The master of metaphysics is trying to break up again

Recently, the major economic daily newspapers in T city have published a piece of news at the same time—the chairman of Rongfang, Li Xiangqiang, suddenly fell ill in a hotel and fell into a coma.

Soon afterwards, the latest version of the learning machine launched by Rongfang was also thundered by the news media one after another.

First of all, according to the reporter's interview, some parents who bought the new limited-edition learning machine before said that although their children's grades have indeed improved after using this learning machine, their temperament has changed drastically and their behavior is strange. They even suspect that these children have been affected by the spirit control.

However, after the limited-edition learning machines that were trial-promoted were sold out, another batch of learning machines that were formally put on the market in large quantities went to another extreme.Although these learning machines will not change the children's personalities, they are completely unable to achieve the effect of improving students' grades promised in the advertisements, and they are not even as practical as ordinary learning machines of other brands at a lower price.

The combination of several things caused Rongfang's stock price to plummet. Li Xiangqiang's company, residence, and hospital were crowded with reporters, but no one could be found to respond.

But this time the cold treatment did not achieve the desired effect. Seven days later, the popularity of the news increased instead of decreasing, and angry parents demanded Rong Fang to respond positively to this.

While the outside world was making a fuss about this incident, Xie Wenyuan, who was lying in the hospital, also initially regained consciousness from a coma and opened his eyes.

I don’t know how many lifetimes of memories have been piled up in his mind, making Xie Wenyuan a little confused about where he is and when it is now, until it took a few seconds for him to remember the whole thing cause and effect.

That weird bloody eye, the thunderstorm falling from the sky, the rumbling past, and the bloody kiss of the person in his arms.

——This is a hospital, but at this moment Xie Wenyuan felt that his soul seemed to have recovered to its original state. Although such a serious injury did not bring him too much pain.

It should have been a happy thing, but Xie Wenyuan's heart sank all of a sudden.

He turned his head suddenly, and found that Lin Xuekuang was indeed sitting on the edge of his hospital bed, and Xie Wenyuan's face paled instantly.

He propped himself up and sat up, panic could almost be heard in his tone: "Why did I wake up?"

Lin Xuekuang folded his arms and said lightly, "Otherwise, do you want to die?"

Xie Wenyuan grabbed his wrist, pulled Lin Xuekuang towards him, his fingers trembling, and asked in a cold voice: "What did you do?"

It was the first time he spoke to Lin Xuekuang in such a tone.

Lin Xuekuang stared at him, and after a while, he twitched the corners of his lips and said, "I have exchanged the fates of both of us."

In this life, the fates of the two of them are opposite. Lin Xuekuang's death fell on Xie Wenyuan, and Xie Wenyuan's death is actually at the end of this time.

But when Xie Wenyuan was in a coma, Lin Xuekuang put their fates back to their respective places. Xie Wenyuan didn't have to die, and the strange fate that could lead to catastrophe at any time returned to Lin Xuekuang again.

It's like a knot that can't be untied no matter how hard you try, going round and round, trying your best, it's always in vain.

"you you you--"

The sense of horror that was always worrying about Lin Xuekuang's accident came to his heart again, Xie Wenyuan grabbed his shoulder and said angrily: "Who told you to change, why are you doing this! Why didn't you discuss it with me?! "

There were pain, anger, hatred, and shock in his eyes, almost as if they had the same insanity and bewilderment from the previous life, but the hand that pressed Lin Xuekuang was very gentle, and even the slightest bit of pain Not willing to impose on him.

The more excited Xie Wenyuan was, the calmer Lin Xuekuang became, and asked, "What else did you discuss with me?"

"It's my fault, I'm sorry for you, but..."

Xie Wenyuan's voice was trembling: "But you don't remember, you also promised me that we will stay together forever, but you broke your promise, you...how do you want me to accept it?"

He was even a little incoherent: "I know you don't like it, I really tried my best, except for this, I have no other way."

"you know too!"

Lin Xuekuang interrupted Xie Wenyuan, and suddenly shouted: "You also know that we are talking about staying together forever! Since we can't be together, what difference does it make if you die or I die? What are you doing about the two of us? Call the shots?!"

He had held back his breath and this question for too long, and after he finished speaking, he still couldn't let go of his hatred, so he punched the bed rail.

Xie Wenyuan's eyes were quick, and he stretched out his hand to cushion Lin Xuekuang's fist, and closed his palms together to wrap Lin Xuekuang's hand.

