I've been in love with reason for three years

can not say.This feeling, like the relationship between two people is false and fragile, only maintaining a superficial connection.

But Zhou Zekai didn't like staying still, he wanted to move forward.

Because of these random thoughts, Zhou Zekai couldn't be happy after winning the first round, even if Excellent Era won and Ye Qiu won.

The away game, the plane at night, the other team members are not in a hurry to go out to buy snacks. In fact, Zhou Zekai is not in a hurry, but he is not in the mood to eat snacks, so he went to the airport first, checked the airport WIFI, checked the news and Weibo, but He didn't read the words on the screen at all. He sat in the corner of the airport where there were not many people. It was pitch black outside the window, and the silence and night took over again.

He had even switched to the text message interface and called up Yu Wenzhou's number, all he had to do was enter the content.

But Zhou Zekai couldn't.He rarely dared.Although he didn't speak much, he never dared to say anything.Not so now.He couldn't bring it up but he was curious. He was especially afraid that after asking, he would go back to the time when it was like the Cold War. Now it's the regular season, not the summer break, so he can't be distracted in this regard.he knows.

Zhou Zekai was sitting by the huge French window. There was no one around. There was little light in this corner, so it was quite dark. He lowered his head slightly and looked at the screen without moving for a long time.

Finally Zhou Zekai put the phone away.He took a breath and leaned his head back on the seat, looking at the steel-frame ceiling of the airport, with many lights on it, like stars arranged in a regular pattern.

Zhou Zekai looked at it for a long time, closed his eyes, and took out his phone again.

He held the phone in front of his eyes, Yu Wenzhou was on the phone screen, and the big background behind it was the regular star ceiling of the airport, clearly distinguishing between reality and reality.

Zhou Zekai called up the SMS interface again, and sent a text message to Huang Shaotian.

Because I don't know what to post, and it's not easy to ask directly, thinking that Blue Rain won the first round of the away game, so I sent a message: Congratulations.

The text message came back soon, it was quite long.

Hahahahahaha thank you so much!You know, this Juggernaut is in great shape recently!You can eat half a bowl more in the morning!Let's make an appointment for a battle PK tomorrow or the day after tomorrow!Moderate PK after a summer break will help improve your status! PS: The captain said he also congratulates you!

Zhou Zekai looked at the text message and blinked.My heart switched to the mode of complaining.

First of all, I am not free at all during the summer break. Apart from dealing with your PK, I also help the union fight for bosses.

Then, your style of PKing is not moderate at all, and your style of PKing everyone you meet always feels a bit hyperactive.

Finally, at the end, Zhou Zekai looked at the phone, and suddenly he didn't know what kind of mood he was in.Yu Wenzhou also congratulated him.Zhou Zekai couldn't tell whether he was happy or what.All he knew was that suddenly he couldn't ask what he wanted to ask.

Then forget it first.Zhou Zekai sighed softly, put away his phone and continued to look up at the ceiling, feeling that sense of emptiness again.

Suddenly Du Ming's face appeared in his field of vision, then Jiang Botao, and then one after another, Lu Boyuan still had a small steamed bun in his mouth.Everyone watched Zhou Zekai looking up at the sky like a small animal.

Du Ming: Is the captain looking up at the moon and looking down at his hometown?

Wu Qi laughed: I can only show off a single introductory poem for elementary school students, and I can recite it fluently even 20 years back.

Du Ming scolded your sister, and the two of them shot away screaming.

Zhou Zekai also sat up straight, looked at everyone, and said, what time is it?

Jiang Botao said, there is still half an hour to board the plane.

oh.Zhou Zekai blinked and looked around, a little dazed, as if he didn't know what to do.Lu Boyuan came over with the plastic bag containing the steamed stuffed buns, and said, Captain, try one, it's super delicious!

Zhou Zekai never refused to come, he reached out and took one out, took a bite and thought it was really delicious, so he put his other hand into the bag and took another one.In the end, he looked innocently at Lu Boyuan, who really didn't know what to say.

The others made a fuss and played like elementary school students. Zhou Zekai was still sitting, eating steamed stuffed buns. He ate half of them. He thought it was so delicious that he should recommend it to Yu Wenzhou. When he came up with this idea, he was a little stunned. He thought this idea was a bit strange. , and happened to think of the Soksar that he bought in the Glory store before, and he found that he always wanted to bring a copy to Yu Wenzhou when he saw something interesting.

Zhou Zekai stopped chewing and swallowing, and looked at the steamed bun with a bite in his hand for a long time.

Next to him, Jiang Botao felt that his captain's eyes were too focused on Baozi, and thought it was funny, saying, no matter how much he looked at Baozi, he couldn't speak.

Zhou Zekai was taken aback, blinked, and said, how long can you stay?

Jiang Botao understood, thought for a while, and said, if it is refrigerated, this steamed stuffed bun can be stored for at most three days, and if it is frozen, it can be kept for a while longer, but it will not taste good.

oh.Zhou Zekai nodded, recalling the match schedule within a month. Anyway, there was no Blue Rain, so he was a little frustrated, so he ate the remaining buns in two bites.

