I've been in love with reason for three years

The menacing powerlessness came again, and it really didn't end.But he really couldn't help it.In the end Zhou Zekai replied somewhat self-defeatingly: I am happy.

It was in response to Yu Wenzhou's three words "are you happy?"

Zhou Zekai didn't expect Yu Wenzhou to reply, so Yu Wenzhou really didn't reply. Zhou Zekai threw the phone aside, went to take a shower, and lay down on the bed after taking a shower. The screen of the phone was empty and no new messages came in. Zhou Zekai felt that he was going to lose sleep.

But there is no way this is self-inflicted, I dug a hole for myself and fell into it.

He turned over a few times, struggled for a long time, and was sure that he couldn't fall asleep, so he finally made a compromise and called Huang Shaotian.

Huang Shaotian answered quickly, he talked a lot first, and finally asked, what's the matter?

Zhou Zekai was silent for two seconds, and said: Your captain...

Before he finished speaking, Huang Shaotian had already picked up the conversation, oh, are you looking for the captain, I'll go to the captain's room, wait a minute.

Zhou Zekai then heard a ping, ping, bang, bang on the phone, the sound of the door opening and knocking, the two people's room may be quite close, Zhou Zekai was at a loss for a while, Huang Shaotian yelled while knocking on the door, saying that the captain opened the door for Zhou Zekai to find You have something to do, open the door, open the door.

A few seconds later, the door really opened, and Zhou Zekai heard Yu Wenzhou's soft words "What's the matter" from the phone, the voice was quite low, probably because it was far away from Huang Shaotian's phone.

As soon as he heard Yu Wenzhou speak, Zhou Zekai hung up the phone.

I was a little scared.Zhou Zekai was at a loss, exhaled lightly, and closed his eyes.

Immediately afterwards, the phone vibrated, and Huang Shaotian sent a text message.

Said, what to hang and what to hang!Didn't you say you were looking for the captain!First let me say that the captain doesn’t look very happy. If you want to find it, don’t ask me again. I don’t want to knock on the captain’s door anymore, but what, the captain asked me to tell you that he will go to S next week. city.

A text message, from sad to a little scared at the end.

Yu Wenzhou didn't look very happy, so he was really unhappy. For Yu Wenzhou, he usually didn't show his emotions very much on his face. Now Huang Shaotian could see it, and he was obviously unhappy.He also said that when he came to S City next week, Zhou Zekai felt that he couldn't sit still anymore, and really didn't know whether to hide or what to do.

In the end, it was insomnia that night.

During Zhou Zekai's training the next day, he fell asleep sitting up while playing Glory, and the second before he fell asleep, he was still meticulously operating his hands.

Then, suddenly, a shot on the screen, Cloud Piercer, fell into the water and sank to the bottom, drowning.

Jiang Botao saw the whole process until Zhou Zekai buried his head completely, closed his eyes and fell asleep, and still kept one hand on the keyboard and the other on the mouse. It was really a blatant desertion, but Jiang Botao didn't wake Zhou Zekai up, he Turn around like nothing happened.

Yu Wenzhou really came, and when he came, Zhou Zekai went to pick him up.

Yu Wenzhou didn't seem to have any special emotions on his face.Zhou Zekai asked what was the matter, Yu Wenzhou said, nothing, just wanted to come over for a walk.

Zhou Zekai was sure that Yu Wenzhou came here for himself, and not by some random way, and he felt even more at a loss.

It's been a while since I saw Yu Wenzhou, not counting the photos on the Internet, the last time I saw it was Xia Xiu in Q City.

On the way to the taxi queue area, Zhou Zekai carefully glanced at Yu Wenzhou's face, but Yu Wenzhou lowered his head slightly and didn't notice it.There were a lot of people in the queuing area, and the two of them just stood there without talking to each other.

Zhou Zekai felt uneasy and a little embarrassed, he let out a huh, but didn't know what to say.

Yu Wenzhou looked at him, his eyes were a little tired, and he spoke first, saying, how is the new season?

Zhou Zekai didn't know what Yu Wenzhou meant, so he could only read the superficial meaning first, so he nodded and said, yes.

Yu Wenzhou said again, that's good.

Then there was a long silence.

Zhou Zekai couldn't find a topic no matter what, he struggled a few times and gave up.

When waiting for the taxi, Yu Wenzhou got into the co-pilot, looked at Zhou Zekai who was about to open the back door of the car, and said softly, thank you for picking me up, Xiao Zhou, you can go back first.

Zhou Zekai's movement of pulling the car door stopped just like that, he glanced at Yu Wenzhou a little at a loss, blinked his eyes, Yu Wenzhou smiled back, but his face was irrefutable.

Zhou Zekai withdrew his hand back, Yu Wenzhou looked relieved, and said with a smile, see you tomorrow.

Zhou Zekai was agitated by Yu Wenzhou's relieved expression, frowning, he continued to open the car door and sat in without stopping, and put on an innocent face that didn't want to get in.

Yu Wenzhou turned his head and looked at him helplessly. After watching for a long time, the driver had already started to urge him, so Yu Wenzhou turned his head back and gave an address, but his voice was also helpless.

After getting out of the car, Yu Wenzhou said, well, it has been delivered now, Xiao Zhou, you can go back, or it will be too late.

