wildfire in the heart

"Why did she break up with you?" Shu Ci asked directly.

After thinking for a while, I said: "There are many reasons, but when she broke up, she only said that you will not change. I think this change should be more than one aspect."

"En." Shu Ci nodded.

"I know I have a lot of shortcomings," I reflected. "I would like to change, but she didn't say anything. I know she is completely disappointed in me."

"Don't be too sad." Shu Ci tried to comfort me.

I shook my head: "I can't stop thinking about her. She has been away from me for almost a month. She doesn't answer my phone calls, and she didn't answer a few words in all of my text messages."

"She loves you." Shu Ci seemed to be very sure. Hearing it from her mouth, I was shocked, because Shu Ci's words were not only to comfort me, but also to express feelings. I heard come out.

So I became more determined to get You Yu back.

The manager of the coffee shop, Shu Ci's friend, came over. She didn't sit down, but asked me in a very professional manner: "Miss An, what do you think of the drinks and services in our shop?"

Her friend is tall and has short hair, making her look tall. Fortunately, she bends slightly so that she doesn't feel so coercive.

I looked up and smiled at her and said, "Very good, I am very satisfied."

Maybe I smiled a bit reluctantly, she noticed it keenly, she cast a look at Shu Ci, and then quickly smiled at me and said: "That's great. Welcome Miss An to come often in the future, we are still going on Develop new products, I believe you will have surprises every time you come.”

I found that Shu Ci's friend was very good at doing business, so I readily agreed out of politeness.

Shu Ci's friend handed me a business card with both hands, and said: "Miss An, this is my business card, and the phone number on it is my WeChat. We can contact more in the future. Shu Ci's friend is my friend."

I didn't expect that she would give me a business card. I took it with both hands and read it carefully. It said: Sa Xiangwan, this name is very unique and easy to remember.

After being courteous, Sa Xiangwan found that I didn't intend to add her WeChat, so she took the initiative to say: "Miss An, is it convenient to add her WeChat?"

I was a little surprised, and felt that she seemed a little persistent, but how could I refuse such a request.I took out my mobile phone and added her, and she quickly added me. After that, she showed a satisfied smile and said, "I won't bother you, take it easy."

There was nothing wrong with the exchange between me and Sa Xiangwan, but Shu Ci watched calmly from the side without interjecting a word.

"Are you familiar with Sa Xiangwan?" I asked Shu Ci.

"Familiar." Shu Ci answered briefly.

I thought she was going to say "it's okay" or something, because I hadn't heard her mention it before, or she mentioned it and I didn't pay attention.

"How long have you known each other?" I didn't mean to ask deliberately, but I just thought this should be what we should ask when we chat at the moment.

Shu Ci didn't think I was asking, and she seemed to want me to know, "It's been half a year, and I spent the night at her house two days ago."

I was a little caught off guard, and finally understood the reason why she asked me to come here for coffee. She probably wanted me to palm her eyes, which was something she used to do.She just didn't expect to encounter my lovelorn this time, making me the protagonist inadvertently.

Now, finally, the conversation turned to her.

"What do you think of her?" The purpose of Shu Ci's trip was nothing more than to hear my evaluation.

When I communicated with Sa Xiangwan just now, I was a little absent-minded and out of state. In the past, I would have scrutinized each other shrewdly, but today it seems that the person being scrutinized has always been me.

I had no choice but to sincerely apologize to Shu Ci: "I'm sorry, I'm a bit confused."

Shu Ci was very persistent: "Just give a general impression."

This made me say, I thought about the words: "I think she should be very capable."

"Well," Shu Ci seemed very satisfied, "it is true, she is a very controlling woman, no matter in which aspect."

I know she is the type that Shu Ci likes. Shu Ci is the type who is smart and a bit cunning. Most people can't control her. Fortunately, I am not stupid in her eyes, otherwise she would have stopped being friends with me a long time ago. .

"Do you know why she added you on WeChat?" Shu Ci asked me.

I honestly replied: "I don't know."

"Because she firmly believes that if you know yourself and the enemy, you will never be imperiled in a hundred battles." Shu Ci said word by word.

It made my hair stand on end, Shu Ci made an enemy for me invisibly, but I didn't do anything.

