Phoenix Nirvana

When the rooster crowed early in the morning, I was sitting in the carriage with Feng Yi.I leaned against the carriage, Feng Yi fell asleep lying on top of me.

In the past six months, I have recovered a lot of childhood memories, but these scattered memories still cannot form a complete picture, but it is not without gains.Instead, I remembered a conversation between Brother Hua and Dad.

My father: "When will Jing'er remember everything?"

Brother Hua: "As the memory fragments and age grow, I will slowly remember it. Or it is okay to encounter the same situation."

I stretched out my hand to touch Feng Yi's shiny black hair. I always felt that I had lost a very important memory. What was it?Every time I think about it, I have a terrible headache, so I decided to find the remaining memories even with only a fragment of incomplete memory.I don't know why, I feel uneasy in my heart, I always feel that some things seem to be related to Feng Yi.

At night, we found an inn. The sunset in the evening was like fire, and when we looked up, we could see lone geese sliding across the sky.

Walking into the inn, I opened the guest room, ordered some food and wine, and was eating.I heard the guests at the table next to me talking nonsense: "Have you heard? The Yingyue Mingjiao has completely disbanded, but the Nirvana Cult, which has been in the dark, has come to the light."

"No, there have been great changes in the Jianghu in the past six months. I heard that decent people in the martial arts are planning to encircle and suppress the Demon Cult. I'm afraid there will be another bloodbath."

"By the way, have you ever met the leader of the Nirvana Sect? It is rumored that she is a woman who is as beautiful as a fairy, but her martial arts are a hundred times stronger than men."

I glanced at the people at the table next to me and warned myself that gossip is not to be trusted.Feng Yi sat across from me, he was dozing off with sleepy eyes.

I hurriedly finished my meal and took Feng Yi back to my room to sleep.

At noon on the second day, we arrived at Jinling City, which used to be my hometown, and it also belonged to Feng Yi.Walking on this familiar street, many childhood images suddenly appeared in my head.I was ecstatic, followed my memory to a big house, I went to pull Feng Yi, Feng Yi stopped here, frowning.

"What's wrong?" I wondered.

Feng Yi paused, then said softly: "This is my home."

I was shocked, apart from surprise and panic, it seems that my guess was right, in my lost memory, it was indeed related to Feng Yi.

I gritted my teeth and walked over to open the door.Suddenly a cool wind blew, and the fallen leaves danced on the ground. It can be seen that no one has lived here for a long time, and it is very desolate and desolate.

Feng Yi stood at the door, not intending to go in, so I took out the tiger skin mat and spread it on the steps, and asked Feng Yi to sit there and wait for me.

Walking on the spacious road of Feng's house, many images kept flashing in his head.

Under the willow tree, a little boy hid behind the tree, looking at the naked teenagers and girls entangled together on the grass to steal the forbidden fruit, his eyes widened in shock.

Suddenly, the boy accidentally made a noise, and the boy under the tree picked up his clothes and ran towards this side. The little boy ran slowly, and was caught by the boy, who wanted to kill him to silence him.

The girl dressed and heard the sound and rushed over, quickly snatched the boy from the boy, hugged the frightened and crying boy to comfort him gently, and said softly to the boy: "Feng Yi, he is my brother who is five years younger than me. .”

The figure under the willow tree gradually disappeared, and I walked down the garden path in a daze. I couldn't believe that I still had a sister.A sister who had a relationship with Feng Yi.

As he continued to move forward, images began to appear in front of his eyes again.

"I'm calling you shameless... I'm calling you shameless." Father was furious and beat his sister lying on the bench with a whip.

A woman was persuading me. The appearance of that woman was not very clear in my memory, but I could feel that the status of that person was not low.

My sister lay on the bench crying and shouting: "I am engaged to Feng Yi, so what if I eat the forbidden fruit? He will marry me sooner or later."

Father was furious again, pointed at her and gritted his teeth in pain: "How can our Si Hongyuan give birth to you such a daughter who is ignorant of propriety, justice, integrity, three obedience and four virtues, what a disgrace."

The little boy watched blankly from the side, then rushed over to stop his father, and burst into tears: "Woo...don't beat my sister anymore. It's Jinger's fault. Jinger shouldn't have complained to dad. Uu...my sister has already Jing'er will never tell Dad about her pregnancy."

"What?" Dad was furious.

The elder sister on the bench stared at the boy in disbelief, and cursed: "Si Jing, you bastard, I treat you well, why do you expose me like this?"

As soon as the words came out, my father became even more angry, and he swung the whip down without knowing how serious it was. This time, he only heard his sister yell, spitting blood, and there was no more movement.

The woman ran over to check on her sister's injuries, and suddenly burst into tears, screaming heartbreakingly: "Qing'er, my Qing'er, you killed my Qing'er—"

After recovering, I rubbed my eyes, only to realize that my father was not the kind and amiable father I remembered, nor was I the pure and kind Si Jing.

After walking for a while, the familiar bamboo forest appeared in front of me. I walked in, and there was a smooth bluestone slab within 30 meters. I sat on it, and the memory like a tide invaded me again.

