After we broke up, I still asked about your situation

Although I couldn't hear more straightforward love words, but for Tu Jiazhi, these are enough.

"It wasn't in the past." He couldn't control himself and pulled him into his arms, "It's also... now."

The two hugged tightly, Tu Jiazhi turned on the light, pushed him against the wall, pinched his chin to make Tong Shen look up.

"Let me see you, brother." He carefully strangled Tong Shen's neck, inserted his other hand forcefully into Tong Shen's five fingers, leaned forward and said, "Let me see you."

Life on the small island is comfortable and idle, and even the bones become soft after staying for a long time.Tong Shen has been too lazy to cut his hair for a long time, but now his hair has grown so long that it can be tied up.The middle-parted forehead hair is placed around the ear along the fluffy arc, which looks very soft.

He didn't go out very much all day long, and his skin became whiter and whiter. Because of the cold weather, the backs of his hands were almost blue, showing a bit of porcelain-like fragility.

"It hasn't changed in six years..." Tu Jiazhi ran his fingers through his hair, rubbed his lips up from his chin, and whispered in his ear, "It's still so pretty."

The forehead hair was pulled back, revealing half of the beautiful hairline and soft and watery eyes.

A pair of peach-blossom eyes that are affectionate even looking at wooden stakes, but they are placed on such a heartless person.

Tu Jiazhi kissed him along the brow bone to the temple, and the tip of her tall nose kept rubbing lightly on his face.

"I..." Tong Shen felt itchy, raised his head in a disordered breathing, "I've been dawdling around for so many years without accomplishing anything, what can change..."

Speaking of this, he suddenly felt sad, and rubbed Tu Jiazhi's back pityingly: "It's you... You have changed a lot in the past few years."

"Are you following me?" Tu Jiazhi asked.

"...Well." Tong Shen said unnaturally, "Occasionally, I can see your interview."

"this one?"

Tong Shen remembered that he had tried Du Zijie just now, so he pursed his lips and was embarrassed to answer.

"I heard it." Tu Jiazhi pressed his back and let someone stick him in front of him, and said in a low voice, "I heard you asking Du Zijie about me."

"You..." Tong Shen was so ashamed, "When did you learn to eavesdrop?"

"I didn't mean to eavesdrop." Tu Jiazhi said, "I hid on the balcony to breathe, I didn't expect you to come over suddenly...I dare not see you."

"..."

Tong Shen felt guilty and guilty, and didn't know what to say for a while.

"You met me in the lobby before, if you have anything to ask, why didn't you just ask me?" Tu Jiazhi ruthlessly rubbed him on his body, with a hint of grievance in his voice, "How can others know how I am doing recently? When have you ever seen me show misery to others? If you ask, they'll just say I'm doing well..."

"But I'm not good."

After a pause, he retreated slightly, stared into Tong Shen's eyes and said word by word: "Tu Jiazhi is not doing well, he hasn't been doing well recently."

Tong Shen looked up at the person in front of him, feeling as if he felt the same.

He lightly pressed Tu Jiazhi's frowning eyebrows, and was pressed down by the opponent.

Their foreheads touched, Tu Jiazhi held his forearm, raised his head and kissed his wrist, and said in a hoarse voice, "He misses you."

As soon as the words fell, Tu Jiazhi suddenly bit him: "I want to die."

Tong Shen rarely cried out for pain, but Tu Jiazhi quickly let go and licked the teeth marks left by him carefully.

"Stop licking." Tong Shen withdrew his hand, "It doesn't hurt."

Tu Jiazhi looked up at him.

Tong sighed deeply, held the back of his head and pulled him closer: "I miss you too."

He turned around, turned Tu Jiazhi against the wall, leaned over on tiptoe, and said softly, "I also... miss you."

Tu Jiazhi's glasses were a little in the way, Tong Shen raised his hand to take them off, and as soon as they touched his lips, someone eagerly penetrated them.

The tip of the tongue was pressed against the gap between the teeth, and there was a slight difference in body temperature between the two sides. Tong Shen felt dizzy from being burned.

The expensive suit jacket fell to the floor, and the ironed shirt was pulled out from the waistband, and it was full of wrinkles.

It wasn't until it was placed on the top cover of the grand piano that Tong Shen realized that this was a piano room.

"Don't..." He pushed Tu Jiazhi away in embarrassment, "Don't be here..."

Tu Jiazhi stopped, and the breath sprayed into his neck was hot and heavy.

"It's my second sister's piano room..."

Almost half of Tong Shen was hanging on Tu Jiazhi's neck. Realizing that his legs were still supporting him, he licked his lips in embarrassment, and quickly made a decision: "Go to the hotel, let's go now."

Tu Jiazhi felt that he couldn't wait that long: "Do you have no room here?"

"...too many people here..." Tong Shen said shamefully, "I can't..."

Tu Jiazhi looked at him silently.

"And there's nothing here." Tong Shen added.

Tu Jiazhi: "You don't have much use for that."

"...Get out!" Tong Shen shyly pushed him away, "I haven't done it in six years!"

Tu Jiazhi picked up his coat from the ground and put it on him: "Then can you leave now? The banquet is not over yet."

"It's okay, don't worry." Tong Shen buttoned his shirt indiscriminately, "They have to talk about work later, it's useless for me to keep it, no one cares about me."

