Qinghong

"Come out and play in the snow!"

I looked out of the window, there was heavy snow, the roof and branches were covered with a soft white blanket, Qin Xuan's chirping voice came from the receiver of the mobile phone: "Long time no see you, and you don't post on Moments, I thought you were missing. "

"I've been working all the time, and I have nothing to say." I walked to the window, and a couple of arguing couples ran past on the road outside.

"Lansheng, are you turning 30 at the end of the month?" Qin Xuan asked abruptly.

I replied: "Yes."

"My memory is still pretty good." Qin Xuan said proudly, "I'm half a month older than you."

"I know, when you were in high school, you took this half-month frame and I called you sister." I said.

"Hey, will you go to the high school reunion at the end of the month?" Qin Xuan asked.

"Didn't you say 'I won't go to class reunions in my life'?" I repeated her words.

Qin Xuan was not embarrassed: "You will always change, how did you take the ideological and political class."

I thought about it, the Chinese New Year was early this year, so the students had their holidays early, and the classes I led on December 20th were all released, and there was nothing left and right, so I agreed: "Okay, I will go if you go."

"Alright, see you then." Qin Xuan said.

"Yeah." I hung up the phone and looked at the heavy snow outside the window, unable to recover for a long time.

From October to December, three months is enough time for me to review the relationship situation in the half year, right and wrong, debts and debts, confusion and deception.I am like a soldier fleeing in dismay, looking for everything that can make me feel happy. Oh, not a soldier, but a drug addict.Losing Ning Qing, my heart was empty, and I was dazed to use Ning Hong as a substitute. Kissing and hugging pushed my rationality away, and the body left behind was completely dominated by desire.

Ning Qing's letter brought back my sanity and my few consciences.How could Ning Hong be like Ning Qing? Mint and mustard are very different. What Ning Hong said is right, I can't afford to pay him back.

I opened the window, and the cold wind blew in, mixed with fine snowflakes.

Wu Juan said: "Don't close the windows, the heating in the room is too hot, it makes me dizzy."

"Okay." I replied.

As time went by, this farce took away part of my emotions, like a sharp dagger gouging out a piece of carrion, leaving a mutilated wound.The flesh will not grow back, the skin will not be as good as new, I will not get back the colorful emotional fluctuations when I fell in love before, and the rainy day will no longer remind me of Ning Qing, nor will it remind me of anyone.

From now on, rain is just rain, and I can be anyone.

"teacher?"

I turned around, and Xiao Ke stood behind me: "I'm here to say goodbye."

"Going back for winter vacation?" I asked.

Xiao Ke nodded: "Well, I haven't been back for more than a year, go home and have a look."

"Okay, is there enough money?" I asked.

"Enough, I bought a gift for my dad." Xiao Ke said.

"Okay, safe travels," I said.

Xiao Ke's eyes were big and moist, as dark as jade, and he said, "I'll take the train tomorrow morning, and I'll pack my things in the evening. That... can I call you when I get home?"

"Yes." I said, "If you encounter difficulties, I will help you if I can."

"Okay." Xiao Ke smiled contentedly, "I'm going back."

"Go." I watched him stepping out of the office happily, and I was a little envious of his innocence. He can get happiness so easily, and his life will be smooth and worry-free.

In the blink of an eye, at the end of the month, Qin Xuan sent a message to locate Mingyue Building, and I took a taxi to arrive downstairs.

"Here." Qin Xuan beckoned and ran over affectionately, complaining nonstop, "I originally wanted to bring Xianxian, but everyone else brought their family members. I thought that if I brought Xianxian, you would be left alone. It's embarrassing."

I squinted at her: "Thank you?"

"You're welcome." Qin Xuan waved her hand, "Your student and I have the same horoscope, it's really hard to catch up."

"Just be a human being." I said, "One day there will be a thunderstorm and God will chase you and strike you."

"That's a good thing, I can go straight to immortality." Qin Xuan took my arm, "Let's make do with each other, don't make them laugh."

I let her be a demon, and walked towards Mingyue Tower without stopping: "Who is coming?"

"Major half of the class." Qin Xuan said, "It's quite boring, showing off your wealth and trying to build relationships. I asked you to come because your life is so boring. I want to have some fun for you. I remember you were very talkative in high school. It can make the squad leader silent."

"I was not sensible when I was a child." I said.

"Our relationship, isn't it?" Qin Xuan lowered her head and gestured to her and my tightly intertwined arms, "Tell me what happened to you recently? Xianxian is very concerned, and has asked me several times."

"It's nothing." I said, "It's cloudy and I'm in a bad mood."

