The male god became my bird

Xia Yu turned to the back of the book, and saw from the publication information that this was the first edition.

This surprised Xia Yu, because more than 20 years have passed, and the appearance of this book still looks very new, as if it has not been flipped by anyone.

Obviously Xie Chenyan put it in a position that would be used frequently.

Is it because he cherishes it too much and was too careful when flipping through it, or is it because Xie Chenyan really hasn't read this book?

If it was a book from my father, it should be the former, right?

But no matter what the reason was, Xia Yu's intuition told Xia Yu that this book must have a very different meaning to Xie Chenyan.

Xia Yu was thinking like this, and was about to put the book back where it was when Xie Chenyan's voice came from behind him.

"looking at what?"

"You're done taking a shower." Xia Yu turned around and found Xie Chenyan standing at the door of the study looking at him.

"Well, just a little rush."

Xie Chenyan wiped his wet hair with a towel, and his eyes fell on the book in Xia Yu's hand.

Noticing his gaze, Xia Yu passed the book in his hand towards him, "I just flipped through it casually, and I happened to find this book."

Xie Chenyan didn't take the book, "It's okay, I told you, you can read any book you want."

"But, this book looks very new." Xia Yu paused and withdrew his hand.

"Because I haven't seen it."

"Isn't this a book written by your father..."

Xie Chenyan lowered his eyes, "Well, this is the birthday present he gave me when I was 9 years old."

Xie Chen said these few words very casually, but Xia Yu could hear a feeling of rejection from them.

Xie Chenyan doesn't like this gift?Still don't like his father?

The book in his hand suddenly became heavy, this might be a topic that Xie Chenyan didn't want to bring up.

Xia Yu raised his hand and put the book back in its original place, and smiled at Xie Chenyan, "Since it's a gift from Teacher Xie, then I don't want to read it."

Xie Chenyan didn't say anything more but held Xia Yu's hand, "Since we don't read, let's go out and wait for food."

"it is good!"

The two walked out of the study, neither of them took another look at the book.

This matter seemed to be forgotten, but when the lunch was delivered to the two of them and they started eating, Xia Yu was somewhat absent-minded, and even the delicious food in front of him didn't bring him back to his senses.

Xie Chenyan noticed Xia Yu's dazed behavior, he put a piece of braised pork in Xia Yu's bowl, and asked, "What are you thinking, so preoccupied?"

"It's nothing." Xie Chenyan's actions made Xia Yu stunned for a moment, and then he picked up the meat in the bowl and ate it.

"It's nothing, look at your bowl, you only took one bite of each piece of meat, and those who are in a daze are starting to waste food?" Xie Chenyan said, pointing to the meat in Xia Yu's bowl.

Only then did Xia Yu look at his bowl. There were indeed several pieces of meat that only took a bite. He quickly stuffed the meat in the bowl into his mouth, "I either wasted it, or I didn't notice it."

Xie Chenyan reached out and wiped the sauce from the corner of Xia Yu's mouth, "Tell me, what are you thinking? Or do you want to ask me anything?"

"...I really didn't think about anything."

Xia Yu bit his chopsticks, not knowing how to speak to Xie Chenyan.

He was in a daze for nothing else, but what happened in the study just now reminded him of Xie Chenyan's birthday.

He was wondering if these two things were related, did Xie Chenyan dislike his father's gift because it was not his birthday, or was it because his father didn't have his birthday?

Soon, Xie Chenyan's birthday will be coming.

Xia Yu didn't know what happened between Xie Chenyan and his father, but if Xie Chenyan hated birthdays for some reason, he probably wouldn't like it if he wanted to celebrate Xie Chenyan's birthday or give him a birthday present.

Xie Chenyan looked at Xia Yu for a while, then suddenly put down his chopsticks and got up and sat next to Xia Yu from the opposite side of Xia Yu. His eyes were serious and his tone was very gentle: "Xia Yu, communication between two people is very important. If you and If I feel uncomfortable or confused when we are together, I must say it, don’t be embarrassed, and don’t worry that I will be unhappy when I hear it, we don’t want any knots between us.”

Xie Chenyan pulled Xia Yu's hand to his lips and kissed it: "So tell me, okay? What are you thinking, what are you worrying about? It has something to do with me, right?"

Xia Yu looked into Xie Chenyan's eyes, his heart became hot, how could he hide it from him anymore, he opened his mouth and said, "I was just wondering why you don't celebrate your birthday."

Xie Chenyan held Xia Yu's hand, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Some unpleasant things happened on my birthday when I was young."

The memory of that time was so deep that Xie Chenyan couldn't get out of that incident for a long time, so that he became a little afraid of celebrating his birthday.

Later, time diluted the past a bit, and he could face it normally, but he couldn't find the meaning of celebrating his birthday anymore.

"Is it about your father?"

"Ah."

The word "um" sounded to contain too much emotion, Xia Yu even felt Xie Chenyan's hand shaking slightly.

Xie Chenyan must be very sad...

Xia Yu felt sore, and put his arms around Xie Chenyan, "Mr. Xie, forget it, I won't ask."

Xie Chenyan calmed down the emotions in his heart, and rested his chin on the top of Xia Yu's head: "It's okay, you can ask as I said, if you don't want to answer, I will tell you."

