youth and time

you like him, right?

This sentence was like a bomb, Zhong Chaozhou exploded in an instant, he pushed Ji Hanzhong away, and growled: "What nonsense are you talking about?!"

Ji Han finally didn't care whether the other party was angry or not, and with a rising voice, he said interestingly: "Oh, I'm really right about your reaction..."

"I told you, you're talking nonsense!" Zhong Chaozhou grabbed Ji Hanzhong's collar, his eyes were a little red, and he looked fierce, as if he was about to pounce on him and swallow Ji Han alive for the rest of his life, "Today I’ll just pretend I didn’t hear it, you can do it for yourself, don’t go in front of other people and talk nonsense if you heard it!”

Zhong Chaozhou's sudden movement startled the people around him, and a boy ran over quickly: "Hey, what are you doing? Let go!"

"It's all right." Ji Han finally smiled and pushed the boy away, "We're just joking, it's all right."

The boy was taken aback: "Ah? Are you really okay?" Looking at Zhong Chaozhou's appearance, it didn't look like he was joking.

"Don't worry, I'm really fine." Ji Han finally said, "We have something personal to talk about, please avoid it, thank you."

Seeing that Ji Han finally didn't really care much, the boy hesitated and walked away step by step.

After the others left, Ji Han finally looked into Zhong Chaozhou's eyes.

"If you want me to say that you are thinking too much." Ji Han was not timid after being grabbed by the collar, "You are hiding from Jiang Yufan because you are afraid that he will find out your small thoughts, and you are also afraid that others will find out something and gossip That's all. Does it make sense to you?"

Zhong Chaozhou was taken aback: "What?"

Taking advantage of Zhong Chaozhou's hand relaxing, Ji Han finally took his hand away and straightened his collar: "How many people do you think would care about your relationship with Jiang Yufan? People will care, as long as you are good friends, now? You think everything will be fine if you avoid him, but it is precisely because you avoid him, you push the relationship between the two of you to the cusp, and it is inevitable that some people will not stop I can't guess what happened to the two of you."

Zhong Chaozhou pursed his lips. Indeed, during this period of time, more and more people came to ask him what happened to him and Jiang Yufan. Everyone seemed to be curious.

"So you just need to treat it with a normal mind." Seeing Zhong Chaozhou's expression loosen, Ji Han finally took advantage of the victory to pursue, "As long as you treat it with a normal mind, no one will care, and there will be some girls who are CP, so what, Didn't it fulfill your dream in disguise? What are you afraid of, so worried about?"

"but……"

But what if someone really sees it?Don't you see it?

As if guessing what Zhong Chaozhou was thinking, Ji Han finally sighed and said, "You don't have to worry about others guessing, I can see that it's because of me, not everyone is like me, don't worry .”

Zhong Chaozhou looked at him deeply, pursed his mouth into a straight line, and said nothing.

Ji Han finally said, "Jiang Yufan is really in a bad mood that can be seen with the naked eye these days, boys, what's wrong with having some conflicts? It's not a big deal, just apologize and be soft, everything will be fine."

This sentence meant something, Zhong Chaozhou lowered his head, staring at his own shadow under the street lamp in a daze.

Ji Han was finally about to leave, but before he left, he said: "Zhong Chaozhou, Lele and I can see that Jiang Yufan cares about you more than you, than anyone can imagine. Don't make people who care about you sad. "

Zhong Chaozhou didn't speak, but secretly clenched his fists.

Ji Han finally took a look at him, turned and left.

He bet that in just these two days, the probability of Zhong Chaozhou and Jiang Yufan reconciling is as high as 80.00%.

Now, Lele doesn't have to think about it.

Ji Han finally couldn't help curling his lips. Meng Jiale was worried that Jiang Yufan would not be able to eat for the past two days.

Zhong Chaozhou returned to work restlessly, his mind was full of what Ji Hanzhong said just now.

Treat it with a normal heart, will others really not see it?

Thinking about it for a week, Jiang Yufan really seemed to be out of his mind. Jiang Yufan, who was the first in grade and wished to write down everything the teacher said, would actually get distracted in class and would not listen to the class.

——Jiang Yufan cares about you more than you, than anyone can imagine.

