are you a clown

After Lin Chensan said that, she did the same. She carried the plastic bag and walked in the direction of the community, but before she had taken three steps, Er Jiasi followed behind.

"Shouldn't you say something about my miserable state now? I was bitten on the hand~~" Er Jiasi's face was full of incomprehension.

"Hmm." Lin Chensan didn't look at Er Jiasi, and continued to walk forward.

"My wound hurts very much. The blood is still oozing out, and my back. That little bastard just hit me really hard. If I were shorter, the stone would definitely hit my head. If I were to Only one bag is considered good..."

Er Jiasi hasn't finished yet.

Lin Chensan: "You're so noisy."

Er Jiasi stopped in front of Lin Chensan all of a sudden, and said righteously: "You have changed."

Lin Chensan blinked: "Huh?"

"You don't care about me at all." Er Jiasi pointed at Lin Chensan's nose, not in a tone of accusation, but in surprise.

"Have I ever cared about you before?" Lin Chensan bypassed Erjiasi and continued walking.

Er Jiasi was at a loss for words for a while, she wanted to talk about the wild dogs and the rain, but those things really didn't show that Lin Chensan's behavior was especially aimed at her. She might use her and Lin Chensan's wechat chat and that Several phone calls to talk about the matter, but it feels like, um, Lin Chensan just answered her words, and never took the initiative to send her a message or call her.

It turned out that she was the one who licked the dog? !

"Even if we are passers-by, no, we are still friends, right? How can you turn a blind eye to what happens to your friends?" Er Jiasi finally found a position where he could speak.

"So I'll talk about it another day." Lin Chensan showed a strange expression.

"Can we talk about this kind of thing another day?" Er Jiasi was about to get angry, "Do you know when it was the last time we met? Wait another day, I'm afraid you can collect my body."

"I think." Lin Chensan stopped after saying three words, which made Er Jiasi, who hadn't noticed it for a while, walk in front of her, and then had to turn around to face Er Jiasi's face. Puzzled, she said, "I shouldn't be qualified to collect your body." She didn't mean to joke with Er Jiasi.

A subtle boundary slowly emerged between Lin Chensan and Er Jiasi.Erjiasi vaguely sensed that something was wrong, it shouldn't be her illusion.

"Yes, there really will be a day, if I don't sit up in the coffin and call you, you probably don't even know that I'm already lying in the coffin." Er Jiasi held her aching fingers, even if she was No matter how insensitive a person is, he also knows that he can't give up easily here, "Zero times three, you, if I don't contact you, you probably won't take the initiative to contact me until you die, right?"

Lin Chensan actually showed a thoughtful expression here, and then he came up with the answer through thinking: "Well, you are right, I am such a person."

These words were too frank and straightforward, which directly made Er Jiasi speechless.After seeing Lin Chensan about to raise her foot to leave again, she had no choice but to let the emotion in her heart rage in her chest, and she didn't care about it: "Don't you like me a little bit?"

How can you do this?It's been almost half a month since we met again, and we just treat her like this?Don't want to say a single extra word?Who knows how entangled she was on the night of New Year's Eve, so she insisted on not calling?Could it be that something happened in between?

A woman's intuition is like a technology like a black box. Er Jiasi threw countless messy thoughts into it, and her intuition told her: something must have happened.

Anyway, Lin Chensan's attitude towards her before was not very warm, but it was by no means so cold.This is the off-duty time, Lin Chensan shouldn't be so impatient with her.

By the way, go back to dinner? !Is Lin Chensan a person who can cook by himself?Looking horizontally and vertically, left and right, it doesn't look like it.

Lin Chensan didn't know what the other party was thinking. As far as she was at this moment, she didn't want to know, and she didn't think it would be of any use if she knew it. She was so cold that she was almost heartless: "You said that liking is your business, May I think that your liking cannot affect my daily life?"

The moment she heard Lin Chensan's words, Er Jiasi realized that she had made a slip of the tongue, she shouldn't have said that, Lin Chensan would not like her to speak like that.Because I don't like it, all the cute and cute ones will only become unruly and willful. Er Jiasi knows this best.

Nobody likes a self-willed person.Both men and women are the same.Otherwise, it is easy to give people a feeling of moral kidnapping.

Before Er Jiasi changed her strategy and said something about remedial measures, Lin Chensan had already gone straight to the point, and what she cared about was obviously not what Er Jiasi cared about: "But your liking can't affect my daily life, so What's the use of liking you? If you fall in love with someone who won't like you, if it's not a secret love or unrequited love that keeps a distance, wouldn't the result be a good thing?"

