The emperor's heart alone

When I woke up early the next morning, Shi Junji, who was sleeping beside me, had disappeared. Indeed, Shi Junji had to deal with a lot of things these days, and it was normal not to see him, and Xu Yunjin didn't care. Afterwards, he casually had some breakfast and didn't intend to go to the House of Internal Affairs, so he went out of the palace and went back to Xu's House.

As soon as he stepped into Xu's mansion, Xu Yunjin felt that the atmosphere was very unusual.Frowning, thinking for a while, he headed towards Xu Tao's study.

Finally, Xu Yunjin didn't make a trip in vain, not only Xu Tao was in the study, Xu Jiashi was also there.Xu Jia's eyes were red, obviously from crying. Xu Tao sat in the first place with a gloomy and terrifying expression.Seeing Xu Yunjin come in, Xu Jiashi burst into tears again.

"Nie Zi! You still know to come back!" Xu Tao slapped the table violently, which startled Xu Yunjin.

The appearance of Xu Tao and Xu Jiashi clearly knew the matter between himself and Shi Junji, Xu Yunjin sighed in his heart, and didn't think about hiding it any more, he just nodded and admitted: "Father, I am indeed with the emperor. Together."

Xu Jiashi, who was crying, suddenly became louder, and Xu Tao was so angry that his hands trembled: "What are you talking about!"

Xu Yunjin lowered his eyes faintly: "Father, what I said is very clear, and you understand it, why don't you believe it?"

For a while, Xu Tao didn't speak, Xu Yunjin didn't say anything, only Xu Jia's crying was left in the study.

"Mother, don't cry." Xu Yunjin finally couldn't help persuading Xu Jiashi, "I know the child is unfilial, mother, don't be too sad, I feel very uncomfortable if you are like this."

"If you really knew that this was unfilial, you wouldn't do it." Xu Tao roared, "Since I was a child, because of your body, have I ever forced you to do something? I don't want to study. That's all, it doesn't matter if you go in and out of the Qinlou Chu Pavilion all day long, my Xu family can't bear the reputation, but do you know what kind of situation you have put yourself in now? Who is that? That's the emperor! "

Under Xu Tao's excitement and anger, he couldn't care less about shouting the word "Emperor" loudly in the study, and continued: "Our Xu family has been noble for generations, and no one has ever made such a big mistake like you! You know I don't know how your behavior will make the world think of our Xu family? The name of a century-old noble, just because you, Xu Yunjin, no longer exists, are you worthy of the ancestors of the Xu family?"

Yes, he, Xu Yunjin, is self-willed and willful, disdain to care about other people's eyes, but the person standing in front of him is his father, a family member whom he swore from the bottom of his heart since he was a child, that he would never betray or hurt him. He would delay telling them about Shi Junji and himself, but when Xu Tao casually said, "Are you worthy of the ancestors of the Xu family?", Xu Yunjin suddenly felt his heart constrict. one time.

As expected, he couldn't help but care, Xu Yunjin's face remained expressionless despite the pain in his heart, he is a descendant of the Xu family, that's right, even if he went through fire and water for the Xu family, he would go through fire and water for the Xu family, what is the reputation of the Xu family that Xu Tao wanted to protect? Isn't that what he wants to protect?But even so, when Xu Tao put Xu's family's reputation with himself and chose Xu's family's reputation, Xu Yunjin was not without sadness.

He, Xu Yunjin, can bear the abuse of the world, but he doesn't want to hear the slightest disappointment in himself from his family. In the final analysis, Xu Yunjin, who comes from a famous family, even if he is rebellious in his bones, he will eventually have weaknesses.

"Tomorrow, no, I will resign today. I remember that Liangcheng still has a residence of our Xu family. You can take Qinghuan Qingpei and other servants to Liangcheng to stay for a while. Without my order, you are not allowed." Come back to the capital, and I will personally ask the emperor about you leaving the capital as the son of an eunuch."

Xu Jiashi exclaimed from the side: "Master!"

Xu Yunjin knew that Xu Tao wanted to completely sever ties with Shi Junji.Liangcheng is thousands of miles away from the capital, and it takes more than half a year to go back and forth.

Without showing any weakness, Xu Yunjin looked into the depths of Xu Tao's eyes: "Father, I can't do it."

"you!"

"Master, if you have something to say, please say it." Xu Jiashi controlled her emotions, stopped Xu Tao who was still in anger, turned her head and begged, "Yun Jin, when you grow up so big, did mother ever ask you? Mother will beg you once this time, please listen to your father? After a few years, your father's anger will subside, and mother will beg your father to let you come back. And mother has heard that Liangcheng, regardless of gender, All of them are handsome and beautiful, you may meet your sweetheart wherever you go, and forget it as a mother's concern."

Xu Yunjin closed his eyes, why couldn't he hear what Xu Jiashi meant?She doesn't care whether she likes men or women, but that person can't be Shi Junji. Thinking about it, this is the biggest concession Xu Jiashi can make. If he is just a simple and pedantic dutiful son, I'm afraid he will agree. Xu Jiashi, but he is not that kind of person after all.

