are you a clown

This afternoon of dating Ma Tiantian was just an episode.

The stagnant time began to turn, and when he returned to the rented house at night and saw Lin Jianwu, Lin Chensan suddenly felt a sense of embarrassment in his heart that he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, as if he had done something behind Lin Jianwu's back. Something went wrong.

A strong sense of betrayal.

This feeling is as if he has already considered himself to be the other party's thing before the other party thinks.Really enough to be boring.

People will involuntarily become slaves of clothes, not to mention the slaves of atmosphere, but now they have to become slaves of others.

Yes, Lin Chensan thought this feeling was particularly boring.Only when she thinks this feeling is particularly boring can she escape from the sense of guilt derived from this sense of betrayal and look into Lin Jianwu's eyes.

Of course, Lin Jianwu was unaware of all this.

Oops, suddenly my conscience hurts even more.

"Mango sticky rice, do you want to eat?" Lin Jianwu didn't wear glasses this time, her forehead was slightly curly, and her face was very fair and clear.She was already wearing a coral fleece nightgown over her pajamas. Of course, this was also a men's style.

When the other party took out a box of coconut milk from the refrigerator, Lin Chensan's heart was moved by that appearance.It is a special feeling that cannot be described in words.Forgive Lin Chensan for his lack of culture, that's all I can say for now.

She began to feel absolutely right for rejecting Ma Tiantian's behavior.

After closing the door behind him, Lin Chensan pulled on his slippers and slowly approached Lin Jianwu: "Are you still cooking so late?"

"Because I feel like Sansan, you shouldn't have eaten after get off work at this hour." Lin Jianwu's answer was very natural.

Not to mention the other party's reason for cooking for her, the title "San San" in one sentence almost made Lin Chen spit it out. I'm really glad I haven't eaten yet.

Lin Jianwu looked at Lin Chensan's changed expression, and blinked: "San San, San San, don't you like me calling you that?"

Lin Chensan is not a character with a proud character, she swallowed her saliva and said, "Miss Sister, if you think it's easier to call me that way, then you can call me that."

Lin Jianwu nodded: "So, do you want to eat mango sticky rice?"

"I……"

Lin Chensan just said the word "I", and Lin Jianwu put the coconut milk box on his chest: "There will be my coconut milk on top of the glutinous rice."

Whether Er Jiasi or Ma Tiantian said such words, they would definitely make people feel disgusted and chilled, and then they would jump into the river.

But because it was Lin Jianwu who said it, Lin Chensan could only reply mutteringly: "Yes."

"Then can I trouble Sansan to wash your hands and peel the mango, then cut it into small pieces?" Lin Jianwu took out another big mango from the refrigerator and handed it to Lin Chensan.

What could Lin Chensan say, of course she took off her backpack and hung it aside, then ran to the kitchen.

When she was squatting aside to peel the mango, Lin Jianwu was rolling up her sleeves, putting the glutinous rice in the rice cooker into a bowl, patting it flat with a wooden spatula, and finally pouring it upside down on the plate. The coconut milk was cut with scissors Taking a small sip, Lin Jianwu poured a five-pointed star on the petal-shaped glutinous rice with coconut milk.

Lin Chensan was deeply shocked when she saw it, and then she began to feel embarrassed: "Miss Jian Wu, you made it so hard, is it really something I can eat for free?"

Lin Jianwu was puzzled: "These ingredients are not expensive. The mangoes are mainly a box I bought a few days ago. I can't finish them all by myself. It would be great if Sansan could help you out."

"But it usually takes an hour to cook the glutinous rice, plus the time for soaking in water. Don't you have to make it after you get back from get off work, Miss Sister?"

"It's not a problem just to soak, and while I'm waiting for you, I can study the class well, and my learning efficiency is much higher than before."

Well, speaking of it, if Lin Chensan wasn't a carbon-based creature, she would really think that she was going to heaven. She rinsed the peeled mango on the chopping board and cut it into small pieces, then slowly piled it on the corner of the plate .In this way, the mango sticky rice is ready.

Before she even took a bite of the mango while holding the plate, she realized that Lin Jianwu's gaze had been on her face.

After touching his face, Lin Chensan was a little surprised: "Miss Jian Wu, there should be nothing on my face?!"

"Well, I just remembered it suddenly. I asked you about the first and second buildings last night. You don't seem to know anything about Sansan. Have you ever been exposed to this aspect in your undergraduate major?"

Thinking that he was going to ask something, Lin Chensan chewed the thing in his mouth twice and swallowed it: "I majored in civil engineering, so I know a little bit about it."

"Then have you ever been in contact with CAD drawing?"

Lin Chensan had some bad premonitions at first, but he answered honestly: "The school has teaching, but I haven't followed the project, so I can only read books and do the questions. Independent design is still not good."

