I've been in love with reason for three years

Just no mental preparation.

To put it simply, Yu Wenzhou's rhythm was suddenly broken.

Zhou Zekai blinked and believed it.

I didn't do it too hard, but after all, I hadn't tried it before. Yu Wenzhou put in a lot of effort when he woke up in the morning.

Zhou Zekai looked at Yu Wenzhou's slowly moving body leaning on the wall with some regret, and put his hands on Yu Wenzhou's waist to prevent him from falling.

Yu Wenzhou smiled helplessly, raised his head and suddenly looked at Zhou Zekai for a long while, seemed even more helpless, and shook his head.

Zhou Zekai didn't quite understand, but his intuition was not very good, and the hands on Yu Wenzhou's waist were all a little harder.

Of course Yu Wenzhou found out, so he stretched out his hand to his waist and rubbed it soothingly, sighed, and said softly, Xiao Zhou, I found that for some people, the bottom line is useless.

21.

Did Zhou Zekai piss off Yu Wenzhou? Just kidding, of course he did.Not just once or twice.

But after getting angry, what's the point?It's not that he hasn't grasped Yu Wenzhou's bottom line, it's easier to touch that bottom line with his previous status.

It's different now, the bottom line can't be touched.

Zhou Zekai no longer knew where Yu Wenzhou's bottom line lay.

Actually quite tired.

Zhou Zekai felt shoulder pain and neck pain when he was sitting in Glory in the room. In fact, the two had a fight when they were fighting over who would go up and who would get off. Well, in the end Zhou Zekai won a little bit, that's it.

Zhou Zekai didn't feel very full during lunch, so Zhou Zekai thought about it and wanted to send Yu Wenzhou a text message asking if he wanted to go out to eat together.

Yu Wenzhou didn't return, Zhou Zekai thought he hadn't seen it, and almost half an hour later, there was a knock on the door.

Zhou Zejiao vaguely heard it, took off his earphones and went to open the door, only to see Yu Wenzhou smiling at him standing outside the door.

Zhou Zekai was a little startled, turned sideways to make way, and Yu Wenzhou came in. It seemed that his walking posture was normal and there was nothing serious about it, but Zhou Zekai still felt uncomfortable, and that feeling of annoyance came out again, which made him regret it all the more.

Yu Wenzhou didn't say anything, he put a box of sushi on the table and said, let's eat.

After speaking, he sat on the sofa by the window and took out his mobile phone to play.

Zhou Zekai felt that something was wrong, so he stood there without moving, looked back at Yu Wenzhou and then at the sushi on the table, and finally sat down on the bed opposite Yu Wenzhou with the sushi, and then began to take a bite with a stick.

Yu Wenzhou looked up at him, smiled, and continued to lower his head without saying a word.Seeing him like this, Zhou Zekai felt uncomfortable, lowered his eyes, and whispered, not in the future.

Yu Wenzhou chuckled, and then again.

Yu Wenzhou's voice was almost breathy, and it could be heard clearly at the moment, but it would be blurred if it was lower.

Yu Wenzhou said, don't worry.

Zhou Zekai was stunned for a moment, and said in his heart that if he refused, he would not refuse too much, it was a very familiar feeling.Zhou Zekai poked another piece of sushi and handed it to Yu Wenzhou. Yu Wenzhou stared at the sushi for two seconds, then smiled and shook his head, saying, I'm full.

Zhou Zekai actually knew what it meant.

He drew his hand back and ate the sushi himself.

There was a long silence between the two of them. When Zhou Zekai mechanically ate the last piece, Yu Wenzhou suddenly stood up, frowned slightly, and covered his mouth.

Zhou Zekai looked up at Yu Wenzhou in surprise, and Yu Wenzhou shook his head at him to indicate that he was fine, and walked into the toilet at a brisk pace. Two seconds later, Zhou Zekai heard the sound of retching lightly.Yu Wenzhou tried to press down and closed the door, but unfortunately he could still hear it.

Zhou Zekai listened, and after listening for a long while, the sky outside the window was gray and white, with no gaps in the blue sky, and it was almost completely covered by thick clouds.

Yu Wenzhou stayed in the toilet for a long time. After a while of silence, the sound of water from the faucet was heard, and the sound of water continued to flow for a long time.

Zhou Zekai looked out of the window quietly while holding the box with only one piece of sushi left, but his eyes were red.

The All-Star Weekend ended quickly, and there were some meetings between Zhou Zekai and Yu Wenzhou in the last two days of the All-Star, but not many.When they parted, there was no chance to say goodbye face to face. Lan Yu left first, and Samsara would be later.

When checking out, I heard a slight noise behind me again, probably from Lan Yu again, but Zhou Zekai didn't dare to turn his head this time.

Jiang Botao and Zhou Zekai came to check out together, and heard the front desk tell Zhou Zekai, sir, there are additional charges for your room.

When Jiang Botao heard it, he reflexively wanted to ask if he had made a mistake, but before he could say anything, Zhou Zekai took out money from his wallet and handed it over.

Jiang Botao took the words back.