He has experienced so much with Shi Junji, from strangers to mutual acquaintance, from liking to love, Shi Junji has paid so much and done so much for Shi Junji, why did Xu Yunjin cut off his relationship with Shi Junji in one bite? relation?Xu Yunjin couldn't do it, and he couldn't do such a thing.

"...Mom, I'm sorry."

Xu Jia's eyes were red again. Over the years, she had a husband who loved her. She had sons and daughters, and even grandchildren. Her life went smoothly, and she didn't encounter anything that disturbed her. It doesn't mean that Xu Jiashi is so naive that she doesn't understand anything.A few days ago, Xu Yunting came to her, implying that Xu Yunjin fell in love with a man, both inside and outside, but she interrupted it on the surface, but secretly she didn't understand or was not sad, and she didn't sleep for several nights Well, I finally opened my heart knot, I don't care whether my son likes women or men, but I learned such a big sad news yesterday that the man his son fell in love with turned out to be the emperor of the world.

Just like Xu Tao, even if he could accept that Xu Yunjin loved Xu Jiashi, a man, he would definitely not want the man Xu Yunjin fell in love with to be the emperor. Perhaps Xu Tao did it for the Xu family's reputation, but she did it for her own son .

She doesn't want her son to be poked at the back and scolded. She knows Xu Yunjin's pride better than anyone else. She can't imagine what the son who lives in the rumors will become. That is the son she has loved for nearly 20 years. Ah, how could she have the heart to let her son be cast aside by the world?

"Yunjin, listen to what mother said, okay? You have no future with the emperor. That is the emperor. It is not someone else. Does the emperor want anything? Today he is with you, but tomorrow he may be with you." I fell in love with someone else." Xu Jia begged bitterly, "What are you going to do then? How could he care about you? Yunjin, mother, I will go to Liangcheng tomorrow, and mother will follow you, okay? Okay? Mother will go with you."

Xu Yunjin smiled bitterly, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Mother, I have already found someone I love, even if I go to Liangcheng and meet the most beautiful woman or man in the world, I will only love this one now." people."

"Ma'am, you don't need to say any more!" Xu Tao, who was sitting on the side, interrupted Xu Jiashi who was about to speak, and asked Xu Yunjin directly, "Are you sure you will not resign and go to Liangcheng?"

"……Yes."

"Okay, okay, okay, Xu Yunjin!" Xu Tao gritted his teeth, "Do you really think that the emperor let you stay by his side because he fell in love with you? You are thinking too much about yourself, how many beauties does the emperor want? Now he is just greedy for novelty and deceiving your feelings, but you really want to give up the Xu family for him?"

"Father, I have been with him for a long time." Xu Yunjin said calmly, "I have known him longer than you think. Many things happened between us, such as dismissing the harem, such as giving me an official position, Another example is the existence of Xu Shi, he and I seem to be a whole now, no one will try to split himself in two, he won't, and I won't either."

But Xu Tao heard a deeper meaning, and asked in surprise, "You mean Xu Shi? What's going on?"

Up to now, Xu Shi's life experience is really not a secret, at least Xu Yunting knows about it, Xu Yunjin didn't want to hide it, and said directly: "Xu Shi is not my child."

Xu Tao and Xu Jiashi couldn't help but look at each other, Xu Tao felt a little chilled in his heart: "Whose is that?"

"……his."

Xu Tao's body softened immediately, and Xu Yunjin continued on his own: "Xu Shi's birth mother was a nobleman in the palace back then, because she broke the palace rules, she was supposed to be executed, but she was found pregnant. He didn't stop doing two things, he put that noble man to death on the surface, but secretly let the noble man give birth to the child, and made me think that he was his own child, in order to prevent me from getting married and having a child."

Xu Yunjin didn't look at Xu Tao's already livid face: "Father, I think you also know the emperor's temperament, he really loves me, that's why he has such a desire to monopolize me, he won't let me marry, let alone Not to mention letting me have a child, he arranged everything just to monopolize me, how could he just play with me?"

Xu Tao's whole body is already cold, what is Xu Shi's identity?That's the prince!Even if his biological mother is just a noble person, even now few people in Daping know that there is such a prince, but after all, he is still a prince!And a prince is now a child of their Xu family, thinking about it, he knows what the consequences will be if this matter gets out!

However, no matter what, Xu Tao couldn't just sit and watch the Xu family's reputation being ruined by Xu Yunjin. Xu Tao was so hard-hearted, even if Xu Shi was the prince, so what?He didn't believe that the emperor would disregard the reputation of the royal family and publicize this matter, he just stared at Xu Yunjin: "Are you really unwilling to leave?"

Xu Yunjin shook his head.

"Okay." Xu Tao stood up abruptly, "Follow me to the ancestral hall."

Xu Yunjin obediently followed Xu Tao. There were only Xu Yunjin and Xu Tao in the ancestral hall. In Daping, women were forbidden to enter the ancestral hall.

Xu Tao looked at the tablets of the ancestors of the Xu family in the ancestral hall, and said, "Kneel down!"

Xu Yunjin did so.

"When did you change your mind, and when will you get up." Xu Tao sternly said, "If you continue to be obsessed with your obsession, you will keep kneeling!" After finishing speaking, Xu Tao left the ancestral hall and locked Xu Yunjin in the ancestral hall with his own hands.