These words were like a curse, echoing in Zhong Chaozhou's ears.

Does he really care about himself?Do you really care?

Thinking back to Jiang Yufan's various actions and reactions in the past week, he is really sad, right?Are you disappointed?

that oneself...

Zhong Chaozhou grabbed his hair severely.

Then I really...are heartless enough.

Before he knew it, he had already reached the door of the class, and there were still 5 minutes before the evening self-study class.

"Hey, Brother Zhou!" Seeing Zhong Chaozhou entering the class, Yang Zhinuo waved his hand, "Come here quickly! I have something to do!"

Zhong Chaozhou took a deep breath, adjusted his expression, and walked over, with the same carefree tone: "What's wrong?"

"Celebration banquet!" Macaron said, "We are the basketball champion, we plan to go out for dinner after school tomorrow Saturday afternoon, are you going?"

"Go, why not go? Who will go?"

"A few of us are going, call a few more boys, and..." Xue Qiu paused, glanced at Jiang Yufan quietly, and said in a low voice, "Brother Zhou, do you want to call...Jiang Yu?" Sail?"

Zhong Chaozhou: "..."

Everyone looked at him carefully.

They all felt that Jiang Yufan was actually quite a nice person, and that he had such a good relationship with Zhong Chaozhou, but suddenly they didn't meet each other. Selfishly, I still hope that the two can reconcile.

Zhong Chaozhou took a deep breath, remembering what Ji Han said just now.

——Don't make people who care about you sad.

Xu Shao couldn't help but said: "Brother Zhou, everyone is a boy, right? Don't be coy like a girl. If you have something to say, let's talk about it, right? You..."

"Leave this to me." Zhong Chaozhou interrupted him, "I'll go and tell him, after school tomorrow afternoon, I'll take him there, remember to tell me when you've chosen the seat."

The boys were taken aback for a moment, and immediately said: "No problem, no problem! Be sure to remember to come!"

Zhong Chaozhou returned to his seat, stood beside Jiang Yufan, and coughed uncomfortably.

Jiang Yufan's body froze, without hedging his head, he just moved the chair forward to let Zhong Chaozhou in, but Zhong Chaozhou didn't move, he poked Jiang Yufan's shoulder: "Well, are you free tomorrow afternoon?" ?”

Jiang Yufan still didn't raise his head, his voice was indifferent, the same as when they first met: "What's the matter?"

"Let's go to the basketball game celebration banquet together."

"No. I didn't play again."

"It's not just those who play the game, others can go too." Zhong Chaozhou's attitude softened, "Let's go together, okay?"

Jiang Yufan raised his head and glanced at Zhong Chaozhou. Seeing his sincere face, his heart beat faster, he pursed his lips: "What time?"

I thought there was no hope, but the word Jiang Yufan was like a puddle of water in the dry desert, instantly watering all the hopes of Zhong Chaozhou, Zhong Chaozhou said happily: "Just leave school tomorrow afternoon, and go as soon as school is over, the local Yang Zhi Promise them, let's go along."

Jiang Yufan flipped through the book without changing his face: "You can't pass?"

"Ah, it's been a while." Zhong Chaozhou said as he raised his foot and walked in, "Well, wait for me after school tonight, let's go together."

"……Oh."

Zhong Chaozhou sat down on his seat, and heaved a long sigh of relief, feeling that all the boredom and depression in his heart had been emptied during this period of time.

"Ahem." Zhao Jianjian coughed twice, trying to get Zhong Chaozhou's attention, and then quietly pushed a piece of paper with only three words on it.

——reconciled?

Zhong Chaozhou tilted his head, skipped Zhao Jianjian's glance at Jiang Yufan, nodded with a smile, opened his mouth and made a gesture: "It's okay."

Zhao Jianjian also let out a long sigh of relief, and laughed involuntarily.

Heck, life with low pressure on both sides is finally coming to an end.

After the first quarter of evening self-study, Zhong Chaozhou ran to Class [-], Senior [-], and called Meng Jiale.