Zhou Zekai was in a state of emptiness at this time, his heart was so empty that he didn't think about anything, but he was extremely uncomfortable and depressed, the kind of depression that could not be vented no matter what, thinking about it, maybe he really couldn't let it go, and it really became a scar on his heart.

Later, on the way back to City S, Zhou Zekai didn’t say a single word. He wore earphones and looked isolated from the world. The earphones played Yu Wenzhou’s version, and the plane was seated by the window. The situation was so familiar. It feels like a dream.

After the plane landed, it turned on and received a text message from Yu Wenzhou, and it arrived safely as usual, but it was only through text that it was impossible to tell what kind of mood Yu Wenzhou was in.

Zhou Zekai looked uncomfortable and strange, and replied, I'm here too.

He put away his phone and ignored it.

Zhou Zekai felt that he might need a lot of time to think carefully.

Back in the dormitory, I was at a loss. The promotion of the glory level had already been released. In February, the league was suspended for a month to upgrade and adapt. Zhou Zekai lay on the bed for a long time, and finally thought that it would be better not to go to G City in February. He took out his mobile phone and wanted to send a text message to Yu Wenzhou, but Yu Wenzhou's text message arrived first.

Said: February is busy and very important, shall we stop for a month? ^^

Zhou Zekai stared at the screen in a daze for a long time, how could he think in such a consistent and tacit understanding, the two of them thought that there were not many times to go together, but they were always wasted at such times.

Zhou Zekai replied with a word "OK", and propped himself up to turn on the computer.

He felt extraordinarily calm, indescribably calm. According to common sense, seeing Yu Wenzhou's text message, he should be very angry and puzzled and would not respond at all, but now he can't get angry, and he doesn't have any other emotions. Come out and just be calm.

Backing back and back again, let the other party have a way out.

How amazing is Glory?

Glory can make Zhou Zekai temporarily forget everything, no matter it is good or bad, it clears his mind completely, even if it is only temporarily, it has to be said that it is a very good way to distract

Zhou Zekai took glory until 02:30 in the morning, and couldn't keep his eyes open, so he turned off the computer, tidied up, took a shower, and prepared to sleep.

Before going to bed, I looked at the screen of my mobile phone. The screen was empty and there was nothing.

Zhou Zekai put the phone away, and fell asleep peacefully.

But he had a dream, it was a dream about Yu Wenzhou, it was not a fabricated dream, it was more like his brain recalled something from the past.When Zhou Zekai woke up, he was sitting in the middle of the bed under the quilt, a little dazed.

In the dream, Yu Wenzhou jokingly smiled and said to him, how about this, two wins in three rounds, if Lan Yu wins two championships, then I will be on top, if Samsara wins two championships, then you will be on top.

Zhou Zekai said, it's a tie.

Yu Wenzhou said, then add another year.

Yu Wenzhou did tell him that, jokingly said it on the second morning of the All-Star Weekend, but Zhou Zekai was not amused when he heard it.

But the dream didn't end here, Zhou Zekai also dreamed that in the next three years, Samsara never won the championship again, and neither did Lan Yu.

The dream stopped and Zhou Zekai woke up.

At first, he felt that the dream was so ruthless and unlucky, but it was followed by an irreparable emptiness. He sat on the bed for a long, long time, and finally exhaled and lay down on his back, not unwilling to think, But I can't find a breakthrough to think about.

He felt that things shouldn't be like this, but he didn't know what it should be like. It was like stubbornly getting into a dead end but still struggling to break through the wall in front of him without turning back.

this is not good.

Zhou Zekai knew.

After the All-Star Weekend, there are sporadic meetings, once a week as usual.

On the surface, nothing changed, except that Zhou Zekai never leaned up to kiss Yu Wenzhou again, nor did he touch Yu Wenzhou even if it was just to give him a shoulder.

After all, winter is still very cold. Although it is rare to see snow in S City and G City, the cold is inevitable.Yu Wenzhou was wearing a thick coat and still had a furry hat, which was not Yu Wenzhou's style. Zhou Zekai thought it might be another team uniform chosen by Huang Shaotian. Huang Shaotian seemed to like this style very much.

Yu Wenzhou buried half of his face in the scarf, chuckled and said, I haven't seen snow yet.

Zhou Zekai was taken aback, he wanted to say, take you there.

But after thinking about it, I held back the sentence, and finally replied softly, me too.

Yu Wenzhou glanced at him, exhaled a white puff of air between his lips, he finally smiled, and rolled his eyes, but said nothing.

Zhou Zekai felt that Yu Wenzhou's smile was really good, but what followed was panic, irritability, conflict and helplessness, and finally calmed down.

Zhou Zekai slightly raised his head and looked at the end of the road, where there were red brake lights and gray low clouds.

Later, the suspension period of the league began, and professional players from various teams showed their faces in the Glory online game one after another.

Zhou Zekai spent the whole day in Glory, wearing his earphones and staring intently at it. Apart from eating, sleeping, and the manager's phone call, nothing else could pull him away from the computer.

He even sent text messages to Yu Wenzhou at the beginning, but after sending two text messages, he began to refrain from sending them. Sometimes Yu Wenzhou’s routine good night text messages came over, and he forced himself to act as if he hadn’t read them.