wildfire in the heart

After work, I didn't want to be alone, so I drove to my parents' house.

My mother didn't show much surprise when she saw me coming in, even though I was her only daughter.

I know she thinks I'm mourning, even though I've tried my best not to show it, but mourning can't be hidden, and my parents can naturally feel it.

I kicked off my shoes and put on slippers and entered the house, and saw my dad sitting at the dining table excitedly waiting.

His eyes were a little disappointed when he saw me, and I was a little upset: "Dad, what are you waiting for?"

"Here comes Zhizhi, it's okay, I'll make soup for your dad." My mother saw me from the kitchen, and she answered for my dad.

Looking at their posture, I guess they will be able to eat soon, so I just sat there and waited with my dad.

I chatted with my dad for a few words, and my mom started to serve food one after another. Today, my aunt asked for leave. My mom and dad were planning to live together. Who knew that I, a burden, would come here by myself. No wonder my dad looked at my food. The eyes are a little strange.

I reached out to eat a chicken foot, but my mother slapped me. I yelled, "Speak up, why beat someone?" I turned to my dad, "Dad, your wife hit me."

My mother sat down vigorously on the chair and said: "There is food, but you still talk so much. You said you lost a relationship, why did you look like a bereaved dog. Wash your hands first!"

What a real mother, where is the pain?

I stood up silently and went to the bathroom. For the food and the warmth of being accompanied, I decided to swallow my anger. People who have been dumped have no dignity, no ambition, and nothing to resist.

When I came back from washing my hands, my dad put a chicken foot in my bowl and said, "Eat it."

Looking at his kind face, tears started to roll in my eyes in an instant, and I tried my best to control them, otherwise the tears would drip down on the delicious-looking chicken feet.

Disappointed, I started to gnaw on the chicken feet. After one was not enough, I continued to eat. Soon half of the chicken feet turned into broken bones and piled up into a hill on the bone plate in front of me.

"Zhizhi, tell me the truth, did you cheat, that's why You Yu was so determined to leave you?" My mother dumped me abruptly.

I was drinking her big tonic soup with my head down. Hearing what she said, I sprayed a mouthful of the old soup into the bowl, and I was choked and coughed violently.

"Mom!" I yelled, "What nonsense are you talking about! Don't you know what kind of person your own daughter is?" I was angry and angry.

My mother saw that I was thundering, and said embarrassingly: "I can't figure out the reason, and you don't tell me."

I lowered my head again, of course I won't tell her, can I tell me?

I knew I was wrong, so I stopped talking, and I stopped drinking the soup. I picked up a few chopsticks of meat and ate in silence.

"Then did you flirt with others and made You Yu unhappy?" My mother decided to break the casserole and ask the end. If she wants to know something, she will completely ignore other people's emotions and ask questions.

"No, no, no one is allowed to eat!" I said impatiently.

My dad couldn't help it anymore, and finally stepped forward to stop my mother: "Everyone eats, don't talk about it. Baby's mother, it doesn't feel good to see Zhizhi, so don't meddle in it."

My mother murmured in a low voice: "I'm not sorry for my daughter-in-law who didn't get married."

It's a pity for you, I'm even more pity than you, my intestines are full of regrets, if You Yu is willing to forgive me now, I can kneel to her for three days and three nights, but she is obviously desperate, I do Nothing works.

"You know," my dad said earnestly, "everything has to be strategic, and experience and emotion are the same thing as running a business."

I kept my head down and didn't speak. It's all the same. Can feelings be the same as doing business?

My dad went on to say: "Sometimes, you can't be too pushy. You keep yelling and shouting, it's useless. You have to do something, let the other person see, let her be persuaded by you, attracted by you , she will look back by herself."

When I heard it, my dad's words seemed to make sense, at least a little more reliable than my mother's words. I looked at my dad and said, "Please give me some pointers."

My dad laughed: "I'm no expert, you young people fall in love, I don't know so much."

My dad is also true, he doesn't say how to do it, where should I start.

I had no choice but to think about it myself. When I got home, I made up my mind. The next day, I went to a pet store that Youyu and I often passed by, and bought Youyu’s favorite little corgi. .

