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Yin Hanyu was angered by her mother's repeated reprimands and lectures. She was no longer silent, but began to argue and quarrel with her mother.

"She will say, how old are you, what else can you find if you break up with this? Do you know what people say when you are not married at your age? She said that getting married is not because I want to be with a certain person. Things that people only need to do in this life, but to show others.”

Many of Yin Hanyu's words made Wen Shuo feel breathless, but she often smiled and told him that the person she decided to marry cheated, and told him with a smile that her mother always forced her to do it. Something she simply didn't want to do.

"After you get married, you have to have children. If you don't have children, people will look down on you and say behind your back whether there is something wrong with you, or you have other problems. But this is very strange, isn't it? Whether I get married or not, I will have children My child, what does it have to do with others? But whoever dares to mention this in front of me, I dare to give him back. "

"But it was not others who really told me these words, but my own mother. When my mother faced these criticisms, not only did she have no intention of defending and protecting me, she even chose To stand with those people, and then take the knife from their hands and stab me to the core."

Yin Hanyu said: "Do you know, in fact, the harm that outsiders can bring you in this world is always limited."

"Their words make you feel sick at most, and their actions just make you feel disgusted, but fundamentally speaking, their actions actually cause very little substantial harm to you. It can even be said that—— As long as you don't care and don't take it to heart, what they did can be completely ignored."

"Only what your closest relatives and dearest lovers can do to you will be the deadliest. Because you will find yourself inevitable. Like me, my home is near here, but for me I have nothing to do. Home is home. That place is not my safe haven, not a place where I can hide myself and lick my wounds after any difficulty, trouble, but a vortex, a place that will swallow me and grind me to pieces."

Lu Jingmin, who had been silent for a long time, said at this time: "Have you ever thought that maybe the reason why you became like this is because of lack of communication? I don't think there are any parents in this world who don't love their children, it's just that they express The way you love yourself is different."

"Perhaps you are right," Yin Hanyu said with a smile, "but the premise of communication is that both of us can temporarily let go of our thoughts, suppress our emotions, and then listen to each other. But I can't, she I can't do it either. The premise of her doing all this is that I bow to my ex-boyfriend, beg him to forgive me, and then start over with me. For me, this will never be possible."

"To be honest, when I realized he cheated, I digested it for a few seconds, and then I was very happy. I didn't even want to argue with him. I just thought I was relieved. Finally freed, he finally gave me a legitimate reason to break up."

Wen Shuo could tell that she was really happy, because when she said this, her tone changed significantly from before, her tone was higher, her mood was more relaxed, and even faintly excited.

He was also happy for her, relieved that she could make up her mind to leave such a man.

"I am very grateful to the girl who hooked him up, but I feel sorry for her." Yin Hanyu said, "I don't know under what circumstances that girl decided to date him, and I don't know if that girl knows about my existence. But according to what I know about that person, that girl probably doesn't know about it."

"Actually, the two of us hadn't been in touch for a long time, and the relationship should have existed in name only, but under such circumstances, he was unwilling to say goodbye to me first, and then go out with other girls, but abruptly I also admire him for turning him into a third party."

"Thinking about it later, there were many things that happened when we were together, all of which showed that I was nothing in his eyes. It was just that I didn't take it seriously at that time, so I wasted it on him for no reason. for so many years.”

Lu Jingmin sighed.

Wen Shuo, on the other hand, was struggling with his heart, frowning and looking at her bitterly.

Yin Hanyu also looked back at him, and smiled at him: "Your girlfriend must be very happy, right? At first glance, you are the kind of person with strong empathy, so you can feel her little emotions, right? "

Wen Shuo didn't know how to answer her, after saying "ah", he was only tongue-tied.

"When my master went to the bathroom halfway," Wen Shuo said, "she told me about her mother again."

Yin Hanyu has always felt that the relationship between her parents is not very good, she just met on a blind date through someone's introduction, and neither party has much dissatisfaction with each other, so they got married.

After marriage, there will inevitably be friction and conflicts between parents-in-law and daughter-in-law. Yin Hanyu's father did nothing in this regard, which caused her mother to be full of resentment towards the family.

"She said that her mother told her since she was a child that no one in this family loves her. Her grandfather likes the daughter of her uncle's family; her father wants a son, but she is a girl; her grandmother never takes it seriously. Her." When Wen Shuo said this, he was in a very bad mood, and Dai Zhenheng coaxed him to calm down a little.

The seeds of doubt were planted early, Yin Hanyu first learned to keep silent, and then began to observe.

Gradually, she discovered that not only her grandpa, grandma and father didn't love her, but even her mother didn't love her either.Mother obviously loves her aunt's and uncle's children more, but she is just a product of her appearance to prove to everyone that she is a normal person.

"I can't feel anyone's love." Yin Hanyu said, "So I really wanted to get married for a while, and wanted to prove to myself that there are people who love me in this world. But I was wrong, Big mistake, but I'm also very grateful for his kindness in not marrying."

