are you a clown

In fact, it is also true.

During the year, people come and go, people come and go.

Lin Chensan sent away an unknown number of people, some of which she knew in advance, some of which she realized later, and some of which she thought she would tell herself before the other party left, but in the end only she didn't know.

The relationship with colleagues in the workplace does not need to be carefully maintained, because you never know whether the other party will leave quietly at a certain point.

When the first upsurge of resignations from the training class was ushered in, Lin Chensan cried very sadly. She was sad because she thought she had a good relationship with them, but in the end, the other party acted like he didn't want to affect her working status. words to deal with her belated accusation.Maybe such an excuse is feasible for others, but she doesn't believe it at all. Although it's not good to say so, work is not that important to her, and it's not the college entrance examination.

Those people should know this too.

She thought they were still on good terms.I thought they knew each other more or less.

It is wishful thinking after all.

There is a feeling of being betrayed.Strong to the point where I absolutely do not want to forgive.

But that was the only time for a large-scale emotional catharsis.Also unconsciously, she will gradually not have any emotional fluctuations in this so-called parting, and she will not have any psychological hindrance when making a decision to leave somewhere or who.

Don't hesitate before choosing, and don't regret after choosing.Sometimes she thinks that it doesn't matter if she just lives her life according to this code of conduct.

After all, there is nothing in this world that must be her or who she will be.Thousands of things or things in this world can continue to run on the original track after leaving any one person.

She shouldn't question something like this.Because once you question it, only you will be hurt.

The standard of friends has also gradually dropped from best friends to good friends, and finally friends who can live with face.

Whether it is a choice made independently or by the atmosphere, it is actually a choice of oneself.Whether there is a difference or not, as far as the result is concerned, it doesn't matter at all.

Being coerced by the atmosphere does not mean being forced... That is, before the dream slipped into an irreparable negative situation, Lin Chensan suddenly woke up.

But those wild thoughts didn't just disappear from my mind.

My head hurts very much.Like a hangover from too much alcohol.Shaking her head violently, Lin Chensan sat up from the bed with one hand on her forehead. When she saw the somewhat unfamiliar marble floor, she remembered that she had already moved to a new house and changed places.

As for what happened last night, the memory stopped at the moment when Lin Jianwu helped blow her hair and fell asleep. She didn't want to think about what happened after that. Anyway, she just slept well in bed and then got up properly. .

After just one night, Lin Chensan's mentality was exhausted to the extreme, and he couldn't be interested in anything, of course everything included himself.

She didn't want to know anything that would get in the way of peace.

For thought, it is harmful rather than beneficial.

In most cases, the choice is unimportant.The outcome of the selection is also unimportant.There is no direction, no effort.

Lose expectations before you get them.

What is very important to others is not important to her at all.

Nothing is important.

Living in this way, then living itself becomes a role like a clown.

"So, am I a clown?" Looking at herself in the mirror with her messy hair, Lin Chensan stretched out her thoughts, but no one could give her the answer, not even herself.

After understanding this truth, she wiped her face with a towel, trying to make her mental outlook look more positive.No matter what happened in the past, no matter how many questions could not be answered, life must go on. She was determined to add tea eggs to herself for breakfast in addition to the standard meal of two steamed buns and a cup of soy milk.

I just didn't estimate that the new house is too close to the company, which leads to the fact that the usual time to go out is not applicable at this time.When Lin Chensan arrived at the entrance of the company, the glass door was still locked.

The personnel appointment has not come, and her access control card has not yet been issued, and the only one who is also squatting at the door like a mushroom is Di Xiaole, who is also a newcomer.

"Have you moved?" Di Xiaole greeted her while making fans.

Lin Chensan nodded, and then moved a little away from the other party: "I'll stay away from you, lest the oil splash on it."

Di Xiaole also nodded, and after taking a big sip of the soup, he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand: "By the way, a newcomer was assigned to the team yesterday, no, it can't be called a newcomer, it's an old man, their team leader goes There's one, it's called Wu Liang. I heard he's an awesome character."

Lin Chensan put on a look of listening attentively: "Say it."

Di Xiaole was a little complacent: "He is the best person in the short-term operation in the district server, and the revenue record within three months is also in the district server he is in charge of. If he hadn't come late, the position of minister I really don't know who it is."

Lin Chensan glanced at the camera above the door, hoping that it wasn't a surveillance camera with sound.