Every time I went to the movies and passed by the pet store, Youyu would pull me to look at the puppies in the window through the glass.Among the many breeds, Youyu took a fancy to the corgi. She asked me several times if she could take her home.

I was thinking at the time, I wouldn't bring home an animal that could distract You Yu's attention, I'm not making fun of myself, so even if You Yu liked it, I resolutely refused.

I brought the little corgi back home. At first she was very scared and trembling all over. I fed her, but she didn't eat much. Later, she started to eat some when she was so hungry.

In fact, I had thought of her name a long time ago, and it was called "Little Fish Bait".

"Little Yubai, don't be afraid, I will treat you well." I squatted beside Xiaoyubai and gently touched her head, speaking softly.

Little Bait looked at me with big eyes, and the timidity in her eyes did not fade away. She looked at me and then lowered her head. After a while, she looked up at me again. She was still not sure whether I was a good person or a bad person.

Most of the time, Little Bait was silent and didn't make much noise, but occasionally she would secretly let out a few pitiful whining sounds from her throat, as if to say where I was.

I know I can't be too anxious, she needs time to get used to me.

I bought a comfortable nest for the little bait and placed it in a conspicuous place in the living room. I also prepared several different foods and some small toys for her.

At night, Xiao Yubai, who was exhausted, fell asleep first, and I secretly watched her beside Xiaoyubai.

The little bait with closed eyes is very cute, without that pitiful look in her eyes, I also relax a lot when looking at her.

I took out my mobile phone and took photos and videos of Xiaoyubai from different angles. In the photos, Xiaoyubai and her nest looked very suitable for my living room. I regretted not bringing her home earlier.

Maybe when I brought the small bait home, the small bait would stop my impulsive behavior, and Yuyu would stay because he was reluctant to bear the small bait.

Alas, I regret so much and hate so much, I hate that time can't be turned back.

In order for Youyu to see Xiaoyubai, I carefully selected a few photos and a short video and posted them on social media that Youyu may see. I wrote in the text: "Little Yubai, welcome home .”

I know Youyu must understand the meaning of this name, because I joked to her at the beginning that this little corgi is called "Xiaoyuer". Youyu thinks this name is good, so every time we go to the window to look, Youyu will be called "Xiaoyuer, Xiaoyuer".

But now I don’t dare to call her Xiao Yu’er anymore. I’m afraid You Yu will get angry, so I decided to call her Little Bait. I sincerely hope that this little Bait can catch You Yu back for me.

After posting, I waited quietly. Many people came to like and inquire, but there was no You Yu.

But I am not discouraged, I firmly believe that You Yu can see, so I will continue to send out in the future, I do not believe that she will really ignore it all the time.

Sometimes when I look at the little bait, I can't help but sigh, if only I was a man, I will let Youyu give me many beautiful and cute babies, then she will definitely not abandon me, after thinking about it Finally, I was ashamed of my fantasies.

In fact, I always knew where I was wrong, but I didn't know what punishment I was sentenced by Youyu.

I hope it is a short sentence, because I repent, I am willing to change, and I am determined not to do it again.I don't want life imprisonment or the death penalty. If so, what hope is there in my life?

I have seen many similar situations on TV and on the website. The wife forgives her husband in the end. Can I be forgiven too?

Opening the circle of friends again, I looked at the people who liked it. Those who joined me included Shu Ci, Sa Xiangwan, Zang Xiaoyi, and some people from the company.

In order to spread the net, I also posted photos and videos on FB, at night I saw Tave's message to me: "Hi, Ann, I haven't seen you update for a long time, XiaoYuEr is so beautiful, I'm glad you are with Yu Such a cute puppy. How are you and Yu doing?"

After reading Tave's message, I was at a loss for words and felt a little uncomfortable in my throat. How should I answer her?

How to deal with the friends You Yu and I once knew together is a problem.If I told Tave the truth, how would she react, would she favor Youyu or would she appease me?

Looking at Tave's message, I was very entangled. I obviously couldn't lie, because You Yu would see it, so I had to evade the important thing and reply: "Thank you, Tave, everything is fine."