Another daily mechanical training, boring, but it has become a habit.

Zhou Zekai practiced in one breath until the rest time. He never went to the toilet or drank water. He just took off his earphones and wanted to do manual exercises. He handed over a glass of water and put it on the table. It was Jiang Botao. Zhou Zekai hadn't had time to say Thank you, Du Ming also came up and said, Captain, I will lend you your mobile phone to make a call.

Before Zhou Zekai could reply, Du Ming consciously reached out and took away the phone from Zhou Zekai's desk.Zhou Zekai wanted to snatch it back, so he stretched his hand halfway, but Du Ming's hand was also quick, and he swiped the screen to unlock it.

Hearing Du Ming's surprise, Zhou Zekai's heart sank, he gave up struggling with his half-stretched hand, and retracted it.

Du Ming looked at Zhou Zekai's screen and said, isn't this Team Yu?

Zhou Zekai grunted, then nodded honestly.

When Jiang Botao heard this, he was curious and poked his head to look. After seeing clearly, he suddenly felt terrified.

Du Ming didn't say anything else, he was already rushing out to make a phone call. Jiang Botao looked at Zhou Zekai's slightly frowning brows, and he could see that Zhou Zekai was not happy, but Jiang Botao didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only pretend that he didn't see anything. , Said, captain drink water.Then he walked away step by step.

Zhou Zekai sat on the chair in a daze for a few seconds, then took a sip from the water glass, put it down, and continued to lower his head slightly in a daze.

When Du Ming came back, the break was just about to end. When Zhou Zekai took back the phone, he tried to read something from Du Ming's face, but Du Ming obviously didn't pay attention to his captain's thoughts. Snacks will be brought to you when they arrive.

Everyone returned to their seats one after another and put on their earphones. Zhou Zekai looked at Du Ming's cheerful back without saying a word. He put his mobile phone in his pocket, turned around and put on his earphones to continue practicing.

I actually felt that this hour was extremely long, and it usually passed by in the blink of an eye, but now it felt like a whole day of suffering.After training, Zhou Zekai felt that his back was stiff and painful, so he stretched his waist, Wu Qi happened to come over to ask him to have lunch, Zhou Zekai nodded and followed.

It was boring after a meal, so Du Ming and the others were of course not idle when eating, grabbing each other's food and yelling.Zhou Zekai didn't follow suit, and buried his head in the rice bowl without raising his eyes. He always felt that Jiang Botao was looking at him. He pretended not to know, but thought that he was too sensitive, so he finished eating quickly, and then the first withdrawn.

Going back to the dormitory to take a routine nap, I took out my phone and looked at Yu Wenzhou on the screen for a long time. To explode.Zhou Zekai didn't know why, but suddenly felt extremely helpless, feeling that there must be a limit to his self-deception.

Swiping the screen to unlock, Zhou Zekai frowned and called Yu Wenzhou directly.As soon as he heard the sound that the phone was connected, Zhou Zekai's heart beat soared uncontrollably. Zhou Zekai was so worried that he quickly cut off the phone.He just sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head slightly, the phone automatically returned to the address book page, and the word Yu Wenzhou was displayed quietly, in black and white, and he could not speak.

He threw the phone away, fell heavily on his back on the bed, pulled the pillow and began to take a nap.

After waking up, I washed my face and received a new text message.

Yu Wenzhou said, what's the matter with Xiao Zhou?

Zhou Zekai's sense of powerlessness that had been silent emerged again.

He frowned slightly, and used a little more strength to press the screen.He said: It's about breaking up.I typed it out but didn't press send for a long time, deleted everything, and then typed: something about the Cold War.But I still felt that it was not enough, so I deleted it again, deleted, deleted and revised it several times, wasting 5 minutes, and finally sent out the content: why.

As for what this "why" actually means, it's up to Yu Wenzhou to guess.

Zhou Zekai threw the phone on the bed, worried, changed his clothes and went to the training room, he didn't bring the phone with him in a fit of anger.

After the training, everyone went to the cafeteria to eat together. After eating, Wu Qi suggested to go to the supermarket to buy daily necessities, so everyone went out together again.It took a long time to go around, and it was already past 9 o'clock in the evening when I got back tired.

Zhou Zekai has been a little absent during this period. He reached into his pocket countless times to take out his mobile phone, but he didn't touch it, only to realize that he didn't bring the mobile phone with him. Looking for abuse, he especially wanted to see if Yu Wenzhou replied to him with anything, anything.

So when I got back to the dormitory, the first thing I did was to throw myself on the bed and get my phone.

Yu Wenzhou really replied, it wasn't long, but it hit Zhou Zekai right in the heart.

Yu Wenzhou said that he was in a bad mood when they broke up, and he was sorry for venting his anger.

Zhou Zekai looked at the screen, inhaled and then exhaled, back and forth several times,