Qinghong

Time is like running water, the weather turns cooler after November, and at the end of October, people put on sweaters and trousers one after another, and Xiao Ke wrapped her scarf tightly to resist the evil wind in all directions in Tianjin.His life can't be said to be rich. He goes to class, finishes class, receives manuscripts, draws pictures, and occasionally goes out to work part-time with Xia Xianxian. The rest of the time is spent thinking about what Teacher Zou likes.

In universities, few students are close to teachers. The inherent power barrier between teachers and students leads to the fact that even in universities, students are still reluctant to be within five meters of teachers.Although college students are all adults, these new adults are still in the stage of learning how to be a qualified adult. In their eyes, students like Xiao Ke who often go to the teacher's office are either super passionate about learning, or Seek from the teacher, for example, if you need a high grade point to go abroad, let the teacher accommodate you.

Xiao Ke's grades are not top-notch, and he has no plans to go abroad. He just wants to chase Teacher Zou.

When he first mentioned this idea to his senior sister Xia Xianxian, Xia Xianxian almost jumped up and knocked him on the head: "You are crazy!"

"I haven't." Xiao Ke said, "Teacher-student love is normal, right? I read a lot of comics."

"Are you living in a cartoon?" Xia Xianxian asked back, "Homosexuality plus teacher-student relationship, do you want to ruin Teacher Zou's reputation?"

"...I'm not done yet..." Xiao Ke hesitated.

"I advise you to let go of this ridiculous idea early." Xia Xianxian said.

Xiao Ke pondered for a month, checked the information on the Internet, and collected a lot of information.However, every time he took Zou Lansheng's class, he couldn't restrain the urge to watch Mr. Zou. He went to the mathematics classrooms of various majors like an addiction, sat in a corner to let his mind empty, and let his eyes stay on Zou Lansheng's face.

It's crazy.

Xiao Ke has never done such an outrageous thing. He has been a good student since he was a child, and his grades are among the best in the small county, which is his father's pride.The county has closed information and traditional thinking. Xiao Ke realized that he likes the same sex. After that, he seldom contacted relatives and friends, and even refused to go home.

Xiao Ke is a single-parent family. His mother died of dystocia when giving birth to him. He was brought up by his father, and he understands his father's way of thinking very well.Xiao's father is a traditional to rigid person. He looks down on young people's open attitude towards life, and thinks that not having children is selfish and has no sense of social responsibility.Xiao Ke's neighbor came out publicly, and Xiao's father scolded him for half a year, saying that the neighbor was a pervert and violated human relations.

The more Father Xiao said that, the more Xiao Ke didn't want to go home.He likes big cities, with indifferent interpersonal relationships, almost non-existent social burdens, and there is no such thing as a small county where gossip is flying everywhere.Zou Lansheng climbed to the top of the building to accompany him to watch the sunrise. When he heard him say that he was gay, he didn't even raise his eyebrows. Zou Lansheng really didn't care about other people's private affairs, which gave Xiao Ke a little respite from self-blame and guilt.

"I like him." Xiao Ke and Xia Xianxian sat on the bench beside the artificial lake in the campus. Miss the teacher, I want to try."

Xia Xianxian hesitated to speak.

Xiao Ke pinched a piece of dog's tail grass and tied it in a knot: "Senior sister, you broke up with Lian Junya, isn't it because you are afraid of coming out to your family?"

Being poked at the sore spot, Xia Xianxian's eyes were slightly red: "I..."

"I'll try." Xiao Ke said, "If I succeed, you will come out with your family and chase Lian Junya back."

"Do you think it's okay?" Xia Xianxian twisted her fingers together, her words filled with imperceptible expectations.

"How will you know if you don't try?" Xiao Ke said, "Whether the teacher agrees or not, I will always come out. I can't keep it a secret forever."

"How is your neighbor doing now?" Xia Xianxian asked.

Xiao Ke frowned: "I don't know, his family has moved away." He frowned, showing a bit of sarcasm, "People in my hometown have a bad mouth, and there is no way to stop him from speaking. He dare not go out. Gradually, he has mental problems."

"Maybe you can keep it a secret for the rest of your life." Xia Xianxian said, "Find someone of the opposite sex to marry, and then divorce yourself."

"It's two people who are delayed like that." Xiao Ke said, "How can I drag others into the water with my affairs."

"You..." Xia Xianxian looked at Xiao Ke and smiled gratifiedly, "You are getting braver and braver."

