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01

The breeze lifted the curtains, and the sunlight poured in, brightening up the entire ward.

Qi Kang lay quietly on the hospital bed, his brow bone lines were smooth and sharp, which added a sense of oppression to his brows and eyes, and the high bridge of his nose made the sunlight cast regular shadows on his cheeks.

Wearing a white coat, Kevin pushed open the door with a stack of cases in his arms. He looked at Qi Kang who was sleeping soundly on the hospital bed with a serious face.

The military group is actually under a lot of pressure, and it is normal to have psychological problems. Over the years, Kevin has also sorted out the mental problems of many soldiers.But until now, it can be said that Qi Kang is definitely the most special and difficult case he has taken over so far.

Qi Kang has a dual personality.I am cold and rational. Although I lack empathy and do things unreasonably, I am surprisingly well adapted to military life and are trusted by my teammates.Subpersonality Wang Ran, sunny and cheerful, smiles heartlessly all day long, loves to play tricks, makes people happy just watching.

Generally speaking, people with dual personalities do not have an urgent need for psychological diagnosis and treatment, especially those like Qi Kang.His two personalities complement each other and can communicate and exchange control of his body at any time.

However, an accident during a mission a few days ago caused Qi Kang to be seriously injured and his brain damaged, causing irreversible damage to the hearing of his left ear.What is even more worrying is that the balance between the two personalities that has been stable for many years has been broken, and there has been a situation where only one of the two can be chosen.

Kevin wakes up Qi Kang, and now he needs to do some necessary recording work for Qi Kang.

Awakened by the psychiatrist, Qi Kang suddenly opened his eyes, his amber pupils were clear and bright.He scratched his head and asked, "How long have I been asleep?"

Kevin raised his hand and glanced at his watch, "It should be twelve hours since yesterday."

"Oh, then I can really sleep." Qi Kang took out the hearing aid from under the pillow and stuffed the small instrument into his ear.His bangs drooped to cover his eyes, giving him the appearance of a well-behaved college student.

He looked at the young man in front of him with a complicated expression, and he could tell from the simple conversation that the person who now controls the body is the sub-personality Wang Ran, "You should know that your mental condition is very bad."

"Probably clear." Wang Ran stretched out his hand to adjust the hearing aid, and the voice in his left ear was like a small needle piercing through layers of cotton cloth, causing slight noises while transmitting information.

He listened to Kevin explain the situation while thinking about the current situation.

The first symptom of breaking the balance is that the switching between the two personalities becomes very unstable. Sometimes one second Qi Kang is still accepting the visits of his teammates, and the next second he is replaced by himself with a deceitful face, completely devoid of any communicate.

The second is the spiritual world where the two of them can coexist and communicate, and there is a rift.If this development continues, the space he lives in may disappear with him, or, with Qi Kang.

"Usually, we define the second personality as the personality fragment of the personality. Normally, there is absolutely no problem for the two of you to live interchangeably, but now because of Qi Kang's brain injury, the body has activated some kind of protection mechanism. That's why the collapse of the spiritual world you mentioned occurs."

"In other words, my brother's body is now in a state of vigilance, and has been searching for missing personality fragments. In order to achieve this goal, it has begun to destroy the space where two people coexist. I can understand this, right?" Wang Ran interrupted The doctor's words, frankly state the conclusion.

Hearing his words, Kevin's actions recorded in the case record paused, "There is nothing wrong with this understanding."

The two were silent.

The solution is very clear, take medicine, do surgery to stimulate the corresponding areas of the brain, help the body obtain Wang Ran's personality information, eliminate his existence, and Qi Kang can live a normal life.

Kevin has been in contact with Wang Ran for a long time. In his opinion, this second personality can be regarded as a living person. It is cruel to adopt this method, which is equivalent to directly obliterating the existence of a person.

His attending doctor was contemplating, but Wang Ran was happy and relaxed. He looked out the window and made a wish list.Being able to accompany Qi Kang for so many years is already enough.

"Don't think about it." Qi Kang's dull voice came from his mind.

"I don't want to." Wang Ran smiled perfunctorily. He guessed that with Qi Kang's state, he would not be able to go to the screening room to monitor the current situation, so he took the case in the doctor's hand, and quietly wrote a line in the corner with a pen: When can I have treatment?

Kevin held the frame with one hand, took the pen and replied: the day after tomorrow at the earliest.

The day after tomorrow, it's a little late.