There was some astonishment on his face, and he didn't care about the pain. He looked at Lin Xuekuang with anticipation and disbelief, and asked, "What do you mean by what you just said? You...remember?" ?”

That punch seemed to consume all the strength in his body, Lin Xuekuang closed his eyes heavily, and said, "Not much, just a part."

Hearing him say these words, tears welled up in Xie Wenyuan's eyes, and all the anger turned into tenderness.

So many years of forbearance and loneliness, suffering all the pain and pressure, facing the hateful eyes of the person I love the most, waiting for such a hopeless result in the seemingly endless cycle of reincarnation...

There were too many emotions in his heart that he wanted to express, and there were so many things he wanted to explain to Lin Xuekuang, but at this moment, looking at Lin Xuekuang's face, those pains could suddenly be put to the back.

"Xiaoxue, you are obedient. We are different. The reason I want you to live is not simply to let us be together."

Xie Wenyuan's tone softened, he stretched out his hands to hold Lin Xuekuang's face cherishingly, and stroked the other's cheek with his fingers: "In my whole life, everything is enough, and I don't lack anything I should have, and my childhood life is enough to be happy .But you have suffered too much, and you haven’t lived a few days of happiness and peace, so I’m not worth it for you.”

As he spoke, his voice trembled: "Do you think I haven't thought about it? I thought about it when I changed my life. I think why you have to suffer so much, why do you have to suffer so much? I slowly realized that my unwillingness and pain, besides being unable to see you again, also came from me... My heart aches!"

Lin Xuekuang could hear his rapid breathing. He clenched his hands into fists, but he was still trembling uncontrollably. There was an emotion in his chest, and he didn't know how to vent it. He was suffocated and suffocated.

"To this day, I don't have so much greed. If you can live well, even if we are not together, I will be content."

Xie Wenyuan was almost pleading: "Now that you change your fate back, aren't we back in that vicious circle again? Even if you let me survive, I will still be in pain, and I will enter reincarnation again to try to revive you, What's the point of that?"

"It's been so long and I haven't learned a lesson yet." Lin Xuekuang said, "Can't you give up?"

"How could I..."

Lin Xuekuang stared into his eyes: "You can't give up, why do you think I can enjoy your life with peace of mind? You want me to live, don't I?"

Xie Wenyuan said in a low voice: "I owe you this, I'm an asshole, I'm sorry."

Lin Xuekuang sneered: "You treat me as a prostitute, to sleep with you in exchange for my life?"

If it wasn't for his terribly poisonous mouth, he wouldn't have suffered so much back then. Xie Wenyuan had no choice but to take Lin Xuekuang in the past, and it's the same now. He couldn't help but smiled wryly, "Xiaoxue, I didn't mean that."

Lin Xuekuang fell silent, and after a while, he said softly: "What are you thinking, or who am I in your heart? Why do you have so many doubts and questions? Am I so insecure? Feeling? If I never loved you, why should I spend ten years with you?"

There was confusion in his eyes, rather than questioning, it might be better to say that Lin Xuekuang was also trying to find an answer.

In countless sleepless nights, between the joys and pains again and again, he also thought over and over again, what went wrong when he reached this point.Is it really my fault?

The confusion in Lin Xuekuang's tone made Xie Wenyuan's heart twist, and there was pain and regret in his eyes.

He loved Lin Xuekuang so much.

From the first meeting, I was attracted involuntarily, and in the gradual familiarity, I developed a deep obsession.Xie Wenyuan looked at this man working so hard to live, and was irresistibly touched by his side face sitting in front of the window reading, his figure running around in the morning light and night, and his frown frowning when he was hurt...

Observing unconsciously, and falling unconsciously, before realizing his own feelings, he was already in his eyes and in his heart.

He was supposed to be the one who understood Lin Xuekuang's mood best, knowing his stubborn and tenacious character, his attachment to freedom, his unbearable past, and his desire to live a good life.

But he actually did such a thing, smashing everything he wanted to protect with his own hands.

"It's my fault." Xie Wenyuan said word by word, "I'm irritable, suspicious, and unwilling to believe you... I've made you feel wronged for so long."

He held his forehead with his hands, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I was crazy at that time, you are right, I am mentally abnormal, damn it."

Lin Xuekuang didn't speak, and listened quietly to Xie Wenyuan's narration of the whole thing. With Xie Wenyuan's narration, his broken memories gradually became complete.