Pausing for two seconds, he glanced at the person next to him: "It's you, there should be many people looking for it?"

"It's not important." Tu Jiazhi briefly combed his messy hair with his hands, "I have to finish the rest of the matter after the sky falls."

"Tsk." Tong Shen couldn't help laughing, "Se. Embryo."

After finishing their clothes, the two sneaked out through the back door.

This place is nearly two hours' drive from the city center, and even the nearest hotel has to be driven for half an hour.

Tu Jiazhi couldn't help it in the car, and kept kneading Tong Shen's hand while driving.

Tong Shen was also in a hurry, but seeing him like this, he was amused to divert his attention.

"You used to be startled like a rabbit when you were driving, how dare you hold my hand like this?" He asked with emotion, "Is this because you are skilled in driving, or is it because you are daring?"

"All of them." Tu Jiazhi looked quite stable on the surface, but once he confirmed his intentions, he spoke as straightforwardly as he did back then, "After six years of suffering, I'm almost suffocated."

As he spoke, he brought Tong Shen's hand close to his lips again, biting and grinding.

"Hey, take it easy." Tong Shen joked, "This is human flesh, do you still want to eat it raw?"

Tu Jiazhi didn't answer immediately, but rolled up his sleeves, then put his palm on his forearm, and asked, "Did you feel it?"

Tong Shen turned his head in doubt: "What?"

"Burn." Tu Jiazhi said, "It burns from the heart, even the tips of your fingers are hot, if you don't believe me touch it."

Tong Shen hissed, and said in amazement: "As expected of you, Tu Jiazhi, after so many years, your shameless skills have only increased."

Tu Jiazhi crushed his knuckles hard, and then let go: "It's not because I'm the same as before, but because you haven't changed, so... I will also subconsciously feel that I am still the same as before."

Taking advantage of the red light, he glanced sideways at Tong Shen, and suddenly said, "Thank you brother."

Tong Shen laughed: "Thank me for what?"

"Thank you..." Tu Jiazhi said, "Still waiting for me at the same place."

"..." Tong Shen made him feel bitter again, "I should be the one thanking you."

Tu Jiazhi was silent for a moment, and when the car restarted, he suddenly asked: "Then are we still the same now?"

"what?"

"Relationship." Tu Jiazhi said, "Our relationship is still the same as before...isn't it clear?"

"Of course not!" Tong Shen repeatedly denied, "It's been six years and I still haven't made any progress?!"

After saying that, he was a little apprehensive: "Still...do you think the previous relationship was better? I actually...I, I really want to fall in love with you...All right, all right?"

Tu Jiazhi finally smiled: "Is this a confession?"

"Ah?" Dazed for two seconds, Tong Shen suddenly realized, and quickly said, "Yes, yes, it's a confession, of course it's a confession."

"Oh, so it's a confession." Tu Jiazhi shook his head regretfully, "Not even a nice word."

"What do you want to hear?" Tong Shen leaned closer, "Do I like you? Or do I love you?"

Before Tu Jiazhi could reply, he added, "Or something more greasy? My dear, dear dear?"

He picked up the beautiful things he knew and said a lot, but Tu Jiazhi was not so happy: "The things you couldn't say before killing you, but now you can say them so easily-then how can I tell you apart?" Is it true?"

"Where is it easy?!" Tong Shen suddenly became angry, "I have reflected on it for six years! Six years! Is this easy?!"

"How did you reflect?" Tu Jiazhi suppressed a smile, "You have to tell me in detail, so that I can judge whether you are sincere or not."

"I..." Tong Shen thought for a while, and really didn't know what to say, "I just know that I can't do without you, no matter where I go, no matter how long I pass, I close my eyes and it's you, isn't that true? There is no truer gold!"

"What you say is a panacea, you can say it anywhere, it doesn't necessarily mean love." Tu Jiazhi said, "You have to make sure that you love me and not family affection, so that we can fall in love without distractions. Otherwise, one day you will be thinking about it too much. , don’t you have to abandon me again? As the saying goes, repeat again and again, I have already been abandoned by you twice, and it almost cost me half of my life, and I can’t afford the third time.”

"Then there's nothing I can do if you want to be so picky." Tong Shen began to play tricks, "Anyway, I've said everything I need to say, whether you want to listen or not."

"Not at all modest." Tu Jiazhi squeezed his palm hard, "You can't figure it out, I can teach you."

Tong Shen slapped him on the back of his hand: "Then you teach me! What are you talking about?"

"Well." Tu Jiazhi said slowly, curling his lips, "In my opinion, the biggest difference between love and family affection is desire. Family affection is more about giving and giving. Although it needs emotional rewards like love, it only needs to be rewarded. Need comfort or gratitude - love is different.

"Love is plundering, devouring, aggression, and monopoly.

"It's a raging urge and longing.

"The emotional reward it requires is not gratitude, but total commitment, with an equal share of depredation.

"I love you, so I want all of you."

"..."

These words were a little shocking, Tong Shen swallowed unconsciously, feeling a little cool in his spine, but the inside of his chest was hot.

Just as he felt that he couldn't refute Tu Jiazhi's words, he suddenly heard the other party say: "Do you know how I identified myself back then?

"——Because I found that I can't help but look at the seductive places on your body, long for you, imagine you, and have many invisible and dirty dreams."

"What about you?" Tu Jiazhi asked, "Have you ever had a spring dream about me, brother?"

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