are you a clown

"Let me guess what you're thinking in your little head at this time." Lin Jian said nonchalantly, "Do you think it's biased to just draw conclusions without giving preconditions? It's a little sad that I'm not on the same side as you?"

After being so misunderstood by Lin Jianwu, Lin Chensan felt that he needed to clarify: "If you said that you don't want to make progress, I think you are right. I really don't have the idea of ​​making progress. This is the truth. In addition, although I I have a good impression of you, but this does not mean that you have to agree with me unconditionally..."

"San San, the way you comfort the girl is to tell her not to take herself too seriously?"

That's what it means, but it sounds weird.

So Lin Chensan could only say: "I don't mean what my sister said."

"You don't need to think about it. Sansan is the kind of person who would rather get hurt than make others sad, let alone in front of me. How could you do such a thing?"

Saying this kind of words is too embarrassing for her face. Lin Chensan asked himself that he had never been a good person in terms of general rationality. It is better to say that it was the opposite of what Lin Jianwu said. , People who are more willing to make others sad.

"Sister, you don't have to always speak well of me." Lin Chensan was a little helpless, "I still know what kind of virtue I am."

"You said you knew?"

"Ah, um."

"Then, here I am going to ask." Although it was a question, but when entering the elevator, Lin Jianwu let Lin Chensan go in first, and then came in by herself, her tone was quite casual, as if it was really just casual Just mentioning, "San San, do you know what you want to do?"

It was Lin Jianwu's casual mention that made Lin Chensan feel that the other party already knew what kind of answer he would give.

Lin Chensan suppressed the discomfort in her heart and said, "I don't know." Why did she feel that people were always asking this question these two days.

"So, Sansan, you still don't know what virtue you have."

"So what if you don't know?" Lin Chensan wanted to know how Lin Jianwu planned to proceed with this topic.

"Generally speaking, it's not a big deal. But for you and me, I think the problem is quite big." Lin Jianwu suddenly took out a bottle of oolong tea from the plastic bag she was holding, and it wasn't she who stuffed the oolong tea In Lin Chensan's hands, Lin Chensan didn't even notice it.

Lin Chensan thought that Lin Jianwu was talking about something he didn't want to know.

"Don't you think the word self-motivation sounds vague? Well, every year, many people ask questions online, for example, what should parents do if they are not motivated, what should their children do if they are not motivated, and what should their subordinates do if they are not motivated? What should I do if my love partner is not motivated, what should I do if the young people are not motivated... There are many such problems.” Lin Jianwu also took out a bottle of oolong tea by herself, and when the elevator door opened, she unscrewed the bottle at the same time Guy, come out and wait for Lin Chensan outside, "So, if we want to describe it in detail, what does it mean to be motivated?"

Lin Chensan looked at Lin Jianwu, she didn't think she could make any high-level comments in this regard: "Sister, I think you have your own answer."

"I met an intern two years ago. His undergraduate degree was majored in graphics and image production. Now it is called digital media technology. Both photoshop and illustrator are very good. He is very good at typesetting and designing posters. He is self-proclaimed and his dream is to enter the world. Top [-], but now employers generally still need to know coreldraw and pre-press design. Didn’t Ali develop an artificial intelligence later on, specializing in banners, which can reach hundreds of millions of sheets a day, so is he called progressive? Majors are going to be eliminated by the market, and these days, if you follow this direction to compete with artificial intelligence for food, you will be done for."

"Let's not talk about progress, let's take the most popular e-sports competitions as an example. Ten years ago, those e-sports teenagers were Internet-addicted teenagers who were punished by everyone. Because of the communicators, but because of the popularity of e-sports, they will become famous. Even if they don’t play games in the future, they can go to any platform to broadcast live broadcasts after retirement. If they can get a few more endorsements, they may have nothing to worry about for the rest of their lives. Now, if you look at their years from the present perspective, is it very progressive, or even very inspirational?"

Stared at by Lin Jianwu, Lin Chensan touched his face with his left hand: "It's really hard to say. The direction is different, the era is different, what kind of result will be, it's hard to say."

"So I think that if you can support yourself, what you do will not cause trouble for others. There is not much difference between earning 300 a month and [-] million a month. It doesn't have to be a positive attitude, but you can Spend every day in peace in the future, this is to make progress." After Lin Jianwu finished speaking, she took a sip of her own oolong tea, with a dissatisfied expression, "This grapefruit black tea tastes really bad."