Seeing Zhong Chaozhou, Meng Jiale opened his mouth to ask him what happened to Jiang Yufan recently. Zhong Chaozhou guessed his intention, and stretched out a finger to signal him to shut up: "Student Meng, listen to me now, do you want to talk to me?" I will explain it to you slowly when I know it later.”

Meng Jiale nodded ignorantly: "Brother Zhou, tell me."

"Hey, I remember I heard Ji Han finally said that you like sweets, right?"

"Ah, no, it's just that I have a little hypoglycemia, so I bring some sugar, chocolate or something with me, what's wrong?"

"Oh, low blood sugar, poor baby." Zhong Chaozhou sighed, and then brought the topic back, "That means you are carrying sugar with you now, right?"

"Ah."

"Give me a few." Zhong Chaozhou stretched out his hand.

Meng Jiale took out two or three toffees from his trouser pocket and put them in Zhong Chaozhou's hands: "Yes, yes. Why do you want candies?"

After getting the candy, Zhong Chaozhou nodded in satisfaction, and patted Meng Jiale on the shoulder: "I made you Yufan brother angry two days ago, today I have to coax him well and apologize to him. Let's go first!"

Meng Jiale: "..."

Ah, that means, make up, right?

After evening self-study and school, Zhong Chaozhou and Jiang Yufan walked home as usual, the only difference is that the distance between the two has widened, one is on the far left of the walking path, and the other is on the far right.

Along the way, the two of them were very quiet, Jiang Yufan walked alone, and Zhong Chaozhou raised his head to peek at him from time to time.

When approaching the entrance of the alley, Zhong Chaozhou called Jiang Yufan to stop: "Wait a minute, I'll give you something."

Jiang Yufan glanced at him, but said nothing.

Zhong Chaozhou took out the few candies he asked for from Meng Jiale just now from his pocket, and stuffed them into Jiang Yufan's hands: "Here, toffee, eat it."

Jiang Yufan looked at the toffee in his hand, then at Zhong Chaozhou, but still didn't speak.

Zhong Chaozhou knew he was in the wrong, scratched his head, and said mutteringly: "This week... yes, it was my fault, I shouldn't... neglect you, I... me too..."

"You don't need to explain." Jiang Yufan interrupted him, "Why you did this is your privacy, I don't ask, and you don't want to say it."

Zhong Chaozhou: "..."

Zhong Chaozhou lowered his head and asked cautiously, "Then you...are you blaming me?"

Yeah, blame him?

Jiang Yufan didn't know whether he blamed him or not, maybe he did, because he was really sad, lost, and sad this week.

Or maybe I don’t complain, because I have been giving Zhong Chaozhou all kinds of reasons to explain his behavior this week, telling myself that it is only temporary, and the facts have proved that it seems to be temporary, because now he has come to find himself. It seems that I have no reason to blame him.

Jiang Yufan sighed softly: "Is it meaningful? You have come to admit your mistake to me, and it doesn't matter whether you complain or not."

This tone is a sigh of tolerance towards Zhong Chaozhou, but also of helplessness towards himself.

In the final analysis, it was because he didn't want to blame him, what to blame him, he always felt that the problem was with himself, because of his personality or some other reasons.

Zhong Chaozhou opened his mouth, and he could only utter the word "I", but no other words came out.

After a long time, Zhong Chaozhou asked in a low voice: "You are not... burnt?"

"what?"

"I... I heard Ji Han finally said that you spilled the soup in the cafeteria and spilled it on your body. The soup is still quite hot, are you okay?"

"..." Jiang Yufan thought to himself why Ji Han would say everything, but turned his head away on his face, and said calmly, "It's okay, I'm going to throw my clothes on."

Zhong Chaozhou breathed a sigh of relief: "Then you..."

"Hey, Xiaofan Xiaozhou, what are you two doing there?" An Ruosu and Jiang Lin also just got off work, and as soon as they parked the car, they saw two children standing at the entrance of the alley, not knowing what to say.

Seeing the two of them, Zhong Chaozhou smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled: "Hello Uncle, Hello Auntie, ah...Jiang Yufan, your sister is here too."

Jiang Yufan heard the words and looked over, Jiang Huan showed half of his head from behind An Ruosu, and waved at the two of them with a smile.