Inside the bamboo grove, Feng Yi stood beside the boy, hugged him gently, and asked softly, "Si Jing, why did you want to harm your sister?"

The little boy happily kissed Feng Yi's cheek, coquettishly: "Because I like brother."

"Oh~" the young man smiled meaningfully, suddenly threw the little boy to the ground, and said disgustedly: "You are so vicious at such a young age, you killed Qing'er, I want you to pay back ten times. But..." He suddenly narrowed his eyes dangerously, "But you look too much like your sister, I won't kill you in a hurry." After finishing speaking, Feng Yi clapped her hands, and two servants came running from the depths of the forest.

Feng Yi sat leisurely on the marble, watching the two servants strip the boy naked, committing vicious and savage violations.The boy cried and yelled, and fainted from the repeated insults and demands.

When the boy woke up again, a woman was standing in front of him, tearing his mouth and feeding him the foul-smelling soup. The woman smiled horribly: "Hahaha, Qinger, mother finally avenged you!" .”

Then there was the sound of the medicine bowl breaking, and the woman died laughing.

Suddenly, I felt a chill on my face. I wiped away my tears and touched my butt unconsciously. Perhaps the picture in front of me was so realistic that I felt a faint pain in my back.

Taking a deep breath, I lay on the bluestone slab, looking at the blue sky, feeling a little confused for a while, what should I do?

Feng Yi treats me like that, it's like a thorn in my heart, I can't let it go.Although he was a man, it was no big deal if he was bullied by a few servants.It's just that my heart hurts so much.Feng Yi's disgusted gaze made me feel chills all over.Now coupled with the revenge of killing his father, it seems that killing him will not relieve his anger.

He said I look like my sister, so don't kill me?That Feng Yi has kept me for so long, is it because she likes my sister-like face?

The heartache was severe, and I hesitated for a long time, and I also thought about many things clearly.Some things have to be faced.

On the way out of Feng's house, I was in a daze, as if I had lost something unconsciously.When she came to the door, Feng Yi sat on the steps and dozed off.

I walked over and sat beside him, Feng Yi was startled awake, an inexplicable emotion flashed in her eyes, and she asked cautiously: "Have you remembered?"

"En." I nodded and hugged Feng Yi.

Feng Yi froze for a moment, pushed me away, and seemed to want to pull out a relaxed smile: "Si Jing, you can leave me now. Nan Zhi has come to pick me up." After finishing speaking, he looked up at the sky behind, and I followed Looking at the past with his gaze, there was a raging fire burning in the Feng family mansion.

I smiled bitterly and grabbed him: "Feng Yi, have I been just a substitute for my sister for so many years?"

Feng Yi glanced at me and remained silent.

I trembled all over, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.He casually picked up a sharp stone from the ground and scratched it at his face, Feng Yi was startled, when he snatched the stone, my face was already covered in blood.

"Xiaojing..." Feng Yi suddenly stood up and grabbed me.

I laughed dumbfounded, and pushed him away fiercely: "Feng Yi, from now on you and I will have no ties." After I finished speaking, I didn't dare to look back, and left quickly with lightness kung fu.

After a few more days, the money on my body was almost spent.I have nowhere to go except Phoenix Valley, and I am thinking about opening a small shop to start a business, and then marry a wife and have children for the rest of my life.

Recently, I always have nightmares at night, dreaming that my father was killed and I was bullied.But the culprit is nothing more than one person, and that is Feng Yi.After following him for so many years, but ended up like this in the end, I am really not reconciled.

While walking while thinking, I suddenly heard someone shouting: "Help——"

I ran over, only to see a man who was as weak as a scholar holding a bundle tightly in his hand, and two men with mischievous eyebrows were staring at him closely.In other words, I like the fight against injustice the most. I ran over and beat the two little thieves to pieces, crying for my father and mother.

The frail scholar came to thank me, suddenly startled, and took a step back: "Xiao Chenxue, thank you hero for saving my life, and leave."

I reached out and grabbed him, gently stroked my face, and said dissatisfied: "Isn't it just a disfigurement? Is it so scary?"

Xiao Chen paused, and asked tentatively: "Am I telling the truth or lying?"

"Truth."

"The truth is, if you look like this, children will be scared to cry."

Sure enough, the truth didn’t sound good, I kicked him angrily, he wanted to run away, I grabbed him again: "Where are you going? Take me with you, my martial arts are not low, and I can protect you."

Xiao Chenxue hugged the burden in his hands tightly, shrinking his neck: "You can't rely on me, can you?"

"I rely on you? I don't even look at how beautiful you are, you are not as good as my Jiafeng—" I swallowed the following words abruptly, I frowned, and dragged him forward.

"Hey...it's heading south, not north." Xiao Chenxue turned around and shouted helplessly.

I had no choice but to turn around and glared at him: "Xiao Chenxue, you have so many things to do."

The author has something to say: I finally wrote the climax, forgive me for being slow, the girls shouted Q_Q what to do, no one is watching, sigh, a little powerless