"Do you want to drink this from me?" Lin Chensan handed over the oolong tea that he had just unscrewed the lid, this one was peach flavored.

"Okay." Lin Jianwu took it over and said, "San San, do you like drinking grapefruit black tea flavor?"

Lin Chensan wanted to say that it doesn't matter, because her taste buds have long since degenerated into what she eats and drinks, but she has other problems, so she took Lin Jianwu's oolong tea, Then the other party answered: "I don't think everyone wants the other party to make progress, but to hope that the other party's progress will bring rewards. If you say, um, although it is not very appropriate to say this, but if someone is motivated for a lifetime, the result is nothing. , 80.00% of people will definitely think this person is a wimp."

"The other 20.00% of people will say that he is falsely motivated." Lin Jianwu answered.

"Sister, do you think so too?"

"Generally speaking, there are no worthless people in this world. Then, you say, how hard is it for a person in this world to achieve nothing?"

Lin Chensan was very honest: "I don't know."

"It's actually quite simple. It's enough to run into walls everywhere. If you lose hope for your future development and feel that hard work is not proportional to rewards, then it doesn't matter what you do." Lin Jianwu opened the door further and let Lin Chensan go in first. Lin Chensan felt that he bumped into what the former said abruptly.

This made Lin Chensan feel a little pain.

"Are you such a person, Sansan?" Lin Jianwu asked again.

Lin Chensan still said: "I don't know." She felt that Lin Jianwu was a bit dangerous at the moment, and she couldn't keep silent, so she had to deal with it like this.

If she had the heart to say this, she could understand thousands of meanings.

Lin Jianwu thinks that she is a wimp and a fake self-motivated person, or is she the kind of person who feels that the hard work is not proportional to the reward and becomes the type of person who doesn't care what she does?

The so-called love also failed to soften her instinctive malice, and made her have such associations with Lin Jianwu's actions.

"It doesn't matter whether it's true or not, the result will not change, and the facts will not lie. But no matter what it is, I will accompany Sansan to the end." Lin Jianwu closed the door behind Lin Chensan, leaned slightly He leaned forward with a smile on his face.

Lin Chensan didn't understand Lin Jianwu's meaning. Before this moment, she hadn't planned to ask Lin Jianwu what kind of natural situation she likes her, nor had she thought about asking what prompted Lin Jianwu to confess, because of the above two situations Even if it is the worst result, she can bear it if she asks herself, but she can't be sure what kind of reason and what kind of result this kind of company will bring to the end.

So Lin Chensan had to ask: "Why do you want to accompany me to the end?"

One cannot make promises about an uncertain future, and logically speaking, Lin Jianwu should not make such promises casually.Lin Chensan knew why she judged Lin Jianwu's character in this way, because subconsciously, she didn't believe that Lin Jianwu was a good person at all.

"Are you sure you want to ask me this kind of thing?" Lin Jianwu's tone was a bit resentful.

"...Sorry." Lin Chensan instinctively apologized for Lin Jianwu's mood.She just wanted Lin Jianwu to be happy.

"It's normal. Although you said that you believed that I liked you naturally, but if you really believed that, you would be a ghost. I simply don't intend to make you believe this."

Lin Chensan was a little surprised.

"But it's true that I like you, so don't question it. I'm really going to be sad."

Lin Jianwu's words aroused Lin Chensan's doubts, but before she opened her mouth.

"Hush." ​​Lin Jianwu raised an index finger to her lips, and her curly eyelashes cast a small shadow under her eyes, "Let's stop talking about this topic."

Since Lin Jianwu said everything, so Lin Chensan could only stop, and she swallowed the questions that had already turned into lumps from her throat.

"Go and study." Lin Jianwu said.

"Okay." Lin Chensan could only answer this way.

Lin Jianwu hides many things from her, and anyone with a discerning eye can see it.This is definitely not the plot of a normal relationship, but as far as it is concerned, they actually don't see any special connection other than the two kisses last night.

Those two kisses may not be called special.

However, she likes Lin Jianwu, and she doesn't feel that she needs to get anything normal in this regard, and before there is a formal relationship, Lin Chensan has never thought about what she will be like after falling in love.

That kind of delicate, cute, clingy, and you have to be in a state, it seems that it will not be very disobedient to change to Jian Wu, but Lin Chensan herself, she feels that even if all the human beings on the earth are dead, The mass extinction of creatures, she can't do that kind of thing.At least it's impossible to take the initiative to do that kind of thing.