Not as Dusty [Rebirth]

I'm so sleepy, I want to fall asleep slowly, I want to sink into the darkness...

This was what Chen Ai thought before he closed his eyes and fell asleep, but he didn't get the peace of rest.The dazzling light directly hits his eyelids and is very penetrating, bright dazzling, bright pain, the fragile retina is unbearably bright, fingers crossed the brain and directly covered the eyes under the command of the body, before the eyes returned to darkness , and a small spot of light produced by a piece of mucous membrane when light appears and disappears.

Unable to fall asleep, Chen Ai put down his hands and opened his eyes.Has the rain stopped?The wetness is gone and the sun is out, so the rain has stopped and it's time to move on.The body acts before the brain, and Chen Ai has already sat up with his body supported.However, it was a bit strange, he obviously lay on a bench in the grass before, and he obviously covered his head with clothes, but now the place where he was lying was very rough and uncomfortable, and his clothes seemed to have changed.

The lost thoughts of not being able to fall asleep completely in the heavy rain dominated Chen Ai's body, and he really couldn't summon up energy to observe his own situation.Whether he rolled off the bench or was teased, there is really nothing to rush to check—people with nothing are always so frank.

However, when he casually looked at himself, he was finally stunned.What's the matter? This is, the clothes are wrong, and the body is even more wrong!

It's fine to change the clothes into children's clothes, but why is the body also transformed into a child's body?Chen Ai's first thought was that he was mentally ill. Wasn't there a case in the news that a middle-aged man kept recalling his childhood, but one day he woke up thinking he was a child.So is he like this now?Because I don't want to age badly and become a weak old man, so I see my adult body as a child's body?

Chen Ai squeezed himself hard, not believing that he was really mentally ill, otherwise, how could such a bizarre thing happen?

A group of children suddenly ran over and stood in front of him, Chen Ai, with cruel smiles on their faces due to ignorance:

"Chen Ai, where are your parents? Haha, Chen Ai, Chen Ai, I can't find my father, I can't find my mother, I'm crying, where are my parents!"

They laughed and sang this weird song they made up by themselves, and quickly ran away, leaving Chen Ai staring at their backs in a daze.

He remembered this song, which was specially sung to him by a group of children who didn't play well with him after his parents died one after another.They didn't understand how bad it was to ridicule like this, they just thought they had finally caught a point where they could attack.At that time, he was furious, and the sadness and bewilderment of losing his parents made him jump up from the ground and fight with them, but because of one against a group, his nose was bleeding, and his whole body was bruised and purple. , and the parents of those children knew that he was not at fault, but because he had no one to rely on, they just apologized without sincerity, turned around and muttered, saying why this child is so heartless, and his parents are both dead There is still a mood to fight.

Chen Ai lowered his head and looked at himself again.Suddenly, he raised his head, looked around where there was a mirror, and saw a car parked not far away, so he rushed over to look in the rearview mirror, and saw that familiar face, his face.

The face in the mirror was small and childish, and his facial features were very similar to his previous appearance.There is nothing that I remember more clearly than myself, especially for Chen Ai.

So now it's back to childhood?

But Chen Ai still refused to believe it.That's right, he had many names before, and it wasn't that he had any secret identities, it was just that he kept changing false certificates without having any certificates around him.He has changed a lot, it has been a long time, and he has not called himself by his real name for a long time. He has already forgotten what his first name was, but it is unlikely that it will be the same as his last name.

Even if it was such a coincidence, Chen Ai was unwilling to believe it from the bottom of his heart.He prefers to believe that he had an extremely real dream, a dream that made up all the details to make people believe, or that he really got mentally ill and lived in the world he constructed himself.

In any case, Chen Ai is unwilling to believe that he really went back to the past, when he was a child, and then he has to go all the way again.Because those past days never made Chen Ai feel nostalgic.

Maybe, the whole world is suffering from mental illness, and now they are acting with him.Instead of looking at the building that had been converted into a large shopping mall in his memory, he sneered, patted the grass clippings on his body, and walked in the direction of his home in his memory.