"What happened later?" Dai Zhenheng was still patting the back of the person in his arms lightly, "How is she?"

"After dawn that day, we contacted her family, and her mother came and took her away not long after. Her mother didn't say anything in front of us, and we could only say a few words." Wen Wen Shuo unconsciously tightened the hand holding Dai Zhenheng, and held him firmly, "She smiled at me when she walked and said goodbye to me, but when she turned her head away, the look on her face The expression is gone, the look is very numb and empty. And me, I can only watch, can't do anything. I know she doesn't want to go home, she doesn't even feel that it is her home, but there is nothing I can do .”

"Later, later..."

Dai Zhenheng hugged him tightly into his arms.

"Later she disappeared...Just a week after we met, her family reported to the police and filed a case, but she has not been found until now."

Wen Shuo didn't say anything, but Dai Zhenheng knew that he suspected that Yin Hanyu was dead.From a legal point of view, this is the case. If the body cannot be found, it can only be said to be missing. After several years of disappearance, some formalities must be followed before the death can be declared.

During that time, Wen Shuo's mood fell into a trough. He urgently needed to confide in others, but he didn't have a friend who could talk to him. The only choice was Jiang Qiqi.

However, what he didn't expect was that Jiang Qiqi lost his temper at him and even pushed him before he finished what he said.

"I... I know that she is actually very envious of others carrying designer bags and buying clothes that cost four figures. I, I also worked hard. I saved three months' salary on her birthday that year, and gave it to her. She bought a bag that she liked for a long time, but she took it and threw it on the floor without even looking at it, and scolded me."

At first, Jiang Qiqi's behavior just made Wen Shuo feel at a loss, but later it became more and more serious, which directly caused Wen Shuo to have serious self-doubt.

He who didn't value money very much before began to feel anxious about money, because without money, he couldn't even buy what his girlfriend wanted.

He couldn't do part-time jobs because of his professional relationship, but the salary he got was far from what Jiang Qiqi expected, so he started to save money crazily. He used to buy some snacks occasionally. Xiao Zao, but during that time he didn't even dare to drink a bottle of special drink that only cost one or two yuan.

He willingly spent the saved money on Jiang Qiqi, but even so, he still couldn't satisfy all the wishes of the other party.

And gradually he found that Jiang Qiqi was always unhappy, and she was not happy with what he did. Even when he went to pay for her and bought a piece of clothing that cost one-third of his monthly salary, she couldn't let her go. The brows stretched out.

"So I ran away later..." Wen Shuo's chest heaved a lot when he said these words, "I, I thought I shouldn't be like this, but I ran away anyway. I'm afraid of her disappointed and disgusted eyes Look at me, that makes me feel, feel like I'm a good-for-nothing piece of shit."

After breaking up with Jiang Qiqi, Wen Shuo couldn't get out for a long time, but he was afraid that the people around him would worry, so he tried his best to behave as usual.

But he was actually not happy, and even had a muddleheaded time.

But it was a kind of relief to be separated. After a long time, he gradually buried Jiang Qiqi's disappointment in him in the depths of his memory. As long as he didn't deliberately dig and touch this corner, he would be fine.

But emotionally, it can be like this, but not at work.

There are too many examples such as Yin Hanyu and Zhang Zeshan. This world seems to exist to ridicule his powerlessness, always reminding him with such and such things, you can’t do anything well, you can’t solve anything , you are trash.

Then, Dai Zhenheng appeared.

Dai Zhenheng is like an unbelievably gentle light, but also very domineering. He doesn't allow Wen Shuo to have the slightest chance to dodge and hide, so he envelops him in it on his own.

Wen Shuo cried in Dai Zhenheng's arms for a long time, but Dai Zhenheng didn't persuade him to stop, but just hugged him, kissed him constantly, and told him that he would always be by his side.

It wasn't until he was tired from crying that he gradually stopped, that Dai Zhenheng whispered in his ear: "It's okay, it's all over."

Wen Shuo raised his head and kissed him back and forth, looked at him with eyes swollen from crying, sobbing, "I, I'm not as good as you think, am I?"

Dai Zhenheng also looked at him, with a gentle but firm expression: "Wen Shuo, do you know that you have actually done a good job many times."

"I know that you hope that you can do better, help others more, and even help them solve all their problems. But you are not a god, you can't change a person's fate with a single finger or a single word of mouth. .How other people live is ultimately up to them. You have done a lot for them, so don't deny yourself just because the result is not what you want, okay?"

"But I, but I think I can do better. I want to do better." Wen Shuo grabbed Dai Zhenheng's hand and said, "Can I do it?"

Dai Zhenheng couldn't help but sighed softly: "Of course you can. But brother also wants to make an opinion, don't you just worry about work and not home? It's quite difficult for brother to stay alone."

Wen Shuo sniffled and let out an "um", blinked his eyes to dispel the mist covering his eyes, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

Dai Zhenheng smiled and bowed his head to kiss him: "...Suo, you will always be the best in my brother's eyes."

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