"Do you know how long he's been here? Just newcomers and old people?" Lin Chensan changed the subject.

I didn't expect Di Xiaole to be able to answer: "He came in August, and it's been more than four months now. Isn't he a super awesome character?"

"Didn't you just come to the group yesterday? You actually understand it so clearly?"

"Although I don't live in the company's dormitory, I still have a double row with the team leader and the others at night, and I'll know when I chat with the voice."

"Glory of the King" really deserves to be a social game.

Di Xiaole didn't see it either, he turned out to be a social butterfly.

"Then why did such an awesome character come to our group? Our group should be a newly established group, and it may not be able to accommodate this great god."

"Who knows, it was arranged by the minister. Everyone knows that the first department will not deal with our second department. Their team leader will go to the first department, or they will go to the first department together. Those who can stay in the second department will not accept them. I know which group there is. It may be that there is no other group that does not accept it, so let’s delegate it to our group.”

It was the first time Lin Chensan heard that the first and second parts didn't deal with each other, and she wondered, "Why didn't they deal with it? Aren't they all from the same company? Or do we have a conflict of interest?"

"I heard from the team leader that people in the first division like to rob districts the most." Di Xiaole carefully recalled the information he learned last night, and then told Lin Chensan bit by bit, "But what do you mean, I I haven’t asked the team leader carefully yet. I’ll ask later.”

Then, there is no need to ask.

This world is always like this, what you say will come.

Di Xiaole's krypton gold trumpet has created almost fifty, and when Lin Chensan's new district was almost active, the team leader suddenly gave an order: "Don't do it, don't do it, this district is gone, quit Come on, get out quickly."

It's just inexplicable.

For the sake of this new district, Lin Chensan hasn't even finished his tasks in the old district yet.It's unreasonable not to give a reason, but Di Xiaole is much more angry than she is, and after creating so many trumpets, he is almost suffering from tenosynovitis: "Team leader, what's going on, it's been a long time since I've been in this area. "

Chen Xiaofeng also didn't have the arrogance of the past at all. He walked quickly to Di Xiaole's seat, pressed his shoulder with one hand, and poked the computer screen with the other hand: "Battle list, you put the battle power Open the list and have a look."

"What's so interesting about this..." Di Xiaole muttered, but he followed Chen Xiaofeng's words and opened the faction's combat power list.

The combat power of the red side was the first to open the server in the new area, reaching a combat power of 2, which is [-] higher than that of No.[-].

Chen Xiaofeng was very angry: "I didn't find the recharge record, so it must be one of my own. But in this way, the balance of the faction is obviously broken. Anyone with a little discernment will know which faction to choose, unless they beat this person away, but It's useless to run away, he bought all the gift packs that can be bought at present, and if you follow up and buy them, the game ecology will reach the middle stage, and there is no need to fight the city. This area is considered abolished."

"We can promote it to the players, make that GS number a character like a world boss, and recruit a bunch of players to fight him. At this stage, there are no heroes defending the wall, and there are no second-tier units available. It can be grinded to death. Him." A somewhat unfamiliar voice sounded in the group, but Lin Chensan still recognized it without looking at the person. It was the voice of self-introduction that morning, like the voice of a teenager who had never experienced a voice change, "Then [-] fighting power is just for looking good."

This plan sounds feasible, but Lin Chensan's understanding of this game is still in the early stage, because she is not very clear, it is not convenient for her to express her opinion, in fact, it is not her turn to express her opinion.

"This gs number was only found when I checked the krypton gold records. Who knows if there is no krypton gold in the back. I'm afraid that this is taken out to top the bag, and the players don't know it's the gs number. Why do we have to go? Hit him?" Chen Xiaofeng didn't agree at all, "I'm afraid that it will be later, the activity is done by us, the recharge atmosphere is also created by us, and the player community is also, but in the end, you all picked the peaches."

Wu Liang's expression was serious: "I'm from the second department."

"Some people go to the first one, and some work as undercover agents in the second one. They should earn a lot of money, and the friendship between them is also there. It's not that the first one has never done such a thing."

When Chen Xiaofeng said this, Lin Chensan could clearly feel how unfriendly he was to this new team member.In the end, the minister came to mediate: "Xiaofeng, don't talk about it. This district will be assigned to one department, so don't talk about it anymore." In comparison, it is still more in favor of Chen Xiaofeng's position.