This is an obvious exclusion.

Zhou Zekai didn't speak, and stretched out his hand to grab Yu Wenzhou's sleeve, as if he was afraid that Yu Wenzhou would run away.Zhou Zekai's attitude was quite tough, and he felt that death was his home.

Yu Wenzhou didn't pull his sleeves open, so he didn't care, and asked Zhou Zekai's face, what did Xiao Zhou want to say?

Zhou Zekai couldn't say a single word.

Yu Wenzhou sighed, and pulled Zhou Zekai to sit down on the corner of the sofa in the hotel lobby. He seemed to hesitate a bit, but he finally said it.

Yu Wenzhou said, I think it's not good if some things cause trouble to others.

Zhou Zekai lowered his head and did not answer.I feel that this is the rhythm of being crushed to death.

Yu Wenzhou added, but no matter what happens, we are still friends.

It obviously sounded like a comforting message, but Zhou Zekai felt even more powerless after hearing it.

Yu Wenzhou sighed again, his voice softened a lot, and he finally said, I'm sorry for affecting your mood because of my lack of consideration.

Of course Zhou Zekai knew what Yu Wenzhou was referring to.He snorted, turned his head away, and stopped looking at Yu Wenzhou's face.

Yu Wenzhou didn't speak any more, the two of them sat for a long time in such a cold state, Zhou Zekai suddenly asked, is it gone?

Zhou Zekai's eyes were clean, but right now they were lifeless, like a pool of stagnant water.

Yu Wenzhou nodded.

Zhou Zekai said, oh.

He stood up and left.

08.

Jiang Botao was the first to know something was wrong with Zhou Zekai.

The two met by chance in the corridor, Jiang Botao stretched out his hand to say hello, but Zhou Zekai lowered his head, pretending not to notice, and walked past.

Jiang Botao didn't want to care about it at first, but after thinking about it, he felt that there was something wrong with letting Zhou Zekai go. Zhou Zekai is not very good at complaining to others, so naturally it is not easy to stabilize his emotions. stand up.So Jiang Botao knocked on the door of Zhou Zekai's room, but Zhou Zekai opened the door with his head bowed.

Jiang Botao was straightforward and asked Zhou Zekai what was wrong.Zhou Zekai raised his head and gave Jiang Botao a quick glance, then turned and walked back into the room, frowned fiercely, and said, "It's hard."

Jiang Botao sighed, also entered the room, closed the door, and sat in front of Zhou Zekai's computer, while Zhou Zekai sat by the bed, still bowing his head, with his mobile phone by his hand.

Jiang Botao said, captain, if you have anything to say, just say it.

Zhou Zekai shook his head, then nodded again.But he just didn't speak.

Jiang Botao also asked if it had something to do with Team Yu.

Zhou Zekai looked up at him with a look of surprise.Jiang Botao knew he had guessed right, scratched his face, and said, um, Team Yu just sent me a text message.

When Zhou Zekai heard this, his eyes lit up for a moment, but then quickly dimmed again.

Jiang Botao asked him in a low voice what was going on.

Zhou Zekai skipped out a few words and said roughly. After he finished speaking, both sides were silent. Jiang Botao had a little difficulty digesting it. After thinking for a long time, he finally just let out a long sigh.Then he said, Captain, how about giving up.

Zhou Zekai shook his head and said: Not very good.

Jiang Botao's head hurt even more, so he could only ask, what do you want, Captain?

Zhou Zekai couldn't figure it out, so he could only shake his head and say, I don't know.

Jiang Botao sighed again.

Then Zhou Zekai heard Jiang Botao say, Captain, you really don't know what Team Yu means.

What Zhou Zekai is not good at is guessing other people's meaning. Hearing Jiang Botao's words at this time, he raised his head in astonishment, and there was a little spark of hope in his clean eyes.Seeing this look, Jiang Botao was a little speechless. After hesitating for a long time, he spoke softly. His voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of scaring Zhou Zekai.

Jiang Botao said, Captain, haven't you noticed that Team Yu is very nice to everyone?

Zhou Zekai opened his eyes wide and was stunned.

Jiang Botao started, but didn't want to stop. Although he knew that the words were cruel, he had to finish, after all, half-speaking was even more cruel.

Captain, you really haven't thought about why Team Yu suddenly paid attention to you.

Zhou Zekai shook his head honestly.

Because the new season was about to start.

Hearing this, Zhou Zekai blinked his eyes, was dazed for a long time, looked down at his toes, then stood up abruptly and went into the toilet, closing the door with a bang.The sound of closing the door was loud. Jiang Botao watched Zhou Zekai's series of actions and felt anxious. He knew that Zhou Zekai was incapable of accepting it, but he couldn't just ignore it, so he continued to sit in front of the computer and waited for Zhou Zekai to come out. With a shot through the cloud, he remembered Yu Wenzhou and Suokesar that he had seen on the screen of Zhou Zekai's phone. After contacting him, he felt that everything was extremely hurtful.

After waiting for 2 minutes, Zhou Zekai came out, frowning, and found that Jiang Botao hadn't left yet, so he wanted to hide in the toilet again.

Jiang Botao hastily stretched out his hand to stop him.

Just say it, captain, escaping is not the way, right?

Zhou Ze