are you a clown

She is suitable to be a Neptune and a licking dog, but she is not suitable to be a normal person who can fall in love.But that being said, in Lin Chensan's limited life, it seems that he has never been a Neptune or a dog licker.

Well, luckily she doesn't have this condition.

For her, admiration is just an emotion that exists in the glass house. Her heartbeat is still going on. Lin Chensan can feel the reaction of her body when she is with Lin Jianwu, but once she is not with Lin Jian When the fog is together, its distance becomes very far away, it cannot bypass the barrier of emotional isolation, burns from the heart, and then spreads... She only has ideas about things, but no emotions.

She knows what she likes, but she doesn't know anything else.

Lin Chensan thought about it for a while, but decided to put these foolish thoughts behind him.

At this time, you should not think about such incomprehensible things.

When she opened the book, compared the printed handouts, and sat down at the table facing the small screen of the mobile phone, Lin Chensan was already ready to study. When she straightened her back, she seemed to be a good student. look like.

The message box representing Erjiasi popped up several times. After Lin Chensan replied a few times, he threw the sentence 'I'm studying', and then set the message as Do Not Disturb.

Studying will not make her happy, but there will be an inexplicable sense of stability, that is, as time goes by, she will not think that she is doing nothing...

After the alarm clock rang at 04:30 in the afternoon, Lin Chensan took off his earphones, only to realize that he wanted to ask Lin Jianwu when the ticket was going home for the New Year.

When she turned her head, Lin Jianwu's face was right in front of her eyes.Stressed, her elbow touched something hard, and she turned around a bit, only to realize that there was a large bowl of washed longan on the table at some time.

I don't know when Lin Jianwu came.

Lin Jianwu sat on her bed, with one hand hanging down and the other crossed her arm, winking at her: "I had a knock on the door, but you didn't answer, so I just walked in."

Lin Chensan: "Sorry."

"If I really want to say sorry, it should be me." Lin Jianwu blinked again, "Did I bother you?"

Lin Chensan shook his head: "It's almost time, I should go to work."

"I'll see you off." Lin Jianwu stood up, put her hands on the back of Lin Chensan's chair, and judged Lin Chensan's study progress through the paused screen of the mobile phone screen, "If this continues, it won't take a week. Have you finished the first pass of management?"

"Yes."

"Very good, I will learn practical work later."

Lin Chensan's original plan was to set regulations, but when Lin Jianwu said so, she just nodded: "Okay."

"Don't just listen to me, Sansan, you also have your own learning rhythm, don't you?"

"I think it's up to you to decide this kind of thing." Lin Chensan said, "Sister, you are a person who has passed the second construction exam, so you know the difficulty of the course better than me."

"Do professional people do professional things?"

"Ah."

When Lin Jianwu walked out of the room holding hands, Lin Chensan somehow asked, "Sister, are you the ticket for the night?"

"Ticket? What ticket?"

"A ticket to go home for the Chinese New Year."

"Why do you ask that? If I have an evening ticket, will Sansan ask for leave to see me off?" Lin Jianwu's tone became playful.

"Although it is difficult to ask for a temporary leave, but if you want me to send it to you, sister, I will come." Lin Chensan felt that he had split into two people at this moment. When he said this, he did not take into account his true thoughts at all, just Want to maintain the atmosphere and keep the conversation going.

"Do I have to?"

"If you want, that's fine."

"Don't think about it, so what are you going to do?"

"I just secretly followed in the crowd and watched you leave."

"Hey, you're so innocent, but Sansan, you don't even know when my plane ticket is?"

"So I'm asking, and I hope you can tell me."

"Generally speaking, I don't take the initiative to ask. Since tomorrow is New Year's Eve, if I really have an evening ticket, I should leave today anyway. Do you want to ask for leave?"

"Yes." Lin Chensan replied.

But soon Lin Jianwu said: "But this time, it's a pity that I can't help you realize this wish."

Lin Chensan looked at Lin Jianwu with questioning eyes.

Lin Jianwu just said: "I won't go home for the Chinese New Year this year."

Lin Chensan thought that she would be happy to get such an answer, but in fact she frowned: "Why?" She knew the reason why she didn't go home, but she didn't know the situation of the other party not coming home.

Originally, didn't all the air tickets have been bought?

"I'm 24 years old, Sansan, do you think I'm old?" Lin Jianwu asked without answering.

Lin Chensan knew that she had to answer this question in order to better get the answer from Lin Jianwu. She said seriously: "24 years old, that's pretty young."

"But the date of birth on my ID card is [-]." Lin Jianwu looked at Lin Chensan with puzzled eyes, and said sincerely, "If you want to go to school as soon as possible, you must have some means."

"In 28, I am [-] years old this year."

