Butterfly dream life

Yu Xiaoduo was dumbfounded, unable to speak for a while.

Gu Haiya pondered for a moment, and told him the ins and outs of the whole matter.

It turned out that on Tuesday, Gu's father locked himself in the house and set fire to the sheets. At that time, Gu Haiya was still at work. Fortunately, the neighbors found out in time and immediately called the fire alarm and notified Gu Haiya.

The fire truck arrived soon, and after putting out the fire, they broke in and found Gu's father curled up in the corner of the living room. Afterwards, Gu Haiya also rushed back, and saw that the scene was horrific. His father's room had been burned down, and the whole house was full of water.

"You..." Yu Xiaoduo paused, and asked cautiously, "Uncle, why did you set fire?"

"He has always been mentally abnormal." Gu Haiya said lightly, "He has severe persecution paranoia."

Yu Xiaoduo: "..."

Yu Xiaoduo didn't dare to ask further questions, but Gu Haiya said it calmly.

Since the death of Gu Haiya's mother, Gu's father's temperament has changed drastically. No matter at work or at home, he has always been taciturn. A few years ago, he had retired and locked himself in the room all day without saying a word. No one knew what he was thinking. ,do what.

Later, Gu's father became paranoid, always feeling that someone was trying to harm him. The siblings realized something was wrong and coaxed him to see a psychiatrist. He was diagnosed with delusional disorder and needed medication intervention, but Gu's father refused to take the medicine, and even He refused to eat any food he was not sure about, and his condition worsened day by day.

"Sometimes he even rejects me." Gu Haiya said with a wry smile, "Thinking that the food I cook is poisonous, he wants to poison him to death."

"So he set fire to burn you?" Yu Xiaoduo said in shock.

"Probably not, after all I wasn't there at the time." Gu Haiya said, "The doctor said that when this disease flares up, there will be manic-depressive bipolar symptoms. Sometimes it will attack others, and sometimes it will hurt itself. Either way is the patient's self-protection. Behavior, I think it might be the latter."

"Then what happened later?" Yu Xiaoduo asked, "Where is uncle now? Is it your sister's house?"

Gu Haiya was silent for a while, and replied: "My sister took him home that day, and when the neighbors came to discuss compensation at night, they asked us to take him for treatment, so he was sent to Yining yesterday."

Yu Xiaoduo fell silent for an instant.

He knew that Yining was in a psychiatric hospital, so he thought it was no wonder why he hadn't contacted him for several days, and he ran to his mother's cemetery yesterday. Hearing his voice at that time, he must have cried.

May I ask, among all the filial sons and daughters in the world, who would be willing to send their father to such a place?However, having a mental patient in the family is a hidden danger after all, and it is even more impossible for the neighbors to let it go, not to mention that his father has made such a big mess!

Yu Xiaoduo recalled that when he was a child, there was a mental patient near his home, who yelled in the street all day long, scaring passers-by so much that they dared not pass there. Later, the man fell ill and hacked a neighbor to death, but he did not have to bear criminal responsibility. The family did not have any money to pay, which made the victim's family feel miserable.

He understands the concerns of the neighbors. After all, if you set fire today, you may kill someone tomorrow, but he feels more sorry for Gu Haiya and his sister's helplessness. The conscience of the siblings must be suffering, and it is impossible to imagine how uncomfortable it must be.

"Xiao Duo, I didn't intend to hide from you before." Gu Haiya said, "I just don't know how to say it."

Yu Xiaoduo was taken aback for a moment, not understanding why he said that, and said dryly: "I understand, this is normal, don't take it to heart."

Gu Haiya nodded, staring at a certain point on the ground in a daze, and stopped talking.

Yu Xiaoduo thought for a while, and said, "This house needs to be redecorated, right? Otherwise, I won't be able to live in it."

"Only my dad's room needs to be redecorated." Gu Haiya said, "In a few days, I will find someone to clean things up before starting construction."

"The house is so messy..." Yu Xiaoduo tentatively said, "Why don't you stay with me for a while?"

