The taste of love is bitter

After speaking, he gave me a hard push on the head, and led the others away in strides. I didn't care about the pain, so I hurriedly took out the medicine and took a few pills.Lying on the ground, my whole body is falling apart. I have never been treated like this since I was a child. I cried out aggrieved. Why did you treat me like this, just because I look like someone else? Because of the conflict between Ruan Yuchen and Senior Kim, he took his anger out on me?Who did I offend?Why is it like I owe them what is wrong with me?

Lying on the ground for a long time, the sky gradually darkened, I reluctantly got up, patted the dust, tidied my clothes, and staggered towards the school, suddenly felt very funny, no friends, no healthy body, no bullying The ability to resist, maybe no one will find out if I die here.Only now did I realize that I, Wu Qiong, lived for 16 years, which seemed meaningless at all. I even wondered what supported me to live for 16 years, but I am sure that I really can’t live to be 30 years old. According to this Look, I may not live to be 17!

Back in the teaching building, I went to the evening self-study in a daze. No one noticed that I was different. Maybe no one paid attention to me at all. I didn't eat dinner. I didn't catch up with it just now, but now I have no appetite.I returned to the dormitory after evening self-study, I didn’t wash or change my clothes, I just got into bed, I must go home tomorrow, I don’t want the phone, I don’t want my studies, I don’t want anything, I just want to go home, although every week All go home, but I've never missed home so much as I do now! !

The unprecedented Ruan Yuchen ignored me all night and didn't find any faults. When I was about to ask for leave to go home the next day, the teacher announced in class that the [-]th National Day holiday had begun and we had a week's vacation.It's already eleven, and I've been in a daze for a while, and I don't even remember that there is still eleven.I'm considering whether to tell the teacher to suspend school now, or wait until I come back from vacation.After thinking about it, I decided to go home and discuss it with my mother, and I will talk about it when I come back from vacation.

I will be on vacation tomorrow, and I will go back to the dormitory at night. Ruan Yuchen ignored me, but I still asked him for a mobile phone a little bit unwillingly, and he raised his fist impatiently, "Are you looking for death, why is it so annoying?"

Seeing him raise his fist, I immediately hugged my head and squatted down, but the imaginary fist did not fall. When I raised my head, I saw him folded his hands on his chest, tilted his head, and looked at me with contempt.

"Give me your phone, can't I stop reading? You hate me, can't I stop reading? I just ask you to give me your phone, and I promise to go to the teacher tomorrow to drop out of school, and I stay away from you , Is it okay not to let you see me? Why are you doing this to me? What's wrong with me?" I sat on the ground, tears fell again, for what, I don't know.

"..." He frowned slightly, then put on an indifferent look and said, "How lonely I would be if you left me, I only hope to make you happy, why are you crying all the time, really, call me I'll give it to you, but not now." Saying that, she was about to go to bed.

I lay on the bed without sleep all night, thinking I don't need the phone, I'll go home tomorrow, and then I won't come, stay far away from him, I will be liberated if I leave here.

The vacation started and I lugged my suitcase home with everything I could carry.When I got home, my mother asked me how I brought all my things back. I just said that I was afraid of losing them, but my mother didn’t continue to ask. It’s really comfortable at home. There is no inhuman torture every day, and my parents care endlessly. When my aunt came to my house She asked me how my study was going, and I said it was okay, she told me to work hard, not to waste such a good opportunity, I nodded, and I could see that my parents also hoped that I could get into a good university, but, what should I do? Say I don't want to miss it anymore?Tell them I'm being bullied?Got beaten up?They will definitely make trouble at school, I don't want that, so I haven't opened my mouth for a long time.

Seeing the holidays go by day by day, I began to pray that the days would pass slowly and slowly. Until two days before the start of school, I received a call from Ruan Yuchen. He said that he was bored at home and wanted to come to my house to play. phone.The phone rang for the second time, but I didn't answer it. My mother came out of the kitchen and asked me why I didn't answer the phone. I said it was a wrong number, but she said she didn't answer it. What was said, my mother responded happily.

After hanging up the phone, she said to me, "You child, you said you had lent the phone to Xiaohao, why did you lie and say you lost it? Xiaohao said that he has nothing to do with being at home. He will come over to our house in the afternoon and talk to you tomorrow." Let's go back to school together!"

I felt a thud in my head, what on earth is Ruan Yuchen going to do?Is it possible that the bully is still bullying the door?I have something on my mind. I only had a few mouthfuls of rice at noon and couldn’t eat anymore. My mother asked me if I was not feeling well. The two-story building built by my house, the first floor is the hotel lobby, and the second floor is private rooms.The backyard was designed by my father to look like a courtyard. The main room in the middle is where we live, and the other two rooms have been turned into small rooms for guests to stay.

I went back to the room and closed the door, feeling uneasy, feeling that the visitor was not kind.In the afternoon, this guy really came, and it's hard for him to have such a good memory. His mother only said the address once, and he remembered it.After he arrived, he was still carrying fruit, which made his parents very happy. They praised him for being polite, brought him delicious food, and asked this and that, making it seem like he was their son Same, I just sat there with a cold face and didn't speak.

Later, a guest came to the door, and my parents went to entertain the guests, and asked me to accompany him. After my parents left, I asked coldly, "Why are you here?"

"Look at you!" he said as he peeled an orange.