The emperor's heart alone

Changping Palace.

Shi Junji and Xu Yunjin sat facing each other, one with a gloomy expression and the other with a very guilty conscience.

This rebellion ended with such an ending. I have to say that Shi Junji was very upset. There were too many things beyond his expectations. From the beginning to the end, he was the only one who was cheated, like a fool. Of course Shi Junji He would be unhappy, but what made him unacceptable the most was that Xu Yunjin didn't trust him, even if there was no substitute, would Xu Yunjin decide to risk his life?

Speaking of the substitute, Shi Junji was also somewhat impressed. He knew that each of the five young masters in the capital had a substitute, and he blamed himself for not being careful enough. It was not that there was something wrong with Xu Yunjin today, but because of the matter of the third prince, he A lot is overlooked.

Xu Yunjin secretly glanced at Shi Junji, who had drifted away somewhere, and rarely showed a cautious look in front of Shi Junji: "That..."

"I thought there was nothing we couldn't say between the two of us, and we trusted each other. Why did you hide such a big thing from me?"

Xu Yunjin sighed, why didn't he know what Shi Junji said?However, he knows Shi Junji's feelings for the Second Prince. Shi Junji really regards the Second Prince as a relative, a younger brother. He grew up together from childhood to adulthood. That feeling is deep and strong. This incident told Shi Junji that the biggest reason was that he didn't want Shi Junji to be sad.

He always wanted to investigate more carefully and meticulously, so that he could overthrow everything he found. Why didn't he hope that the second prince was not the real murderer at all?Even at the last moment, he gave the second prince a chance just like the third prince. The difference was that the third prince was for the second prince, and he was for Shi Junji.

It's a pity that the second prince disappointed both the third prince and him. Xu Yunjin looked at Shi Junji, he knew that Shi Junji must be very sad now, he is not only an emperor, he is also a person, betrayed by his younger brother whom he always considered a relative , how could Shi Junji not feel sad?

At the beginning, Shi Junji knew about the betrayal of the third prince, at least he would not be so sad, but it was because the third prince had never been close to him, and knowing that he was going to kill his brother to seize the throne, it was just a satirical "delusion". Heartbroken?Talking about blood relationship is actually just a joke.

However, the position of the second prince in Shi Junji's heart is of course different, so the betrayal of the second prince is naturally sad and unbelievable to Shi Junji, but as I said before, Shi Junji is still an emperor, he is sad He can't cry out when he's sad, he can only swallow everything in his stomach, he is the emperor, so it is destined that he can't face the world with his sad and sentimental side.

Seeing Shi Junji like this, Xu Yunjin felt very sad.Xu Yunjin didn't speak all the time, Shi Junji didn't ask again, just stared at the thing in front of him in a daze, saying he was in a daze, but it didn't look like it.

Xu Yunjin got up slowly, walked to Shi Junji, squatted halfway, held Shi Junji's hands on his lap, looked up into Shi Junji's eyes, and said in a deep voice: "I know you are very sad, you Look, that's why I didn't tell you at the beginning, I know it's hard for you to accept." Xu Yunjin blinked, "I've been wondering if the second prince will wake up one day, I let him stay in the Ministry of Internal Affairs , Let him live in the palace, even in your Changping Palace, facing you every day, I hope he can let go of all this because of the relationship between the two of you, but in the end he did not let go of his obsession. read."

"I know it's wrong for me to hide it from you. You should be angry. It's just that you're sad. Don't just say nothing in your heart." Xu Yunjin rubbed Shi Junji's hands and slowed down his voice, "I'm still with you By your side, always there, don't be sad alone."

Shi Junji leaned over and hugged Xu Yunjin, buried his head in Xu Yunjin's neck, Xu Yunjin didn't move, he just wrapped his arms around Shi Junji's back, the heat from his palms spread into Shi Junji's body through his clothes , making Shi Junji's chilly body gradually warm up.

During this long period of time, Xu Yunjin almost had the illusion that Shi Junji was crying, and even felt the coolness around his neck. However, when Shi Junji finally let him go, he went to touch his neck, but nothing happened. Did not touch.

"In my memory, he was still small. When he was young, he still had baby fat on his face. He was fair and white, and he followed me every day with his short legs." Shi Junji said in a low voice, "Every day One time I got impatient and walked fast, and he couldn't keep up, so he sat on the ground and cried shamelessly, saying that I bullied him, and he would not leave until I hugged him."

"How did the small ball at the beginning grow so big now?" Shi Junji's brows were stained with a touch of loneliness, "When he was young, he had one brother and one brother. My imperial brother is dead, but I have never noticed it, maybe since then, he has resented me in his heart."

Xu Yunjin turned his face away, instead of looking at the sadness on Shi Junji's face, he said after a while: "You know, it's not your fault."

Maybe no one is wrong, it's just that you can't ask for it and can't let it go.

The sky is slowly getting dark, too many things happened this day, too many things that make people unable to guard against and make people sad, but the sky is dark after all, just like tomorrow will come, the new day will not Contaminated to the slightest bit of yesterday, it seems that only human beings will stubbornly refuse to let go of memories, and even the more painful they feel, the more they can't let go.