Gu Haiya raised his head and looked at him with complicated eyes. Yu Xiaoduo was inexplicably guilty, and hurriedly said: "My house has two bedrooms and one living room. You can sleep in the guest room."

"Hai Ya, if you don't go for treatment, Dad will cause big trouble in the future."

"I look at him."

"Don't you have to go to work? Do you want to stay in the house and see him for the rest of your life? You don't want to find a girlfriend anymore? You don't want to get married and have children?"

"I'm not married."

"What nonsense! Do you want Mom to be sad in heaven? Dad is already like this, and you want to be lonely like this for the rest of your life?"

"Okay." Gu Haiya calmed down and said, "Wait while I pack my luggage."

The two took a taxi home, Yu Xiaoduo changed the bedding to the guest bedroom, said good night to each other after taking a bath, and went back to their rooms to sleep. Gu Haiya stayed in his house like this.

Gu Haiya wakes up very early every day, makes breakfast and wakes Yu Xiaoduo up, asks for leave during the day to go home to build a house, buys vegetables and cooks in the afternoon, and eats chicken with him at night.

So Yu Xiaoduo will never oversleep again, and he will have a big meal when he gets home from get off work, and his game level has improved a lot, and he feels that life is simply not perfect!

However, Gu Haiya was still a little depressed, of course Yu Xiaoduo couldn't just care about himself, it's better to be alone than to be happy with others, so from time to time, he would play cute tricks and try his best to make him happy.

Sometimes they didn't want to play games at night, so they would sit in the living room and watch a movie, but Yu Xiaoduo couldn't make it to the end, he would feel sleepy after watching it for a while, and then fell asleep drooling, Gu Haiya had to carry him back to the bedroom.

Meanwhile, Yu Xiaoduo celebrated his 26th birthday. Gu Haiya ordered a cake and cooked a large table of dishes. They were like an ordinary couple. They didn't sing birthday songs or blow out candles, they just had a simple meal to celebrate.

In this life, Yu Xiaoduo has never been so happy, he finally understands what happiness is, it is ordinary day after day, every day there is that person by your side.

However, happiness is often fleeting.

That night, Yu Xiaoduo and Gu Haiya were sitting on the sofa, watching "The Later Us" directed by Liu Ruoying.

In the small Beijing basement, the hero and the heroine were entangled together, making love like crazy, Yu Xiaoduo blushed, leaning on Gu Haiya's shoulder, not daring to look directly.

Fiery panting sounds came from the TV, Yu Xiaoduo was so embarrassed that he died, Gu Haiya raised his arms to hug him, Yu Xiaoduo immediately choked for breath.

"Xiao Duo, my house is finished." He heard Gu Haiya say, "I'm planning to move back this weekend, even if there is no one at home."

"Ah?" Yu Xiaoduo raised his head abruptly, with a blank expression on his face, as if he didn't understand what the other party was saying.

In the rented room, on the dilapidated sofa, the heroine put her arms around the hero and asked foolishly: "We are so happy, will we break up in the future?"

"Oh..." Yu Xiaoduo looked back at Hai Ya's shoulder and whispered, "Then I'll take you back on weekends."

Gu Haiya hummed, the two stopped talking, and watched the movie quietly. After a long time, the hero and heroine broke up tragically, but Yu Xiaoduo had already fallen asleep.

At the end of the film, Eason's hoarse and magnetic singing sounded.

"Don't talk about what needs to be said, it's enough for you to understand, there is really a certain kind of sadness, you can't even shed tears, you can only watch it off."

"It turned out that I was very happy, but I just didn't want to admit it. When I doubted the world, you gave me the answer... My biggest regret is that your regret has something to do with me..."

Gu Haiya lowered his head and saw Yu Xiaoduo leaning against him, huddled into a ball, frowning deeply.

His lips looked moist and beautiful under the dim light, Gu Haiya bowed slightly, and soon stopped his movements, hesitated for a while, turned off the TV, carried him into the room, put him on the bed, covered the quilt, and The returnee fell asleep.

