It is the true ending that both the author and the female supporting role are happy

Time passed by in a flash, and with hard work, Yang Rui was admitted to City Z No. [-] Middle School, the most famous key junior high school in the city, with excellent results.

Since the school moved to the New Development Zone of Z City, far away from Yang Rui's home, Yang Rui applied to take the school bus to and from school.

This morning was also the first day of school, the sky was bright, there were few pedestrians on the road, and the street was very quiet.

The school bus stopped at the entrance of the hot pot restaurant one street away from Yang Rui's community. Yang Rui bid farewell to Uncle Liu after running and eating, and walked unhurriedly to the entrance of the hot pot restaurant.

Perhaps it was because they came earlier, there were no students from the same school waiting at the door of the hotpot restaurant wearing the same style of school uniform.

The days of aimlessly waiting are always tormenting, so Yang Rui opened his schoolbag nonchalantly, and took out a copy of "The Wealth of Nations" from it.

She lowered her head and concentrated on reading.The so-called book addiction is nothing more than that.

After about six or seven minutes, two girls with well-regulated ponytails and a tall boy walked over talking and laughing together. Like Yang Rui, they were wearing blue school uniforms.

One of the girls was holding two or three books in her hands. Yang Rui took the time to glance up. The first one was a physics book. It seemed to be a senior student from the second or third year of junior high school. They seemed to be talking in a low voice. Discussing a calculation problem about electric power, the topics discussed by the students of high-quality schools are indeed different.

When they approached, Yang Rui closed the book and said with a smile, "Hi brother and sister." It was a greeting to them.

Yang Rui's tone of speech was neither too fast nor too slow, so clear and cold that no enthusiasm could be discerned, it was just a simple greeting, but the voice was gurgling and very pleasant.

The three of them looked at her and smiled back at her, "Hello." They showed friendliness.

Yang Rui's camouflage skills have improved to a higher level, and he has become more able to hide his heart.

When he was in elementary school, Yang Rui was always regarded as a freak who didn't fit in. Apart from his good grades, he had almost no sense of presence in the class, and he was labeled as "eccentric and lonely" for no reason.

At that time, she was just so weak by the ugly reality that she became extremely sensitive and fragile, overly vigilant to the outside world, and simply wanted to avoid social interaction, because she was afraid of being hurt again and being used, so she curled herself into a turtle shell .

But that wasn't her nature, she wasn't really quiet or withdrawn, she just consciously didn't want to talk.

It's just that at that time, Yang Rui's heart was filled with boundless darkness, and she thought that the whole world was her enemy.

She even thinks that the Yang family has their eyes on her. If she acts strangely, the end can be imagined...

She felt like she had nowhere to hide!And she is weak and powerless.

But after a few years of living in peace, Yang Rui understood one thing. The more she did that, the more she seemed out of place, and if she wanted to be submerged in the crowd and reduce her sense of existence, she couldn't just avoid it blindly and let others pay attention. Not to you.

Because this will make myself look even more strange, and it may be counterproductive to attract some keen and caring people, and then pay attention to her special existence.

And these very few very few people may be very dangerous to Yang Rui, they may be as strange as her, maybe their own biomagnetic field induction with others, maybe out of curiosity and exploration, they will pay more and more attention to Yang Rui Rui.

So meticulous that you can pay attention to her every frown and smile, pay attention to her details, and even just look at each other, you can see through her in an instant.

But only by truly integrating into ordinary individuals, making Yang Rui as ordinary as most people in the eyes of others, the danger will be greatly reduced, and those very few people will not immediately lock her in.

But at this time, Yang Rui's personality changed drastically, and he became completely unrecognizable, and he could no longer return to the sunny and extroverted personality before the accident at her house.

Time is the most ruthless. People always say that time will make people age slowly, make people grow wrinkles and white hair, and slowly polish people.

But Yang Rui believes that human beings are just passers-by in the long river of time. Life is short, but time is a hundred generations and eternity. If long time is regarded as a static reference, only people change and pass away, not eternal time .

Time is still time, but Yang Rui is no longer Yang Rui, and time is witnessing her change.

Now Yang Rui divides his world into two parts: the outer world and the inner world.

The outside world is the side that Yang Rui shows to others when he gets along with others, while the inside world is Yang Rui's true thoughts in his heart, the truth that he does not want to be seen by others.

After the accident that caught her off guard, her heart was repaired and reshaped and became extremely unstable. Sometimes her thoughts were dark and cruel to the point of heinousness, even she herself was afraid, and she suppressed them desperately.

But sometimes she can be astonishingly gentle and pure, and even give sincerely. Of course, no one knows except herself.

She thinks she understands herself, and tries her best to discover herself, but she doesn't understand herself.

Uncertainty, that was a new label she added to herself, and at that time she was not used to this kind of self.

For example, when Yang Rui saw three senior students, she greeted them coldly with a slight smile, which made people feel comfortable but not overly enthusiastic.

But if you look closely, you will find that her smile does not reach the bottom of the eyes, it just flashes past, she seems to be smiling at you, but there is no shadow of you in the bottom of the eyes, as if she is not looking at you.

In fact, when Yang Rui saw them, the following thoughts popped up in her heart involuntarily, but she couldn't control herself:

In Yang Rui's view, the youthful and happy smiles on their faces were so dazzling that they were about to burn her, making her want to destroy them.

Just like her once, she was destroyed beyond recognition and not even a scum was left.

The last time Yang Rui showed such a sincere smile was a few years ago, but several blows from reality caused her to retreat and become distorted.

Every time she poked her mouth in front of the mirror, her face was always stiff. God knows how much fear she had overcome before she dared to face the face in the mirror that was clearly her but was no longer her own.

