are you a clown

Lin Chensan did this without even thinking about it.If she really wanted to find a reasonable reason for her behavior, she could only say that at that time, Lin Jianwu's face flashed in front of her eyes.

Although only for a moment.It was enough for her to make a judgment on the current situation.

Ma Tiantian's appearance is very good, but it's not a matter of appearance... This feeling is very strange to say, that is, um, in short, it is not good.If she hadn't known Lin Jianwu, she might have been dragged by Ma Tiantian halfway, but now that she knew Lin Jianwu, she just couldn't do it.

It's not that I'm worried about the so-called fairy dance... er, I still think about the fairy dance in this regard, but in fact, she is hopeless.

Her mind was in a brief chaos after she said the words of rejection, and it was Ma Tiantian who reacted to her reaction.The latter's response was very shallow: "Oh, that's fine." There was no further request for anything.

Lin Chensan also let go of the melee in his head, and no longer felt sorry for Lin Jianwu for missing a love affair that might turn out well for himself, but why should he feel sorry for Lin Jianwu? Repeatedly to tangle.She let out a very long breath.She really has no concept of so-called loyalty.So the reaction just now was abnormal for her.

Things that can't be figured out can only be left behind for the time being.

Looking at her expression, Ma Tiantian said, "Why do I feel that your position of rejecting me is not very firm?"

"Because I wasn't very firm in the first place." Lin Chensan blurted out subconsciously.

"Oh. So you said that you are in heat 24 hours a day, isn't it fake?"

"It was true."

"Then why did you reject me? I think a mature big sister like me is quite attractive." After speaking, Ma Tiantian crossed her arms and stood up.

Ahhh, this feeling is really invisible.

He hurriedly covered his face with his hands, only letting his gaze escape from between his fingers.To say that she is a mature big sister has already lost her charm to a certain extent.

But Lin Chensan didn't answer that way, she calmed down a little, touched her hot earlobe with one hand and said, "I feel like when I do it with you, I will think about others, and there will be other people's faces in front of my eyes."

This kind of reason was so strong that Ma Tiantian felt goosebumps all over her body, and she was no longer willing to entangle Lin Chensan about whether she was attractive or not.

Ma Tiantian looked at Lin Chensan, and then said: "It's really an animal that takes its lower body to think. I think, Lin Chensan, if you were a man, you would easily become a scumbag."

And Lin Chensan corrected her: "Scum doesn't know gender."

"Huh?" Ma Tiantian felt that Lin Chen hadn't finished speaking.

"Women can also be scumbags."

Ma Tiantian got a headache: "I don't know what you are so proud of when you say such things."

"I'm not proud."

"Then, that is, I don't know any reason to say such things frankly."

"Because it's the truth, I think it's just telling the truth and it won't be a big deal."

Ma Tiantian took Lin Chensan's right hand again, and her expression became serious: "Sometimes I really don't know whether you are too frank and think I won't hold prejudice against you, or are you too frank?" I simply think that no one will be prejudiced against what you said, so I said this to me. But I would rather think that you are too simple..."

This is already the second person to say that she is innocent...

Lin Chensan felt that the tooth marks bitten by Lin Jianwu last night were burning hot. She didn't know what she looked like in Ma Tiantian's eyes, and she was never curious about it before, but she was told so by the other party After that, she suddenly wanted the other person to look at her in a positive way, and even she didn't realize it, her tone became a little cautious when she spoke again: "So what if it's too simple..."

Without saying a word, she accepted Ma Tiantian's baptism with facial cleanser. At that time, she was out of breath, but Lin Chensan was still in a daze.I don't know where the words were wrong, it aroused the other party's desire for protection, or maternal love... I couldn't resist, so I could only accept it. With a slight tug on the arm, Lin Chensan actually closed his eyes and began to enjoy it.

Erjiasi said that sweets can heal the heart.

Then Lin Chensan would say that a facial cleanser is more healing than anything else.

"Fortunately, you met me. But then don't tell anyone else in the company, not only about you being gay, but also about what you said, Zhao Lingmeng can't do it. Even if she asks you." Ma Tiantian's voice came from above Lin Chensan's head.

"why?"

"I don't think you want to be someone's conversation piece."

After hearing the answer, Lin Chensan fell into a brief silence. It's not like she doesn't understand the truth...

Although it is said that homosexuality on the Internet has become something like a wealth code, the reality is always separated from the development of the Internet.There are always a few who speak out on the Internet, but in reality the majority are silent.