When I went to work the next day, I brought the little bait to the office. I wanted her to spend more time with me so that she could get acquainted with me as soon as possible.

Now my company has more than a dozen people, and Lou Qin manages it well, so I don't have to worry about many things.

I seldom go to the big office outside now. I used to go to chat with Lou Qin and the others when I had nothing to do, but now I have to establish my prestige, and I can't be so casual.

In the past, when I went outside, I couldn't help teasing and showing off, but now I don't have the spirit anymore.

I decided to do my part honestly and try my best to increase the company's turnover, so that everyone can share more dividends, so that I can maintain my self-confidence to persevere.

"Mr. An, I want to ask for leave." Qiao Xinxin came to my office and said nervously.

"Oh? Why?" I raised my head to look at her, and took a look at the calendar on the wall behind her. The Mid-Autumn Festival is coming soon. Why is she in a hurry?Could it be that they want to take a big vacation.

"I want to take a long vacation." Qiao Xinxin was honest.

I wanted to say, then who will do your job, but after thinking about it, someone else would do her job, so I turned around and asked, "Do you want to travel?"

Qiao Xinxin nodded, "Yes, traveling and getting married."

"Marry...?" I doubted my ears, "Who are you marrying?"

I know I'm being rude, but the words have escaped my lips.

I always thought that a girl like Qiao Xinshen would be single for a long time, but in the end she had a boyfriend and was about to get married.

"That... is... from our office." Qiao Xinxin blushed a little.

I stood up abruptly, walked out of my office, and scanned the room with sharp eyes. I ruled out the ones who just graduated. Could it be Jin Ge?Or is it Han Weisheng?

These two are old people in the company, and they have worked with Qiao Xinxin for the longest time.

I took Qiao Xinxin back to the office and closed the door, and asked in a low voice, "Is it Jin Ge?"

Qiao Xinxin hurriedly waved her hands: "No, no, how could it be Brother Jin? He already has someone he likes. The one who wants to marry me is Han Weisheng."

I was enlightened, but it was Han Weisheng. I vaguely remember a few times when the two of them went out to run business together and worked overtime together.It is estimated that they have been very close for a long time, but I have been busy with my own affairs and didn't pay attention.

"Then, who does Jin Ge like?" After not gossiping for a long time, my concern for the old employees still aroused my desire to explore.

"It's that one." Qiao Xinxin said cryptically.

Judging from her tone, they should know each other very well in private, and they didn't hide anything from each other, except for me.

I was a little depressed: "Who is it?"

"Sister Qin." Qiao Xinxin probably thought that I already knew it, but who knew that I had been blind for several years.

"What?!" I raised my voice instantly, realizing that people outside might hear me, so I quickly stopped my voice.

I didn't expect that boy Jin Ge to be so infatuated. It has been so many years, and he is still in love with him secretly. What is he going to do?Want to be the second "Jin Yuelin"?

The amount of information today is a bit too much, I need time to digest it, I gave Qiao Xinxin a leave of absence, and asked her to remember to go back to the company to celebrate after her trip and marriage, she showed a rare excited expression, and agreed.

After Qiao Xinxin went out, I sat back heavily on my armchair, thinking, there are two less single people in this world, and I am still alone.

I thought again, Jin Ge, don't be tempted to break up other families. If you are single, you are single, and this is a complete family.

Thinking about it again, Jin Ge is not such a person at all. If he was, he should have acted long ago.I have a hunch that he may wait for the heroine Fermina for a lifetime like the hero Florentino in "Love in the Time of Cholera". The power of loving someone should not be underestimated at any time.

Oh man, why can't I let go of the person I love in this life?Maybe it is because I love you has nothing to do with you, I love you just to satisfy myself.

While thinking wildly, the little bait was whining softly in the cage. I opened the small door on the side and fed her some water. She was no longer so guarded against me, and drank her fill with my hand.

With the little bait by my side, the emptiness in my heart seemed to slowly become concrete, it began to form a thin layer of silk, and it was no longer so empty.