are you a clown

The original title of the book was Sales Resistance for a very simple reason.

This probably happened on a certain day at the end of [-]. I was walking on the way home from work, and someone pushed me to apply for a credit card. It was the kind that would give me a suitcase. I didn’t want to do it at all. I didn’t do it, but then I ran into the credit card guy again, and that person recognized me. This time I was chased away for several tens of meters, and I agreed to add WeChat in desperation, but I still didn’t agree to apply for a credit card. , I don’t know how long it took, but I found out that the person’s WeChat name was changed from credit card to real estate, and he sold the house.

My own work also has a very serious sales nature, but I found that if I met someone with the same sales nature, how should I actually refuse, or how would I refuse, and I would not spend more time because of work. I kind of understand.Or, it is my unilateral opinion that if you don’t pay the bill, don’t give others any hope. Compared with others’ weak rejection, I will be more ruthless.

This was the original intention of writing this book, but due to various reasons, it was delayed until the beginning of the [-]th year. I still didn’t start writing. Instead, I wrote the next door "Huangshen". I will write when I am right.

When did it feel right?It was when I was writing the fifty chapters of Next Door 1. If you are interested, you can visit that chapter. The author has something to say, and the author who wrote [-] words has something to say.Although it feels like such a pair, the story written is not at all the story that was originally envisioned.

And speaking like this, I think it is quite amazing, whether it is this book or "The Distance Between Like and Me" started serialization in August [-] and ended in November [-], "Love Diary No. [-]" was published in [-] Serialized in November and finished in February [-], these two books are actually written out of a moment of anger. I don’t get angry when I write it, and then I feel that I can finish it without getting angry, so I don’t write it. It’s almost the same. Such a thing.

Although this book was serialized on June 1, 45, it was written on June [-], [-], that is, when the next door was writing [-] chapters, I was writing this book.Today is August [-], [-]. I counted the past two months, plus some things I wrote in private, and the general idea of ​​the next book. I wrote almost [-] words, which is counted as A big breakthrough, and as for whether there are breakthroughs in other areas, I don’t know yet, and I don’t think about it at the moment. After a few days, I will almost vacate the content of this book, maybe I will think more about this aspect things...

Gossip less, after talking about the original intention of writing, you can roughly talk about the things you encountered in writing this book.My initial idea was to write from two perspectives. The first 24 chapters were written from the perspective of one character, and the next [-] chapters were written from the perspective of another character. If the protagonists were Lin Chensan and Er Jiasi , There is nothing wrong with such a setting, but unfortunately not, Lin Jianwu only appeared in Chapter [-], so such an idea can only become a waste case.

When it comes to changing the protagonist, it can’t be regarded as changing the protagonist. Lin Chensan was the only one in the initial copywriting introduction, and the protagonist column was also written confidentially.I don’t remember which chapter I wrote, anyway, the author has something to say, as the author, I chose Lin Jian Wu instead of Er Jia Si to control the character of Lin Chensan. This may be my personal preference. But it could also be Lin Chensan himself.

After all, Erjiasi is a character who actually has his own opinions but pretends to be uninitiated. He doesn't want to take responsibility but likes to uphold justice. If it wasn't for his growth in the later stage, it would be too easy to be surprised when writing about this character earlier. I dare not With such strong mood swings, I am still an old man, and I still like to be gentle and take my time.Although Linjianwu was chosen later, to be honest, I gave up the role of Er Jiasi as the second protagonist in Chapter 13 because of his own personality, and I am not going to start a strategy.I gave up on her almost instantly after I understood what kind of person Er Jiasi was actually.

Then, I didn't choose Linjianwu just because I gave up Erjiasi.

When Lin Jianwu appeared in more than 30 chapters, I still planned to write her as a scumbag woman, a bad woman.He would play with Lin Chensan when he knew Lin Chensan liked her, and finally abandon her.But I didn’t do that in the end, because I feel that it’s better for her to be a completely good person. It may be difficult for a person without taint to exist in this world, but even if her personality is distorted, I still tend to write her as that kind of completely good person. self-reliant person.There is almost no trouble in Lin Jianwu, I mean almost, she may be depressed, but it will definitely not be as obvious as Lin Chensan.

