I was petted by top idols by turning a pen [entertainment circle]

The week after he separated from Ji Yu, Li Xiao fell ill.

In fact, he seldom gets sick. Although he always pretends to die, he has never been sick in the past two years.

But after he left the hospital roof that day, he felt tired and exhausted. It was exhaustion that he couldn't resist, as if he had been hollowed out.I was so sleepy that I was about to collapse.

In fact, he was quite clear-headed, wondering why he was dumped by such a talent.

Then he realized it.

Oh, the strength to support myself is gone.

He lied to himself that he would wait for Ji Yu to get ready, but he didn't believe it himself.

Ji Yu said that he was no longer the best.

He has worked so hard for two years, just wanting to be Huili Xiaojue again, to be himself again, to be able to decide his own life, and to be with Ji Yu in a fair and honest way.

But at this moment, in Ji Yu's mind, he was no longer a darling.

Nothing hurt him more than this.

It turned out that two years was meaningless.

So things that may have been tense and depressed for two years also climbed up.He was originally a lethargic physique, and he danced and drank again. He was able to hold on before, but now he doesn't want to hold on.

He texted Sally "I call it a week."

As soon as he entered the house, he breathed a sigh of relief. He really didn't have the strength to go into the bedroom again, and sat down directly along the wall next to him.

He couldn't wait to close his eyes before he sat down, which also caused him to fail to adjust a stable posture.The whole person leaned down along the wall.In the end it just fell down.

When he fell down, he thought, luckily he didn't fall down on the road, how embarrassing it would be if Ji Yu saw him.

He was woken up by the heat, and he had no idea of ​​time when he woke up, but he could remember Ji Yu saying that they couldn't go any further.

It took his breath away.

Sweating all over his body, he took off his clothes and took a cold shower, turned the air conditioner to the lowest level, and lay back on the bed without drying his hair, and continued to sleep.

This sleep meant that he could not get up.His dreams followed one another. First, he dreamed that his parents were divorced, and his mother never came back after going abroad; he dreamed that he was alone at home, and he knew that his father had a home outside; then he dreamed of kidnapping.

That was when he was in elementary school, he almost forgot how those people carried him into the van.In the dream, he looked like he had grown up, he was tied up and couldn't break free, and he complained that he couldn't beat these kidnappers because he was so tall.

In fact, those people's education level is not high, they just want to take money and let them go.

But his dad doesn't answer the phone.

He was not rescued until two days later. He drank a few times of water and was beaten without eating or seeing light.

Later he saw his father.

He even felt that his father was the same as those kidnappers.The kidnappers are bad guys with no money, and his dad just has a little more money than them.

Then the faces of his father and those two kidnappers suddenly appeared at SOL's drinking party, together with two other fat-faced men, all looking at him with ferocious smiles.

These people all looked like giants, with their huge faces raised high, covering all his sight.oppressed him.

Each of them held a wine bottle and threw it in the face.

At this time, Ji Yu appeared.

He held up a big pen, and swung those giants away like a knight.

Ji Yu helped him up: "You have a fever."

Li Xiao laughed: "I need you, Great God."

"Why do you need me?"

"I only have you."

"You are so flirtatious."

"Really, I need you."

"But you're not the best."

"I am." In order to prove himself, Li Xiao hurriedly raised his hand to grab his hand.

Caught empty.

Li Xiao smashed the bedside table with his hand.

It woke him up.

With his hands hurting and his head aching, he propped up his upper body blankly.He touched his forehead while recalling the dream he had just had.

I really have a fever.

He went to find medicine to take, and continued to sleep after taking it.

He wanted to dream of Ji Yu again, looking for someone to torture him.

But the dream is the same as the reality, and they all like to have something that backfires.

Didn't dream.

This week Li Xiao basically fell asleep like this, and only ate two meals in the last two days.This is his way to heal himself. Dreams are logical and bizarre, and can escape reality.

But by the second week, he continued to work as if nothing had happened.

The concert is coming soon, AVEC's Midsummer and Warm Winter concerts have been the king of the entertainment industry for the past two years, especially Midsummer, [-] audience seats are sold out in half a second every time.This time, because news broke out that Li Xiao was about to terminate his contract, it was equivalent to his last concert, and the front row tickets were directly sold to hundreds of thousands.

