Then in the school bus, Rong Yue was friendly, optimistic and lively, and got along well with all the boys and girls in the bus (except Yang Rui), even the driver uncle liked her very much.

Yang Rui, on the other hand, holds an extra-curricular book every day, or immerses herself in studying hard, or looks at the white clouds outside the window, she always escapes, escapes from Rong Yue's enthusiasm.

It's like she's running away from who she used to be every day.

How similar Rong Yue is to her former self is how unbearable she is now.But Rong Yue didn't seem to care about Yang Rui's indifference, and was still as enthusiastic as ever.

In Yang Rui's view, Rong Yue is as white as paper, she builds tall and magnificent buildings with herself as the center, and kindly lets people who have come into contact with her wander in her heart.

But even Yang Rui didn't know how much she subconsciously longed for Rong Yue's approach, as if approaching her could cleanse her soul.

In the classroom, Rong Yue sat in the front row of Yang Ruizheng, and every time after the big and small exams, the teacher would always praise the students with the highest grades.

Chinese teacher: No.1, Yang Rui scored 127 points. No.2, Rong Yue scored 124 points.

Rong Yue: Yang Rui, I will definitely surpass you next time! (High morale x 1)

Yang Rui: ...

Math teacher: No.1, Yang Rui scored 142 points. No.2, Rong Yue scored 138 points.

Rong Yue: Yang Rui, I will definitely surpass you next time! (High morale x 2)

Yang Rui: ...

English teacher: No.1, Yang Rui scored 143 points. No.2, Rong Yue scored 139 points.

Rong Yue: Yang Rui, I will definitely surpass you next time! (High morale x 3)

Yang Rui: ...

After N tests:

Rong Yue: Yang Rui, I will definitely surpass you next time! (High morale x N)

Yang Rui couldn't help asking her: After the senior high school entrance examination, will you stop repeating this sentence N times?

Rong Yue: Wow, your sentence actually exceeds five words!So excited, so excited! (jumping)

All the students support their foreheads: We don't understand the world of Xueba!

One day after class, Yang Rui was a little sleepy, so he recited the top 100 pi in his heart to refresh himself. Rong Yue, her deskmate, and Yang Rui's deskmate went to the bathroom together.

At this time, a boy walked over with a folded pink paper in his hand and asked, "Is Rong Yue sitting in front of you?"

"Yes." She said concisely.

"Please hand this piece of paper to her, say it's Zhang Jia from Class [-]."

"it is good."

When Rong Yue came back, Yang Rui handed her the paper and said, "Zhang Jia from Class Four."

Rong Yue opened the paper, Yang Rui glanced at the beginning of the paper: "Rong Yue, I like you."

Yang Rui felt that something in her chest was about to explode, and the next second, she stood up silently and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Yang Rui locked herself in the dark and airtight bathroom without turning on the light. She let herself go and immersed herself in the darkness.

No one saw how crazy and treacherous the light was shining in her eyes, and no one except herself could clearly see how hideous and terrifying her face was at this moment.

Scenes of the past appeared in front of Yang Rui's eyes, and Rong Yue's voice and smile became very clear in her mind.

In front of the hot pot restaurant, she smiled with soft brows and eyes, and in the school bus, her hearty and generous smile was pure. After the exam, she vowed that she would use her grades to beat her high spirited fighting spirit next time.

Everything……

She was inexplicably startled, apparently before she had time to notice, her feelings for Rong Yue became so deep, time passed quietly, allowing Rong Yue to settle in her heart quietly, but she didn't notice...

Is it about to lose?That beauty like flowers in the mirror and moon in the water?Or is it the memory of Yunyan in the past?

She was a little frightened.

It would be great if that person's eyes always reflected only his own figure, if such a pure and flawless person would only smile at himself forever.

And all she had to do was hold her hand tightly and not let go.

The next second, Yang Rui laughed at himself.

It's a pity that Rong Yue doesn't have her in her heart at all, because two people who are so different like Yang Rui and Rong Yue can never be together.

One is soaring freely in the blue sky, but the other is drowning bitterly in the abyss and mud.

How sad.

Yang Rui knows very well that the repressed sustenance in his heart, the extravagant hope and sustenance that Rong Yue will always go on purely like his "departed" self, may be disillusioned after today.

Rong Yue has been confessed, she has a great possibility to fall in love, and then someone else will stand next to her, and she will be labeled as belonging to someone...

Perhaps many, many people will pass through Rong Yue's life journey in the future.

Others can get and possess Rong Yue's beauty in an open and honest manner, but Yang Rui can't, she can only hide in a dark corner and watch her secretly.

The more I resemble my past self, the more I feel sympathetic to each other. That complicated emotion, like love but not love, can't be explained clearly, but it is still a dream after all.

Now that I woke up from the dream, they are no longer in pairs, leaving only a solitary and desolate back.

The longing that grows like weeds, clamoring frantically to get something, should be killed after all.

In this society, it is unfair for two women to be together after all, and she can't expect too many things...

Yang Rui didn't want to ruin Rong Yue's life, so he had to destroy herself.

From now on, Yang Rui's mind will only be engraved with Rong Yue's initial image and his fondness for her.

