Not as Dusty [Rebirth]

Later, it was the beginning of Chen Ai's nightmare.

That family raised Chen Ai with the salary of a house, but this family just acted like a dog and didn't really treat Chen Ai well. In addition, Chen Ai was smart when he was young, and his academic performance was always higher than that of Chen Ai. The children in his family are good, and some are fond of gossiping, causing Chen Ai's situation to get worse and worse, to the level of Xiaobaicai, until Chen Ai couldn't bear it anymore, stole his family's money and ran out. There is no legal certificate, so like a mouse in the sewer that can't see people, it has been living in hiding, doing everything, and suffering all kinds of hardships.

"Xiao Ai, we discussed how to take care of you. This is your aunt, you will stay with their house for two months first, and after the two months have passed, the next family will pick you up."

"Ah, thank you, Auntie."

Chen Ai raised her head and smiled at the aunt who spoke first.In the past, Chen Ai always felt that he had forgotten all the past things, and he found many reasons to prove that there were too many things, too long had passed, etc., to prove the inevitability of forgetting those things.But now that I'm here, I remember everything.It turned out to be just an escape reflex of the brain, but now, the brain knows that he must know the past, so that he can use the known to live better.

It was like a lock was opened, and the memories from the past suddenly rushed into Chen Ai's mind, with mixed feelings, and he almost began to feel sorry for the rejected and neglected child in his memory.But there is no need to sympathize, because now he has to live this kind of life again.

Chen Ai followed the aunt back to her home, and stood very cautiously in the courtyard of her home, accepting the complicated scrutiny of her family.

This aunt is not a close relative of Chen Ai.Chen Ai's father is the only child in the family, but at the beginning he insisted on going to the sports academy to learn diving, and later became a diving athlete.In the thinking of the older generation, this is not a very honorable thing, but it seems to be very dishonest. Chen Ai's grandfather dropped the words, saying that if he did not retire immediately, he would not recognize him as a son, and Chen Ai's father I really love diving, and I love the feeling of falling from a high place, falling into extremely soft, soft and tough water and then swimming, so I really broke away from my family as soon as I gritted my teeth.Later, because he couldn't bear the pain and hallucinations of cancer chemotherapy, he jumped from the high-rise building in his best and favorite posture. With a "bang", he must be very sorry that he didn't have a good finish this time. .

Later, when Chen Ai's father was old enough to retire, Chen Ai's grandparents got used to it and refused to recognize him again. After Chen Ai's father died, the two elders didn't say anything, and they didn't even come to see him. Ai, that is to say, he doesn't even recognize his father, let alone him?

However, Chen Ai's mother has several relatives in her family, but they are all cousins. They only walk around during the holidays, and they have to be alienated every time they go. But at critical moments, they did not evade to take care of Chen Ai. responsibility.Chen Ai thought, if he could escape and live with that family all the time, he might not have ended up like that.

Also bad luck.After all, Chen Ai has been raised by those relatives for a long time, and somehow he has some feelings. He calls on weekdays to ask how Chen Ai is doing, but he is also fooled.It's a pity that although they all lived in the same city, they didn't live near each other. As a result, Chen Ai never saw the houses where he lived until he fled.

Thinking of this, Chen Ai showed a smile to those who looked at him, obediently, a little shy, and uneasy was the first emotion shown.

Chen Ai had the deepest impression on this family, because it was the first family to accept him, and it was also the family that he made the most efforts to get himself accepted.It's a pity that if you do too much and make mistakes, it's better not to do it. Instead, Chen Ai made himself an unlovable child in their eyes. Thinking about it now, it's quite interesting to go home.

This aunt is Chen Ai's great cousin. She had a good relationship with Chen Ai's mother when she was young. She was much older than Chen Ai's mother and married earlier. She has two sons. The eldest son got married not long ago and is in the public security system. There are very few families on weekdays, so I gritted my teeth and gave birth to my youngest son, who is two years older than Chen Ai. His name is Zheng Xing. , I just want to find a companion for the youngest son, and it is best to assimilate the youngest son to be more obedient. If the youngest son likes Chen Ai, he simply wants to give up Chen Ai's custody. Anyway, her family is not short of food for everyone.

These were publicly agreed among relatives, but Chen Ai didn't know at the time, and the relatives were afraid that he would "pretend" if he knew. In fact, even if he didn't know, Chen Ai would inevitably "pretend". Confess in front of familiar people?It's a pity that Chen Ai pretended too much, so when Chen Ai messed up the upbringing that could have been basically achieved and went to live in other people's homes, he basically left a bad impression in other people's homes. Later, there was a family that disliked Chen Ai. Chen Ai only found out that he had slipped up when he covered it up well, and regretted it very much, thinking why he didn't bear it back then, at least the big cousin would not be too harsh on him for his mother's sake.