Li Xiao had been looking forward to this day.The script in his mind was to hand over the VIP relative ticket in his hand to Ji Yu, and ask him to sit in the middle of the auditorium, just like when he performed for him in the west hall of the law school.

He likes the stage, likes the spotlight on himself, dances, sings, and listens to the sound of the auditorium.

But other than that, he didn't like it.

He and Ji Yu didn't expect that there were so many farts about celebrities.

He doesn't like miscellaneous business and public relations, and doesn't like to attend all kinds of meaningless parties.

He doesn't like being controlled and arranged by others, and he has no freedom.

He feels that he is himself on the stage, but off the stage, he is not himself, he is SOL's marionette, a money-making tool.

This kind of thinking is really naive and naive.But he was also stubborn.

In the final analysis, he is actually not suitable to be a star.

But he also likes the stage.

It is very contradictory.

He found a way to balance this contradiction, which is to open his own studio and be his own boss.

It doesn't have to be very popular, as long as there are performances to pick up.

Of course, fire is better.

Of course Li Xiao is not the kind of person who has no desires, no pursuits, and aloofness. In a place like the entertainment industry, popularity speaks volumes.If you are popular, you can gain a firm foothold and have the confidence to be yourself.

With a studio, with confidence, and with Ji Yu.

Oh, no more, Ji Yu is the premise.

In the past two years, every time Li Xiao felt that he couldn't hold on anymore, he would miss him.Like magic.He thinks that the mantra of these two words can keep him in his original intention and make him persevere to the end.

He wants to climb to the top, but he is also afraid of being swallowed up by the too deep water of the entertainment industry and getting lost.He is very busy, has a lot of pressure and anxiety, and is often on the verge of collapse. As for the dark side of the entertainment industry, he can feel trembling even at a glance.

At this time, think about Ji Yu.

Thinking about Ji Yu is to awaken that pure self.

"You still have to be top-notch to chase him back, Li Xiaojue."

Yes, he is the Li Xiao in the entertainment circle, but he still wants to be the Xiaojue of rewarding Li Xiao.

So when Sister Shuang said, "The light in her eyes is still there, it hasn't become greasy, it's still the same", he was really moved and suddenly gained confidence.

It's okay, I haven't changed.

But Ji Yu still said that he was no longer a must.

Without Ji Yu, everything for him is meaningless.

So on the day of the concert, he suddenly thought:

Just quit the circle after the contract is terminated.

It has also been performed, and it can be regarded as a fire.

With such evasive thoughts, he began to doze off again. The makeup artist was putting on his makeup, and it was Sister Li who woke him up.

Sister Lizi is the manager of AVEC.

"It's the last stage and you're still so sleepy, Xiao." Sister Li Zi folded her arms and looked at him.

Li Xiao smiled, a little too lazy to speak.

"I also added three solos for you. You can play freely and put them all in the finale. Can you hold on?"

Li Xiao raised his eyebrows, and replied lightly: "Yes."

"The main reason is that it's your last time, and it's also a favor for fans."

"Understood, thank you, Miss Lizi."

The concert is really tiring, especially for a men's group like theirs. There are a total of [-] songs, plus four encore songs, and there are several "TALK" segments in between.It is also a four-sided platform, and it is a test of ability to control the scene.Every time they perform, they are exhausted to the point of collapse.

Li Xiao didn't feel tired at all on the stage.Just enjoy.Immersed in the music, in the voice, in the light, he won't pant when others are tired, and he won't collapse when others' expression management collapses, like a robot.

But in fact, after a concert, he will sleep directly in the backstage.The name of love to sleep is also spread in this way.

The relationship between Li Xiao and the members is not very good, because he can't pretend to be intimate.But after all, the men's team all go to the practice room together, there must be a tacit understanding.

Although he didn't talk much, he didn't paddle, and he was quite ruthless to himself, leading them to follow along.Everyone is from SOL, so there is no need to choose their strength. The stage of AVEC has always only had famous scenes but never had a car accident.

Speaking of which, Li Xiao is also very grateful to them. The on-site effect brought by the seven-member group is never comparable to that of a single person.

Today they are in a particularly good state, the first song blew up the stage, and they can play well in the middle, spraying water and spraying.Li Xiao's several outfits today are all sexy, which is also the last benefit for fans. He also showed his abs for the first time, and the girls in the front row were all hoarse.