It turned out that it wasn't that he couldn't obtain the happiness that ordinary people have, nor was it that he was out of character with Xie Wenyuan, so he was destined not to die well.It turned out that the two of them really loved and stayed together so happily.

But if they hadn't loved deeply, how could there be today's tragic confrontation, full of scars?

Xie Wenyuan reached out and grabbed Lin Xuekuang's hand. Lin Xuekuang pulled back, but he didn't let go.

"I have thought countless times, how can we be together? Why are there so many dramas where lovers get married, but you and I are not among them? So I feel resentful, angry, unwilling, and worry about gains and losses, but Unexpectedly, in the end, the person who was hurt by these negative emotions turned out to be you."

Xie Wenyuan laughed, his eyes were full of self-deprecation and sadness: "Life after life, my paranoia is getting worse, I know that compared with the person you loved at the beginning, I have changed too much, so what can I do to get your love? You are so good, and there are many, many people who love you, but I only worry about gains and losses, and I am full of worries, so I am more and more desperate. Several times I thought, instead of torturing each other like this, it is better to let go, but I am sorry, I Didn't do it."

Lin Xuekuang forgot to break away from Xie Wenyuan's hand again. During those disputes, Xie Wenyuan's painful expression and tone emerged one by one in his heart.

Xie Wenyuan said: "It is really difficult to try to gouge out the heart of someone who has loved forever, unless... I die."

It is not an easy task for a person who has struggled to enter reincarnation countless times but has not fulfilled his long-cherished wish to give up his life.

It wasn't until the two people's last life that Xie Wenyuan finally completely lost control and made a move to hurt Lin Xuekuang. This is also the reason why he finally made up his mind and thought of the method of exchanging fate.

In this way, Lin Xuekuang can live a good life, enjoy a complete and happy life, and have other people give him normal love and a warm home... Very fulfilling, isn't it?

It turned out that the best ending should be his withdrawal.

Lin Xuekuang suddenly broke free from Xie Wenyuan's palm, and buried his cheek deeply in his palm.

Xie Wenyuan suddenly stopped, and the moment Lin Xuekuang lowered his head, he saw the other party's wet eyelashes.

"Xiaoxue, don't be sad!"

His heart throbbed almost instantly, he stopped any thoughts of confessing himself, and said repeatedly: "Don't be sad, don't be sad, it's okay...no matter what it is, it's over!"

There were too many entanglements and pains between them, Xie Wenyuan didn't even know which one Lin Xuekuang was sad about, he could only try his best to comfort each other: "Isn't it great that we are both alive now? I didn't force you, I swear to you, from now on, I will never force you, I will not force you... I just hope you can live a good life, Xiaoxue, I don't care about other things, really! I have long wanted to opened."

Xie Wenyuan grabbed Lin Xuekuang's wrist, wanting to see his condition, but he didn't dare to use force, but Lin Xuekuang raised his head at this moment, and held Xie Wenyuan's arm.

"Let's..." He took a deep breath and said, "Let's each take a step back."

Xie Wenyuan said: "How to retreat?"

Lin Xuekuang was silent for a while, and said: "Fate cannot be changed, it belongs to whoever it is. I can't do this kind of thing."

Xie Wenyuan was about to speak, but Lin Xuekuang had already continued: "I don't believe that the so-called fate should be like this. A person should be at the mercy of such illusory things. No matter how many times you try this time, I will change our ending together with you .”

He looked into Xie Wenyuan's eyes, and promised every word: "If you don't achieve your goal, you will never give up."

Xie Wenyuan suddenly reached out and hugged Lin Xuekuang tightly, resting his chin on his shoulder, as if as long as he hugged his lover so hard and didn't let go, they would be able to grow old forever without any regrets.

He felt Lin Xuekuang's heartbeat, and felt a hint of obsessive sweetness in the bitterness of his heart, and the love that he tried to restrain just now surged up in his chest again.

"Okay." He murmured, "If you don't achieve your goal, you will never give up."

Lin Xuekuang let Xie Wenyuan hug him for a while, but he didn't refuse or respond. After a while, he pushed Xie Wenyuan away, raised his hand, and gently touched the other's side face.

In the magic circle before, Lin Xuekuang once punched Xie Wenyuan twice, with great strength, but after so many days, the swelling has already subsided.

Lin Xuekuang's movements were very gentle, Xie Wenyuan was almost flattered, he froze and didn't dare to move, only to hear the other party ask: "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all."