Jiang Yufan raised his eyebrows: "Why are you here?"

"My mother went to Zhejiang to discuss business. I will stay here for one night, and my uncle and aunt will take me to school when they leave tomorrow." The High School Attached to Normal University, like the Seventh Middle School, also has classes on Saturdays.

Jiang Yufan nodded, and said to Zhong Chaozhou: "I'm going home first, and the celebration party after school tomorrow afternoon, right?"

"Ah? Ah, yes."

"I see." After Jiang Yufan finished speaking, he turned and entered the alley, leaving the others behind. He could vaguely hear the voices of his parents, who should be asking Zhong Chaozhou what was the matter, and vaguely heard "It's okay." Just do it."

Jiang Huan just stayed at home for one night, and he will go home tomorrow, and his family is gone, too lazy to tidy up Jiang Huan's guest room, An Ruosu directly drove Jiang Lin to the study to sleep, and dragged Jiang Huan into the room to sleep.

Jiang Lin stood outside the house with his pillow in his arms: "..."

All right, the men in our Jiang family love their wives, and what the wives said is right.

After taking a shower, Jiang Yufan lay on the bed and played with his mobile phone. Suddenly, someone knocked lightly on the door, followed by Jiang Huan's voice: "Xiaofan, can I go in?"

Jiang Yufan got up and opened the door: "What's the matter?"

Jiang Huan was very thin, so he forced his way in through the crack of the door, and said with a smile, "Let's chat for a while."

Jiang Yufan: "..."

Jiang Yufan took two glasses of fruit juice and put them on the tea table, and asked, "What do you want to say?"

"You and Zhong Chaozhou." Jiang Huan didn't beat around the bush at all, "Uncle and Aunt said that the two of you seem to be having conflicts recently."

Zhong Chaozhou and Jiang Yufan didn't speak for a week, and they didn't go to school together or go home together. When Jiang Lin and An Ruosu asked, Jiang Yufan's answer was also very vague. The two of them lived almost half their lives and had seen countless people. You need to ask, and you can tell at a glance that the two children are having a conflict.

Jiang Yufan took a sip of the juice and gave a muffled hum.

"Is that just a reconciliation?"

"Ah."

"Why are there conflicts?"

"Hi gossip."

"...Wolf with white eyes! I care about you!"

Jiang Yufan put down the glass and said in a low voice, "I don't know, maybe it's because of me."

"Your reason?"

Jiang Yufan nodded lightly, crossed his fingers, and said nothing. Jiang Huan was not in a hurry, and looked at him quietly.

After a long time, Jiang Yufan lowered his head and asked in a low voice: "Sister, is my personality... not suitable for making friends?"

The voice sounded a little hoarse, and there was some grievance. I don't know if it was his own illusion, but Jiang Huan had a faint feeling that there was a cry in that voice.

Jiang Yufan hasn't cried much since he was six years old. For so many years, no matter what happened, no matter how wronged Jiang Yufan was, his eyes would turn red. She had never seen Jiang Yufan so sad. It seemed true. After being wronged so much, Jiang Huan's heart ached in an instant. She changed her seat, sat next to Jiang Yufan, gently put his head on her shoulder, and said softly, "Who said that?" , our family is doing well, there must be many people willing to be friends with you."

Zai Zai is Jiang Yufan's nickname, only Jiang Yuqing called it that, other people generally don't call it that, Jiang Huan called it that just to comfort him and give him a sense of security.

Jiang Yufan held back for a week, and he had a lot to say in his heart. Although the sister beside him was only half a year older than him, her embrace was very warm, and Jiang Yufan couldn't help wanting to rely on her.

Leaning in Jiang Huan's arms, he said aggrievedly: "Then why is he avoiding me? He has been avoiding me this week, I don't know why."

Jiang Huan paused as he stroked Jiang Yufan's hair: "Zhong Chaozhou, avoiding you?"

"Ah."

Jiang Huan didn't speak, she was silent for a while, pulled Jiang Yufan out of her arms, her expression was a little serious, she looked straight into Jiang Yufan's eyes, and said: "Xiaofan, maybe sister shouldn't ask you this question, but ...You should think about it now, how do you feel about Zhong Chaozhou."