"Students are like this." Lin Jianwu nodded, "My major is gardening, and I switched to architectural design after work. It took me about half a year to work."

"At work... miss, how old are you?" Lin Chensan felt that Lin Jianwu didn't look very old, but when it came to work, he felt like an old social animal.

"I'm from [-]." Lin Jianwu clasped her hands over her head, raised her fluffy sleeves above her head, and put on an 'ooohoo' expression.

"It's just one year older than me... But in terms of work experience, it doesn't look like it." Because he was too surprised, Lin Chensan stopped cooking.She looked at Lin Jianwu's face, and felt something was wrong.

Lin Jianwu covered her face with her sleeves crossed at once: "I can't tell, but I actually have almost four years of work experience."

"In [-], only four years of work experience?"

"Because children in coastal cities generally go to school earlier."

This Lin Chensan also heard about it, she sighed: "In my hometown, children whose birthday is one day longer than August 31 are not allowed to go to school."

"It's really strict."

"Yeah, come out two years earlier, maybe the market for college students won't be as bad as it is now."

"I think it's mainly because you, Sansan, have completely abandoned this major, and that's why it became like this."

As soon as Lin Jianwu said this, Lin Chensan's jaw softened into a puddle of mud, almost turning into a tablecloth: "But I don't want to go to the construction site, Party A is hard to get in, and Party B has a lot of shit, if The construction general contracting management side is okay, but if you enter a construction general contractor, or worse, subcontract labor to do things, then you really can't get ahead."

Lin Jianwu can also understand that feeling: "In the past, the network was underdeveloped. It's no big deal if you really go into the mountains with the team and have no signal, but it's really not good to wait for the project and sleep in a tile shed like now. Sansan Anyway, she's still a girl, if she gets tanned casually, it's not worth it."

But Lin Chensan is not concerned about this: "The key, the key is that there is less money and more work, and there are no promotion channels. In the past, there were many projects, and the people who entered had a degree. They took several certificates. It was not a problem to be a project manager in three years. , but now, the market is shrinking, and the era of large-scale infrastructure construction has long passed. Those people in the past are still in the industry, and their careers have a golden period of at least 30 years. I don't want to eat chaff."

I will cry if I continue.

"I want to be more open. At that time, there were not many people carrying buckets on the road, but there were quite a lot of wives and children, and there were many green hats..." Lin Jian said suddenly, "Then Sansan, do you want to come with me to draw pictures? "

The main reason for the cuckold is that the man spends a long time working outside, and may not be able to return home twice a year. It seems that the wife's wearing a cuckold has become the industry's default rule, but this has no effect on Lin Chensan. He froze for half a sentence: "Huh?"

"Would you like to come with me to draw pictures? Sansan." Lin Jianwu changed the invitation and asked repeatedly, "I can get almost five thousand to ten thousand for this drawing for half a month. My relationship with the chief engineer Yes, if you want to make money, you can ask him for more projects, as long as you want to do it."

If it is at least [-] in half a month, it will be at least [-] in a month.Although this salary is not up to the level of a master in this city, it is definitely enough to live a stable life.

But Lin Chensan was still aware of the problem: "Miss Jian Wu, do you mean that you accepted the project, made it for me, and then paid me?"

"Yes." Lin Jianwu answered crisply, "Because Sansan has a foundation in university, it shouldn't be difficult to switch to architectural design. Besides, you can ask me if you have any questions. I am online 24 hours a day, It also has remote desktop teaching."

Sounds great.But Lin Jiasan always felt a little scared.It's the fear of the unknown.

She still doesn't know Lin Jianwu very well, and more importantly, Lin Jianwu belongs to the intermediary party in this kind of matter, but in the current society, the word intermediary often represents the asymmetry of information docking: the dominant party will definitely A certain level of crushing is formed on the disadvantaged party, and the crushed party may be squeezed out of all value and do not know how much money they actually got for their labor value.

It was one thing to look at the house before, because even if Zheng Zeshao had a problem, as long as Ma Tiantian was still working in the company, this matter would not fall to her alone.But intermediary outsourcing like Linjianwu is not so credible.

It's not that Lin Jianwu is not trustworthy...

What's more, Lin Chensan didn't think that she could do a good job with a half-month salary of [-] to [-] yuan. She didn't have the ability, she knew it.But seeing Lin Jianwu's appearance, Lin Jianwu didn't know.

Although it hurts my conscience to refuse people after eating this meal, Lin Chensan still said cheekily: "Miss sister, I have no idea of ​​developing architectural design yet."

She still hasn't forgotten her dream of being a dead salted fish.

...But if, this can also be called a dream.Lin Chensan must have an extremely indifferent attitude towards dreams.