are you a clown

Lin Jianwu has a part-time job today... I don't know what it is exactly... Picking up the phone and looking at the WeChat messages received in the morning, Lin Chensan quickly stuffed the phone back into his pocket.

'Then do you want to have dinner with Ma Tiantian and the others? '

From Lin Chensan's point of view, the most economical and cost-effective way is to go to the cafeteria with Ma Tiantian and the others when lunch is not available. fixed down.

Yes, occasionally, when Lin Jianwu is not in charge, she can try to cook by herself.But the problem is obvious, for now, Lin Chensan doesn't feel hungry yet.

So, do it when you are hungry. If you are running out of time, you can just buy some food to deal with it.

After all, appetite is not advisable.

This lazy excuse is still useful to Lin Chensan.

So, what to do next?Go back to study?

After getting out of the company's elevator, she walked all the way to the exit and walked onto the avenue.On the sidewalk on the sidewalk, she took her phone out of her pocket again, opened the blue app, and began to do the second-level construction engineer problem.It's not safe to do that, but as far as walking is concerned, she's kind of at a loss if her hands aren't doing something.

For the time being, I don't want to listen to music, and I don't want to read the news that I just know. At least I can use my brain to do the questions. It's good to think about it.To avoid dementia in the future.

Unknowingly, Lin Chensan did three sets of general subjects, a total of [-] questions, and then only management passed one of the three subjects. Looking at last year's score line, the regulations were two points short, and the road practice was one hundred thousand. Eight thousand miles away.It was already half an hour later when she finished reading the answer analysis and completely turned her attention away from the small screen of the phone.

Naturally, it didn't take half an hour to go from the company to the current rented community. When she regained consciousness, she found herself standing in a very strange street, and opposite was the old bookstore from before.

Instinctively, the body chose a route that reflected its value based on the time she spent doing the questions.

Taking a step forward with joy, she stopped again, and couldn't help but say to herself: "What am I doing? I didn't say that I would come here in today's reservation, so let's go back quickly. The regulations and practices make it like this." , the exam at the end of May will definitely be about playing ball."

After turning around and taking two steps, she felt that her body was a little more tired. It was not that what she said to Wu Liang earlier attracted the negative emotions in her heart, but that after she graduated from junior high school, She didn't seem to have read paper books much.

At that time, I thought that my brain was not mature enough to carry the knowledge acquired only by half-knowledge, and it was still difficult to read. In order not to delay my study, I simply stopped reading it.But in her current mood, she felt that if she didn't take a book off the shelf, she would feel empty in her heart.

She thought of how she spent her childhood when no one was watching her, how she spent a teenager with no one to talk to, and how she spent the first night of anxiety and insomnia because of work after graduating from college...

Scene after scene flashed before her eyes, and she suddenly laughed, which was a bit abrupt, because she remembered the contemporaries with whom she had the best relationship in the last job, and the one who taught her the sales language, turned around and resigned The faces of old employees.

In this way, she had an urge to enter the second-hand bookstore in front of her, take a book from the shelf, and sink all her thoughts and hearts into it.

Only then did she understand why she didn't want to be alone.

She is like this, although she hates that she has learned many things that are not beneficial to herself from the book, but if she can choose, she still wants to know.

Stepping into the bookstore quickly, her eyes swept across the rows of bookshelves, but she still couldn't find what she wanted from the popular books.

It was very late last time when Lin Jianwu took the initiative to confess his love, and he didn't have time to think about any books he wanted to read.Now that she had time to think about this issue again, she suddenly felt that she was adrift, like a rotten weed floating on the water.She is homeless and felt similarly the first time she left home for college.

Suddenly, she saw the partition door between the front and the back of the bookstore being opened from the inside. In winter, a girl wearing black and white plaid long sleeves, black pants, and a black coat came out. She was about the same height as herself, with hair Some messy, looks like just woke up.

The quiet atmosphere was suddenly broken because someone broke in. Lin Chensan had no choice but to quickly take a book from the bookshelf, and then rushed to the counter to pay the bill.

Didn't even read the title of the book.

This series of actions is completely reactive. Long-term habits will make her body more inclined to protect herself, even if she knows that even if she spends an afternoon doing nothing in the bookstore, as long as the girl doesn't say anything , everything is fine, but, again, she can only know what kind of posture she will be in when things come to an end.

The experience of more than a month didn't seem to make her grow much.

However, it cannot be said that it has not changed at all... Thinking of this, Lin Chensan took the initiative to send a message for the first time because of his direct and straightforward personal thoughts, not for the purpose of work.