"Although I don't hate being told my age directly, I'm still a girl after all. Sansan, you should respect my gender at least. Just know that my public identity is 28." Lin Jian Wu said so Said, and then I began to disrespect my gender, "[-] years old, considered a leftover woman, right?"

Lin Chensan doesn't like the term 'leftover women'. It's similar to the social background contained in the so-called 'widow'. It contains a kind of malice from one party to the other: they can't be sold and they deserve to die.

In recent years, the term 'leftover women' has been rarely used.

Lin Chensan also said, "I don't like you using this word."

"Okay, then I don't use this word, but once I go home, how many people do you think will ask me this word?" Lin Jianwu smiled, "I was urged to go on a blind date when I went back, Sansan, are you happy? "

"I don't know about this kind of thing." Lin Chensan lowered his head, "You like girls, don't they know?"

"They may know, I've said it, but I'm afraid not many of them really take it seriously." Lin Jianwu rubbed Lin Chensan's head, "Okay, if you don't go out, you'll be late."

After arriving at the company, Lin Chensan realized that Lin Jianwu basically didn't answer any of her questions directly.

Fortunately, Lin Chensan has always been a minimalist in this regard, she has always been very knowledgeable, and never has unnecessary curiosity.

It is also possible that it is troublesome.

The sense of distance from others always exists, and it will not change because of the change of identity. Lin Chensan is very aware of this.

The days are going to work in the morning, studying in the afternoon, and going to work in the evening. This three-stage process has passed by tick-tock.The only difference from before was that there was one more person on the bed when sleeping at night... Lin Chensan gradually got used to the passage of time like this.

But that being said, in fact, only one day has passed since talking with Lin Jianwu.

*

Today is New Year's Eve.

"Dinner at night. Don't forget." Now that the company's leaders and personnel are basically on vacation, there are less than 20 people left in the second department because they are on duty.At this moment, Lin Chensan belongs to the party who was notified.

Wu Liang was responsible for notifying her in the group.It should be said that at this moment, there are only her and Wu Liang in the group.Even Chen Xiaofeng, the leader of the struggling group, also went back to his hometown.

Logically speaking, although Wu Liang is an old man, he will not have stayed in this group longer than Lin Chensan. Lin Chensan should have received this news earlier than Wu Liang, but in fact, in Wu Liang Before Liang told her that, she didn't know about it.

It's not news from the DingTalk group.

In Ma Tiantian's group, there were only her and Zhao Lingmeng.When Lin Chensan asked about it, Ma Tiantian said it was a group message on WeChat.It is a small group that is separately distinguished from the company.

"The directors and general managers in the DingTalk group are all there, and there are many things that cannot be said." Zhao Lingmeng added.

"Zero by Three, didn't you join this group before?" Ma Tiantian was very surprised.

Through Ma Tiantian's WeChat recommendation, Lin Chensan joined the group, and found that the group was full of ordinary employees, and none of the group leaders she had a impression of were in the group, and Ma Tiantian seemed to be the only exception.

Realizing Lin Chensan's question, Ma Tiantian shook her phone: "At any rate, I'm a bridge between superiors and subordinates, so there shouldn't be anyone who secretly builds a small group behind my back, right?"

This is the benevolent see benevolence, the wise see wisdom.

Lin Chensan was concerned about another question: "When is the evening dinner?"

"Of course the night shift is over." Ma Tiantian said with a natural expression, "Nowadays, young people shouldn't go to bed before two o'clock in the morning, right? No, no?"

The tone is yin and yang, and the fuss is dead.

It's okay to join in the fun in the past, but Lin Chensan pursed his lips: "Can I not go?"

"Do you think there is a second choice if you ask such a question?" Ma Tiantian was just about to applaud, but she stopped after hearing Lin Chensan's words.

"Just asking." Lin Chensan said.

And Zhao Lingmeng was very concerned: "Zero times three, is there anything special about you? Our group is not very old, we are all young people, it is easy to play together, and this kind of dinner itself is to let everyone Celebrating the New Year outside can have a little more flavor.”

In terms of the taste of the new year, it should be the time of Chinese New Year, not New Year's Eve, but in this situation, they are all in a foreign land, so there is no difference between New Year's Eve and New Year's Eve.

"I know you are a bit withdrawn and don't like to socialize too much, but everyone is here today, and you are the only one who refuses, isn't that bad?" Ma Tiantian spread her hands and said, "I organized this dinner, I think It can't be special in any way."

"But if you really have your own arrangements for zero times three, I don't think you can force this matter." Zhao Lingmeng was very reasonable at this time, but it would be great if the words could be said more beautifully.

Lin Chensan couldn't tell the exact reason, she just felt that she had to get off work at some point, that's it...