love nowhere

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01

"There is no medicine at home." Qi Kang searched through the spare medicine cabinet but couldn't find any antipyretic medicine.

Yesterday Xie Yao went crazy and made a scene of forced imprisonment, and was knocked out by himself.He was assigned to work until midnight, and the man started talking nonsense with a bag on his head, and he felt that he had a severe burn.

"You are not allowed to kiss that woman, you are mine."

"Okay, okay, no kiss, yours." Qi Kang patiently helped Xie Yao tuck the quilt up, and opened his mouth to perfunctory his sleep.

Sure enough, I was stimulated by yesterday's play.

Qi Kang smiled wryly.

Xie Yao people have two different appearances.Whether it is work or necessary interpersonal communication, she pretends to be personable, mature and stable, and occasionally a little mischievous, which is harmless.In private, he is a proper rascal to himself, a jealous king, jealous to the point where he will have a heart attack for a long time if he looks at others more.

"Xi Xi Suo Suo" the door of the room opened a crack, and the white kitten walked in lightly, and acted like a baby to its owner familiarly.

"Meow."

"Beike, Dad is resting, shall we play again tomorrow?" Qi Kang hugged the cat and stroked it tenderly.

Shell enjoys the long-lost caress, and forgets to stretch out its claws to complain that the owner has traveled far away for a long time.

Qi Kang stood up, glanced at Xie Yao's flushed cheeks, and sighed, "I'll go out to buy medicine for you, and I'll leave when you recover tomorrow, so don't hold on so tightly."

He pulled out the corner of his clothes from Xie Yao's hand, covered Xie Yao's head with a wet towel, picked up the key from the bedside table, and went out. Before leaving, he nodded the kitten's head, "Don't make noise. oh."

Bei Ke obediently found a corner and lay down, opened his mouth and yawned, indicating that he would be very quiet.

The pharmacy is two blocks from home, so it's a much quicker drive.At midnight, the street is quiet, and the storefront lights on both sides of the street flicker listlessly.

Qi Kang turned on the lights and was about to turn. Through the car mirror, he saw a black figure standing in the far corner.

Tall and tall.

Wearing a black mask.

He seemed to be smiling at himself.

The past time whizzed by, and in an instant, Zhuang Xiang stood in front of him again, with the emotion in his eyes making it hard to figure out.

—Andre, look at me, don't hide.

After all, he still couldn't hide from that man.

Qi Kang lowered his eyes, pursed his lips, and got out of the car silently.

02

Sensing that the people around him were about to leave, Xie Yao opened his eyes due to the uneasy feeling, and could only vaguely see a black figure walking out of the door.

do not go.

Xie Yao felt hot all over, and wanted to struggle to get up uncomfortably, "Don't leave me alone."

The sick man muttered to himself, and his consciousness gradually returned to darkness.

When he woke up in bed, it was the next morning. There was a wet towel on the bedside, gauze was wrapped around his right wrist, and his clothes were changed into comfortable pajamas.

The grass outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is wet, the sun seems to have just broken out of the wet soil, and there are scenes of trying to recover after the torrential rain everywhere.

"Hiss." Xie Yao covered his head and walked out of the room. The first thing he saw was the handcuffs lying on the ground, both sides were stained with blood.

He picked up the handcuffs, turned his head and saw a white plate on the living room table containing brightly colored egg rolls.On the note pasted on the side, it reads in dog-like characters: remember to eat.

Xie Yao stood in front of the table, picked up a roll of eggs and put it in his mouth, "You've made some progress."

He obviously wanted to save him, but in the end he did something that hurt him.

Qi Kang is a very gentle and kind person, with an indifferent softness hidden under his indifferent and fierce shell, he rarely gets angry, and his gentleness is always used in unexpected places.Even after yesterday's absurd farce, he can take good care of himself.

But I am used to being gentle and caring, how can you bear to let me stay where I am alone, and go first by myself.

Xie Yao's mind was muddled. After washing the dishes, he walked to the calendar, took out a pen, and lightly drew a circle on today's number.

Today is the day I broke up with Qi Kang.

He sat by the bed, opened the phone list, and thought about how to apologize to Qi Kang.

"I didn't drink too much yesterday, why did you do that kind of thing like a madman?" Xie Yao scratched his head irritably, the matter had developed to this point, and he didn't know how to end it.

Uneasy, very uneasy.

He didn't sleep well last night either. Sometimes he half-opened his eyes and saw the back of Qi Kang leaving during his light sleep, and sometimes fell into a dream, dreaming of his bloody car accident.

He sighed deeply, opened the bedside table, and took out the small box, which contained a silver ring, and two characters were engraved on the shiny inner wall: Qi Kang.

——Put on this ring, my name will always kiss your ring finger, entangle the blood vessels connecting you to your heart, and never change.

Lover's words travel through time and ring in my ears.Whenever I think of this sentence, it makes people's hearts flutter. I really don't blame myself for the surprise that night as a marriage proposal.

Xie Yao pinched the ring with his slender fingers, and in his mind was replaying the details of the three years of love with Qi Kang.

