are you a clown

Stared at by such eyes, Lin Chensan didn't know where the courage came from. She straightened her body slightly, looked at the other person, neither humble nor overbearing, neither arrogant nor impatient, and said loudly, crisply, and cleanly: "Yes!"

"Lin Chensan, you bastard..." Lin Jianwu squeezed Lin Chensan's palm heavily, and gave a low laugh, "You have such a bad personality."

Lin Chensan thought that what she said was not good enough, and was about to search her brains to explain, but suddenly, she didn't know how to explain.

"I knew it. If I didn't say that, Sansan, you don't know how long you will be a coward."

"..."

"Anyway, I work for Bai, Lin Jianwu, Lin Jianwu, who cares about you?" Lin Jianwu said the words full of teasing, which seemed to be a kind of casual joke.

Before Lin Chensan could say anything else, this time she didn't hold Lin Chensan's hand, but walked into the rain alone. Although she wasn't forced, Lin Chensan had to follow. She just turned around. The fog dragged Lin Chensan into the heavy rain that belonged to her, which forced Lin Chensan to say another extra word.

Lin Chensan couldn't help but care about Lin Jianwu.She followed, looked at Lin Jianwu's side face, and held that empty hand, she felt that she was really daring, but Lin Jianwu didn't get rid of her, which made her unable to help but breathe a sigh of relief.

I really envy such a person. Whatever I do or say will only make people feel happy. It is absolutely difficult to raise any negative emotions from my heart.

She knew that she was making progress.

*

In a quiet, peaceful, silent space.

The water dripped slowly from the corner of the backpack hanging on the hook.

Dark, dim, dark vision.

Chunks of bright color come off each other, naturally like overly damp wall covering.

Generally speaking, among women, Lin Chensan is not short, but unfortunately, she has always been the shortest in her limited life.

She was the first to line up with the little red flag after school in elementary school; she was the first in the line when the junior high school held theatrical performances; for military training in high school and university, she was duty-bound to meet the instructors face to face every time.

Everyone I know is taller than her.

So Lin Jianwu hugged Lin Chensan in his arms, and from a third-person perspective, Lin Jianwu was pressing Lin Chensan to kiss, and the lips met and then slowly deepened, showing lingering.

But in fact, this kiss was initiated by Lin Chensan.

After entering the door, Lin Jianwu first let go of Lin Chensan's hand, but when Lin Chensan was about to lose his hand, he pinched the hem of Lin Jianwu's jacket, stopped walking and stopped Lin Chensan at the same time. Jian Wu's forward pace.

"What's wrong?" Lin Jianwu finally asked her.

Lin Chensan still kept his head down, and his voice was as thin as a mosquito: "Do that again."

"what?"

Lin Chensan's courage seemed to have no effect on breaking the status quo between the two of them, and she still couldn't distinguish the true meaning the other party gave her.

Did she take the initiative to confess her love just now in the rain?

What was Lin Jianwu thinking?What are you going to do?Lin Chensan didn't know everything.Until now, her understanding of Linjianwu is only in the sensibility of impressions.The conclusions drawn by reason cannot be used as a reference at all.

Those sporadic fragments of daily interactions are difficult to form a complete understanding of Linjianwu.She will not know more than a person who does not know Lin Jianwu based on the first impression.

But this is also very good. After thinking about it, Lin Chensan felt satisfied with the status quo.

Lin Chensan has always had a serious illness, he loses expectations before he gets it, and loses interest after he gets it.This is the long-term influence of the environment on her, and it cannot be changed overnight.Although I feel that Linjian Wu will be an exception, it is best not to try it lightly.

After all, she didn't believe that Lin Jianwu really liked her, so it was absolutely difficult for her to entrust her sincerity.

To trust someone wholeheartedly, such a thing, Lin Chensan simply can't do it.It's not that she doesn't like Lin Jianwu enough. She didn't mention one very important theory about love that she told Ma Tiantian before.

The reason why I like it but don't plan to confess it, on the one hand, I am afraid of being broken up after taking the initiative, and on the other hand, I am afraid of being rejected after taking the initiative.

If it turns out to be like that, according to Lin Chensan's understanding of herself, in addition to hurting herself, more importantly, she will have some kind of unspeakable hatred towards the other party, even if reason is used as the emotional balance, then This kind of hatred is absolutely difficult to balance.

But if you like, how can you hate each other?She chose to confess because she liked it, not because of the result of hatred.Although it is only possible to get such a bad result, Lin Chensan absolutely does not want such a possibility even if it is such a possibility.

It's because I like it too much, so I don't even allow a bit of dislike to exist.

Lin Chensan's distortion was beyond the limit that Ma Tiantian could imagine.

