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The stories are always surprisingly similar.

Guo Rui, who saw his mother's diary by chance, experienced a lot of shock and pain just like his mother Guo.

Ever since my mother forcibly brought her home that day, she has been sick for a while.

Guo Rui sent his mother to the hospital, taking care of her while reviewing, full of worries.

Guo's mother had a high fever for several days, and she repeatedly emphasized that Guo Rui should not be allowed to go back to school, and he should not be allowed to contact Xu Xing.

Although Guo Rui always felt strange, he couldn't ask anything at this time, so he just took care of his mother wholeheartedly.

It wasn't until after nearly a month of repetitions that his mother's condition finally stabilized, and Guo Rui felt a little relieved, and prepared to go back to school for the final review before the college entrance examination.

However, that night, Guo Rui became suspicious of the diary that his mother recalled several times in midnight dreams.

When he went home to wash and tidy up, he went into his mother's room and easily got the diary from her desk.

Perhaps because she was too restrained and rational in her daily life, Mother Guo vented all her darkness in that diary.

If it is today, after calming down, Guo Rui can tell himself that his mother put too much emotion into venting her pain, so that she fabricated many facts that do not exist, and he should have a tendency to be depressed as soon as possible. Mom goes to the doctor...

However, Guo Rui, who is also in a difficult situation right now, really needs a breakthrough.

He was overwhelmed by the pain between the lines, overwhelmed by the emaciated appearance of his mother on the hospital bed, overwhelmed by the anxiety of the college entrance examination that was close at hand-all these emotions rushed to the final outlet together.

Guo Rui rushed back to school without thinking, grabbed Xu Xing by the collar and questioned him.

Even though he knew that Xu Xing could not be blamed, nor anyone else, but Xu Xing seemed to be the last straw that he could grasp when he was drowning, so he grabbed onto it fiercely and with all his strength...

This hysterical questioning eventually turned into a fight between He Xiao and Guo Rui.

In other words, He Xiao's unilateral beating is not an exaggeration.

Every time he punched, he asked Guo Rui, "Are you awake?"

Guo Rui refused to admit defeat and got up from the ground again, rushing up to punch He Xiao again with a fierce face.

The sweltering weather seemed to breed thunderstorms. When Guo Rui finally hit He Xiao with two punches as he wished, and he had no strength to get up again, he himself was already bruised and swollen, lying on the ground and crying loudly.

There was a muffled thunder, and a flash of lightning flashed across the dusk sky. Xu Xing, who had been firmly guarded by He Xiao, took a long time to react slowly.

He felt uncomfortable, but also amused.

All this seems to have nothing to do with him, but it has the deepest involvement with him.

He couldn't say he was the innocent one.

Because he felt that he could understand Guo Rui's father's mood at that time... At that moment, he was desperate for someone.

Xu Xing always felt that he was covering up very well, but he knew that there are some things that cannot be deceived.

……

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Naturally, such a big matter could not be concealed, and soon not only the head teacher, but even the school leaders rushed over.

However, Xu Xing had already run out of the classroom early.

He Xiao also chased him out, so they only saw Guo Rui who was still sitting on the ground and howling.

However, this "farce" caught everyone off guard and didn't know how to end it.

The weather was frighteningly stuffy, just like Xu Xing had suppressed in his heart for too long an emotion that he could no longer suppress.

He felt uncomfortable—his father was just a vague image to him, and he never thought that his father would bring such earth-shaking changes and influences to his friend's family.

But he felt relieved as if he had found something to rely on - his father seemed to have had the same feelings as him, maybe he wasn't so unforgivable...

But he had to make a choice.

If it is said that his father had such a relationship, it had already caused such a huge impact, then he...

Maybe I should make a decision early and stay away from He Xiao, this is the best choice for him.

The heavy rain poured down, blurring the whole world.

Xu Xing didn't know where he was going, he didn't stop until his legs were so heavy that he couldn't move anymore, he struggled to hold his knees in the rain to breathe.

What a disgrace, I can't run very far even this way, I don't look like a soldier's kid at all.

If it was He Xiao, it probably wouldn't be so useless.

Xu Xing wiped the water off his face, but couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain.

He also wanted to escape to a corner that no one knew, and he wanted to stand in the center of the world and cry loudly—he didn't know which emotion finally broke his defense line.