Lin Chensan seems to find it difficult to understand Er Jiasi's current behavior, and also, after all, if she were Er Jiasi, it would be extremely difficult for her to say such things, and of course it is incomprehensible for her to do things that cannot be done. .

"You said you wouldn't like me? How can you be so sure?" Er Jiasi felt that there was a problem, "I dare say, if I didn't say the latter sentence when I confessed to you, you would definitely agree of."

What she said was a bit of hindsight, but if it weren't for that, she wouldn't be able to say it so confidently.It is because she knows this very well that she can always maintain her liking for Lin Chensan, and she is sure that if this continues, the other party will fall in love with her one day.After all... Although she is the type of person who is easily coerced by the atmosphere, so is Lin Chensan to a certain extent.In fact, after being rejected for the first time, she should confess again sincerely the second time, as long as she doesn't add to the snake after the confession... But in this case, the flaws in her personality cannot be called flaws, and need to be overcome... The result of an afterthought is that everything she said now is hindsight, and it is an afterthought.

Erjiasi, it's always like this... getting carried away.

"Maybe you're right." Lin Chensan was not angry. She knew why Er Jiasi liked her, and she also knew that Er Jiasi's nature of not treating acquaintances as human beings was the cause of Er Jiasi's talking like this. She was very grateful to him for treating her As an acquaintance, before, she probably wouldn't take it seriously, but now, she has to make it clear, "But now I have someone I like."

Originally, I was planning to find an opportunity to talk about this matter again, but I happened to meet Er Jiasi today. It is better to hit the sun instead of choosing another day. It is better to take advantage of this opportunity and finish speaking in one breath. Lin Chensan said: "If you continue to say that you like me It's useless, don't waste your time like this."

"Are you together?" Er Jiasi said intuitively.

"Ah."

"When did this happen?"

Lin Chensan thought for a moment: "That night you told me about a freshman jumping off a building in the school, and what happened after the second phone call."

Dare to feel that his home was really stolen, Er Jiasi couldn't tell what kind of feeling he felt in his heart: "It was already late at that time, are you together?"

"During the second call."

"No wonder..." Er Jiasi felt a little cold. During the phone call that night, she could feel Lin Chensan's smile, and thought he was smiling at her. It really was self-indulgent, and she felt like a clown. Same, really too funny.

Er Jiasi's expression was not very good-looking, and Lin Chensan couldn't bear to look at it. Although she knew that she was the cause of this incident, since she had said these words, she should finish them, otherwise it would be better not to say: "My People are not worthy of liking, and you don't like me much, I can't satisfy your expectation of making yourself better, you..."

Lin Chensan's words were suddenly interrupted by Er Jiasi: "Stupid Lin Chensan, do you think I'm sad that you fell in love with someone else and didn't like me? What makes me sad is that we met by chance. The connection that prompted it is gone, so what intersection can we have in our future lives?"

They are not childhood friends, classmates, or colleagues. The basis for the survival of friends is at stake. If there is no emotional infrastructure that is different from others, no matter whether it is zero times three or two plus four, such a name can only be silent in the end. Lying in the directory of contacts, wanting to send a message, calling and contacting again, I can't even find an opportunity to speak.Such a relationship will suddenly become worse than strangers on the side of the road.

In fact, many of the strangers in adults become habits from the beginning of no intersection.

Lin Chensan thought Er Jiasi was right: "In this case, can we still be friends?"

"What do you think?"

"Probably not?!" Lin Chensan smiled, "We don't seem to be the kind of people who can pretend to be deaf and dumb when we know each other's thoughts."

"Yeah." Er Jiasi had to admit this.

Er Jiasi's words seemed to calm Lin Chensan's heart.

"Does it hurt? Back." Lin Chensan said.

"It hurts, it must hurt, or you'll be hit by that little bastard once..." Er Jiasi stomped her feet and gritted her teeth.

"Looking at you so alive and kicking, there's nothing wrong with your back." Lin Chensan ignored Er Jiasi's accusation, and she took out a bottle of mineral water from the plastic bag, which the clerk bought for her without asking her opinion just now. Then he took out two band-aids from his pocket, which he kept on his body since the last time he wore shoes and rubbed his feet, "Hand over here."

I really didn't expect that she has everything that can treat Er Jiasi's wounds. The fate between her and Er Jiasi is really nothing, but it's like trust is used to betray, agreement is used to break, promises It is used to break, and things like fate should also have fate and no fate.

Somewhere, Lin Chensan had such an awareness.

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