The taste of love is bitter

Seeing that my complexion was not good, he knew that I was not joking. He hurriedly got up and hugged my upper body, and asked me what was wrong. I was speechless, but I gritted my teeth and touched my pocket, beckoning him to take the medicine, and he understood. I took out the medicine and put it in my hand. At this time, I just felt that there was not enough air, my brows were wrinkled, my breathing was short of breath, and I covered my chest with my hands. I passed out before the medicine was delivered to my mouth.

Before I fainted, I heard Ruan Yuchen screaming my name.

When I woke up again, what greeted my eyes was the pale ceiling, and the white and bluish walls, the familiar environment that I can no longer be familiar with. This is my second home in more than ten years, the hospital!Sighing, I wanted to move my body, but felt that my right arm was very heavy. I turned my head and saw Ruan Yuchen sitting on the edge of the bed, holding my hand, and fell asleep on my arm. His dark circles were heavy. Looks tired.

I looked at him quietly, and suddenly felt that I was loved by someone. This feeling was really happy. Having this love in my life, I would die without regret.

At this time, the door was gently opened, and it was my mother, who came in with an insulated box, saw that I was awake, and was about to speak, I shook my head, pointed to Ruan Yuchen, and smiled.Mom understood, sighed lowly, sat on the other side of my bed, tucked the corner of the quilt for me, then stroked my hair, and said softly, "When will you grow up? Why don't you know how to pay attention? What about your own body?"

I lowered my voice and said, "It's okay, I just had too much fun and made you worry, and it will never happen again in the future, don't worry!"

Mom nodded, "You almost scared me to death, if it wasn't for Xiaohao...oh, no, it was Yuchen, if Yuchen hadn't brought you back and sent you to the hospital in time, do you know how dangerous you are?"

"If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be sick!" I muttered, "Wait! You said... Yuchen? Do you know his name?" Mom always called him Xiaohao, so we didn't explain. , it should be Ruan Yuchen's nickname.

"Hey, this kid told me everything. Since you two have such a good relationship now, mom doesn't care about it. This kid is also very good. Mom likes him very much. You should be good, and he will take care of me in the future." You, I'm relieved." Mom said meaningfully.

My heart skipped a beat, what do you mean... told her everything?What do you mean I can feel at ease with him taking care of me?I tore off the oxygen tube and asked at the top of my voice, "What did he say? What does it mean to take care of me for you? You agreed? You married me?"

"What are you talking about? Brat, you are not a girl, why marry?" Mom looked at me inexplicably.

"I didn't say anything, I just said that I bullied you. Godmother has forgiven me. You can't hold on to it. Also, if you want to marry, I will marry you, godmother, Are you okay?" Ruan Yuchen woke up at some point, raised his head and said slowly.

"... Ruan Yuchen!" I gritted my teeth angrily.

"Okay, okay, these two children! If we Chenchen are girls, I really can't guarantee that he will marry you. It's a pity, hey!" Mom said, and sighed decently.

I rolled my eyes angrily, and stared at them while rubbing my numb arm pressed by Ruan Yuchen.

"It's okay if it's a boy, as long as the godmother agrees, I can marry him!" Ruan Yuchen said suddenly.

"Ruan Yuchen, what nonsense are you talking about? Shut up!" I hurriedly interrupted him, and turned to look at my mother, "Mom, don't listen to his nonsense, I'm hungry, did you bring something to eat?"

"This child is talking nonsense, but Yuchen is really good to you. He never left you for a day and a night when you were in a coma. He stayed by your side all the time. He just slept for a while." Mom said and looked at it. Ruan Yuchen.

"Godmother, look at what you said, I'm actually blaming myself, if I hadn't driven him crazy, he wouldn't have gotten sick, and I don't know that he...is not in good health!" He is like a child who has made a mistake. Same, with a sincere expression of admitting mistakes.

"It's not your fault. This child never took his illness seriously since he was a child. Such things happen too often!" Mom gave me a disgusted look.

I pouted, not looking at them.

"Wu Qiong, you are not in good health, why didn't you tell me?" Ruan Yuchen asked while holding my hand.

"Why did I tell you? Mom, I'm hungry. Let's eat." I withdrew my hand and deliberately changed the subject.

My mother gave Ruan Yuchen the food she had brought, and handed me a bowl of white porridge, and we all took a simple bite.After dinner, Ruan Yuchen went to wash the dishes, and my mother asked while holding my hand.

"Yuchen is a nice kid, but why do I always feel that he treats you differently? I hope I'm suspicious, but I hope you can be sober. You are all boys. What should you do and what should you not do? You should know, don't go astray, understand?" My mother reminded me in a circumstantial way, she was as shrewd as my mother, she saw everything.

"You think too much, he... he was not cared about since he was a child, and then... it's not what you think anyway, don't worry, I have my own measure." prevaricate to reason.

"That's good, you are so old, I won't say more, you should know how to do anything, I don't want you to do anything unreasonable!" Mom is a smart woman, she knows everything .

"Mom, I see!" I lowered my head and fiddled with the quilt in my hand.

"Godmother, you go back, I'm here with you, it's okay, don't worry, I'll let you know if there's anything to do." Ruan Yuchen came back at this time and said to her mother.

"Okay, you little brothers talk, I'll go back and help your dad, observe one more day today, and you'll be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and I'll bring you food when it's time to eat!" Mom finished speaking, picked up the insulated box and gone.

"Wu Qiong, what do you think?" Ruan Yuchen asked me suddenly.

"Huh? What?" I was baffled.

"I heard everything your mother said, what do you think?" He asked again.

"I... I mean you already know, I'm sorry, you shouldn't waste your time with me, we are not suitable, my mother is right, we are not children anymore, we all do what we should do and what we should not do I understand, so we can't indulge ourselves to act foolishly!"

"Yeah! I understand. Let's have a good rest. Let's not talk about this." He tucked the corner of the quilt for me and forced out an unnatural smile.

We are all silent, I know Ruan Yuchen must be very uncomfortable, in fact, I am also very sad to see him, but the reality is cruel, I can not make a decision that will ruin our lives, so let this deformity My love, before it germinates, die quietly, it's good for me and him.