Rich people are gay, that's rich, and it doesn't hurt to have some fun.

Poor people are gay, it is a disease of rich people who have no money, and it can be cured.What both have in common is that in reality, most of the people Lin Chensan knew would still choose to enter the palace of marriage in the end.Of course, that kind of marriage satisfies general value judgments, a universal marriage.

Nor is it due to the amount of external oppression.In fact, most young people who can come to first-tier big cities to work hard will not cast too much attention on others.After all, love can't bring bread, that's all I can say.

The marriage partner may not be what you like, and of course it may not be in line with your sexual orientation.In today's society, laughing at the poor but not laughing at the prostitutes, as long as the mistress can be regarded as a reasonable existence as long as he relies on his own ability to rise to the top.

Marriage and dating are not the same thing.

The most direct impact of this is that no one will think how long your so-called correct sexual orientation can last.It was a very subtle vibe, tinged with dismissiveness and indifference.

It is easy for the so-called elders to give experience to latecomers in this regard, that is, life lessons...

Now, of course, not many people will directly talk about homosexuality, and those common homophobic remarks will never hurt Lin Chensan.The only thing that would hurt her was her willpowerlessness.And this is especially evident in that atmosphere.

In fact, this has nothing to do with which social class Lin Chensan lives in, and it doesn't even have much to do with whether she is gay or not.

Any preferential treatment or harsh treatment beyond the scope of equal treatment will bring her only feeling of discomfort.If Lin Chensan really had to describe that feeling, it would probably be something like this.

It's just that the scope of the so-called equal treatment cannot be divided by specific standards, even most homosexuals themselves can't explain clearly.Because for everyone, the bottom line and sensitive points have never been a specific standard.

Human beings have been on the road of heterosexuality for too long, too long, enough to use morality and law to form a so-called normal atmosphere, but that's it, that kind of feminist fighters, marriage and love disputes will always occupy There is a lot of public space for public opinion to debate.

Homosexuals are naturally no more mature in this respect than heterosexuals.

What should real homosexuality look like?You have to look pretty, have a beautiful body, have nerves that look slender and fragile but are actually tough, if you can, it’s best to hate the opposite sex very much, never have a relationship with the opposite sex, and have any contact... Similar remarks in homosexuality It's everywhere in my circle.

If it is said that women are the biggest enemy of women, then for homosexuals, homosexuals are also the ones who know how to partisan and dissent.

If life is already very tiring, there is no need to put a heavier shackle on yourself in interpersonal relationships.It won't do any better than asking for trouble.

This is what Ma Tiantian wants to say...

Lin Chensan originally wanted to refuse. She has always lived with an attitude that is so frank that she can be called herself. It's just that the words of refusal came to her lips and then she took them back. She thought she couldn't refuse Ma Tiantian. This kindness.Because indeed, if the ability is not strong enough to block those words from daily life, if such a day continues, it will only be exhausting physically and mentally.

People, the most important thing is to be happy.

"I see." Lin Chensan opened her eyes, her voice was very low, if Ma Tiantian hadn't been paying attention, it was almost impossible for Lin Chensan's words to reach her ears completely.

"By the way, don't say anything about the fact that I dragged you to the hotel to open a room today." After finally letting go of Lin Chensan, letting Lin Chensan breathe, Ma Tiantian then warned the other party.

Lin Chensan almost burst into tears from laughter, she wiped away the non-existent tears in the corner of her eyes with her right arm and said, "Don't worry, how could I tell such things to the outside world."

Although she really didn't want to admit it, when Lin Chensan looked into Ma Tiantian's eyes, a very dark thought gradually flashed in her heart: She thought that Ma Tiantian didn't let her say those words in order to make her better Do not say what follows.

It has to be said that this person named Lin Chensan cannot bear the slightest bit of goodwill from others. No matter what it is, it is too easy to think of the bad, and it is too easy to think of people too bad.But this person named Lin Chensan often still has a little self-consciousness as a human being. Although he has such dark thoughts in his heart, he has never used it as a basis to catch wind and shadows.

As long as she is a good person to herself, she is willing to believe that the other person is a good person before such a bad consequence becomes a reality.

Therefore, she will believe everything Ma Tiantian says.

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Looking back at the time, although the setting is in [-], but because I was blind before, I misread the time, so the Chinese New Year time here is calculated according to [-].Here's a patch.