Lin Jianwu and Lin Chensan can also be regarded as two people with two sides of the same body. I will not talk about Er Jiasi and Ma Tiantian for the time being. Lin Jianwu and Lin Chensan are strictly according to a person who has no dreams and a waste who does not care about dreams. Two people who wrote for comparison.By exchanging any of the two elements, we can find that the personalities of these two people are interlinked to some extent.This is the core of my writing.

Of course, if you take Erjiasi, such a control group can also be established...

And according to the real protagonist I envisioned later, I lost the opportunity to appear on the stage. If anyone has the impression, you can know that I buried someone when Lin Chensan was talking with the minister. This person would have been Er Jiasi's roommate or Speaking of someone from the same school, the latter is more likely. The graduate student of political science in the School of Marxism generally has such a setting, but since there is no chance to play, maybe I will use it as the protagonist or supporting role of the fourth book Well, the character design that was finally made, can't be wasted so easily, can't it.

Well, when it comes to character design, if I can say that I am doing character design.But to be honest, I'm not really a human being.Anyone with a discerning eye can see that I chose my name quite randomly, all of which came from addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, but the division was abruptly absent.hey-hey.

I simply gave someone a name, and then threw it into such an environment, letting her take the main line or the branch line. As for the main line and the branch line, I don’t know, that’s all.For me, the most important thing is the answer obtained by the character through his own behavioral logic, and the other processes are not important.And so far, the answers they gave me aren't too bad.

Oh oh, speaking of this, I suddenly remembered that I should have written more than 45 words, and I rewrote [-] to [-] words in the middle of the article, and the dozen or so chapters that will end later, I almost every day Only [-] characters can be used after writing [-] characters, and a lot of characters are wasted.

But now it seems that everything is worth it.

The original intention and process have been mentioned, and the third point is to talk about the result.

Anyone with a heart can understand the one-sentence introduction and intention of this book. What I write is the current situation of contemporary young people's lives. This situation is not only reflected in life, but also psychologically. The materials are then described as materials, and the psychological state of most people in the book is more or less reflected.But it’s still a question of my personal writing skills and preferences. I chose to leave most of the questions and answers to Lin Chensan to solve them. This led to Lin Chensan’s book, and basically never had a highlight moment of his own. , if the one that confronts Chen Xiaofeng is considered bright, I mean that she often does not represent herself, just like Lin Jianwu said, Lin Chensan has no ego, and Ma Tiantian also said that Lin Chensan has no likes and dislikes.

She is a true mirror, reflecting herself as well as others.

Changed yet seemingly unchanged, this is Lin Chensan, and also Lin Jianwu.

The thing I most want to do is to do nothing. From the current point of view, Lin Chensan has indeed achieved this, and we will not talk about the future.

After the reason, process, and result are all explained, we have to return to the title of the book.

【Are you a clown? 】

Here I do not use the image of the traditional clown, that is, the kind of person who has to pretend to be crazy because he has been humiliated for a long time and is too timid to express his true thoughts in front of others.We often meet such people in our lives. They often have exaggerated or funny smiles and actions, and they hold chicken feathers as arrows. Being opposed by subordinates is like lighting a dynamite barrel. People who know how many rounds are worthwhile can give up their faces as long as it is profitable. Their smiles and actions are a kind of irony for those who humiliated them.

I still can't write the kind of person who pretends to be confused while pretending to be ignorant, and can still greet people who are actually looked down upon with a smile.Maybe it's because I still can't let go of my figure, maybe I don't think that a young man who doesn't have to take care of his parents' pension, children's education expenses, and no mortgage or car loan can give up his dignity for a so-called job or a relationship. Giving up doesn't exist. But possible self.So I took another approach, which is more suitable for today's young people.

What is there to say?

There is only one person in the world who can command me, and that is myself, and I am my own supremacist.

It's similar to the fact that only what we care about can hurt us.

Therefore, no one in this world can regard us as a clown, except ourselves, and only we can look down on ourselves.

I chose to make the character think of himself as a clown.I let them look down on themselves.

Confusion in life is inevitable, and spiritual needs need to be met, but it is easy to be your own clown, and it is absolutely impossible to be your own Beatrice, otherwise, it would be too much Confident, conceited yet?

But I hope everyone can find their own Beatrice.

I am a dog, I hope you are happy.

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The author has something to say:

The above is purely the author's personal understanding, and the space limit is not exhaustive.If you have your own ideas, welcome to discuss, your ideas will be my greatest wealth.

(End of the book)