The profile picture on WeChat has changed from a white Pomeranian to a brown teddy bear.

Lin Chensan: 【Busy? 】

The message over there came back quickly: [Busy, I'm so busy, I have to work from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] pm. 】

[Since you are busy, why do you still have time to reply to my message? 】

[Because you can take a break every hour.Sansan you just hit my break time. 】

Personally, I feel that a job where you can take a break every hour is a good fishing job.Not waiting for her to tease a few words.

【Would Sansan want to see what I look like at work? ] Lin Jianwu threw out an olive branch at this time.

【Can. ] If Lin Jianwu is not afraid of her coming to see, Lin Chensan will naturally be willing to come and see.

[I sent you the location. 】

After Lin Chensan replied with a good word, she realized that the location was in a nearby park. If she guessed correctly, it should be the park that Ma Tiantian and Zhao Lingmeng were most used to going to. The park where Wu and Ma talked sweetly.

She followed the navigation and arrived at the destination in a short time. The square in front of the park was decorated with lights and festoons, lined up on both sides along the center line, and tents were set up one by one. The mobile stalls on the back street of the community were basically All moved here.

There was a dragon dance performance at the temple fair, and Lin Chensan bumped into several sellers selling candied haws and balloons after walking two or three steps.When she walked inside, she blamed herself for not asking clearly before coming, and she didn't know what part-time job Lin Jianwu was doing.After understanding the loopholes here and sending a message, it will be a waste of time. Don't even think about it. Lin Jianwu's fishing time is over and she has started working again. There is no way to reply to her message on time.

Mostly parents brought their children to play, and occasionally people who looked like colleagues and friends came in groups. Not long after, a fluffy brown-skinned cow doll attracted Lin Chensan's attention. The curly ox tail, the naive expression with two bulging pink cheeks, and the wise eyes distinguish it from the ordinary cartoon dolls around it, and it has won the attention of many children.Its pose for taking pictures is basically not heavy, it is very fancy.

Occasionally, some children who don't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement stretch out their hands to pull the tail of the cow doll, and the cow doll will catch up a few steps, clenched his fists, and made a gesture of "beating me up".

But Lin Chensan just watched, and didn't intend to take a photo with him.

Suddenly, someone who was passing by bumped into her shoulder, she staggered and almost fell, but fortunately, her body, which is always tense, was prepared for such a moment, she instinctively adjusted her center of gravity quickly, Stand still.Facing several people who might have bumped into her, she pursed her lower lip and said nothing.

At this time, Lin Chensan heard an exclamation. A person who may have bumped into her tripped over something and fell on the spot. She was startled. After a while, someone was there She had previously helped lift someone who had fallen.

It was like an accident.

After a while, Lin Chensan saw a plush doll playing the role of a frog running over, first he put the camera in his hand into the hand of a passerby, and then, before Lin Chensan could react, he hugged her Neck, the voice came from the gap under the hood.

Lin Jianwu said, "Please take a picture for us."

In the first photo of Lin Chensan and Lin Jianwu together, Lin Chensan's expression was a bit dazed.It just feels silly.

The Polaroid photo was given to Lin Chensan before Lin Jianwu saw it. Lin Chensan was also looking at it, only to find that although the expression was slightly blank, there was a very happy smile on the corner of his mouth.

This is the happiness that Lin Chensan didn't realize himself.

Temporary resting place.

Lin Jianwu took off her very heavy headgear. In the cold wind, she was wearing only a single shirt, and there was still a little fog formed by sweating profusely on her hair. Before Lin Chensan could ask a question, she hurriedly changed the subject: " Did Sansan buy anything? What’s in the bag?”

Lin Chensan then took out the book from the bag. It was "The Divine Comedy", and it was unknown which one of the three it was, or it was a pirated edition.Before she could see the fine print under the title of the book, Lin Jianwu's face was already in front of her.

"This is your answer?" The salty and cold sea mist had long since dissipated from Lin Jianwu's eyes, and the smile on his face was so sincere, "Am I your Beatrice?! "

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The author has something to say:

It's over here.Originally, I wanted to write an extra chapter, but I thought it might be superfluous, so I just forgot it.There will be an afterword in the next chapter to talk about my original intention and feelings for writing this book.

ps: Beatrice is rumored to be the first love of Dante, the author of "Divine Comedy", and appeared in "Divine Comedy". It is the person who guides him out of the confused forest.

Because the translations I saw basically tended to use the name Beatrice. At this time, I didn't want the name to have an obvious bright color, so I used the translation of Beatrice.

that's all.