The feeling of loneliness that seemed to be abandoned by the whole world was poured down by the cold pocket of this heavy rain...

But a warm embrace suddenly came up from behind him.

At that moment, Xu Xing only felt that the crumbling world suddenly stabilized.

But while he was secretly delighted in his heart, he couldn't help but spurn himself.

The body behind was also drenched by the rain, but it was still firm and warm, just like his voice, "OK, please don't be sad, you still have me, I will always be with you."

I will always be with you - He Xiao often said so.

It's not like a promise, and of course it's not a joke. He just seems to be saying a fact that he believes will inevitably happen in the future.

Every time Xu Xing would be secretly happy when he heard such words, but also sad because of hearing such words.

One day they will go their separate ways...Maybe he will be with him "forever", but after all he...

"Xing Xing..." He Xiao's voice seemed to have a strange and lingering feeling of tenderness in the rain, he hugged Xu Xing's waist tightly, and whispered in his ear, "...it's okay, don't worry. I'm afraid, Guo Rui was just angry for a while and kept talking, things are not what you think."

It is true that what Guo Rui said just now was too harsh, but Xu Xing thought that He Xiao would feel disgusted and found it unacceptable... But, he actually seemed to know about it a long time ago.

"You know...?" Xu Xing's voice was full of disbelief and confusion.

He Xiao was silent for a while, he was thinking whether to take Xu Xing to find a place to shelter from the rain, but now the person in his arms was so fragile that it seemed as if he would suddenly disappear if he just moved his position.

So he continued to stand in the rain with Xu Xing in his arms, and said with some difficulty, "Actually, I... and my mother have known this for a long time, don't be afraid, it's okay, Guo Rui... he just suddenly I know, I'm so angry, it's him who wronged you."

Xu Xing only felt that his heart was trembling.

His throat rolled up and down for a long time before he couldn't help asking, "You already knew... don't you think my dad..."

"I don't think so." He Xiao tightened his hands a little more, and said firmly against Xu Xing's ear, "Uncle didn't do anything to offend the family, and Guo Rui's father was not at fault either, they were just doing it when they were young. It’s so wrong to fall in love with someone at that time.”

"Isn't it wrong..." Xu Xing said with some difficulty, "But the person he liked was..."

"No." He Xiao interrupted Xu Xing firmly, and suddenly stretched out his hand to hold his shoulder, and turned his whole body around.

The two stood in the heavy rain, but they both looked at each other without blinking.

He Xiao looked into Xu Xing's eyes, and asked slowly word by word, "If I say, I am too?"

Xu Xing only felt that his brain, which had finally started to run slowly, froze again——He Xiao said, so did he... What does this mean?

This sentence seemed to scare Xu Xing into a fool. He Xiao stretched out his hand, held Xu Xing's face in his hands, and smiled faintly, "Xing Xing, have you been avoiding me recently... I thought you found something ..."

He Xiao, who had always been fearless, suddenly became tense at this moment.

He smiled, his hair was wet and crooked, and he had no image, but his eyes looked at Xu Xing as if they were shining.

Xu Xing also looked at He Xiao without blinking.

What did you find?What should he find out?

"I thought..." He Xiao leaned over, pressed his forehead against Xu Xing, took two deep breaths before saying, "I thought you found out that I like you..."

The sky seemed to be thundering again, but in the noisy and heavy rain, those light words hit Xu Xing's heart heavily.

Found--

like you.

like you.

like you.

At that moment, his joy seemed to be able to sweep away the dark clouds in the whole world.

"but……"

"No, but, no." He Xiao bent slightly, and hugged Xu Xing into his arms, "I'm sorry, it's my fault... But, mom knows, and dad also knows... I promised them that I would not wait until after graduation." Let me tell you, I'm sorry, okay, you've been like this all this time, I can't help it, I want to be with you, you have nothing wrong with it, it's all my fault, okay?"

That moment.

Whether it is thunder or rain, whether it is the college entrance examination or the past.

Everything is gone.

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The author has something to say:

So many memories~

The result of suppressing himself is that Xu Xiaoxing now decides to suppress He Xiao (wrong)

He Xiao: Okay, let me tell you a little secret. Actually, I liked you very much since the second year of high school, and then I told my mother, and then she beat me up!

Xu Xing: Oh... (Actually, Xu Xing, who started to like each other since the first year of high school, has deep merits and fame)