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Just when He Xiao started to upgrade the dormitory service, Xu Xing had already transferred another bus and headed for the suburbs.

The bustling city lights reflected on his face through the car window, reflecting a tranquility, but there seemed to be a faint gentleness flowing.

There weren't many people on this bus, and the speed of the car couldn't be faster in a big city. It was like an old-fashioned car, driving slowly to the suburbs.

The road under the car also gradually changed from flat to uneven.

The city's feasting and feasting gradually faded away, and the surroundings became more and more quiet.

Xu Xing looked out the window silently all the way, but his heart didn't seem to be so heavy.

In the past, this matter always weighed on his heart like a big stone... However, since the wound was torn open by Guo Rui bloody, it seems to have healed miraculously.

Maybe it's because he finally forgave his father.

Maybe it was because he finally forgave himself.

Perhaps it was because, fortunately, He Xiao was always by his side.

Maybe because, fortunately, their hearts are the same.

The sound of brakes came, Xu Xing came back to his senses, picked up his schoolbag and got out of the car.

This is the last stop of the car on the outer ring road. At this time, there are few people, only a few dim street lights are shining, which makes the place look remote and quiet.

Xu Xing took his bag and walked slowly to the only fast hotel nearby, and took out his mobile phone to check the reservation information with the front desk.

Looking at the front desk was an aunt in her forties. She was sitting on the seat and watching dramas boredly. Just as she yawned, she saw Xu Xing walking in with her bag. She rubbed her eyes and smiled, "Are you here again?" It's over... I've grown into a young man..." She took Xu Xing's phone, entered the verification code into the system for verification, and chatted with him casually.

"Why are you still holding your schoolbag and wearing your school uniform? Auntie remembers that you passed the college entrance examination last year?"

"No, this year's college entrance examination." Xu Xing responded dispensably.

"Oh, it may be that auntie is getting old and her memory is not good..." The front desk smiled and returned the mobile phone to Xu Xing, and put a room card on the table, "Good boy, you have worked hard at studying, let's have a good rest."

Xu Xing thanked him, then took the room card and went upstairs.

There were obviously not many people in the hotel, and it was empty, showing a bit of loneliness and emptiness.

But Xu Xing, who comes every year, has long been accustomed to this—because it is the eve of the National Day holiday, and there are indeed very few people who will come to the cemetery at this time.

Xu Xing opened the door and checked the room before taking out his mobile phone to send a message to He Xiao: "I've settled down."

The news over there came back quickly, "House number?"

Xu Xing took a photo of the room card and sent it directly.

Normally, He Xiao would have yelled at him to send a selfie.

But on this special day, he only told him to rest more and go to bed early, and he didn't send any more messages.

Xu Xing wanted to say something more, but in the end, until the screen went completely dark, he didn't reply to the message after all.

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Xu Xing slept unexpectedly well this night, completely dreamless, until the alarm clock on his mobile phone rang earlier than usual, he opened his eyes and woke up for a long time before realizing that it was not at school, but at the cemetery in the hotel outside.

He sat up slowly, rubbed the bridge of his nose, and then touched his glasses from the bedside table.

It's that day again.

Xu Xing tidied himself up, then took a deep breath, checked out, and walked out of the hotel.

At six o'clock in the morning, the iron gate of the cemetery opened slowly, and only Xu Xing stood at the gate, walking in slowly and firmly with the morning dew.

"Young man, here we come again." The old man at the gate greeted Xu Xing with a smile, Xu Xing nodded with a smile, and then followed the old man to the sentry box at the door.

The old man smiled and took out a bouquet of flowers from the sentry box and handed it to Xu Xing, "No, it was delivered last night, haha, the young man who delivered the flowers even teased me, saying that now we old men and women can play romantic games, come on, uncle I even sprayed you with some water, so you feel refreshed."

Under the morning light, lilies stand quietly, exuding a faint fragrance.

"Thank you, uncle." Xu Xing took the flowers and smiled at the uncle.

"You're welcome, young man." The uncle also smiled, stretched out his hand and patted Xu Xing's shoulder, "The uncle has been here for more than 20 years, ever since you were hugged by your family, only this little time has been looking at you... Uncle doesn't know what happened to you, but young people still have a long way to go, and there are some things that should be let go or let go, young man."

"En." Xu Xing hugged the flower to his chest again, "What the uncle said makes sense, I will remember it."

Then he turned around, facing the morning light, and walked towards the cemetery step by step.

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Four months ago, it was the eve of the college entrance examination, the most nervous time.

Xu Xing, He Xiao, and Guo Rui are all fresh candidates and all study in No. [-] Middle School—they were all born in the same courtyard when they were young, and their fathers were all comrades-in-arms, and they were also playmates since childhood.