No one dared to disturb Shi Junji and Xu Yunjin who had been staying in the room. The two maintained this posture for a long time, and finally Shi Junji said, "Let's eat."

Xu Yunjin breathed a sigh of relief: "Okay."

Maybe the pain is still there, but as long as people are alive and life goes on, no matter how big the pain is, it will be healed one day. It is still in the memory, but when I think of it, it is just a sigh, a self-deprecating, That's enough.

Compared with the dinners in the past, this dinner can be said to be the heaviest one. Xu Yunjin was very considerate of Shi Junji's heavy depression. When he went to bed at night, Xu Yunjin stayed directly in Changping Palace. Xu Shi put him and Shi Junji on the bed, and lay obediently in Shi Junji's arms.

"I'm not familiar with you like this." Shi Junji hugged Xu Yunjin sideways, and sighed.

Xu Yunjin laughed lightly, the bedroom was pitch black, and Xu Yunjin didn't like the light in the room when he slept, so after Shi Junji and Xu Yunjin were together, Shi Junji, who used to keep one or two lights on even when he slept, was completely out of control. Say goodbye to this habit.The curtains on the bed were also drawn, and there were only Shi Junji and Xu Yunjin in the quiet space.

Xu Yunjin put his arms around Shi Junji's waist half sideways: "Couldn't it be better to treat you better?"

Shi Jun hugged Xu Yunjin's arm very tightly: "It will be like this from now on, if it is not allowed, that kid will sleep on the same bed with the two of us again, let him sleep by himself."

"It's not that you don't know Xu Shi's temperament." Xu Yunjin said, "I didn't sleep with him tonight, and he kept crying. I came here after coaxing him to sleep first. Maybe he woke up in the middle of the night. Looking for me."

"I don't know who she looks like." Shi Junji muttered, and stopped talking about Xu Shi, but hesitated for a while, and asked, "Your substitute..."

Xu Yunjin said "En": "Almost no one can tell the difference between us. You see, even you didn't recognize whether that person was me."

Shi Jun was very unhappy: "That's because I didn't think about it so much. All I thought about was whether the arrangement was appropriate or not. Is there anything I missed? Who would have thought that such a thing would happen to you at this time? Besides When I was in the carriage, I noticed that something was wrong with you, if you give me a little more time, I will definitely recognize that it is your substitute."

Seeing that Shi Junji was a little furious, Xu Yunjin quickly comforted him: "I know you can recognize him, so I told him not to talk too much, so as not to be seen by you. I didn't expect you to see it like this."

"Of course, you sleep next to me every day, how could I not recognize you?" Shi Junji said stubbornly.

Xu Yunjin rolled his eyes in the darkness, Shi Junji couldn't see it anyway, so he said perfunctorily, "I knew you were the best."

Shi Junji suddenly approached Xu Yunjin's ear, and the hot air sprayed out made Xu Yunjin unconsciously tilt his face back, wondering: "What's wrong?"

Shi Junji asked: "What did you let Qingpei do in those days?"

"I went to the southwest to find Young Master Su." Now, Xu Yunjin has nothing to hide, "When Young Master Su left, he took half of the people on the first floor of Jianghu with him. I'm afraid that something like this happened in the capital. There are not enough people left, so Qingpei was asked to go to the southwest to find Young Master Su and ask for the other half."

"Fortunately, at the last moment, they all rushed back. Otherwise, there would really not be enough people on the city wall today. Zhao Ershao went to the southwest, and I mainly asked him to go to the southwest to take refuge and let him wait until the incident in the capital was over. Come back, so will Young Master Li and his family."

Shi Junji gave a "hmm" and said suddenly: "Today on the city wall, many people know about you and me, I want to wait until tomorrow, no, even today, I'm afraid the matter between you and me It will be known by everyone in the capital, including your parents and all your family members."

"What do you want to say?"

Shi Junji actually let out a muffled laugh: "I just want to say, I'm afraid you will have no choice but to hide our relationship this time. I can stop the mouths of civil and military officials, and I can stop the mouths of eunuch Gong'e. I can't keep the mouths of people in the capital shut."

Xu Yunjin kicked Shi Junji under the quilt: "Now things are as you wished, you should be happy." He said again, "You don't need to say, my father and the others must know by now, and I didn't do anything today. When I go back, I still don’t know how angry my father is.”

Shi Junji kissed Xu Yunjin in the dark: "Don't be afraid, no matter how angry he is, how can he treat you in front of me?"

Xu Yunjin kicked Shi Junji again: "Don't show up, what if you scare my father? Let me tell you about this matter, you are not allowed to show up."

Shi Junji was still hesitating, Xu Yunjin started to use force again, Shi Junji had no choice but to say: "Okay, I understand, I promise I won't come forward and let you solve this matter yourself."

It's easy to say, Shi Junji really didn't care after that, but after the incident happened, Shi Junji regretted it, and at the same time regretted not showing up, he wished to tear Xu Tao into pieces to vent his hatred.