wildfire in the heart

The Mid-Autumn Festival is finally coming. I didn’t ask the staff to take time off. On Friday, I announced that everyone can take the holiday directly from Saturday, so that they can rest for four days in a row. As soon as I finished speaking, the office burst into cheers.

Seeing that everyone was in high spirits, I went on to say: "We gave you some festival expenses during the Mid-Autumn Festival. In addition, the men will receive mooncakes to explain to their families when they go back, and the women will receive cosmetics." Cosmetics are all popular brands, and I Got it from a friend.

"Mr. An, we love you." The lively staff compared their hearts to me, and I tried my best to smile from the bottom of my heart.

Before it was time to get off work, an hour early, I let them all go.

The crowd crowded and excitedly left the company and squeezed into the elevator room, and I was left alone in the office in an instant.

After looking at the office that had turned from noisy to quiet, I turned around and went back to my own office, and started to pack my things.

I found that I could pretend that nothing happened in front of people, but I clearly understood my heart disease behind people.If there is a disease in this world called "love poisoning", then I have this disease.

On the day of Mid-Autumn Festival, I went to my parents' house, and I was going to have a meal with them. Because it was a festival, my mother didn't show me any face, and the whole person was much calmer.

In the middle of the meal, she still couldn't help but said earnestly, "Zhizhi, isn't it good that you are still alone at such an age?"

I understand that it must be her dog-headed girlfriends who blow in her ears every day, telling her to find another one quickly, so she can't hold back, but I have my own position, and I refute her: "I also I'm only in my early thirties, and I'm in the prime of my life, what is such an old age. Most of the young people nowadays are not married at this age, okay?"

"Then people who are not married also have a partner. What about you, you don't even have a partner now, and you can't see a shadow. What are you going to do in the future?" My mother couldn't bear it anymore.

"Nothing to do, I've recognized Youyu, she doesn't want me, I'll wait for her for the rest of my life, I won't find anyone else."

"Oh, what an enemy. What if she has a new partner?"

"Then I'll wait for her to break up with her partner, or wait until her partner dies, and then I'll go find her. I can afford to wait until I'm seventy or eighty." That's what I thought, I admit it, and I don't regret it.

"Zhizhi has been so stubborn since she was a child, and she believes that nothing will ever change, so you just let her go." My dad came out to help me out.

My mother still listens to my dad. Although my dad doesn't talk much, he is the head of the family after all and holds the lifeline of the family's economy, so his words still carry a lot of weight.

My mother didn't say anything anymore, as if resigned to her fate.

After dinner, I went back to my apartment. I found the tent in the storage room cabinet, put the small bait in the cage, and took it to the underground parking lot.

Putting the small bait and tent into the car, I drove to the suburbs, where a certain mountain peak is suitable for overlooking the night view of the whole city.

The night wind is a bit cool, and there is Tonight Ifeelclosetoyou, which You Yu and I sang together in KTV before, in the car.

In the sound of music, I thought of the time when we were inseparable.

After the probationary period, You Yu worked in the suburbs for half a year before being transferred back to the headquarters in the urban area as he wished.

Her company headquarters is not far from my apartment, only three subway stops away, and when I didn't have time to pick her up, she would take the subway home by herself.

She likes her job very much, not only because of the harmony among colleagues but also because of the proximity to work.

At that time, her colleagues were very envious of her. Most of her colleagues lived far away, and it took an hour or two to travel, because the rent in the urban area was too expensive, but there were also some arrogant colleagues who rented nearby. These colleagues occasionally ask You Yu to go out to sing and party together, and You Yu's life becomes very rich.

In Country L, everything was relatively simple and relaxed, but it is different now. You Yu started working in China, and her circle became bigger and closer.She met a lot of people and was recognized by many people. I felt a little more pressure and inexplicable frustration.

Even so, Youyu and I have a tacit understanding, that is, we don't bring friends or colleagues home, because there is a small world for the two of us, our private space.

At that time, Youyu loved life so much, she would excitedly tell me about the colleagues and friends she knew, and would enthusiastically look forward to going to theaters and concerts with me, she actively explored the city, and even took me to Seeing a lot of things I used to take for granted, she took me to the streets and alleys where I lived when I was a child, and I told You Yu the bits and pieces in my memory, You Yu was fascinated by it, and we just talked about it again and again. Melt into each other's soul and blood.

While my thoughts were racing, I saw the looming mountain peak not far away, and the peak of that mountain peak was the place where You Yu and I spent the first Mid-Autumn Festival together.

We pitched our tent at the top of the hill that night, surrounded by several other tents, mostly couples.

You Yu and I sat at the entrance of the tent and looked up at the moon, chatting one after another.

"The neck is a little sore." After watching for a while, You Yu said.

She is busy at work, often sits for a long time and works overtime, staring at the computer, and her neck and waist will inevitably feel uncomfortable.

I know some massage, and my hands are strong. I let Youyu lie on the mat of the tent, massage her cervical spine first, and then massage her shoulders. I can see that Youyu is enjoying it.

"I know, your technique is very professional." You Yu praised me.

Hearing Youyu praise me, I became more dedicated to my work. After the massage, we lay down and chatted. It was very cold at night, and I hugged Youyu who was cold.

"I know, you are really a big furnace." You Yu said, rubbing against my cheek.

"Yeah, I've been like this since I was a kid." My voice was low and lazy, and with her in my arms, I felt like I was complete.

"That's great." You Yu said.

That night, in the space that only belonged to us, I kissed her countless times. We didn't embrace each other until we were exhausted and exhausted. It was a beautiful and sweet Mid-Autumn Festival night that I will never forget.

This Mid-Autumn Festival, I was the only one who came to the top of the mountain alone. Fortunately, I was accompanied by a small bait.

There were so many people on the top of the mountain today, I finally found an open space to set up my tent.

Last time I watched the moon and ate mooncakes with Youyu in my arms, this time I watched the moon and ate mooncakes with "Xiaoyuer" in my arms.

A gust of cold wind blew, and the little bait whined and shrank into my arms. I quickly gathered the blanket on my shoulders to pass more warmth to her. in the crook of his arms.

I know that You Yu must be looking at the same bright moon as I am at this time. I don't know who she is watching with, but I don't want her to be alone.

I picked up the phone facing the moon, and stretched out my free hand to the sky. In the photo, my hand touched the edge of the moon. The seemingly untouchable moon has a little connection with me at this moment.

I also took a photo of me sitting at the mouth of the tent holding the little bait and sent it out together. I hope You Yu knows that I and the little bait are waiting for her, waiting for her to respond to us.

This year's Mid-Autumn Festival seems to be cooler than last year, and the moon seems a little lonely. Thinking about it, maybe the moon has not changed, but my state of mind has changed.

I looked at the moon and said in my heart: "Youyu, if you still think of me at this moment, you will leave me a little place in your heart, and you will cherish our good memories from the past, I hope you can hear my heart call:

"Youyu, I still love you so much. You are my only one. If I can regain your love for the rest of my life, even if I am crushed by life, I will still love you with every speck of dust."

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The author has something to say:

Thank you for your support and encouragement, and I wish you all a happy Mid-Autumn Festival! (?▽`???)