At this time, it should be that Chen Ai's mother died of an unknown illness after being hit by a car door for a funny reason, and then the relatives who were notified came to his house to help with the funeral, and Chen Ai couldn't accept this. In reality, when the relatives were discussing rationally how to deal with this thing and what to do with that thing, they suddenly ran out of the house and didn't stop until they ran to the outdoor activity center in the community. As for why they just lay on the ground, He didn't know what was going on.

After suddenly coming over to compose a song to mock Chen Ai's children, he returned to his home with superficially exaggerated wounds that were actually not serious, and then those relatives used "too ignorant" and "too naughty" Look at him.That kind of look made Chen Ai very ashamed at the time, because he already vaguely knew that after losing his parents one after another, he had to rely on these relatives who rarely interacted with him to live, and he couldn't leave a bad impression, so he behaved like a remedy afterwards Well-behaved, using clumsy means to curry favor with them.

However, at that time, Chen Ai didn't know that his unlikability had nothing to do with his own personality, and it had nothing to do with himself. It was simply that no one would like him, a burden that cost money to support.

However, now that Chen Ai knows, he won't do any more extraneous behaviors, hoping that someone will treat him a little better.However, as for whether to follow the previous trajectory and continue to wander around in various cities, Chen Ai has no good idea yet.At this time, he regretted that he didn't read more books. His experience was useless, and he didn't have enough knowledge to support his vague ideas.

But Chen Ai knew that if he wanted to leave this time, he would definitely get his household registration certificate in advance, and then apply for his own ID card...Wait, Chen Ai suddenly couldn't figure it out, even if he could get it, he would really Can I get an ID card?

Chen Ai suddenly felt that he was too serious. It was hard to say anything about the current situation. Why did he think about what was there?

Chen Ai only knew that he was dead, maybe this was a hallucination after death, or a necessary procedure before the trial.I forgot which country’s mythology it was. Chen Ai remembered some places saying that after a person dies, the events of his life will be repeated, and then the judge will decide whether he will be reincarnated or go to hell to receive punishment based on what he has done.

Chen Ai ignored that he had changed the "fact" now, and opened the door of his house with a key in his expressionless face.

The relative who should have been forgotten why, looked at him in surprise at first, then smiled a little embarrassedly, and said, "Chen Ai, you are back."

Standing in the middle of the door, Chen Ai saw that all the things in his house had been moved out, and even divided up, his expression darkened.At the very beginning, the relatives negotiated in this way, each family would take some things from the other family, and also share the savings of the Chen family for many years, and then each family would take care of Chen Ai for a period of time, so that it would be easier to share the pressure.

At that time, although the relatives did not hold back the things, they did not lose Chen Ai.It's a matter of face, Chen Ai has to live in several homes in rotation, so I can't say how good he is, but if he is too dishonest, he will be pointed out secretly.

Although there is no sense of belonging in changing places, and it is always confusing to carry a backpack and go away after a while, but life is always good, there is no shortage of food and clothing, and the later changes are because of this community. It's about to be demolished.

This community is the family courtyard of Chen Ai's father's unit, but the land for building the house is rented from a steel factory that owns a large piece of land.After arriving, the lease period expired, and the steel factory was unwilling to lease it to them again, and wanted to sell it to a large supermarket chain to rebuild a living area connected to the supermarket.People don't want to rent it anymore, and the family courtyard has no choice. Fortunately, the steel factory is not so unreasonable. The joint construction company is willing to give some compensation to those who live here, as well as the priority and discount for the community that has not yet been built.

This is a good opportunity, and many people are moved. The demolition and reconstruction work went smoothly, because the building of the family courtyard is already old and has not appreciated in value, and it is still a small-sized house from a long time ago. The residential area built will become a new link of the whole city, and the conditions are very good. Many people choose to rent a house first, and then save money to live in the new living area. Some of Chen Ai's relatives are also interested in this .

In the beginning, the relatives rented out the unused house and shared the rent, and waited for Chen Ai to grow up before giving him the house, because the condition of the house was really bad, and no one was ashamed to ask for it.Now some people are interested in the house in the new living area, so they say they want the ownership of the house to buy a new house. The price is to raise Chen Ai until he can make money independently.

The relatives who kept Chen Ai in the circle agreed after discussion. They could get rid of the burden of spending more and more money as they grew older, and they could also get the red envelopes from that family. The price was only a house that had nothing to do with them. good.