But as long as there is no definite result... Lin Jianwu's kiss just now was like a brand that burned her lips, she pursed her lips to try to calm down, but she was out of the cold rainy low temperature environment, this time, even if it was just a breath.The itching exists on the bones and under the skin, melts in the melting pot of the conscious and subconscious, is gently provoked, and then lightly dissipates, spreading everywhere in the limbs...

Lin Chensan felt like he had drunk a ball of fire...

… Throat rolls, swallows, and now the fire has passed through the throat and reached the chest cavity, burning her heart.

... Please forgive her sins.

Is this a temporary obsession or a premeditated indulgence?Maybe it's such a good atmosphere to give people a bonus, after all, she is that kind of nasty creature who is in heat 24 hours a day.

Lin Chensan wanted to say this: "Just now you asked me the kiss after 'really?', do it to me again." Her eyes were so clear that she couldn't see a trace of lust, as if this was just a product of curiosity .

Yes, she is taking advantage of Lin Jianwu's connivance to make progress.

Of course, Lin Jianwu would satisfy Lin Chensan's curiosity, but she was a little mean-spirited, she brushed aside Lin Chensan's glaring forehead hair, and said with a smile, "Why don't you take the initiative, Sansan?"

"Active what?" Lin Chensan's eyes showed a little doubt this time.

Lin Jianwu nodded her lips: "If you want something, you can get it yourself, wouldn't it be better?"

……

Lin Chensan is really skilled, but why is he so skilled?At the very moment of kissing, Lin Jianwu still had the mind to learn for nothing, but, as if to punish her for not concentrating, Lin Chensan focused on sucking and biting her lips, and the kiss followed her right hand down her shoulder. The arm gradually deepened, and the left hand that was pinching the corner of her clothes also turned to buckle her waist, making Lin Jianwu unable to take half a step back.

Lin Jianwu was determined not to think about anything other than the kiss in front of her. She responded immediately without thinking, and pressed Lin Chensan's shoulders with both hands, forcing the other party to raise her head in order to deepen the kiss, but In Lin Chensan's dictionary, it seems that there has never been an option of standing on tiptoes to make do with the opponent.

Obviously, as long as you stand on tiptoe, it doesn't have to be so hard.

Lin Jianwu was a little anxious, which was a manifestation of the youth's blood being stimulated, but the usual restraint of adults well wrapped this layer of eagerness in the gradual and slow breathing, and grasped it with the other hand. Touching Lin Chensan's small and delicate chin, the kiss she responded was so slow and meticulous.

... Lin Jianwu gave Lin Chensan more courage, and made the other party kiss deeper and deeper... Do you want to restrain and be eager, or want to be eager and restrained?

This battle, which could have ended quickly, turned into an incredible tug of war.

When Lin Chensan gasped and left Lin Jianwu's lips, Lin Jianwu's face was still as pale as washed by rain, except for a little blurred eyes and a little red and swollen lips.

"Why don't you take a breath?" Lin Chensan asked Lin Jianwu after gaining some strength.

Lin Jianwu pressed the corners of her slightly numb lips, and shook her head a little: "Your lung capacity is just better than Sansan's."

"One more time." Lin Chensan raised his index finger on the tip of his nose a little unwillingly.

"No." Lin Jianwu shook her head formally this time, "If you don't take a bath, you will catch a cold tomorrow."

Lin Chensan thought that she was absolutely obsessed with ghosts at this time. After hearing what Lin Jianwu said, she said without thinking: "Can we wash together?" Quickly waved his hands: "Please don't take my words seriously."

Lin Jianwu had a rare look of surprise on her face, she took Lin Chensan's hand, pressed down her indistinct knuckles, and smiled: "Then I won't be able to sleep tonight, but the main thing is , I think this kind of thing can only be done after Sansan knows me better."

"know it better?"

Lin Chensan felt that she was able to look into the eyes of Lin Jianwu in the darkness. Because it was darkness, whether there was fog or not was actually irrelevant. It was such pure darkness that seemed to help her see certain things about Lin Jian. Jian Wu's things that she couldn't see clearly at ordinary times.

Lin Jianwu's eyes fell on her eyebrows, and she caressed her eyes very gently: "What kind of person am I, does Sansan know?"

Lin Chensan naturally didn't know, she shook her head.

"So, after you find out, let's talk about such things." Lin Jianwu placed Lin Chensan's hand on his chest, not caring how much effect the layer of clothing could have. The voice fell, and a large shadow fell from Lin Chensan's eyes. All Lin Chensan could see was Lin Jianwu's silhouette in the dark. From far to near, it fell on her ears: "Maybe when the time comes, no matter what Sansan you want to do to me, I will be happy."