"I want to go out with the teacher..." Xiao Ke's voice was as weak as a mosquito, "Just once."

"Then go." Xia Xianxian said, "The first step is to be friends first."

Xiao Ke was encouraged: "Find topics, be friends, is there anything else?"

"Take one step at a time." Xia Xianxian said, "Take your time, don't scare the teacher away."

"Okay!" Xiao Ke said.

So the two often stayed together, working part-time or chatting, planning to enter Zou Lansheng's life bit by bit.

How much can students and teachers talk about?Xia Xianxian made a table and put some non-offensive questions on it. Xiao Ke kept adjusting the answers. The students in the mathematics department made their pursuit into an exhaustive question, shopping, eating, watching movies, and participating in volunteer activities.

"Is there any more?" Xia Xianxian tapped on the form.

"Teacher is in a bad mood recently." Xiao Ke said, "Did something happen at home?"

"I don't know." Xia Xianxian said, she rubbed her forehead, "Ah...don't think about it, my head hurts."

"Sister." Xiao Ke said, "The future is bright, but the road is tortuous. Didn't you feel that the teacher's friend disappeared recently?"

Xia Xianxian suddenly cheered up: "Yes, I would have forgotten if you didn't tell me. I haven't seen him for a month in October."

"Is it because the teacher broke up with him, so you are sad?" Xiao Ke guessed, brows beaming, "That's good."

"The opportunity has come, Classmate Xiao." Xia Xianxian said, "Go and invite the teacher to Maoca, the four of us."

"Four people?" Xiao Ke had a strange expression, "I, you, teacher, who is the fourth?"

"Just...a friend." Xia Xianxian said, "Teacher's classmate."

"Why do you know the teacher's classmates?" Xiao Ke asked.

Xia Xianxian avoided answering: "Oh, it's a coincidence, don't ask."

Xiao Ke narrowed his eyes: "I think you are fooling me."

"Yes." Xia Xianxian said, "Kids, don't ask so much."

Looking for an opportunity, Xiao Ke carefully asked Zou Lansheng if he wanted to go to the cat cafe, and the result was pleasantly surprised, Zou Lansheng agreed.

Walking into the cat cafe, Xia Xianxian and her friend were sitting by the window, and Zou Lansheng said in surprise, "Qin Xuan?"

Xia Xianxian's friend turned around, pretending not to know: "Lan Sheng, why are you here?"

Zou Lansheng sat down and pointed at Xia Xianxian: "This is my student, you have seen it before, don't pretend."

Qin Xuan covered her mouth and smiled: "Isn't it because I'm afraid you will get angry?"

Zou Lansheng said, "Do whatever you want, and I'm so angry."

Xiao Ke said: "What do you guys eat, I'll go to the bar to order."

Qin Xuan said, "Spaghetti with tomato and beef."

Zou Lansheng said: "I'll go and order, you sit down."

Xiao Ke was about to refuse, but Zou Lansheng stood up and left.

Qin Xuan said to Xia Xianxian: "Your teacher is not in the right condition, it seems that you are not popular."

Xia Xianxian shook her head in confusion: "I don't know."

Qin Xuan stood up and caught up with Zou Lansheng: "How are you doing recently?"

"Not bad." Zou Lansheng took out his mobile phone to pay.

Xiao Ke sat at the table and looked at Xia Xianxian: "When did you become so familiar with the teacher's classmates?"

Xia Xianxian smiled awkwardly: "Ordinary acquaintance, ordinary friend."

"Ordinary friend?" Xiao Ke didn't believe it, "An ordinary friend like Lian Junya?"

"Not that far." Xia Xianxian said, "I don't know, I like her character, she has qualities that I can't touch."

Xiao Ke propped his chin to watch Qin Xuan and Zou Lansheng talking, and said, "Sometimes I think, I don't need the teacher to know, as long as I like it all the time." It's like chasing a beam of light, he can't hold the light in his arms, but He can keep the light in his heart.That cluster of small fireworks about love, captured from the rising sun in the morning, illuminates Xiao Ke's soul.

Xia Xianxian nodded slightly: "I support your choice."

Xiao Ke smiled, showing his neat and white teeth: "Sister, you are my best friend."

"Really, I'm so honored." Xia Xianxian said.She looked at Xiao Ke tenderly, as if looking at a relative who was connected by blood.They walked in the dark alley one after the other, equally timid and timid. Xiao Ke took the first step bravely, and Xia Xianxian should regain her courage and start a new chapter in her life.