The taste of love is bitter

After I was discharged from the hospital, Ruan Yuchen did not continue to stay at my house. Then, there was no news of him for a holiday. He used to call me often, but since that day, he has never contacted me again. I know he may be sad Yes, or maybe give up.If it's the latter, it's best, even if I don't contact him anymore, as long as his future love path can be like a normal person, I have no regrets.

In a blink of an eye, school started again. In the second semester of the second year of high school, I have been studying hard. Since I entered high school, I have come into contact with many people and things. Limited, I also want to master as much knowledge as possible and achieve some life goals in my lifetime, so that my short life will be meaningful!

And Ruan Yuchen didn't contact me all the time. During that time, I suddenly felt a little empty. I was used to him always asking about my health, getting used to losing his temper, getting used to him pampering me, getting used to him bothering me by my side. Whether it's temperance or spoiling, anyway, his sudden disappearance makes me very uncomfortable.I suddenly realized a problem. I kept saying that I didn’t like him, that I didn’t accept him. It turned out that my body and heart were already implicated with him. I was used to his company from the bottom of my heart. He even took the place of the senior. So I started to study hard, try to forget them, don't think about them.

However, once when I was passing by the corridor, I heard Ruan Yuchen's voice from a distance, and I couldn't help but follow the sound. I saw him sitting on the window sill in the corridor, with a cigarette in his hand, talking to his buddies Looking at something, and then laughing loudly, these are secondary, what caught my attention was that he was holding a girl in his left hand, and the girl was clinging to his arm, listening to what they said Then, he covered his mouth and smiled slightly.Looking at this scene, I suddenly felt a little blocked. Although I kept telling him to find a girlfriend and wished him a good girl in my heart, when I saw this scene, I still felt very uncomfortable. , There were bursts of pain.

Seeing him hugging that girl, I couldn't help but feel dazed for a while, that arm, that embrace, I once owned and relied on, but now it belongs to someone else, and no longer belongs to me.Just when I was dazed, he seemed to feel my gaze, and turned his head to look at me. The moment he met my gaze, he was stunned for a moment, and then he turned his head away again, as if he didn't see me , continue to talk and laugh with them.I shook my head with a wry smile, I am really nothing in his eyes, those are his buddies, and I am not even a friend, isn't it proof now, we have become strangers again!

Just as I was about to turn around and leave, I suddenly heard a booing sound, looked up, and saw a scene I couldn't forget, he was sitting on the window sill, leaning over, kissing that girl, but his eyes were looking in my direction !His buddies were booing there, I suddenly felt suffocated, my heart felt inexplicable cramps, my eyes were covered by a layer of mist, I hurriedly covered my chest, gasped for breath, turned around in a hurry, my footsteps were unsteady, almost When I fell down, I held on to the window sill, stabilized my steps, and hurried back to class.

Sitting back on the seat in the classroom, I was still in a daze, my mind was full of the images just now, at this time, the girls in the class began to talk about what happened just now.

"Hey, did you see that? Just now Ruan Yuchen openly kissed a girl in the corridor!"

"Yes, yes, I heard that he has been changing girlfriends recently, almost every three or two days!"

"Really? I'm content to be his girlfriend for a day!"

"Huh? Did you hear that?"

"what?"

"He always goes to hotels with other people recently!"

"Huh? Isn't it?"

"Hmm! I heard it too. Some people have seen it. I heard that it's not only girls, but also boys!"

"Huh? Is he...?"

"Maybe, I heard that men and women take it all."

"Oh! How disgusting!"

"He didn't seem like this before!"

"Yeah, it's this semester, I don't know what's wrong!"

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After that, I can't hear anything, my mind goes blank, what's wrong with Ruan Yuchen?Is this still him?It is undoubtedly a kind of destruction for him to go down like this. I don't want this result. I want to find him. I can't let him go on like this.