"Brother %3F"

Qi Kang’s voice was no longer heard in his head. After closing his eyes and confirming that his brother had fallen into a deep sleep again, Wang Ran said with a sneer, “I can’t do it the day after tomorrow. Let's do it."

Wang Ran's off-kilter words made the doctor feel a little more relaxed. He chatted about the afternoon's schedule, "No, the Xie family in Beijing invited me to see the young master of the Xie family. After he woke up from a coma, he kept talking nonsense. The old man is in a hurry."

"Tsk, the evil privileged class has robbed my dear brother doctor."

Kevin was amused by Wang Ran's petty look, "You'll be discharged from the hospital this afternoon, right? I'll prescribe you some calming medicine for a few days, remember to take it, observe for a while, and come to me after you have communicated well."

He stood up holding the medical records, and said, "Don't make your own decisions, it's unfair to Qi Kang."

"Okay." Wang Ran dragged out the tone, turned over and took out the phone from the bag, and opened the game interface very skillfully.

02

In the afternoon, the streets of Huarong Commercial District in Beijing were crowded with people, creating a bustling scene.

"This time I must treat Sister Rou, every time she invites me out, it's nothing good." Wearing a black T-shirt, Wang Ran squatted in front of the entrance of a coffee shop, watching the vehicles passing by on the road casually.

He moved his numb legs and muttered aggrievedly, "It's been more than an hour, why hasn't she come here yet?"

Wang Ran closed his eyes and saw another self in his mind who had just woken up from a deep sleep, "Brother, didn't Sister Rou say that she has something to talk about and make an appointment to meet today?"

The young man sitting on the red chair didn't answer immediately, he stared intently at the book in his hand, as if pondering some difficult problem.

"Brother, stop reading comics, I can't wait for Zhao Rou now, I'm almost bored to death."

Qi Kang responded very indifferently, "I don't know how to read mobile phone messages, how will I know when she comes?"

"That's right." Wang Ran suddenly realized that he took out his mobile phone, looked up the information list, and saw more than a dozen WeChat messages sent by Zhao Rou.

——I just came back from Haihua City, and I'm ready to board the plane now, see you in the afternoon.

——It’s annoying, neither you nor Lin Jiao can come to pick me up, and I forgot to ask the car at home to pick me up.

——I can’t wait for the car, why is there no car at this point in Beijing Airport.

—Hey, here comes the car.

—— Kang Bao, I'm so mad, my car was robbed by a dog man, so I have to wait at the airport, it seems that I can't go back this afternoon, let's make an appointment tomorrow.

Wang Ran swipe the chat history, from a long list of angry and wronged expressions to the last message.

The message shows the sending time: [-]:[-] pm.

"Um." Wang Ran silently stuffed the phone back into the back pocket of his trousers, got up, turned around and walked into the cafe.

"Hello, I want a cappuccino and a signature ice cream." He shouted to the waiter, but the expression on his face was so cheerful that the waiter was a little flustered.

Qi Kang witnessed the whole process, and sighed helplessly, "Just a fool."

"Brother, my time is almost up, so hurry up and enjoy it." Wang Ran swallowed a mouthful of ice cream and said vaguely.

"If you can't speak, keep your mouth shut. I didn't agree to the operation." Qi Kang viciously warned the sub-personality. He woke up and made it clear to this heartless brat that he refused the operation.

"I didn't say that, brother, think about it, our exchange status is unstable now, is it right that at the next moment, my time is over, and it's your turn to deal with Sister Zhaorou." Wang Ran shook his head and enjoyed the dessert , explain the situation word by word.

As if recalling some terrible experience, the comic book in Qi Kang's hand fell to the ground, and he opened his mouth, "Damn it."

"Brother, when I chatted with Sister Zhaorou last time, I told her about our retirement."

"Did you tell me the reason?"

"No, I lied and said I wanted to go back to school."

"So she came to me because of this %3F"

"I don't know, brother, your focus is in the wrong place."

"What do you mean?"

"Did you stay at home for a long time after you left the army?"

"Ah."

"After such a long time, what do you think Miss Zhao Rou will do with you?"

Definitely not a good thing!

Several cracks appeared on Qi Kang's usually calm face, and he said angrily: "Can you be more useful? You are all like Ultraman now, hitting the little monster twice and you will be disconnected."

Wang Ran shrugged innocently, expressing his helplessness, "It's really not my problem."