After lunch on Saturday, Gu Haiya started to pack his things. Yu Xiaoduo had been listless since he got up in the morning. Gu Haiya turned a blind eye, and after packing, the two took a taxi to Minghu Community.

Yu Xiaoduo remained silent along the way, and when he got home, Gu Haiya put away his luggage and saw him sitting at the dining table with an unhappy expression on his face.

"What do you want to eat tonight?" Gu Haiya knelt down and asked, "I'm going downstairs to buy it now."

Yu Xiaoduo looked down at Gu Haiya, and suddenly, his emotions collapsed unexpectedly——

——As if what Gu Haiya left was not his home, but his life, nostalgia and reluctance instantly turned into a flood that broke the embankment, drowning all his rationality in an instant!

"Hai Ya!" Yu Xiaoduo said impulsively, "There is something I want to tell you."

"What's the matter?" Gu Haiya asked.

"During the Spring Festival, you once asked me." Yu Xiaoduo said, "Do you have a good relationship with the monitor, do you remember?"

Gu Haiya's expression changed, and he replied: "I remember."

"At that time, I really liked the squad leader." Yu Xiaoduo breathed heavily, "It was because of him that I knew who I was, and I was considered to be... secretly in love."

"Understood." Gu Haiya said.

"After graduation, everyone went their separate ways." Yu Xiaoduo said, "The relationship gradually faded, and I don't like him anymore. Now we are just good brothers, and we keep in touch occasionally."

Gu Haiya hummed.

Yu Xiaoduo pursed his lips, hesitated for a moment, and made up his mind: "But now I have someone I like, Hai Ya, you should know who it is."

"Xiao Duo..." Gu Haiya frowned, as if he didn't want him to continue talking.

Yu Xiaoduo's heart sank, but he only hesitated briefly, and continued: "I have liked you for a long time, I think you have always known, I...I feel that you also like me a little bit, if you can accept it, I think...I Think about it in the future..."

Finally, he couldn't go on talking anymore, his palms were sweating, and he turned his head to look down at his feet. He was anxious and anxious, waiting for the other party's verdict.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard Gu Haiya let out a long sigh, and then said: "Xiao Duo, I..."

Yu Xiaoduo looked up immediately, Gu Haiya said apologetically, "I'm sorry."

There was a rumble in Yu Xiaoduo's head, like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and then his nose was sore, and tears rolled in his eyes.

"Don't cry." Gu Haiya said, "I don't want to hurt you, I just..."

"Stop talking..." Yu Xiaoduo burst into tears.

Gu Haiya knelt on the ground, hugged him tightly, showing a painful expression, but Yu Xiaoduo didn't see it, and buried him in front of Gu Haiya's shoulder, weeping silently.

Being rejected... He thought sadly, can they still be friends?There should be nothing left, and I am alone again.

Eating alone, playing games alone, spending weekends alone... This kind of simple and boring life was normal for him, but because of Gu Haiya's visit, he could no longer bear it.

How should I live in the days to come?The more Yu Xiaoduo thought about it, the more desperate he became, and he didn't dare to think about it anymore. He just wanted to find a place to hide, cry a lot, and sleep again, and he wouldn't know anything when he fell asleep.

With tears all over his face, he pushed Gu Haiya away, stood up and said, "I'm not feeling well, I'm leaving first."

"What's uncomfortable?" Gu Haiya followed behind, "I'll take you home."

"No need." Yu Xiaoduo opened the door.

"I'll see you off." Gu Haiya insisted.

"I said no!"

"Don't be so small!"

Yu Xiaoduo cried again, Gu Haiya looked at him helplessly.

"That's it." After speaking, Yu Xiaoduo left without looking back.

Gu Haiya stood at the door, watching his retreating back, hesitated a step, but still did not catch up.

After closing the door, Gu Haiya sat on the ground, his eyes were red, and he said in a low voice:

"Dodo, I'm sorry."

"I will definitely make it up to you in the future."