"Mom, who is this person? Why do you want to come to my house?" Chen Ai recovered, and saw Zheng Xing coming out of the yard when he heard his mother coming.Aunt Chen Ai lives in a courtyard house in an urban village. The courtyard is not as big as the one in the countryside, but people who are used to living in narrow buildings will find it very spacious. This cousin is a rare and neat person, and the entire courtyard is The cleaning is very good, and the electrical appliances in the house are also very fashionable, which is not inferior to those who live in a convenient building.

Zheng Xing was unhappy looking at Chen Ai, shaking his mother's hand, full of dissatisfaction.He has been keenly aware that this listless boy is trying to rob him.

"Ah Xing, this is the playmate your mother found for you. If you want to live in our house for a while, you can't bully him."

Aunt Biao looked at Zheng Xing kindly, her indulgent expression was not concealed.At that time, Chen Ai only envied this kind of maternal love, and recalled his mother who had just died not long ago, but now, judging by his cunning and selfish adult temperament, he felt very uncomfortable—in a young girl who had just lost her mother. Isn't it too exciting to show too much kindness in front of the boy?And this is too revealing, indulging like "it doesn't matter even if you are bullied", it is more like implying that Chen Ai is just a guest, and Zheng Xing is the host, he will never go past the host, let alone You have to obey your master.

I feel a little uncomfortable.Chen Ai remembered that when this cousin came to his house as a guest, had a good talk with his mother, and brought him many gifts to make him very happy, she felt that the cousin should not be blamed.It is human nature to love children, and no matter what, one should not wrong one's own children for the sake of outsiders, lest outsiders have unreasonable thoughts and even dare to despise the master.It's just that understanding is understanding, but Chen Ai, who was beaten secretly, completely dispelled the idea of ​​cleverly pleasing this family and being protected by them from now on.

Along the way, Chen Ai recalled his previous life, let's call it the previous life.He lived in a muddle in the last life, and now he thinks about it somewhat self-deprecating and self-defeating, but no matter how much he gave up some opportunities for better things, one fact is very obvious: a legal ID card , Including household registration booklet, ID card, so that you can have a bank card, formally handed over work, a set no matter what means you use, you have to take your own ID to transfer the house.

In the last life, I lived a life of ups and downs because I didn't have any of these things. Do I have to live it again?He had already followed the trajectory of those "predecessors" and died on a homeless man's favorite chair, but it was a pity that he was not in a park, which made him very regretful.It was good to lie on the chair and slowly lose his life, even though he didn't expect that he would die at that time, just because of a too big rainstorm.But I have experienced it once, do I want to experience it again?

No!no way!Chen Ai gritted his teeth secretly.He doesn't want to live the same life as before.In this life, whether it belonged to the world after death or originated from the fantasy in his mind, even if it was shattered in the next moment, he didn't want to do that again!

As long as he avoids being completely adopted by that family, Chen Ai thought, he can grow up normally, grow up to have his own ownership, not be governed by others, have his own various documents, and be independent; as long as he He gritted his teeth and said no, or saved some money now and said that he could live alone and not need other people to provide for that house when the time came, and the Civil Affairs Bureau would not force him to go through the adoption procedures.

Thinking about it this way, the future is simply bright and refreshing.

Chen Ai could even smile at Zheng Xing's hostile gaze, and pretended to call "Little Cousin" in a child's voice:

"Little cousin, I'm Chen Ai, I hope we can get along well in the future."

Chen Ai bowed decently, hiding his deliberate smile.The cousin was so teased that she burst into laughter, patted Chen Ai on the back, and said with a smile: "What a good boy!" After finishing speaking, she turned to Zheng Xing and said, "Xiao Xing, play with your little cousin, Didn’t your dad just buy you a Transformer? Take it out and play with your little cousin, don’t bully him.”

After finishing speaking, Aunt Biao went into the kitchen and started cooking, leaving Zheng Xing and Chen Ai standing on the open space in the middle of the courtyard looking at each other.

Chen Ai has nothing to say, this "little cousin" can't make him have the desire to communicate.As for Zheng Xing, he was completely pissed off, he hated being called young!He gritted his teeth viciously, gritted his teeth and said:

"Hey, you brat!"