Gradually, after three hours, the call for support from AVEC became his name.

"Li Xiao! Li Xiao! Li Xiao!"

It's his last solo stage.

The auditorium turned into blue, his cheering color, and Li Xiao stood in the center of the stage, watching 8 people waving cheering sticks, cheering and screaming for him amidst the splendor of light and shadow.

He narrowed his eyes.

In the autumn of his freshman year, he signed a contract with SOL, just imagining that he could stand on such a stage, and everyone applauded him.

He should be very satisfied.

But no.

The person who should have come did not come.

He performed on stages large and small for two years and was never satisfied.

He was a little satisfied last time, but it was too short. He saw Ji Yu, and Ji Yu was too far away.

Thousands of spectators are no match for his staring eyes.

Background music plays.

Li Xiao closed his eyes and started dancing to the music.

It is an unrestrained and free Swag style.

The stage of Gongti is so big, but he seems to have returned to the narrow west hall.

He raised his hand, moved, stepped, and danced the dance he learned at the age of 24 at the age of 18.

He imagined Ji Yu's appearance, sitting on the table in the first row of judges, he would tilt his head slightly, propping up with one hand, beating his fingers to follow the beat, holding his phone in the other hand, and illuminating him with a flash.

It is him, and his dreams, that light up.

The stage lights are so bright, but for a long time, what can illuminate him is only a bunch of flashlights.

Li Xiao was very intoxicated, his brows had never been so stretched on stage, almost a kind of gentleness, letting himself dance the simplest dance as if he was in self-exile.

I beg, please do a small reward.

But at the end of the song, only the more resounding "Li Xiao" overwhelmed him one after another.

The next show was even simpler. Li Xiao took a guitar and sat directly on the stage, like sitting on the lawn of a campus, leisurely.

He plucked the chord slowly, put his hand on the mic and said, "Be quiet, everyone."

For a moment, the whole place was silent.

Only the lights are bright.

Li Xiao softly began to pluck the strings.

This prelude was a little strange, and no one heard it at first, and only afterward were people talking about it.

"Damn it, it's Yiji Juechen."

"Brother Xiao has never sung live before."

Li Xiao didn't sing, the person who wanted to sing wasn't there, and he didn't have any interest in opening his mouth, so he improvised and performed a section of fingerstyle as he wished.

On the huge stage, only the sound of the guitar floated.

At this moment, Li Xiao suddenly felt a little tired.

Very powerless, very melancholy, very uncomfortable.

He closed his eyes, switched his hands quickly on the strings, but his mind was blank.

During Yiji Juechen's soundtrack, he could gradually hear noisy voices, and wondered if he had fallen asleep.

But it's really noisy, whispering "Li Xiao".

Until a clear "Li Xiaojue" slipped past his ears.

The fingers stopped, and the sound of the piano stopped abruptly.

Damn, did I really fall asleep?he thinks.open your eyes.

This time I was really stunned.

Ji Yu stood beside him.

Ji Yu stood with him on the stage.

"Aren't you standing up, Li Xiaojue?" Ji Yu looked at him with a smile and said slowly.

The eye sockets are red.

Li Xiao suddenly stood up.

"God?"

These words spread throughout Gongti through the microphone, and there were echoes.

Li Xiao hurriedly picked the wheat, but still felt like he was in a dream.

After two years, he finally heard him call him by that name again.

Ji Yu's eyes sparkled with a smile, reflecting the stage lights, he raised his hand, and there was a string of ocean wave necklaces.

"I'll talk about some things later," Ji Yu said in a trembling voice, wrapping his arms around Li Xiao's neck, and put the necklace back on him.

"Put on the necklace now, it won't be lost this time."

"I'm just saying one thing right now."

"Li Xiaojue, I'm ready."

Li Xiao, oh no, Li Xiaojue's blank mind suddenly became turbulent, and he couldn't filter any information. He wanted to ask many questions, but in this dreamlike scene, he was afraid that he would wake up and face the void again.

Just ask a fart, don't worry about it, just catch the dream first.

So he laughed and wiped away a drop of crystal tear from the corner of Xia Jiyu's eyes.

"I've been waiting for you."

He said, picked up Ji Yu's face, and kissed it directly.

Screams erupted one after another, and thousands of blue lights illuminated them.

They are taking center stage.