It's not a very special thing, after all, it's just that Xu Xing has been someone else's child since he was a child, and He Xiao loves to cling to him, and Guo Rui also likes to play with them, but he always gets along with He Xiao.

Things took a turn for the worse when they were five years old.

The children were still very young that year, and Father Xu, Father He and Father Guo carried out a very dangerous and confidential mission together.

Although their lives were in danger, this was their mission as soldiers after all, so after they were ready, they secretly went to the mission location.

after that……

After that, everything about that task became a rumor.

I heard that the mission went smoothly at first, but something happened in the middle. There were 12 people in the whole team, and finally eight people died, and only four survived.

Among the four who survived were Father He and several other comrades in arms.

It was said that Guo's father was also out of danger, but at the last moment, he went back to save Xu's father without hesitation, but in the end he failed, and instead ruined his own life.

I also heard...

In short, after that incident, although everyone was immersed in sadness for a long time, only Guo Rui's mother seemed to go crazy suddenly. She was very hysterical at home and brought Guo Rui After moving out of the compound, the connection with the other families was severed.

The few children didn't know what happened, and the simple friendship was cut off suddenly, and they really wanted to ask Guo Rui to find out what happened.

However, Xu's mother's sudden serious illness left them with no time to take this matter into consideration.

Another year later, Xu's mother died of a serious illness.

Xu Xing still remembers clearly until now, the haggard mother lying on the bed, holding his little hand and saying, "OK, mom doesn't blame dad...you have to forgive him too, okay?"

Xu Xing always thought that his mother was asking him to forgive his father for leaving too early.

He nodded firmly, and behind him stood He Xiao, who was as tall as him.

He Xiao, who was only six years old that year, put his little hands together with those of Xu Xing and Xu's mother, and his childish voice was full of firmness—"Auntie, don't worry, I will definitely take good care of Xing Xing."

After that, Xu Xing followed He Xiao and moved into He's house.

Although he saved his life, due to being injured during the mission, Father He finally retreated from the front line of danger, transferred to an administrative position, and began to help the team handle some business that required contact with the outside world.

It was also at this time that Mother He boldly recommended her family's tepid company to the army.

At the time of military-army reform, the policy dividend gave the best return to this hard-working woman. A couple supported each other and established the He family in every aspect.

But because of this, too much of their energy was spent on the army and their careers, and of course they paid less attention to the two children.

Fortunately, perhaps because of the loss of his family, Xu Xing cherishes the He family very much, so he has always been obedient and motivated.

Although He Xiao was a bit playful, he was not a heinous bad boy except that his studies did not improve much.

He Xiao originally planned to inherit his father's career - so the grades in cultural subjects are not particularly important to him. The He family has been in the army for generations, and everyone has a military spirit in their bones, and they always have to go on this road .

Xu Xing didn't have this plan, but He's mother also tried her best to provide him with the best educational resources and the best growth environment. He originally planned to help the He family in the future and give back to them as much as possible.

Originally, they should all have a life that they already knew the way.

Maybe because of the good family conditions, it will be smoother than ordinary people.

until……

Until one day Xu Xing suddenly discovered his feelings for He Xiao.

It was a feeling that seemed to seep slowly, exhilarating, yet suffocating.

When boys of the same age started talking about girls and started discussing some "adult matters" furtively, he found that he had no interest in girls.

On the contrary, his gaze always involuntarily fell on He Xiao who was starting to twitch.

Although this guy seems a little ignorant, but when he really wants to do something, his perseverance is also amazing-for example, the habit of running in the morning has been developed since childhood, and many children in the compound were killed when they were young Ask for a morning run together.

But as I get older, the number of morning joggers in the yard is getting smaller and smaller.

Until the end, He Xiao was the only one who persisted.

Even if the He family's financial conditions improved later, and they moved out of the compound and moved into the villa area, He Xiao still went out for morning jogging unshakably.

When Xu Xing, who was lying in bed, finally opened his eyes, what he often saw was He Xiao who had already taken a shower after running in the morning.

The two grew up together, and there was nothing to shy away from. He Xiao always came out with only a bath towel pinned around his waist, and the water vapor coated his thin and powerful muscles with a hazy feeling.

Originally, this was an everyday thing.

However, on a certain morning, when Xu Xing rubbed his eyes and saw He Xiao who just got out of the bath.

He suddenly felt that something was wrong with him.

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The author has something to say:

Xu Xing: (OS) Could it be that I moved my heart first, could it be that I accidentally seduced

He Xiao: If you can think this way, I feel that the world is complete, oh!This damned love!