With such a gentle Xie Chenyan, such a considerate Xie Chenyan, Xia Yu didn't know how much he had suffered so that he didn't even want to celebrate his birthday.

Xia Yu hugged Xie Chenyan even more distressed, trying hard to pass on the warmth of his body to him.

"If there is a birthday that makes you happy, will it make you forget the unhappy things in the past?"

Xia Yu didn't want those painful things to accompany Xie Chenyan, if possible, he wanted to replace Xie Chenyan's bad memories with good ones.

Even if it is something that has been buried deep in his heart for more than 20 years.

"You want to celebrate my birthday?" Xie Chenyan remembered going to the commercial street Xia Yu said that he wanted to give himself a gift.

Xia Yu raised his head in Xie Chenyan's arms, "Well, if Teacher Xie agrees, I want to celebrate your birthday."

Maybe his thoughts are a bit over his head, but Xia Yu really wants to create some good memories for Xie Chenyan.

Even if it’s only a little bit, it’s okay to have a little bit this year, a little bit next year, and accumulate it year after year, so that when Xie Chenyan recalls his birthday in the future, there will be many happy things.

Xie Chenyan didn't reply to Xia Yu immediately, he rubbed the top of Xia Yu's head, as if he was absorbing strength from Xia Yu.

"If it's you," Xie Chenyan's voice was a little hoarse: "If you stay by my side all the time, I can try to celebrate my birthday once."

When confessing to Xia Yu, Xie Chenyan had already decided to try again without reservation.

Try to accept other people's feelings, try to give your own feelings, and at the same time try to believe in feelings.

Since Xia Yu wants to celebrate his birthday, let's celebrate it, no matter what it is, he wants to try to make some changes.

Xia Yu stared at Xie Chenyan with a smile on his face: "I will, I will always be with you, so please look forward to the birthday surprise!"

At this moment, Xia Yu became extremely dazzling in Xie Chenyan's eyes, with a kind of light shining into his heart, overlapping with a certain figure deep in his memory.

Xie Chenyan asked suddenly, "Xia Yu, do you like roses?"

"I like it." No one would dislike the flower that symbolizes love.

"Then have you ever given roses to others?"

"Send it."

Xie Chenyan froze: "Who did you send it to?"

Xia Yu thought that Xie Chenyan was concerned about the fact that he had given flowers to others, so he smiled and said: "When I was in college, the convenience store where I worked had a publicity campaign that gave roses to passers-by, so I even sent roses to passers-by. Quite a few."

Xie Chenyan let it go, yes, how could it be such a coincidence, Xia Yu should not be that person.

He rubbed Xia Yu's hair, "Then you must have attracted a lot of customers for the convenience store."

Xia Yu nodded without humility at all: "Yes, the store's business will be particularly good when I'm around!"

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After lunch, sleepiness also gradually hit Xie Chenyan.

Since Xia Yu teased him to sleep with him before, Xie Chenyan really pulled Xia Yu into bed.

However, Mr. Xie, who was already very sleepy, just hugged him to sleep.

Xia Yu was also very happy to be Xie Chenyan's pillow. Although he had slept for quite a while, being hugged by Xie Chenyan made his whole body warm, and he really fell asleep after a while.

When he woke up again, it was already 4 or 5 o'clock in the afternoon.

Xia Yu couldn't help but sigh, this day was really depraved!He actually fell asleep all day long!

However, being with Xie Chenyan, no matter how depraved it is, I don't think it's a waste of time, on the contrary, I'm very happy and satisfied.

He glanced at Xie Chenyan who was surrounding him, he was fast asleep and showed no signs of waking up.

Xia Yu knew that he was tired, so he didn't try to disturb him, but quietly turned to pick up the mobile phone beside him, and began to check if he had received any new messages while he was asleep.

Fortunately, there are only three unread messages.

The first message was from Liang Gaoyuan about the progress of the accident.

The discussion on the Internet is developing in a good direction. Although the crew has received criticism from many netizens, they hope that they will pay more attention to the safety of the actors. Many people have begun to praise the crew for handling it quickly and properly, and not allowing accidents to develop. into tragedy.

For Xia Yu, it was a blessing in disguise. Many people expressed good feelings for Xia Yu's act of saving lives, which made Xia Yu a little embarrassed.

When he went to rescue Zhao Qi'an, he really didn't think that much.

The second message was from Dad, with only a pitiful expression on it.

Xia Yu knew without asking that he must have been educated by Comrade He Xiaohe.

The reason, of course, is that he and himself hid the matter of his own injury from his mother.

Xia Yu didn't know what to say, so he could only send an aggrieved emoji to his father, expressing that he was connected with fate.

The third message was sent by my younger sister Xia Shu.

He is also concerned about his own health.

Xia Yu sent the photos in the morning, expressing that he was fine, and at the same time reminded Xia Shu unconscionably, to work hard for the monthly exam and to attend class seriously.

Xia Shu replied to Xia Yu: 【Brother Devil! ] I slipped away to attend class.

Xia Yu nodded in satisfaction.

The author has something to say:

Old saying: Obviously I sleep next to my wife, but my wife doesn’t watch me and wants to watch the video all the time?

Paji: Even though I sleep next to my wife, I can only make videos with her...

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