Qi Kang's blood-stained shirt in an abandoned warehouse in the suburbs, the shining drone dancing in the night sky and posing his lover's name, the tacit eye-to-eye with the microphone on the tour concert, and the embrace under the golden rain on the debut night.

In the end, he gently took off the hearing aid on Qi Kang's left ear, bit his earlobe, and said I love you.

Before he knew it, he put on this silver-white ring.

"Ring ring ring." The ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted Xie Yao's memory. After reading the caller ID, he was a little scared.

The caller was Zhang Peng, Qi Kang's elder brother.When Qi Kang was 15 years old, Qi's mother took him, Zhang's father, and Zhang Peng to form a new family.

People who know Zhang Peng have a consensus, that is, in the column of Zhang Peng's attributes, there must be two words in capital letters and bold: brother control.

When he was in contact with Qi Kang, he often suffered complaints and scolding from Zhang Peng.The moment he learned that the two of them were dating, the elder brother blurted out a bunch of swear words and scolded himself for more than half an hour.

The impassioned "speech" can be summed up in one sentence, "Your uncle, how dare you attack my younger brother whom I have raised for so many years."

Wouldn't it be someone who knew about last night and called to scold him?Forget it, he should be scolded, the relationship with Qi Kang has come to this point, it is his own fault.

Xie Yao answered the phone hesitantly, "Hello, Zhang Peng."

The tone on the other end of the phone was uncharacteristically mocking and contemptuous, but very serious and heavy, "Xie Yao, tell me what happened last night."

"What do you mean?"

Seeing Xie Yao's innocent look, Zhang Peng couldn't suppress his anger, "The police informed me this morning that Qi Kang was driving your car and had an accident on the road near your home.

"My brother is dead, do you know? You bastard." Zhang Peng growled on the other end of the phone.

"What, he's dead?" How come, Xie Yao staggered back and sat down on the bed.

That dream has come true.

"Let me tell you Xie Yao, I will never let you go. You are absolutely inseparable from my brother's death."

Xie Yao didn't finish listening, his hands couldn't help shaking, and the phone fell to the ground.

Zhang Peng's voice came from the ground, "Hey, Xie Yao, hey, don't pretend to be dead, grandson, I'll go over and settle accounts with you later."

During these days, I felt intense anxiety in my sleep, and I woke up in a cold sweat.He thought that dream was just a symbol of losing Qi Kang after breaking up.

But now, that dream has come true.

Tears welled up in my eyes and fell to the ground.Huge pain crushed his heart, Xie Yao's body seemed to be exhausted, he stretched out his hand against the wall to support himself in a trance.

It hurts.

Xie Yao knelt on the ground, the silver ring in his hand shone with a strange light.Strange pain The pain is like a sticky tentacle on the surface, starting from the tailbone and gradually extending under his flesh.

He could clearly feel the friction between it and the bone, the tentacles happily stretched across his back, the sticky and wet inner wrist wrapped around every spine, and finally crawled towards the brain.The head looks like it is being eaten by an inexplicable monster, and its teeth are filled with its own brains.

The scenes in different time and space are mixed with great pain, making the cruel reality and the dream of the car accident appear in Xie Yao's mind like a slow-motion replay of a movie, which caught him off guard.

Qi Kang's red eyes in the dark rainy night.The huge truck crashed into the black car roaringly, time seemed to have stopped, Xie Yao clearly saw the headlights of the car were broken and scattered one after another.

The scene turned, and the air in the car was hot and humid, filled with the smell of despair and sadness.

Qi Kang held the steering wheel with his hand, the dim light of the instrument panel illuminated the blood on his wrist, and a dazzling light suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

After a complete whiteness, the stagnant time returned to normal, and the two cars collided quickly.

"No." Xie Yao wailed in despair.

"Pound!" After the loud sound, there was a mess everywhere, with blood and flesh flying everywhere.

The strange pain engulfed his memories, flowing into the ring in his hand like a surging liquid.Xie Yao knelt down slowly, clutching the ring in the palm of his hand, as if grasping something lost.

why?Why did Qi Kang die?

During the relationship between him and Qi Kang, Qi Kang treated him like an angel, embracing his various ways.

On his birthday, Qi Kang will write a confession letter with all his true feelings; when he is close, he always blushes and allows others to mess around; even in yesterday's farce, he is gentle and takes good care of himself He left overnight.

You put me in a beautiful greenhouse and took care of me with unique tenderness in the world. You are so kind to me, how could you, how could you be willing to leave first, leaving me alone in place.

"Qikang, don't go, I was wrong, don't go." With a lump in his throat, he knelt and wept in the silent room, pouring out the grief and regret that had been suppressed for a long time.

After an unknown amount of time, Xie Yao lay on the ground, his body curled up gradually, and the silver ring on the ring finger of his left hand flickered.

He was tired from crying, and countless black hands stretched out from the darkness under him, hugged him from behind, and brought him deeper into the darkness.Slowly, his whole body sank into the darkness and disappeared.

It was as if nothing had happened in the room, only the kitten named Shell kept scratching the door and shouting.