Phoenix Nirvana

One day he planned to bring the shady home and introduce it to his brother.Although he doesn't know whether his brother will agree, but he likes the shady very much, thinking that if his brother doesn't agree, he will elope with the shady.

When he came to Taolin, he suddenly found that the jade pendant given to him by the black screen was missing, because he remembered that the black screen had said that it was left to him by his mother, and Mo Yue wanted to find the jade pendant no matter what.So the two searched separately in the peach grove, and finally the emperor paid off. Mo Yue found the jade pendant under a peach tree. When he went back to find the shady, he heard the sound of fighting from a long distance away.

Mo Yue ran over in a hurry, but when she got to the front, she saw that the undercover was fighting with her brother.He shouted anxiously: "What are you doing?"

The fight between the two stopped suddenly, and the elder brother ran over to protect him behind him, pointing at the shady angrily: "Yue'er, remember, he is the shady Song, the enemy of our Mo family."

After hearing her brother's words, Mo Yue felt as if she had been hit by a thunderbolt and almost fell down. He looked at the dark scene in disbelief, how...how could it be?How could he be from the Song family?The Song and Mo families are enemies for generations...

The black curtain opened his mouth, as if to say something, but he didn't say anything.He turned and left, leaving Mo Yue with his back.

The wind outside suddenly became stronger, and I tightened my clothes, "Family feud?"

I couldn't believe it, I heard Feng Yi mention the hatred between the Mo family and the Song family for generations.Looking at the distraught Mo Yue, he couldn't help but feel compassion. If it was really a family's hatred that tied this couple, it would be really sad.

Mo Yue sighed: "Another year has passed in the blink of an eye. If I hadn't been looking for death and life all day, the shady would never have come to see me. Last night I threatened to die, and the shady came to see me with a very indifferent attitude. If it wasn't for me You are so stubborn and reluctant to let go, maybe we have already made a clean break, right?"

Thinking of last night, I wondered: "Aren't you..."

Mo Yue smiled bitterly: "To be honest, I gave him a love potion last night. I thought that after he wanted me, his attitude would change. However, it seems that I thought too much."

I remained silent, I no longer knew who was ruthless and who was unintentional in this family hatred.

"Si Jing, I'm really not reconciled. Why am I bound by this family hatred? I'm like a bird in a cage. I really want to fly away but my wings are broken." Mo Yue's tears fell again.

I sigh, some things simply cannot be changed.Life is like morning dew, fleeting, who is really happy?And who can be completely unfettered?

Mo Yue wiped away her tears, and forcibly pulled out a smile: "Si Jing, can you tell Feng Yi not to kill the shady people?"

I looked at the pure and bright young man in front of me, and was very puzzled: "He is so ruthless to you...why..."

"Because, if he dies..." Mo Yue pointed to her chest: "Here, it will hurt... very painful."

I was startled, as if I saw something very pure and pure in Mo Yue, and that was exactly what I didn't have.I have denied that I would kill Feng Yi countless times, and I have given myself countless reasons not to kill him, but I have never thought carefully about what I will do if one day I really have to fight with swords or swords, or when I have to choose.

Feng Yi has always been secretive about certain things, maybe I am used to being comfortable, or because my father died too early and my feelings faded, or I love Feng Yi too much.I never thought about finding out the secrets of Feng Yi, I didn't want to know the truth about Feng Yi killing my father, and I didn't want to pursue the past memories.Is it because I don't know anything that the current love for Feng Yi is not true love?

After parting from Mo Yue, I didn't go back to the room directly, but sat on a big rock with a piece of dog's tail grass in my mouth, and stared blankly in the breeze.

I have been by Feng Yi's side for eight years, walking the path arranged by him, so that I don't have many friends, and I know almost nothing about the outside world.Is there any difference between me and Mo Yue?Aren't they all birds in cages?Aren't they all living with family hatred on their backs?

"Xiao Jing, why don't you go back?" Feng Yi's voice suddenly came.I looked at the beautiful face in front of me, touched it lightly, and secretly made a decision.

Feng Yi held my hand and pulled me up: "What's wrong? What did Mo Yue tell you?"

"He told you not to kill the shady."

Feng Yi patted my forehead and smiled lightly: "I don't need to kill the shady, but they still can't be together."

My heart sank suddenly, I pushed Feng Yi away: "But can we be together?"

Feng Yi said nothing, suddenly grabbed my shoulder and led me forward.There was strange silence along the way. After a long time, Feng Yi suddenly said: "Your martial arts are too bad, and you have grown up too. I really shouldn't keep you here. How about living here for the first half year? After you have completed your martial arts, you Live the life you want, track down what you want to know. How?"

Looking up at Feng Yi, his face was expressionless, but he asked two questions in succession, presumably this was his biggest concession, right?

"So...very good..." I replied, and for some reason, my heart was suddenly empty.After saying this, I clearly felt that Feng Yi's body froze for a moment. He was about to let go, but then I reached out and hugged him without the slightest hesitation: "Feng Yi, I like you, if you just say that you like me , I promise you never to leave."