Forget it, I have a lawsuit on my own head, I really don't have the strength to get involved in their affairs, they can do whatever they want.

When I learned that Shu Ci didn't plan to leave with me, I called a car decisively and left quickly. I wanted to go back to Youyu and I's den and plan a big plan to get her back. Only when you are down-to-earth can you feel that you have not been abandoned by life.

I am a person who is very afraid of losing. If it is not something that I voluntarily give up, I will always miss it and think about it day and night, just like I am with Youyu.

After losing Youyu, my work status was obviously affected. My two subordinates saw it, but they dared not say anything, and only communicated with me as little as possible.

Of course, I didn't deliberately find fault with them, to vent my emotions, that would be too immoral.

"Boss, I'm off work, let's go first." The female subordinate Lou Qin poked her head into my office and said cautiously, while the male subordinate Jin Ge followed her.

I looked up from behind the computer, squeezed a smile and said, "Okay, see you tomorrow."

Lou Qin and Jin Ge hurriedly said together: "Boss, see you tomorrow."

Hearing the sound of them clocking in and leaving the company door, I suddenly felt my whole body slack off, and a feeling of nowhere swept over my whole body.

I walked out of my small office and looked around my small company.

This company was opened with money from my father, mainly for import and export trade. I studied foreign trade and my language is not bad. The company is running smoothly.

Maybe because the wind is so smooth, God always wants to trip me up.

I clearly felt that I devoted myself wholeheartedly no matter in life or work, but fate still grabbed my braids and completely exposed the weaknesses I had accumulated since I was a child to the person I love the most.

Because I trust You Yu too much, I have no scruples to be myself in front of her.

I love Youyu very much, but I have to admit that sometimes I do have a bad temper and tend to be irritable.

I remember one time when I chattered irritably for a long time because I couldn't find my mobile phone, and told You Yu who came up to comfort me, her eyes were red at that time.

When I am impatient, it is difficult to take into account the other person's emotions in a timely manner.I am an only child. When I was a child, my parents were busy with work, so they cared less about me. I was brought up by my grandparents.From childhood to adulthood, I almost opened my mouth for clothes and food, and my grandma was even more considerate to me, not only taking care of my life, but also giving me a lot of pocket money.

Lacking the discipline of my parents, I am a bit unscrupulous, and my attitude towards my parents is not that good, and my parents can't control me.

Fortunately, my grandparents are from a scholarly family, so I didn't grow up to be a completely spoiled child.On the contrary, because I lack the care of my parents, I sometimes feel insecure and occasionally have low self-esteem.

After losing my temper that day, seeing You Yu walk away with red eye circles, I immediately realized that I was wrong.

I went to pull her sleeve: "Honey, I'm sorry, I was wrong." I thought it would be enough to apologize in time, and I am very familiar with apologizing.

However, You Yu's mood didn't adjust so quickly, she didn't look back, and let me tug on her sleeve, just walked to the living room, ignoring me.

I pulled her back with all my strength, relying on myself being taller than her, and she was defenseless, I hugged her tightly in my arms, speaking softly and tenderly.

She didn't struggle, her tears wet my clothes, she leaned on my shoulder, weeping and said: "You can't always be like this, apologize after losing your temper, you know I will feel very uncomfortable."

Hearing her feel uncomfortable, I also felt uncomfortable. I kept stroking her hair and said, "I'm sorry, baby, I won't be like this in the future, I really won't."

"Oh," You Yu sighed, and broke free from my arms, "Forget it, let's find the phone first. I'll make a call to you, and you pay attention to the sound." She knew that my phone was muted, only the vibration .

I found the phone, and I went over to her with a smile, and said to her, "Thank you dear, thanks to you."

You Yu sat on the sofa, looked up at me and said, "You know what, the minute before you lose your temper, I am very scared. When you lose your temper, it really messes people up."

She told her how she felt, and I was a little embarrassed to hear it.In fact, every time I lose my temper, I will regret it, but when I am anxious, I can't help but want to lose my temper. If I want to blame, I can blame the bad seed that was planted when I was young.

I know that You Yu really shouldn't bear this.Now I deeply regret every mistake I have made, and hope everything is still in time.