"Okay, you, Zou Lansheng, are so deceptive." Qin Xuan pushed open the door of the private room, and quickly put on a professional smirk on her face, "Hey, we're not late, right? Lansheng's movements are sluggish, urging him to be unhappy. "She pinched my ears affectionately, and the light pine aroma made my skin crawl.

"Ah, you guys..." Jia Yanzhong, the broken-mouth class monitor in high school, looked at the two of us with interest, "Tsk tsk, I didn't expect that."

"I didn't expect anything." Qin Xuan pulled out the chair and sat down. I sat beside her, serving tea and water for her silently, acting like a good boyfriend.I'm a college teacher who hasn't stepped into the society, and I can't compare to Qin Xuan's aura of fighting in the mall. I just need to smile and nod to cooperate with Qin Xuan's acting.

"Qin Xuan, you looked like a tomboy with short hair when you were in high school, but now... you are a big beauty." Jia Yanzhong praised.

"Lansheng likes this type." Qin Xuan flicked her hair, and the tails fell on my shoulders. She lazily directed me, "I want to eat fried tofu."

"Yeah." I picked up the chopsticks and picked up some pieces of tofu for her.

Qin Xuan looked around at the classmates with different looks around the table, giggled, leaned on my shoulder and whispered, "Look at them, aren't they interesting? That Tong Xiaohe, who liked Jiang Fang in high school, is our disciplinary committee member. I heard that they had been in a long-distance relationship in college for a while, Jiang Fang cheated on her, Xiao He took the train to Jiang Fang's college in the middle of the night, and almost expelled him."

"How do you know so well?" I asked.

"Gossip is the primary productivity of human beings," Qin Xuan said.

"Marx will come alive when he hears that," I said.

"How did you two get together?" Jia Yanzhong asked.

"Let's talk about you first, when did you get married?" Qin Xuan asked, "You didn't even post on Moments."

Jia Yanzhong showed off the ring on his ring finger: "We have been married for two years, and our son is one year old. Busy, raising a child is too expensive."

"What do you do?" I asked.

"Bank, credit department manager." Jia Yanzhong said, he stroked his precarious hairline, "I see that Lan Sheng looks like he hasn't been tortured by life, what do you do?"

"University teacher." I said.

"No wonder, more money and less accommodation." Jia Yanzhong sighed, "That's great."

"Hey, isn't this Guo Yun?" Qin Xuan said angrily.

Guo Yun, I tried my best to remember who this person was. When I saw the face, I finally remembered a little bit of clues. The girl Qin Xuan had the most trouble with in the class—Guo Yun, the health committee member.The feud between Qin Xuan and Guo Yun lies in the fact that Guo Yun is the class teacher's sound transmission speaker, good at making small reports, and immediately conveys the big and small things in the class to the teacher, while Qin Xuan happens to be the rebellious leader in the class.

I pulled Qin Xuan a little bit to prevent her from finding fault.Guo Yun didn't seem to be doing well, with a bloated figure, dark circles under the eyes that couldn't be covered by foundation, and wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, she looked five years older than the people present.

Qin Xuan noticed Guo Yun's state, frowned and whispered, "What's wrong with her?"

"I don't know." I said, "Let's see."

After drinking for three rounds, Guo Yun raised his glass and looked at Liu Qijian who was eating sullenly: "Lawyer Liu, I would like to toast you."

"Don't dare." Liu Qijian hurriedly picked up the wine glass and touched it with Guo Yun, raised his head and drank it all, "You're welcome, classmate, just speak up if you have anything to say."

Guo Yun came here just for this sentence, her eyes turned red: "I know you have filed many divorce lawsuits, can you help me?"

Qin Xuan and I looked at each other, that's why.

We were forced to listen to Guo Yun weeping and crying about her miserable married life while eating.She married a relocated household in Hebei and worked as a full-time housewife. The relocated household usually idled around and beat her and children after drinking. She rolled up her sleeves, revealing the staggered purple lines on her arms.Qin Xuan couldn't bear to look back, and sighed softly.

After dinner, Liu Qijian gave Guo Yun a business card, Qin Xuan paid for the meal in advance for Guo Yun, and we walked out of Mingyue Tower together.

I have to do a full set of acting, Qin Xuan sticks to my shoulder like a cowhide plaster.A familiar white Tiguan was parked by the side of the road. Before I had time to think about it, Qin Xuan dragged me into a taxi, "I'll take you back, and take a look at my little fairy."

"Do you want to show some face?" I pulled out my arms in disgust.

"You bit me." Qin Xuan rolled her eyes.