Yang Rui must stop his lust that has been indulged for a long time.

After all, Rong Yue still didn't have a boyfriend. She told Yang Rui that she should focus on her studies now, and wait until she was an adult.

The matter was exposed like this, and three years passed in a flash, and both Yang Rui and Rong Yue were admitted to No. [-] High School in Z City.

However, Rong Yue took a science class, while Yang Rui took a liberal arts class.

In the first half of the semester of high school, Yang Rui began to try to write some book reviews on the Internet, and he was regarded as a well-known book reviewer on the Internet.

Writing these book reviews is just Yang Rui's pen practice, paving the way for the future of writing novels and getting familiar with the skills.In the second half of her second year of high school, she began to try to write novels.

Maybe it's because she always wants to change something crazily in her heart, she wants to subvert this sick world, and she wants to change everything that is not pleasing to her eyes.

If Yang Rui speaks out these thoughts, others will definitely think that she is a patient with the second stage of the second disease, why give up treatment.

But there is one sentence that Yang Rui always remembers: It is often said that a lunatic in a peaceful age can become a great revolutionary in a turbulent age.

The fault is not her, Yang Rui, but this world.

And she herself was just born in the wrong age.

The outdated things should have been subverted and innovated, but they were deeply rooted in some rotten protection.The so-called breaking and then erecting, uprooting, is the only way.

Yang Rui's pen name is Changer, but influenced by some books and her own thinking, she has become an out-and-out agnostic.

She believes that there is no absolute boundary between reality and fantasy. Perhaps the so-called reality is not something we can change, but comes from the imagination of others.

Human beings can create novels, shape characters, create games, and construct the world system in them, that is the illusion of your imagination.But conversely, for people in the fictional game world, their world is real.

It's as if human beings never know whether there are gods in the world they live in, or whether they are a character living in someone else's novel.

Bold ideas are scary to think about, so don't think about them.

Therefore, Yang Rui puts great effort into creating each of his works, because only words can change the world, using words to rewrite the disadvantages in the "real" world, and create a more reasonable worldview in the novel system that the author believes.

Although this approach seems to be escaping from reality, Yang Rui is powerless when it comes to reality.

From that year to now, the ridiculous hatred she has been obsessed with, the target of revenge is her grandfather and patriarchal family, and for the first time, several big families are involved...

However, in the past few years, the Yang family has declined badly. Her "grandfather" passed away a few years ago, and the internally chaotic and leaderless Yang family has also been repeatedly targeted by rivals in the mall...

Although the Yang family is also gone, dead and injured, Uncle Liu hopes that she will not take revenge on them, and hopes that Yang Rui can spend this life peacefully, but she is unwilling!

How could she not hate her parents both dead!How can we be content with the status quo!

She has been perfecting herself these years, trying to find opportunities for revenge, but with her strength alone...

And the main object of hatred in the incident of that year has been buried in the ground...

Sometimes the reality is so helpless, she really hopes that time can start all over again, so that she can go back to the past with a predictable future to change the status quo.

Thinking about the future always leaves her with a slump, and the only thing that inspires her is the world she creates, and she loves her work.

She is a sophomore this year.

In her novel ideas, there are no so-called decent people who are loved by everyone and villains who have been notorious for a long time, but only winners and losers, strong and weak.

Each character has his own ideas and lives in different ways, all for the sake of living, and only with life as the basis can he realize his wishes.

After all, what can you do if you lose your life? Even if your wish comes true, you won’t be able to see it.

The protagonists in Changer novels are the protagonists of the entire book, and the protagonists of their own entire lives.

Sometimes a person who abides by the law and morality with the belief of justice, sometimes a person who upholds justice like a superhero but walks on the edge of the law, sometimes a "villain" who does whatever it takes to achieve his goals, and sometimes a person who is both good and evil for his own sake. Unpredictable people who enjoy themselves casually.

In short, the protagonists in her works are always the final winners. After winning, they always lose a lot of precious things based on the cruel reality. After all, it takes a lot of price to become the protagonist and the winner in life, because there is no So many golden fingers.

And the first female supporting role in her novels is the same person in every book, always the same, with a purer and kinder temperament than paper, without a trace of flaws.

Even if the world has changed, even if everyone has changed, as a supporting actress, she is still her original self.She is like a mirror, reflecting each of the most real characters in the passage of time.

The first female supporting role in each novel is created by Yang Rui based on Rong Yue, and they are all called Nan Rongyue. Yang Rui loves her even more than she loves Rong Yue herself.

Because Rong Yue herself may change at any time, and she will not look like Yang Rui when she first met her, but Nan Rongyue described by Changer can be shaped as she likes, and of course it can be consistent.

She carries all Yang Rui's hopes for the most perfect person in her mind, and even hopes for the best character of all intelligent species. She is the mirror of every novel, reflecting the changes of all people or things related to her. .

Nan Rongyue is a supporting role in every book, but also the protagonist in her own life.

It can be said that without Nan Rongyue, her novels would have no absolute comparison and balance. If this character is taken away, once the balance tilts, the novel will soon collapse.

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