every day to scold me, saying that I was so stupid, so useless, and unworthy of being his younger brother. No wonder no one loves..." An Yu kept speaking in a lower voice.

"Why is he so rude!" Ye Qinghe was really scared to death by An Heng's rudeness.Is this something you can say to a depressed self-harming person?An Heng also spoke too much.

"Isn't it! He's really rude. I was so angry that I tried my best to do treatment and rehabilitation, just to scold him for my voice to get better." An Yu looked very angry: "I talked about this a while ago, He also said he was teasing me."

Ye Qinghe laughed helplessly, he probably wanted to understand the situation at that time.Young Master An Heng, who was only young back then, might have been helpless against Qin Si'an, so he had to resort to aggressive tactics to arouse Qin Si'an's desire to survive.Ye Qinghe rubbed his chin on An Yu's head distressedly, Xiao An was not coaxed well back then, now he is the one to coax her.

"You really don't think it's a pity," Ye Qinghe hugged An Yu and shook, "You can't be a singer like Yu Xian, and you have a lot of fans."

"Even if I really have a good voice and sign a contract to debut, there is no guarantee that I will be popular!" An Yu smiled wryly: "You really have too much confidence in me, right?"

"You will definitely be red! The kind of red that can penetrate half the sky!" Ye Qinghe said with certainty.

"Okay, okay, I will definitely be popular." An Yu said very unbearably: "But if I become popular like Yu Xian and have a lot of fans, can I still fall in love with you so openly?" An Yu micro Frowning, as if guessing the life of a big star: "Don't talk about falling in love, maybe even I can't go out at will, and I have to be surrounded by people wherever I go. I don't envy that kind of life." Yu shook her head vigorously: "I really don't like it, it's not a pity at all, don't make me feel sorry for me."

Looking at An Yu's resistance to becoming famous, and then thinking about the stupidity he committed a while ago, just because of An Yu's past dream, he messed up An Yu's present.Ye Qinghe couldn't help saying sorry to him for making him restless, inferior and suspicious during this period of time.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have listened to them, I should have listened to you."

An Yu's eyes suddenly turned red.He buried Ye Qinghe's chest hard, and said, "Yes, you really should only listen to me, not theirs. They want you to leave me, right?" An Yu gripped the coat fabric behind Ye Qinghe tightly, The tone began to become unstable: "I'm really scared, one day you suddenly listened to what they said, left, and left me alone. Ye Qinghe! I really, really like you, can you not Back down again. Can you hold me very hard so that I can't run away again. Let me, let me feel that you want me and like me with all your strength. I'm not the only one who wants extravagantly." He With a very restrained tone, he said very breaking words, the hoarse voice coated every word with rough grains, it grazed Ye Qinghe's eardrums heavily, and fell into his soft heart, grinding Ye Qinghe's internal organs The pain is numb.

"No, never again. From now on, I will only listen to you. I will ignore anyone who asks me to leave you." Ye Qinghe also hugged An Yu back forcefully: "No, it's not just others, I don't even care if you want to leave, don't even think about leaving. I told you last time, I'll give you time to think it through, if you don't run away, then I won't let you go. "

"You almost let go." An Yu pointed out dissatisfiedly the irresponsible actions he had evaded many times recently.

"I didn't," Ye Qinghe retorted immediately: "I just gave you a little more time. Let you think more clearly."

"You have to think about it!" An Yu's tone was still not happy: "I feel that you are less reliable than me, as if I have something, you are too afraid to chase after me."

"Didn't I come after you?" Ye Qinghe said.He pretended to be wronged and acted like a baby to his boyfriend: "You haven't come back all this time, you're freezing me to death."

"Then why don't you come in?" An Yu recalled Ye Qinghe sitting outside blowing the wind in the middle of the night: "Don't you have the key? Or you lost the key."

"I didn't lose it. I didn't dare to come in." Ye Qinghe was very sad and pitiful: "You said you were going to break up with me at night, and you said you were going to find someone who likes you, and you are going to love him...you How could you say such cruel words!" Ye Qinghe couldn't hold back his grievances, instead he became more and more angry, and couldn't help but raised his hand and tugged An Yu's ear: "Don't say anything in the future and go to someone else."

An Yu hid in Ye Qinghe's arms to protect her ears in pain, and said forcefully, "I never said I wanted to find someone else. I meant that I wanted to find someone who likes me." He questioned confidently: "Is it true that I can't find it now?"

Ye Qinghe laughed at An Yu's rascal: "I found it. You found it a long time ago." He rubbed An Yu's head: "I like you the most."

An Yu also smiled happily.

The knot stuck in the hearts of the two people for a while finally got a chance to untie it after the conflict.Although the emotions that have just been untied are still a little wrinkled, after all, the knot is untied, the depression is smooth, and all the uncomfortable troubles are gone.The two of them relieved the huge pressure on their hearts, stood in the entrance and embraced tightly, simply and intimately enjoying the mutual affection between lovers.

After a long time, An Yu said in a low voice, "You've hit me."

(to be continued......)

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