That 1 his waist protruded

45

Humans can never empathize.

So I don't know how scared he was to go to the psychiatrist - I did anyway.As for the reason why he didn't want to go to the psychiatrist, he couldn't say it himself.

After the breakup, I cut off contact with Zhang Qiushu. Later, maybe because of empathy, I got another boyfriend, and I realized that I liked being on top, and then broke up again. Even when I met Su Hefeng, I was not interested.

Life is still the same, but occasionally I feel that the sea is too difficult for water. Although Zhang Qiushu is seriously ill, in this life, the most comfortable time is only when he is with him.

I didn't expect that when I saw him again, he could only hug his waist and hum on the bed.Unexpectedly, I found it a bit interesting.

If Zhang Qiushu knew that I remembered all these things about him, he would definitely complain that I couldn't think better of him.

But his kindness is very trivial, moistening everything silently, so I can't describe it carefully.If we talk about the big things between the two of us, that's all.

Zhang Qiushu smiled at me, and I was able to coax me into willingly going to the kitchen to cook for him for five years.This guy's cooking skills are in the realm of being able to eat. At that time, I raised him very picky eaters, and he refused to eat what he cooked himself.I don't know what he did while I was away.

The time we spend together is as long as the time we parted, but we don't feel unfamiliar when we meet again.The traces of living together are not only in memory, but also in all aspects of behavior and habits.

After parting, I recalled all the past, only to realize that what he taught me is how to have the confidence to settle down in this strange and prosperous city.

I have to admit that I appreciate Zhang Qiushu's comforting words and deeds, and I will draw close to him when needed.For example, when I coaxed Poe, I subconsciously imitated Zhang Qiushu's demeanor and tone.His type is especially good at scaring children.

I thought about it carefully, and felt that I would probably still choose Zhang Qiushu.Or maybe I'm just waiting for an opportunity to push me.

46

Poe exchanged contact information with me before he was discharged from the hospital.Now that you recognize your younger brother, you must treat him well.

The child didn't like me the way he thought at first, the sprouting was just an illusion when he wanted to grab the driftwood.Fortunately, he figured it out now.

After the child's grandparents passed away, the two old people left their house to the child.In the past, the daughter-in-law quarreled with them because the daughter-in-law wanted the house and was afraid that they would leave the house worth more than 400 million yuan to their grandchildren.

However, in the end, the two elderly people still loved their helpless grandson more, and left a will to give the house to Poe. Poe's aunt was also very ill at the time.

The housing prices in this city were sky-high for me in the past, but for the locals, who hasn't bought their own house?Even Poe's cousin said that he would not fight Poe. Of course, the inheritance of grandparents can be given to whoever they want.

Poe, poor kid, was completely alone now, and no one had been with him while he was in the hospital.

The situation of children is really bad.Father does not love mother or father, and grew up with grandpa and grandma, and the two old people left.Obviously they are family members who have lived together. My aunt holds grudges because of the old man's property, my uncle is not good at expressing indifference to each other, and my cousin avoids him because of a guilty conscience.

I figured, I'd like to have a family gathering.

I now have a younger brother Poe, a younger sister Deng You, and a lover who will be together sooner or later, although I have not let go of it for the time being. In addition, I can count on a table of mahjong, why not make a hot pot appointment another day.

The reason for calling them here is family gatherings.

These two people will not take the initiative to provoke Zhang Qiushu, he should be able to accept this proposal.In addition, based on my understanding of him, as long as the meeting place is set outside and does not pose a threat of territorial invasion to him, he will not explode.

I thought about it and decided to make a compromise and set the location at my home.

I don't necessarily want Zhang Qiushu to step out of his comfort zone and force him to accept other people calmly.I think, maybe he should try to look at other scenery in this world and feel another gesture of interpersonal communication.

There is no need to distinguish between family and friendship. As long as we have a good relationship, we are half brothers and sisters. This is what Deng You taught me.

I lived with Zhang Qiushu for five years. During the five years, I knew that he had no more than ten contacts with his father and no more than five contacts with his mother.The kinship is so weak.

His friends are basically in the base circle, and when they meet, drink, chat and brag about the mountains.Among them, some people who want to pursue enjoyment still have intertwined physical relationships.If it wasn't for Su Hefeng's other schemes to get in touch with him, he might not even have such a bad friend.

I just think Zhang Qiushu can get in touch with different things occasionally, there are still many interesting experiences in this world.

I don't want him to be a "normal person" in the eyes of the general public. If I have such a request, I might as well go to a "normal person" directly.I'm not smug enough to think I can "save" him, I just want him to be happy.

47

I sent messages to Poe and Deng You respectively.

Poe is still a student, weekends are fine.Deng You has gone a long way in his industry now, I have to make an appointment with him to see when he is free.

I, who work in a hospital, don't really understand what other people's workplaces look like.Especially those who don't understand their design.

Deng You is now a designer of a certain brand, and has done several well-known clothing series. Now he occasionally takes on private jobs according to his mood, usually for the sake of acquaintances.

The early thirties are the rising period of career, and I often have to study to recharge myself.Especially recently, it is estimated that in this year and a half, he will be promoted again.Now it is not easy for me to make an appointment with Deng You.

I waited for him to say a time, but he pushed his own schedule and allocated a special day for me.I'm a little touched.

It's just that this day is pushed to next month.

I originally made an appointment with him, but Deng You couldn't stop talking.In front of people, he still pretends to be noble and glamorous, and when he faces me, he speaks out like a machine gun "da da da da".

From his words, I can only capture one message, that is, he is crazily complaining about their sales director.The manager of the design department at Deng You's side is going to be promoted, and Deng You will be the next one.I just don't quite understand the relationship between department managers and directors.

This rant sounds really annoying.

Maybe I can ask Zhang Qiushu what these occupational names represent.

Deng You was refreshed after complaining, and finally let go of my brain that seems to be not enough.Fortunately, I circled the day he said to me on the calendar in advance, otherwise he would definitely forget it.