Feng Yi glanced at me, then suddenly pushed me away, and said coldly: "Si Jing, you think too much of yourself." After saying that, she turned and left with a sneer.

I froze for a moment, and stood in the same place in despair, looking at Feng Yi's back, my heart... seemed to be torn apart...

The days that followed were very depressing, and I don't know why Feng Yi ignored me, no matter how much I apologized, he always had that cold attitude.

Forced me to practice kung fu during the day, and slept under the covers at night, and the occasional love seemed to turn into lust.

In this way, half a year is like a fleeting moment, fleeting.

In the past six months, Feng Yi's attitude towards me has not changed at all, which made me lose confidence in him. When I can't sleep at night, I often think, is it because Feng Yi has never had me in his heart?

Feng Yi did not kill the shady, because on the day of assassinating the shady, Mo Yue suddenly ran out to stand in front of the shady, after Mo Bai learned of the adultery/love between the two, he abolished Mo Yue's martial arts, removed him from his ancestral home, and drove away. Leave the Mohist school and let him fend for himself.

In the blink of an eye, it was another spring, the winter snow had just melted, and I just took off my heavy cotton padded clothes. In the past six months, Feng Yi became more and more lethargic, and I began to wonder if there was something wrong with his body.Early in the morning I went out to practice swords, Feng Yi was still asleep, I tucked him in the quilt and went out with the twin jade swords.

Now my martial arts are very powerful, and I can feel my abundant internal strength every time I exercise my kung fu and adjust my breath.

Pulling out the sword, I danced the sword alone in the courtyard, and suddenly there was the sound of whistling wind in my ears, and Mo Bai rushed out, holding his Qingyue Xuanming knife to block my sword.

The sound of weapons colliding rang out one after another in the courtyard. I used the branches in the courtyard to run fast in the air. Mo Bai jumped into the air to chase after me. I jumped on the eaves and stabbed him with a flash of the sword. When I landed, I was one step ahead of him.When he landed, my sword was already pointing at his chest.

"You lost again." I smiled and retracted my sword gracefully.

Mo Bai's newly changed face was a gorgeous face, he curled his lips, this expression was very inconsistent on his face.

"Xiaojing has improved so fast, is he 19 years old now?"

"Well, yes." I replied, and tiptoed back to the house.Feng Yi on the bed was still asleep, I walked over and kissed his lips lightly, as my martial arts strengthened, I could feel that the aura in Feng Yi's body was very chaotic and tended to be exhausted day by day.

Now that the half-year agreement has come, it's time for Feng Yi to let me go, but now that he is like this, how can I go?Shouldn't learning martial arts be to protect the ones you love?

Feng Yi woke up in a blink of an eye, I picked up the clothes to change for him.

"When will Xiaojing leave?" Feng Yi asked coldly.

Xu is used to his attitude, I replied while I was busy with the work at hand: "I won't leave, I can't rest assured that you are like this."

"I don't need you to care about anything."

I raised my eyebrows, walked up to him and tied his belt, sighed: "Why bother? Knowing that I won't leave, you still want to drive me away."

Feng Yi turned her head and said in a cold voice: "You have been with me for so many years, and you always look at your face, I feel annoyed."

I smiled and pinched his face: "I don't know who it is, hugged me and kissed me over and over again at night. I'm so tired."

Feng Yi was taken aback, blushed slightly, and kept silent.

The maid delivered the food on time, and I poured hot water and handed it to him.Feng Yi rinsed her mouth and started to eat.I sat across from him and stared at him, feeling uncomfortable.

"Why don't you eat?" Feng Yi suddenly stopped holding the vegetables, and asked me casually.

"What's going on with your body?" This is the question I've asked him no less than five times.

"It's okay." Feng Yi took a sip of tea, showing a leisurely expression.

"Forget it." I sighed, picked up the chopsticks and inserted the rice, stayed for a long time and asked, "Where are we going next? I have no idea."

"Go wherever you like, up to you." I pounded the rice in the bowl without raising my eyelids: "I really want to...but your body..."

Feng Yi put down the bowl and chopsticks, and threw a sentence: "Sure enough, it's a daughter's heart, indecisive."

I glared at him: "You still have a woman's waist." I opened the window while talking.

The peach tree outside the window has sprouted new buds, and the distance is covered with a touch of green. The vast land is finally adding color again.

Feng Yi's gaze was attracted by the scenery outside the window.I sat opposite him, looked at Feng Yi's beautiful side face with my chin in my hand, and muttered: "I'm a little homesick, I don't know what's going on here after being out for so long."

Feng Yi's gaze was still in the distance, and she said softly: "Then let's go back, we will leave tomorrow."

My eyes lit up: "So fast? It's just going back to Phoenix Valley from here. It's a long way, I think..."

"Up to you." Feng Yi interrupted suddenly.

"Really?"

"There's so much nonsense, the tea is cold."

"Oh, I'll re-brew right away."

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The author has something to say: I feel that this chapter is a bit ridiculous. Will it snow where there are camellias and peach trees?Well, the plot needs it, please forgive me