Xie Wenyuan quickly said: "It's okay, it wasn't heavy when you hit it, and I didn't feel it long ago."

Lin Xuekuang let out an "oh" and said to himself, "Then I'm not working hard enough..."

Xie Wenyuan: "..."

Before he could react, Lin Xuekuang raised his hand again and punched him hard on the other side of the face.

Xie Wenyuan's face quickly became red and swollen, he turned his head away from the beating, his body suddenly fell back, and Lin Xuekuang grabbed his collar and dragged him over.

Xie Wenyuan didn't resist at all, and stared at Lin Xuekuang apologetically.

"Every time I saw you as a bastard before, I really wanted to punch you a few times like this, and beat you into a pig's head, so that your parents would not dare to recognize you."

Lin Xuekuang pulled Xie Wenyuan's collar, pointed at him with one hand, and warned: "Let me tell you, don't think that everything is over like this. No matter how many excuses there are for those things before, I haven't said anything yet. I must forgive you! You keep this life, and when the matter is resolved, I have plenty to settle with you."

Xie Wenyuan nodded repeatedly and said, "You are right."

Lin Xuekuang snorted, loosened his collar, and was about to stand up, but Xie Wenyuan took his hand again.

Lin Xuekuang said: "What else do you want?"

Xie Wenyuan said softly: "We haven't finished talking about the matter just now. I can't force you if you don't change your fate, but there is a condition."

Lin Xuekuang said, "What?"

Xie Wenyuan said: "Let's establish a life-and-death contract. You live and I live, and you die and I die."

Speaking of this, he paused slightly, and then said: "This time, if everything can really be settled, and you still want to leave me by then, let's untie it."

Lin Xuekuang looked at Xie Wenyuan, Xie Wenyuan's gaze was very firm, he raised his hand towards him, with his palm facing Lin Xuekuang, and said with a smile: "Even if you hit me again, I can't compromise on this."

Lin Xuekuang thought for a moment, finally raised his hand, and patted his palm lightly.

After the high-five agreement, the two withdrew their hands, and Xie Wenyuan gently held them tightly to keep the remaining warmth.

During so many reincarnations, he insisted on holding on to a secret that could not be seen, could not be resorted to, and could not be understood by others.

In the eyes of normal people, he is a lunatic and an outlier, but even so at all costs, there is still no end to the long wait.

But the person he loves understands him and is willing to work hard with him, then this life is enough.

Lin Xuekuang also breathed a sigh of relief. He turned his head to look out the window, and found that the sun was slowly rising, and it was another new day.

He whispered, "So what's the next plan?"

Xie Wenyuan told Lin Xuekuang about some of his previous experiences in reincarnation, and the two discussed it, and found that the death calamity occurred without any rules, and it was difficult to prevent it in advance, or to formulate an exact response plan.

The only turning point can only be hoped to be found at the moment of life and death crisis. It is no wonder that Xie Wenyuan would stay by Lin Xuekuang's side non-stop at that time, even to the point of not leaving.

Many times when Lin Xuekuang woke up in the middle of the night, he could see him sitting on the outside of the bed, staring at him blankly.

At that time Lin Xuekuang just felt that Xie Wenyuan was crazy.

Lin Xuekuang suddenly remembered something that happened a long time ago, not in the previous life, but in the life they just met, life was beautiful and smooth, and happiness came naturally.

They were going to get married the next day. They got a marriage certificate abroad and then returned to China for the wedding.

Lin Xuekuang slept until midnight, awakened by a nightmare, opened his eyes, and saw Xie Wenyuan crawling in from the window, lying on the bedside to look at him.

At that time, Lin Xuekuang would not be vigilant or bored. He was taken aback, but he just smiled and asked, "What are you doing?"

Xie Wenyuan also grinned, smiling a little silly: "Just to see, I'm afraid you might run away."

Lin Xuekuang said: "Didn't I get all the certificates? What's the use of me running away, and I will never be able to separate from you for the rest of my life if I run away, and there is no divorce."

Xie Wenyuan laughed, put his fingers into Lin Xuekuang's hair and rubbed it, and kissed him tenderly.

He was itching in his heart, and wanted to go to bed with Lin Xuekuang side by side, lying head to head, and wanted to do something else, but in the end he held back.

They are going to get married tomorrow, and they are waiting for the dawn with a pious heart. The days to come are still very, very long. As long as the two of them are together, everything is happiness, so why worry?

Obviously, their lives should be like this.