And there was no longer a sincere and kind smile on her face, even if she pulled the corners of her mouth, she would become hypocritical.

Another example is that Yang Rui went out for a walk on a certain weekend and found a discarded stray cat next to the trash can at the gate of the community. It seemed to be a rare Bombay cat with unknown gender.Its whole body was black but dirty, which made the shiny black fur much duller.

Yang Rui found that it was trying to jump into the trash can half as high as a human to look for food, but for various reasons it couldn't even reach the edge of the trash can, and the cat just tried again and again, even though it knew it couldn't likely to succeed.

At this moment, Yang Rui's cold heart was suddenly touched.

It was a strong cat. Even if it was abandoned and forced to live on the street, it would still try its best to survive. This is probably the survival instinct that all animals have.

Feeling sorry for each other, Yang Rui inexplicably felt that he was quite similar to this pitiful cat.

Yang Rui sighed, and suddenly a few strands of sympathy sprouted: Forget it, others don't want you, I'll give you a home, of course, except males and eunuchs.

Yang Rui very much rejects all male species except Uncle Liu, probably because of her mother's psychological shadow, leading to cognitive biases. Only Yang Rui knows that she will never trust male groups in the future.

She tried to change or alleviate her own resistance, but she always remembered the past, the bloody scenes, and then the pain became more and more painful.

Forget it, she doesn't want to waste time on these insignificant things.

If a certain man treats her coldly, Yang Rui will think that he will not be disturbed, which is just what I want.

If a man treats her nicely, Yang Rui will probably get hairy all over his body, and seriously doubt whether that man has ulterior motives.

Except for normal communication other than emotion, there is no way to give the most basic trust, and it is estimated that it will not be better in this life.

So Yang Rui grabbed and opened the cat's hind legs in full view, and stared at it for a few seconds:

Identification complete, female.Appraisal conclusion, can be adopted.

Then she picked up the cat as if nothing had happened, and took her home, bathed and fed her, and then took the cat to the pet hospital with Uncle Liu for checkups and injections and to buy pet supplies.

Yang Rui stared at the clean cat in his arms for a long time, her fur was shiny and her bronze eyes shimmered.

She licked Yang Rui's hand and looked at her with watery eyes, as if grateful and flattering.

So cute, Yang Rui thought.

The cat talk is over, let's get back to the topic.

I just said that Yang Rui greeted three seniors while waiting for the school bus, and now another girl came from a distance.

When Yang Rui looked at her, his first impression was: pure and flawless, like a bright moon.

Her skin is very fair, not like Yang Rui's wheat-colored health, nor is she sickly pale. If Yang Rui were to describe it, it would be nothing more than ice cream.

I saw her walking slowly with small steps, her red lips pursed lightly, showing a smile, and waving to everyone from a distance, her eyes were very bright, and her star pupils turned slightly, looking bright.

Yang Rui's brain was almost short-circuited for a second or two, and she was slightly annoyed by her stupefied just now, as if those eyes contained all the beauty and purity in this world, in the eyes of white people they are pure white, in the eyes of dark people they are pure white. Reflecting the darkness.

But when it came to Yang Rui, there was nothing left but muddy.

Those eyes are like mirrors, reflecting herself, making her suppressed unknown side ready to come out.

Comparing the two, one black and one white, Yang Rui felt a little embarrassed.

Yes, embarrassing, it's been a long time since I felt this feeling, because those eyes are as bright as my own, pure and transparent without any impurities.

There was a strange feeling in my heart, like an electric current, something touched my heart, and a voice shouted stubbornly from the bottom of my heart, making Yang Rui want to keep something.

She thought she probably wouldn't hurt her, because how could she be stupid enough to hurt her former self...

Yang Rui withdrew his mind, looked at the approaching little figure, and nodded lightly in response.

This was the first time since Yang Rui's temperament changed that a person's face was reflected in her eyes. To put it more simply, it was the first time that Yang Rui looked straight at someone.

Her eyebrows are very light, and her soft bangs flutter with the wind, gently rolled up by the wind, thrown down, rolled up, and thrown down, there is a soft and dynamic beauty.

Yang Rui even had an urge to rub her hair and smooth her bangs.

I saw her walking straight towards Yang Rui, stood beside her, tilted her head and said, "Hello, my name is Rong Yue, and I'm a freshman in class one and three, what's your name?"

"..." Damn it, they're actually in the same class!

Thinking of seeing people up and down in the next few years, Yang Rui's heart collapsed.

Yang Rui looked into her shining eyes, into the clear ocean, and instantly felt an urge to escape, she lowered her head dodgingly.

When he looked up at her again, his eyes were firm.

After a brief silence, Yang Ruiqi said, "Yang Rui, from Class One and Three of Junior High." Her voice was a little low.

From someone else's point of view, the scene just now was two teenage girls staring at each other, one of them couldn't hold it anymore, he looked away but refused to admit defeat, raised his head and continued to look at the other. .

It's like two funny comparisons entertaining themselves.

After saying hello, Rong Yue walked past Yang Rui calmly, leaving a scent of washing powder in front of her.

Then Yang Rui saw her greet the three seniors standing a little further away in the same way, also amiable.

Hehe, the co-author girl called Rong Yue greeted Yang Rui first because she was relatively close, wasn't it because she was special enough?

Yang Rui felt uncomfortable and a little depressed.

She was keenly aware of her mood swings today, and a voice in her heart told her to stay away from Rong Yue.

There is another voice in the subconscious that lures Yang Rui to approach her, to absorb the warm sunshine from her body.

As if angry, Yang Rui suppressed her inexplicable thoughts, she didn't want to be dragged into her heart by Rong Yue so easily.

What's more, it's a stranger who just met.